⭒☾⭒ #𝐒𝐏𝐘𝐃𝐂𝐃𝐃𝐘. an independent, private & highly selective, roleplay blog for agent twilight / loid forger of animanga series spy x family. mutuals exclusive. mature content & themes present. heavily headcanon based. au based. please read guidelines before following. ᵖᵉⁿⁿᵉᵈ by juice. she/her. est. 2026.
───── ⭒A STUDY IN . . . mediating national conflict, global warfare, terrorism, [shouldering the weight of humanity], discovering peace, moral code, stolen innocence, loneliness, empathy, adopted family, loss of identity, power, control, deception, trust in others, fatherhood, marriage, & sacrifice.
⭒ activity will be sporadic. expect low-medium activity, dependent upon my muse. 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐈𝐒 𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐘 𝐇𝐎𝐁𝐁𝐈𝐄𝐒. i can be absent and may or may not be around for days, weeks or a few months at a time due to work and personal life ; therefore the pace of interactions, engagements and messaging will vary. the best way to interact with me is through ask prompts/memes, plotting through ims and my open starters.
⭒ following is on a blog-by-blog basis. if i find interest in your blog, i intend on following and writing with you. i will not follow everyone in return. i appreciate thorough oc muses and will use my discretion when following. this is a mutuals only roleplay blog. when breaking mutuals, please softblock.
⭒ i am extremely crossover friendly! please refer to my verses page as there are several to choose from. don't be afraid to reach out to me if you'd like to discuss in further detail!
⭒ i do not have any affiliation with the series nor creators. this blog is not spoiler free. my portrayal of twilight will lean more into his characterization as an agent. loid is a disguise ; a character that is made up. loid will make more of an appearance in my spy x family verse, while twilight is the 𝐃𝐄𝐅𝐀𝐔𝐋𝐓. please keep in mind that his habits, behaviors, tone of voice and mannerisms are different. i am incorporating a lot of his softer / sincere qualities in my writing as well.
⭒ shipping is a huge part of the fun. i am a multi ship rper just do not use me for shipping purposes only. do not force ship. i love to ship but i also prefer progression. i enjoy romance but am also looking for diverse connections with muses. relationships will develop through multiple interactions, discussions, chemistry between the characters & talks ooc.
⭒ suggestive content will be present while nsfw material may vary. smut will rarely take place on this blog.
anyone that is or would be interested in exploring nsfw material further or would like to write smut with my muse, have my full permission to do so with me on discord. i do try to keep this content tame on my blog but i do acknowledge that twilight is a tool used by the government and will partake in these behaviors if and whenever necessary. "honey trap" as declared in the show is exactly as it sounds - espionage seduction. it's a tactic, and i will carry characteristics of this theme throughout all of my verses because it is a part of who he is and his character as a whole. degrees may vary. therefore, sexual implications, possible vulgar language and actions leading up to smut will be present in threads and asks and ultimately fade to black. i am very mindful of comfort level but if you would like to continue this genre of writing to explore our muses more, feel free to hit me up! we can mingle over on discord. suggestive / nsfw content to be tagged as 'nsfw tw.' or 'suggestive tw.'
⭒ i do not have any triggers but this blog will contain triggering material, mentions of: violence, war, firearms, genocide, nationalism, abuse, death, nudity, profanities, torture, sex, anxiety/ptsd, and depression. tagged as ‘trigger tw.’
⭒ racism, pro-shipping, r*pe, anti-lgbtq+, incest, pedophilia etc. or role playing smut with underaged muses present on your blog will not be tolerated, and i will promptly unfollow.
⭒ basic etiquette applies! cut your posts, no godmodding, no stealing or copying my content. no drama. if someone is problematic, please let me know.
⭒ credit goes to hyruleshop for all of the lovely graphics found on my blog.
continuing with the food canons, loid doesn’t take any regular italian cooking class. he goes to italy instead to learn how to cook from an tailian native.
