memes give me life

felix, nb, uk this is the place where i regret giving my tumblr out to my irl friends i post things here instead of on my main blog because it would be uncomfortable for many of them to know stuff about me yo

[spookyasheck]

lil stupid shit but the ex I broke up with over a year ago is in love with a new girl and in feeling some type of way about it I'm not tripping because I know I'm not like heartbroken I guess I was sorta planning on hooking up with her over summer and now that's not gunna happen. Maybe just her attention being turned to someone else makes me possessive Idk it's super stupid and gross so I'm trying not to think about it but whateve

[spookyasheck]

v day had got me thinking about the one ex girlfriend i always used to talk about on here and how i miss her and i’m a total idiot ehhhh

[executed-deactivated20161004]

[paletages]

This is just a pale blog; nothing personal

[spookyasheck]

My boss was being rude and unfair and I was dissociating and just felt like shit all day and idk it's just been a bad day and idk if it's been a bad few weeks or if this is me getting bad again for real and it scares me

[spookyasheck]

Today was the closest I've come to self harming in a really long time and the only reason I didn't is because a coworker was watching me and I'm so ashamed

[spookyasheck]

Meep especially because it's becoming winter so soon I never have the willpower when the seasons change

[spookyasheck]

Things are reminding me of back in the day when I used to self harm and it just keeps getting brought back to the front of my mind recently and I'm hella worries I'm gunna crack soon

[fuckyougf-deactivated20150730]

me: *thinks about my ex* do NOT sign me the FUCK up 👎👀👎👀👎👀👎👀👎👀 bad shit ba̷̶ ԁ sHit 👎 thats ❌ some bad 👎👎shit right 👎👎 th 👎 ere 👎👎👎 right ❌ there ❌ ❌ if i do ƽaү so my selｆ🚫 i say so 🚫 thats not what im talking about right there right there (chorus: ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ) mMMMMᎷМ 🚫 👎 👎👎НO0ОଠＯOOＯOОଠଠOoooᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒ 👎 👎👎 👎 🚫 👎 👀 👀 👀 👎👎Bad shit

[wholesome-yandere]

@terfs and truscum: if one of the main things you do is harass depressed and mentally ill teenagers idk you’re probably in the wrong

[goyimtears]

i am a depressed and mentally ill teenager.

[that-nonbinary-guy]

I am also a depressed mentally ill teenager.

[spookyasheck]

if you're a depressed mentally ill teenager and you're harassing other depressed mentally ill teenagers then this is still wrong?? you don't deserve to be harassed and neither do they??? it's that simple?? don't harass people especially if they're vulnerable??

[proteja-deactivated20111228]

[sleep-for-days]

vinnysgotswagg:

ifyoufeelthatway:

tkaaay:

bigtimecrushonsomeone:

30rockasaurus:

fuckyeaaaah-xx:

iwannahavethelifethatyouhave:

jforjoelle:

last time i did this my wish really came true. so im going to wish again

nothing to lose. :))

Let’s hope

Why not? :)

*crossing fingers*

pretty much^^^^

i got nothing to lose. (:

Last time i did this my wish came true.

Jesus Christ if my wish comes true I will piss

[sparkhy]

please work omg

[youthique]

looks fun lol

[baimbie]

please 

[edgygayboy]

IT SERIOUSLY WORKED

[barakat1818]

Well, i got nothing to lose, might as well try it

[deliideli-deactivated20160305]

This shall be interesting😌

[saniosan-deactivated20160202]

I really need this.

[saniosan-deactivated20160202]

please God. pleeeease.

[spookyasheck]

5th wheeling is fine except for when that girl looks at her like my girl used to look at me

[spookyasheck]

Wow thanks could you be more passive aggressive I've literally been avoiding saying so much potentially triggering stuff in group chat and on my main tumblr blog and then you just go for that thanks a lot

[bang]

reblog this and u will pass all ur classes, im jesus trust me

[decadentlullaby]

When women used to be depressed or were not “taking care of their men” properly their husbands could send them to the psych ward for attitude adjustments. This was part of conditioning them to always wear a smile. They believed that if a woman saw herself smiling that it would become natural practice and that she would be “cured”. This often went along with shock therapies.

[ladyfabulous]

This gives a whole new level of creepiness to when random men tell you to smile.

[samoanshugavery]

People who talk about the 50s like they were this golden Era frighten me

[deducecanoe-deactivated20161213]

Woh

[littlebatti]

This is so fucked

[deducecanoe-deactivated20161213]

Yup

[chrrywhine]

[onlinepreschool-blog]

[spookyasheck]

Yeah p much out of he blue me and my girlfriend broke up today just to keep you in the loop Essentially my aromanticness got to much for me in this scenario and I wanted to tone our relationship down but she's in it for all or nothing and can't be wih someone who doesn't love her as much as she loves them and it sucks but I'm glad this happened now instead of later and my hope is that it will be okay