Savior By: Y. Black
I know this may be abrupt
But I have to do what’s best for me, trust
Hear when I say it’s me not you
In a perfect world, I wouldn’t have to cut you loose
Thing is I know me
And though it’s early I’m already in way too deep
I just don’t think you feel the same
Wicked, I know this love game
I been here before
Fight the good fight only to be ignored
By no means am I saying that you
But at the same time, I have to consider all my heart has been through
I know, I know but they say life isn’t fair
And I’d be a fool if I didn’t beware
You want to know the basis of my thesis
In short I’m still picking myself up in pieces
I rather you hurt a little now rather a lot later
I’m trying to play the part of my own savior
I can’t lie, baby I’m fucked up
Here you were thinking you lucked up
Life has made me my own worst enemy
And you’ve been nothing but a friend to me
Call me crazy
Better yet call me lazy
Because I lack the resilience to fight for hope
But it’s hard when all my life my back has been against the ropes
I feel like I’m fucking up blatantly
But who else is going to save me from me
Damn this was deep @yblack2205
