Well, well, well.

[squier21]

I'm still in love with you goddamn it, why can't you see that we belong together? Why can't things just make sense the way they used to? Why do I feel forbidden to move on?

[squier21]

I am a man who does not have a way Millions of oceans could show me, you say. We still run around like there's no better way And I.. don't stay. So last night when you threw the glass on the wall, You knew that the end would be following. You don't say what you mean when you need me to go... But just know; Out on the highway in the desert, unknown; I'll find a way to get back to you though. I still run around like I don't have a home, Because even when I'm around I've got no place to go. And I know I'm not what you need, but that's OK with me, Yeah it's okay with me. I know I'm not what you need, But it's okay with me. So how can I tell you that I need you to stay? I've done it before, it doesn't mean anything. I'll still wait around to see if they'll let me go... Through heaven's doors, alone. I know I'm not what you need, but that's okay with me Yeah it's okay with me. And I realize that it's "settling." But it's okay with me, yeah it's okay with me. I'm not who I've led you to believe, And it's okay with me, yeah it's okay with me. I realize it is settling, but that's okay with me, Yeah it's okay with me, Because you're the thing that makes me settling, And you're okay with me, yeah you're okay with me. I know you're not what I need, but you're okay with me, Yeah you're okay with me.

[squier21]

[squier21]

I still love us and I don't care what anyone says, it's what I do. I kinda get the feeling you can feel it, too. I feel higher than the ceiling when I'm tangled up in you. No matter where you leave me, I'm still here for you.

[squier21]

Come on Rich

Why the fuck do you do this to yourself?

[squier21]

I said I'm okay but I know how to lie, You were all that I had, you were delicate and hard to find. I got lost in the back of my mind And I could never get back, no I never got back. You were not there when I needed to say I hit the bottom so fast that my head was spinning round for days And now I've got to go it alone but I can never give up No I'll never give up What am I fighting for? There must be something more, For all these words I sing, Do you feel anything?

[dancedonovandance-deactivated20]

Being addicted to drugs is better than being addicted to someone you can’t have. At least drugs  will never leave you.

[animalsnaps]

[pleaseforgetmewhenimgone]

You left today, and I’m doing supprisingly well. I read Emily the message you sent me, she was shocked that I wasn’t panicking about you wanting to marry me. I read her the message you sent me when you got the job at A&B, she cried. She said she could feel the love. She said she’s never wittnessed a relationship so genuine. She’s never experienced love, she’s never even been kissed. But she could feel it just by the way I read your words. I can’t put into words what I feel for you. I can’t even pin point which part of my body knows that this is real. Your love radiates through me. When we touch. Skin to skin, I feel it all the way in my bones. You are my sanity, my fantasy, my reality, you are what home feels like. I love you Richard Raymond Salsbury. I’ll love you for the rest of my life.

[childmagazine]

[pleaseforgetmewhenimgone]

I want you to know.

This move is right for you, we both know that. I support you 100% and I’m sorry if it seemed pushy before but I’ve known you needed to leave this place for a long time. Right here, right now I’m not ready to leave with you. But I will be, and I want to be. I want you Rich, and I need to get out of my bubble I need to realise that life can’t be what I’ve always hoped and dreamed. I’m scared because since we’ve been together, we haven’t been apart for more than two weeks. And most of the time, that was too long. I don’t want to fight with you and I’m stressing because I’m a bitch 90% of the time and now is completely Not the time. I’m freaking out because I don’t know how to be okay. I’m happy because this could be the start for us. I’m afraid because it might be really hard. But I’m ready for it, because at the end of the day when I’m in your arms I know this isn’t the end for us. All I know for sure is what I feel for you is more than love. What I feel when you walk in the room or when I hear your voice. It makes my day. The drugs, that’s your deal. If you ever express to me that you feel you have an issue. I’m here. But I want you to know that I have never once judged you for that. Ever. I have an issue with acessive drinking more than I do with dope. I just don’t want it around me. Because that keeps me safe. I don’t get high all that often anymore. I haven’t bought bud in a long time. And Molly, I’m over it. Blow on the other hand.. that’s my problem. But I don’t do it. For as much as it crosses my mind. I don’t. And I don’t know why but I want you to be proud of that.. proud maybe isn’t the best word. I’m not saying I want my life to be on the straight and narrow. I just dont want raids and jail to ever be a possibility for us. I love that I grew up clueless to what actually goes on in the real world. But I hate that I feel so alone. I find it hard to realate to people. But not you, you don’t make me feel stupid. You help me along and give me advice because I simply Need it. I’m growing up, I’m figuring it out. I’m just going to miss you baby, more than I ever have. I’m terrible with goodbyes. In all honesty I’ll do whatever I can to avoid them. It sounds so permanent. I can’t stop thinking about what it’s going to be like to kiss you goodbye. It’s killing me. There’s no need to stress about it, but I just can’t shake the thought. I’m not upset, I’m not really hurt. I just know it’s gonna feel like the floor is falling out from underneath me, and it’s bringing me down. I don’t mean to be sad about it. I’m happy for you. I hope you find everything your looking for I truly do. It’s just not about me.. and I need to figure out how to grasp that. I’m working on it. I just have to figure out how to stop backpedaling.

[pleaseforgetmewhenimgone]

As a kid I always had my bags packed and ready to go. Snacks, clothes, whatever I thought I would need. I’d walk to the edge of our property and just sit, thinking maybe next time I’d leave. I’d go somewhere, although I never did. My bags stayed packed. My mom has always told me that once I left I wouldn’t come back. I don’t want to. Fuck New Richmond and all that happened there. I don’t know why I can’t leave with you. I don’t want to be anywhere without you. I don’t understand. I’d follow you through the end of time. I don’t understand what’s stopping me. Sure I have bills to pay..but I’ve got nothing besides you. I understand why you have to go. I understand that this place isn’t right for you. But I know I’m right for you. And I know your right for me. So why can’t I leave?

[staypozitive]

Thousands of relatable quotes here!

[pleaseforgetmewhenimgone]

I’ll never forget where your at, don’t let the days go by.

[pleaseforgetmewhenimgone]

I’m not okay.

[pleaseforgetmewhenimgone]

So I hung my head and cried.

[pleaseforgetmewhenimgone]

Afterlife

What you see in your moments before death, when you evaluate who you are and who you have been. You decide if you walk through those pearly gates or you burn in the fiery depths of your sorrow. I will walk through those gates with my love in hand. You know my past, you bring out the best in the present, and you give me hope for the future.