.•°.Deep Sea Dwelling.°•.

• Squiddo • he/they • aroace transguy • fanartist • • absolute mess of a human being • This is my main blog where I post my mentally ill ramblings and reblog stuff, mostly anything I'm particularly obsessed with in that moment. Abandon all hope ye who follow.

[squiddokiddo]

Vowing off venting on Tumblr because cringe and then being thrown into bpd episodes where my emotions are like 100× as raw and my brain is 10× as irrational so I'm just sat here like.

Heheh... Yey

[snarling-dog]

Reminder that trans men, ESPECIALLY trans men of color, are not your "gotcha" for the trans people in bathrooms debate. A majority of us cannot safely use the men's room without running the risk of assault, mainly those of us who do not pass as cishetero men. If we are in any way "too masculine", we can't safely use the women's room, either. Stop forgetting we exist until it's convenient for you.

`Edit: Radfems, TRFs, and TERFs fuck off. This post isn't for you.

[everett-fornow]

Guys i dont think the solution to gender supremacy is gender supremacy in the other direction

[easternhognose]

I'm not really a fan of 'Protect the dolls' becoming the new media slogan for trans rights. 'Trans men are men trans women are women' had it problems absolutely, centering cis people for our validity and either leaving out or clumsy including nonbinary people with a slapped on 'nonbinary people are...also alive'. But I just watched some red carpet interviews and, while I don't give two shits what an actor I've never heard of from a show I don't watch things about me, I do find it interesting and a little concerning that the majority of people when asked what message they would give to the Trans community on Trans day of visibility just said protect the dolls or acknowledged their fashion, hair, makeup, music genre, ect won't exist without trans women. It feels like trans mascs are only seen as people designed to protect trans women and trans women only exist to be beautiful and fragile. When bathroom bans were first becoming really popular a few years ago I would see posts from white cis passing able bodied post op trans men in women's bathrooms to try and be some kind of got ya to conservatives completely ignoring how many trans men and mascs are harmed, assaulted, and killed by these laws. And I don't like the cis savior idea that trans women need cis people to protect them either. Idk I just think that like trans men need protection too, And trans women deserve love and respect even when they are not fabulous, And trans people don't need cis people to save us.

[musiicpix3l]

Yes yes i know love is love. But they are still killing CHILDREN. over this.

[squiddokiddo]

I am deeply grateful for any response, and I apologize if this appeal is painful... but it is not random. It comes from the heart of a family in Gaza crying out for help. 🥺💙

Please my friends, my children are in real danger.🙏🍉

Please,the situation is getting much worse than before. Please donate to us now

✅ This account has been verified on the official list by @gaza-evacuation-funds & @90-ghost🙏🫂😔

*my campaign link:*

https://gofund.me/e0d056e4

Boosting

[imapuppetqueer]

Gotta catch em all

[jjackiebrainblast]

trans people would kill themselves less often if people were nicer to us btw. i could put it in more scientific terms but that’s what it boils down to. just be nice to each other

[starryhoundbloo]

Shout out to my mom who explains my transition as "Having a daughterpillar turn into a Boyterfly". It doesn't erase the fact I was an adorable little girl, and also affirms my gender now. I love my mother.

[squiddokiddo]

9 for the ask game! What's a song that makes you laugh?

Is it even a suprise that I picked one from these idiots?

Ask game

[byjove]

everybody: you’ve got to advocate for yourself in medical settings!

medical professionals when a patient advocates for themselves in a medical setting (x100 if that patient is a part of any minority): damn. you’re a hypochondriac crazy bitch who has every mental illness and is seeking every narcotic in existence. that’s the only reason you’d be disappointed in the care you’re receiving here. in retaliation, we will be even less helpful and less sympathetic. our jobs are hard. people are dying. we don’t have time to deal with anyone who is slightly inconvenient for us.

[squiddokiddo]

The Aquabats be like:

Here's a song about war, anxiety and existential dread.

This piece is about a guy who kicks shark ass as a hobby!!

Here's one about free school lunches and growing up poor.

Worms!!

Global warming and corporate greed.

This one is about scratching your junk!!

In this song we wrote about our struggles and triumphs as a band over the years and how much we love our fans and how grateful we are to be here now...

FUckiNG POOL PARTY!!!!

[squiddokiddo]

Hey Thunderbirds fandom, after about 9 years of waiting, I finally have the opportunity to watch the infamous Inferno episode for the first time and imma be writing up a review/live blogging about it, obvs without pictures but yeah.

I haven't really been vibing with TAG lately but I'm actually excited to be watching a "new" episode after all this time. So yeah stay tuned, or don't, whatever you want.✨

[squiddokiddo]

Oh so turns out I won't be watching it because "this title is unavailable due to expired rights"

Fuck you Amazon.

[squiddokiddo]

If anyone knows anywhere else I can watch this ep, I'd be grateful for the info thx

[squiddokiddo]

Hey Thunderbirds fandom, after about 9 years of waiting, I finally have the opportunity to watch the infamous Inferno episode for the first time and imma be writing up a review/live blogging about it, obvs without pictures but yeah.

I haven't really been vibing with TAG lately but I'm actually excited to be watching a "new" episode after all this time. So yeah stay tuned, or don't, whatever you want.✨

[squiddokiddo]

Oh so turns out I won't be watching it because "this title is unavailable due to expired rights"

Fuck you Amazon.

[squiddokiddo]

Hey Thunderbirds fandom, after about 9 years of waiting, I finally have the opportunity to watch the infamous Inferno episode for the first time and imma be writing up a review/live blogging about it, obvs without pictures but yeah.

I haven't really been vibing with TAG lately but I'm actually excited to be watching a "new" episode after all this time. So yeah stay tuned, or don't, whatever you want.✨

Edit:

Uh turns out I won't because Amazon is complete ass and doesn't have the rights to the episode anymore apparently. :(

[a-silly-poll-side-blog-yay]

would you still be alive without modern medicine? looking back at your life, would you survive without any to the moment where you are now?

yes

no

barely

yes but it would affect me for the rest of my life

results

Voting ended onJun 2

I'd have my knee fucked up forever 🫪 alive but yeahhhhh

[squiddokiddo]

Have ya watched the Marvel films? :T

D'ya like 'em? If ya have, which Marvel characters d'you reckon the Tracy brothers are most like? If ya haven't, then never mind. BuTttt honestly, I reckon Kayo's proper similar to Nat (Natasha)

Hey, sorry but I've only seen one marvel movie, Black Panther for A-Level media studies back in sixth form. So yeah I have no idea. (;^^)