I met this guy named Will two years ago and from the moment i met him i instantly liked him. He makes music and I of course listened to it everyday, he was really quite good at it, his voice was wonderfully smooth. I always cared for him and loved him for who he was and he always made me really happy. He always knew what to say to make me feel better. I didn’t want to like him at first because I didn’t really know him too well, but that didn't stop my heart. It’s been a constant battle of feeling like I liked him too much and that he didn't like me at all. I haven't seen will and a year and a half and I miss him a LOT, like everyday I think of him, and if ill ever see him again. Wills gonna be famous and it would be cool to be famous, yeah, but its not my overall goal. I just want to be happy, help people, and want a family. I don’t know if he wants that or if i’m just being silly but thats how i feel. Oh! and I want to travel and love someone for who they are completely ...is that irrational? To love someone completely? because I have always wanted to marry him and have a family and make music and sing at a campfire or go on adventures and cook food and watch tv and cartoons and painting, art, laughing, running, running away from everything in the world that's horrible because we in ourselves make everything okay. He makes everything okay and i may be wrong about all of this. I might just seem SUPER dumb. We may not work out but god I hope we do. I’ve always wanted to show him how much i love him, not being able to hurts. He talked to me today and honestly I didnt know how to feel. I feel like im always bothering him but at the same time when he doesnt respond i feel sad, really sad, like 2 minutes he hasn't responded and I’m like “why did i fall for this guy he doesnt care oh wait, he’s just a normal person and normal people take some time to respond i’m just crazy over him and can’t wait to hear every word he says”. I hope hes not lying…. I hope he really likes me :/ because I miss him a lot. If he is lying i will be IMMENSELY hurt. Let’s hope thats not the case and I can live my dream to be with William Anderson.