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They/Them • PHD in the Science of Bianka & Rita 🛐

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I can't get enough of this game how do I explain that I made Beyoncé and dragged her to Miku as the first person she'd ever speak to and she immediately had a crush on her or that I'm witnessing a dream of them fighting a giant strap on

I just want to clarify that is not femboy Muzan that is Atsu from hit game Ghost of Yotei

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Tomodachi Life is beautiful

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I present to you, the long-awaited, carefully thought-out,

｡･ﾟﾟ･𝒟𝓊𝓇𝒶𝓇𝒾𝓉𝒶 𝒫𝓁𝒶𝓎𝓁𝒾𝓈𝓉(𝓈)･ﾟﾟ･｡

⁽ᴼⁿ ʸᵒᵘᵗᵘᵇᵉ ᵃⁿᵈ ˢᵖᵒᵗᶦᶠʸ⁾

31 songs each (Rita and Bianka have separate playlists), 62 songs combined 2, -- That's right -- TWO hours of music EACH, 4 hours in total, where are you gonna get a better deal than this??

I IMPLORE you to hear me out. Every song went through a very strict screening process of me looking at all the lyrics and judging the sound to see if they fit, and both playlists are direct responses to each other that follow a series of events. Sorry if my picks aren’t niche enough but I hope the 2 people who listen to these playlists find some new songs to like

The playlists follow a flow of events that goes like:

Realising they like each other -> Being afraid to admit their affection -> dating hurt/comfort (Rita to Bianka) -> Realising how much they mean to each other -> Anxiety over losing each other -> hurt/comfort (Rita to Bianka but Bianka starting to loosen up) -> Deep in love & being each other’s routine -> Tension over their jobs separating them -> Anxiety about their dangerous jobs (think Kolosten arc) -> Overcoming that -> Coming out of it knowing they’re end game -> Love but more carefree

Not every stage is multiple songs! I tried to keep it as in character as possible. Ataegina Roßweiße is both of them combined so you can listen to the call and response all at once. Here’s the songs and their counterparts:

(Left is Bianka, Right is Rita because she's always right)

Ataegina Roßweiße - Spotify Rita Ataegina - Spotify Bianka Roßweiße - Spotify

Ataegina Roßweiße - YouTube Rita Ataegina - YouTube Bianka Roßweiße - YouTube

I could genuinely write reasons for every single song's inclusion but I don’t think anyone but me wants that so I’m going to control myself. Speaking of things nobody else wants what if I told you I had a deck of slides on every gayish interaction between them and analysis for each one cooking up? What then? You gonna kiss me? Huh?

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Every year I shed my skin and change by massive leaps then I remember this Tumblr account is a few years old and I've left behind a tapestry of growth that makes me take poison damage when I see new followers scroll through it and like my old posts. That was not me. I don't know who made those posts. Let's keep our eyes on the path ahead okay there's nothing back there

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You're laughing. Bianka: Theatre (B)'s icon is blade Durandal through a rose, has hung pictures of a homu with blue eyes and a pink homu flirting, heart shapes hidden in the artwork and a skill titled "Tales of the Beauty" and you're laughing. I just feel like you aren't taking this seriously

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When I say I NEED to eat out whoever is crafting Durarita like this at Mihoyo/Hoyoverse's headquarters I really do mean it. The acknowledgement that Rita is the only one who could both rival her and be important enough in her life to be the one to cause a big fight. Let's take a look shall we

This event had my toes curling my body sweating and my eyes rolling back. Getting to see more of Bianka being loose and comfortable and how she provides comfort to Rita is everything. We're so used to understanding that Rita is the rock, she is the safe space of Bianka who struggles with her emotions while Rita is a lot more capable of processing them.

But here, Rita is the one being more vulnerable, mourning Ragna and feeling uncertain about her capabilities if it hadn't been for others helping her. And instead of some lovey dovey thoughtless comfort, we get Bianka fully confident and still smiling knowing Rita absolutely has the full potential she can't see in herself. When Rita doubts her own attitude and shows some insecurity, believing she would be nothing without people like Ragna who set her on the 'right' path, Bianka debunks this with the intimate familiarity she has of Rita's character that isn't clouded by insecurity.