2. If you were to choose another muse from the same fandom, who would you choose?
oooh boi, oh boi! if i really had to think long and hard about it and i wanted to give female muses another chance, i'd potentially roleplay slyvia sherwood. i know she's hiding tons of secrets under that hat and she's too cool for school. give me fullmetal lady. GIVE ME THE HBIC. we truly don't get enough of this woman.
15. If you were to be transported to your muses' world, how would you fare?
well i'd probably be living my life similar to the way i do now. unbothered and minding my own business despite potential war looming. i could see myself holed up in city hall right along with yor, with my nose in a giant stationary calculator and keeping those bills/invoices paid. i'm sure they have an accounting department in there somewhere LOL ultimately, i would am not brave like neither loid nor yor but i wouldn't mind going out for a drink with them sometime. maybe loid can suggest something new to drink. double date with the husband <3
[ mun asks ] How much research do/did you have to do to write your muse?
⭒✮ ゜ •̤ ⸜ ⭒ 𝐌𝐔𝐍 𝐀𝐒𝐊𝐒 ➝ accepting !
answered ! thank youuu for popping in <3 and to add, how much research do i have to do? i think it all comes down to whenever i feel like my muse for him isn't cooperating and getting away from me. it's not often i need a refresher on him and my portrayal - but that could take a numbers days or weeks to pull him back when i get in those slumps. he's stubborn XD
How much research do/did you have to do to write your muse?
⭒✮ ゜ •̤ ⸜ ⭒ 𝐌𝐔𝐍 𝐀𝐒𝐊𝐒 ➝ accepting !
👀👀👀 none. i’m just kidding! tbh there isn’t mountains of information for this man, that i got to climb in order to be able to write loid. i got a lot of what i needed from rewatching and rewatching and rewatching spy x family and code white over and over again. i know the manga has some nice fun facts, so i’ve tried to take on some of that here too. overall my research can stem from watching episodes, to just closing my eyes and listening to his voice for dialogue’s sake. pinterest has also become my best friend. pictures and aesthetics are a good visual. oh AND AO3!! now that’s where it’s at. people have written such great sxf fics with him as the center of attention, and that has also helped me get into character. i bookmark them so i can come back to read them again later. at the same time i’m writing him based off of vibes. the head canons are sort of like my building blocks too, to expand on the little bit i’m working with. it’s been a fun challenge fleshing him out despite the lack of info he has as a whole.
MunAsk -- Is there a character you've tried writing but just couldn't get no matter how you tried?
⭒✮ ゜ •̤ ⸜ ⭒ 𝐌𝐔𝐍 𝐀𝐒𝐊𝐒 ➝ accepting !
a character i couldn’t get into would probably be the only female muse i’ve ever written in all of my years here on tumblr … and that is elena gilbert from the vampire diaries 😅 maybe female muses just aren’t for me but man, roleplaying her at time i felt extremely bored by. enjoyed the show to death! but i think her as a character just wasn’t clicking with me. i also didn’t feel there was an absolute ton i could do with her way back when, but i was still very proud of myself for giving her a shot. god knows how long i lasted with elena but hey! different strokes for different folks.
children has always been … a complicated subject. he doesn’t dislike them but he’s also never been enthused about them either. they’re a huge responsibility. money spenders. they require a lot of time and attention. a lot of those years are spent raising them to be civilized, functioning individuals of society. … raising anya has been no easy feat but he finds his memories with her are stacking up. all sweet, wholesome and bittersweet moments of connection. if it weren’t for the mission, he would’ve never even considered kids at all. after everything he’s been through … kids are just harder to protect. they can be born and they can be taken, no matter their age and no matter their innocence. and you’d still feel like it’s your fault. - maybe that could be why he dropped the fantasy of having a family a long time ago.
sitting on the kitchen island while he talks to you from between your legs, his hands stroking from your calves to your hips, you’re wearing his shirt, his lips constantly inches from yours, just a breath apart
