witchyfag

gay af. leo. a journal of all the things i wish i could say outloud TW.

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Life Gets Better

I was going to delete all my past posts, but decided that would be trying to delete my past. As an 18 year old finding herself alone with no guidance in a new big(ish) city, I was terrified of what was to come. It has been a wild fucking ride. I absolutely hated life for so long. I was so miserable and BEGGING for love. Though it wa hell, I don't think I would change very many things. I am where I am now because of it. I'm in love with someone who loves me too. It was all worth it if it meant I got to fall in love with her. I guess I just wanted to write this short post to remind myself that I did in fact have very dark days, but the love that I found at the end is more than I could ever hope for.

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Oh man now we’re back to 23 yr old T

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Cus Mount Everest ain’t got shit on me

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If I had a g*n I’d k*ll mys3lf

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I’m just so sad. I’m just so sad.

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I’m just so sad.

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But imma do me just like you’re doing you.

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I knew I shouldn’t have done this.

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Here we go again

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I’m so scared to receive your call I don’t even want you to call anymore. Maybe we just ghost each other.

[remanence-of-love]

[24nrg]

I don't want to be your cigarette, I don't want to be your ashtray.

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I just want one good thing. Please.

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I just don’t understand why this keeps happening to me

[disc80s]

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Oh god not the hi text. This is so Deja vu

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All of this is why I hate relationships. All of this.