She's seen first-hand Rita's capabilities and somehow both expertly comforts Rita who grieves the loss of her mentor while also reaffirming that Rita never 'needed' anyone to be as excellent as she is now. She was not made, she was nurtured. She always had that spark in her that made her Rita. She knows exactly how to make Rita feel better and she entirely means it too.

Just the constant reminders every single time Rita tries to deny her own strengths that her and Ragna in the end have accomplished similar things and that she isn't in Ragna's shadow but rather right beside her and the mention of how significant Rita is to Bianka's life my GOSHHH

The confidence she has in Rita just itches my soul so right. A lesser characterisation would have her panicking and fumbling but no she knows who her wife is and what she can do and I just love canon Durarita so much

She is SO proud of Rita and so confident about how good she is and it's so delicious because we know Rita values perfection so this is such a personal compliment. The raw conviction is delectable

THISSS. HELLO BIANKA DURANDAL ATAEGINA AWKWARD COLD SERIOUS VALKYRIE MAKING JOKES? I'm picturing a family reunion already where the Kaslanas catch her laughing with Rita and bittersweetly realise while she isn't comfortable enough around them, she's found a home with Rita

Do I. Do I even need to analyse this one. LOOK at it. On a serious note I really do adore seeing Bianka give back in this relationship.

If you enjoyed this rambling you may also enjoy two separate music playlists for Bianka and Rita themed on Durarita meticulously thought out with every lyric and sound of every song because this ship in its canonical form is my special interest 👀 haha jk... Unless...

I doubt many people would go for a listen if I shared it but I'm curious on the demand for it and if even one Durarita lover is mildly interested it'll be more than enough for me ♥️

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The parallels I tell you I activated like a sleeper agent the moment they hugged and I saw the manga panel in my mind's eye like the afterimage of a flash bang

I just love when honkai impact blatantly reveals they're gay more of this please

The implication that Bianka has never raised a hand towards her not even for training. Yeah I need someone to hold me up this event had me blacking out with euphoria

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When I say I NEED to eat out whoever is crafting Durarita like this at Mihoyo/Hoyoverse's headquarters I really do mean it. The acknowledgement that Rita is the only one who could both rival her and be important enough in her life to be the one to cause a big fight. Let's take a look shall we

This event had my toes curling my body sweating and my eyes rolling back. Getting to see more of Bianka being loose and comfortable and how she provides comfort to Rita is everything. We're so used to understanding that Rita is the rock, she is the safe space of Bianka who struggles with her emotions while Rita is a lot more capable of processing them.

But here, Rita is the one being more vulnerable, mourning Ragna and feeling uncertain about her capabilities if it hadn't been for others helping her. And instead of some lovey dovey thoughtless comfort, we get Bianka fully confident and still smiling knowing Rita absolutely has the full potential she can't see in herself. When Rita doubts her own attitude and shows some insecurity, believing she would be nothing without people like Ragna who set her on the 'right' path, Bianka debunks this with the intimate familiarity she has of Rita's character that isn't clouded by insecurity.

She's seen first-hand Rita's capabilities and somehow both expertly comforts Rita who grieves the loss of her mentor while also reaffirming that Rita never 'needed' anyone to be as excellent as she is now. She was not made, she was nurtured. She always had that spark in her that made her Rita. She knows exactly how to make Rita feel better and she entirely means it too.

Just the constant reminders every single time Rita tries to deny her own strengths that her and Ragna in the end have accomplished similar things and that she isn't in Ragna's shadow but rather right beside her and the mention of how significant Rita is to Bianka's life my GOSHHH

The confidence she has in Rita just itches my soul so right. A lesser characterisation would have her panicking and fumbling but no she knows who her wife is and what she can do and I just love canon Durarita so much

She is SO proud of Rita and so confident about how good she is and it's so delicious because we know Rita values perfection so this is such a personal compliment. The raw conviction is delectable

THISSS. HELLO BIANKA DURANDAL ATAEGINA AWKWARD COLD SERIOUS VALKYRIE MAKING JOKES? I'm picturing a family reunion already where the Kaslanas catch her laughing with Rita and bittersweetly realise while she isn't comfortable enough around them, she's found a home with Rita

Do I. Do I even need to analyse this one. LOOK at it. On a serious note I really do adore seeing Bianka give back in this relationship.

