Ren

Hello! I go by xe/xem/xyrs so please respect that! I create stories and ocs, and may share random thoughts I have on here.

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one of my favorite highlights of today: me, my mom, and my sibling all in a room. My mom & sibling talking about how the sibling’s teacher is a bit of a piece of crap.  me: can i swear please?” mom: “no think of something else to say.” So obviously i take the words to a serious sense. me: pointing to my sibling. “your teacher’s a female dog. That’s a bull taking a poo. Why in the autocorrect duck would they do that?”

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Most popular swear words by state in the US

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i am going to ot gnoig ma i

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hoping i have an interesting dream tonight so i know what to write for a story tomorrow since i really need to catch up in creative writing

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i fry friends think my my brain think i fried 

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babysitting is like d&d. You never know what’s coming next it’s either a disaster or a miracle and you discover things you would’ve never thought of

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What do I want? What do I want? I want to have my own room with a loft bed, desk underneath ofc where i can put my laptop, books, papers, and organizer. I want one of those spinny chairs and a small rug. I want a pumpkin-shaped candle, and a window that stares out onto the street. I want the wall dark with fake bricks painted on, and the window between the bed & desk. I want it to be night time and I have hot chocolate or tea, white-cheddar popcorn, a movie on my laptop and a book I’m reading while half-listening to the movie. I want my dresser on the opposite site of my room, with my drawings, pins, and pride flags above it. I want a little stuffed bat. After I finish the movie and book I want to drive over to my gilfriend’s house. Take her outside and we just hang out in the nighttime rain. I want to stay up until sunrise with her. I want to cuddle her, remind her how much I love her. I want her to feel safe around me like I do her. I want to have soft music playing in the back of my head. I want to have aesthetically pleasing clothing, and short hair that fits me. I want it.

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“oh yeah im fine” *me after two mental breakdowns, being yelled at and nearly beat by my father, ignored by my own emotional support friend, being told about a dead pet, being someone’s therapist, and being gay(/j on being gay. I am gay but that’s not really a reason. it’s there for the joke), writing a poem about dying, and planning my entire afterlife*

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Please help there is a tag i cannot seem to unfollow no matter what. It’s haunting me. It won’t leave. I’ve removed it several times.

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(quick warning just incase: mentions of killing, cannibalism, and crazy stuff kinda) So I decided to make an oc w/ the help of a friend. She ties into fantasy & Greek mythology-ish. Correct me on anything. || She’s half-human half-owl, having the sight of an owl, extra eyes since why not, and large wings. She can turn her head all the way around as well. She goes by she/them/hers and is my first plus-sized oc actually! I plan on making her a goddess for a fake world i have made, something to do w/ nature or/and time but I haven’t figured which yet. She has brown hair, brownish-hazel eyes, and an hourglass-ish body type. She grew up near the woodlands in a cabin with her strictly religious mother and father who claimed to be a hunter & spirit hunter. On her journey she faces many natural disasters or things to have her tasks take more time(such as a tornado wiping out the woodland she lived in, having to come face-to-face with a mythological being.) As her familiar would then arrive to guide her. She would end up near a camp(think camp half-blood just with my own twist) for upcomming gods and goddesses to balance human-vs-power scale. Her final test, seen as a pop quiz almost is to spend a week with only her and her one friend in the woodlands she grew up near. She has no resources, resulting in her having to do horrid things for survival. She’d have to kill and eat her friend as the friend would become the only food left.(from flesh to guts) Once her final quiz is complete she would need to venture her way back to the camp, only to be stopped by many unnecessary creatures and animals, to only come face-to-face and have to combat against a god/goddess themself for her role. 

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Somehow i’m just here. I’ve had this account and logged back in only now. I was on drugs or something then. But I’m here now. So i’m going to pretend as if i’ve been on this site forever and just hope for the best.

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"why drown, when breath" ~some random Karen I saw under a post