If you enjoyed this rambling you may also enjoy two separate music playlists for Bianka and Rita themed on Durarita meticulously thought out with every lyric and sound of every song because this ship in its canonical form is my special interest 👀 haha jk... Unless...

I doubt many people would go for a listen if I shared it but I'm curious on the demand for it and if even one Durarita lover is mildly interested it'll be more than enough for me ♥️

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The way her voice matures and we're at ~29yo Rita now and she's only getting hotter with age. The day they release 35yo Rita is the day I will be unable to play because simply opening the game and seeing her on the bridge will cause all of my fluids to escape my body killing me instantly on the spot

She's with the strongest valkyrie because anyone lesser would die trying to handle all of her

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It is not spoken about enough how Bianka is legitimately holding a rose here in her mouth on Rita's birthday present

And their biggest presents are from each other

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Oh background Rianka Durarita how I love you

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Breaking my silence in celebration of the recent Durarita event to reanalyse this moment because my frontal lobe is more developed and I've collected my PHD in Durarita

This still remains one of the biggest most significant Durarita confirmation moments for me besides the fact that they literally share a house and appear to share a bedroom and. Literally everything else they do

But not JUST because Shakespeare calls them a 'real couple'

Bianka delivers a scene where she plays a man offering everything he has, even his wife, to save his best friend. Rita is playing a character who's trying to help, and has to deliver the cheeky line of, "Your wife wouldn't thank you much for that,"

This prompts Bianka to BREAK CHARACTER and call out Rita's name thinking Rita was legitimately upset at her saying those things to another woman, as if Rita didn't get they were doing a play, only to realise she was the one who messed up and forgot that was one of Rita's lines

This already tells me a few things.

1. Rita and Bianka are either comfortable with the term "wife" or legitimately married at this point (though I'm not confident because they still seem young and maybe it's just Bianka thinking Rita was using their roles in the play to hint hint nudge nudge babe I'm right here because Rita also plays her wife in it??)

2. They are definitely not just friends, which is solidified by Shakespeare referring to them as a 'real couple', laughing at Bianka's mistake

And there is STILL more stuff after the play, where Rita teases Bianka about a scene where Bianka's character realises his wife was secretly the same 'man' who was trying to help him with his whole best friend being executed problem and allows her to be his 'bed partner tonight', and that she can sleep with his wife because. Well she IS his wife who happened to be undercover as a man.

Something about Rita teasing Bianka so openly about such intimate things and Bianka just going 'Hey!' at least in my mind solidifies that they have totally smashed cookies. Done the do. Whirled the pearl together.

That's all for today, expect more in the future as I have redownload honkai yes just for Rita I'm only human

I am legitimately planning to release an entire deck of presentation slides on every instance of Durarita including niche events I have recorded because I'm genuinely convinced I am THE Durarita fan and I need to spread my knowledge. Canonical rianka is what my ASD chose for me and I went all in.

Also maybe Rita and Bianka song playlists with very passionately thought out picks that I could honestly describe in detail why I chose each song releasing soon... For all 1 other people who are interested... If I get to share even a sliver of my love for Durarita/Rianka to even just one other person my heart will be full because I know that what I would want ♥️

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Guess who's back

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Oh my I haven't thought of Lisa or Genshin in general in over a year but I've randomly remembered didn't she say something about "If we add enough flour to water slimes will they become dough slimes?" At Sumeru's academy the Harvard of the entire Genshin world

One could interpret it as her being cutesy or jokey but I'm strictly going to take this as a deliberate Philomena Cunk moment, straight face, serious voice just because she can

Lisa like "King Arthur came a lot, didn't he?"

"...I—I think you mean that he was associated with the court of Camelot."

"No it definitely says here King Arthur came a lot"

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my skrunklies

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This kinktober I'd like to offer if not confirm that Bianka is a sub top and Rita is a power bottom because she loves to serve her queen but maybe sometimes she is dominant and Rita loves it. Soft dom. Can anybody hear me

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I find it so funny how I watch my friend bring up jeanlisa crumbs from who knows how long ago and write entire essays on it so when we nibbled on it together we felt satisfied but in Honkai they literally just drop "Yeah me and her (Bianka) sleep in the same tent and the same bed and live in the same house and have an official open relationship and are married" and I'm still hungry