• Squirrel • July 19 • INFP • " Do. Or do not. There is no try." ~ Yoda Truth enlightens the mind, but won’t always bring happiness to your heart. ~ Clonewars, S1 E6 The path of ignorance is guided by fear. ~ Clonewars, S4 E8 The search for truth begins with belief. ~ Clonewars S7 E2
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Hi All Squirrel here! I have finally opened up my Etsy Store. There I will be posting colouring pages for any and all! Right now I only have one product ready but I do have more on the way, So please if you could share this with any and all I would greatly appreciate it!
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Greetings all! Squirrel back finally with something for June Gloom! I’ve decided to go with Moon Knight because it is the most recent thing I’ve watched. Anyway I hope all are staying safe and are happy! Be sure to enjoy this and watch out cause more are on their way!
First Fic posted! More to come soon folks. enjoy there will be more and I have a few fics planned to upload over the coming days and hope to provide some more material since last year I didn’t do as much but inspiration has struck and now I bestow it upon you! Please comment, reblog and leave a like, let me know your thoughts and how I can maybe improve it for future fics!
Hey there, you’ve somehow stumbled upon my blog and it sure is a pleasure that your here, I hope you enjoy bits of angst, bits of fluff and everything in between.
Here I go by the name Squirrel and this is a side blog to my main (slightly older) blog https://squirrels-writing.tumblr.com/ which you can visit at anytime!
My older June Gloom posts (2019 - 2021) will take you over to that blog where I have originally posted my stories, but my 2022 June Gloom will be posted here!
So be sure to keep a keen eye out for those coming fics!
Thanks for visiting and be sure to come back and Like! Comment! or Reblog!
Hey there Squirrel here, I will be posting over at this blog https://squirrelsjunegloom.tumblr.com/ Here I will be post June Gloom 2022 over at this blog ^^
Hey all! Hope everyone is staying safe and healthy! I’m announcing that I will be making a side blog for the June Gloom Series so I will post mainly over there for June Gloom this year and I will migrate my older June Gloom Fics over to there, so keep an eye out I will later post a link for any and all who want to read something new.
Hey all! Squirrel here! I hope everyone is staying safe and doing alright. I am here to tell you what you what’s going to be happening for this year, for this blog.
So first thing is I’m going to limit myself to 3 fandoms to write for, because I feel that I overloaded myself with writing for more fandoms and some of them don’t have much.
So what does this mean? It simply means I’ll be picking 3 fandoms I’m into during a time, but I will say it’s not set in stone and may change throughout the year, so I won’t possibly be sticking with the same 3 throughout this year so I’m sorry if you feel I’m not writing for a particular fandom.
The main 3 I’m currently (somewhat) into are:
Marvel - MCU in general
The Book of Boba Fett + Possible other Star wars movies or shows
Genshin Impact / Castlevania(Netflix) / James Bond No Time to Die (50/50 still undecided on which at the moment, sorry).
Again, this may change in the future. Now the next topic is I will be making a new Masterlist for this year as I feel the original / old one is a bit messy. So there will be some changes coming, and no I won’t delete anything so there is no need to worry.
I do have some fics, that are works in progress, I will post them eventually but I intend to clean up this blog first.
Greetings all! It has been some time since I’ve posted. A lot has happened over the year, I pray all have been safe and happy, and had a lovely Christmas Holiday!
I apologise for the lack of content as life for me personally became a bit much and a lot of drama (never ending it seems some days,). I have originally posted in a previous (now deleted) Squirrel’s Update that I would take on request, and for those who have seen that and sent in requests I do sincerely hope you accept my apologies as I feel that I am unable to write something meaningful and wholehearted for you. I’m currently working on some other works after watching a few shows and such and will post an update on what is to possibly come with the new year.
I am afraid to say that I will not likely be on here often, posting, but I do hope to write more for 2022! I am working on a lot of things at the moment and will get around to writing for you all.
Many apologies. Best wishes and a merry prosperous New Year to all for 2022!
So I wanted to give a shot at a Mafia / Mob boss au so I’m not entirely sure how this is gonna be, so yeah. but it’s more of a domestic fluffy fic instead of drama.
Warning/Notes: I don't specify their ‘business’ reader is somewhat in the know about what they do. just a fluffy cuddle fic. it’s a bit short, sorry.
also f/d stands for favourite drink.
It was a cloudy evening in October, Y/n was sitting on her apartment balcony rugged up with a warm cup of her f/d. Bucky and Steve were out at the moment, something about their work had come up and had to go settle something, Y/n didn’t think much of it, simply taking the time to herself to breathe and relax, well until Buck and Steve got home to snuggle her that is.
An hour passed, then two. Y/n had since returned inside to cuddle up on the couch and watch something on the T.V. She was growing concerned, usually business things didn’t take long but they had been gone and she wanted to snuggle up to her boys and enjoy the evening.
Eventually, Y/n passed out on the couch, waiting for her partners to return home. While she slept, Bucky and Steve had finally come home ready to spend some TLC time with their girl. As they entered their home they found her on the couch, asleep. Bucky smiled gently at how peaceful she looked, Steve smiled at Bucky and took his jacket off, ready to enjoy the rest of their day with his two lovers.
Bucky noticed her empty cup and took it to the kitchen to wash it. Y/n woke to the sound of water running in the kitchen, she shot up looking around. Getting up she went to the kitchen and saw Bucky there his shirt had the first few buttons undone, showing off his chest.
“Your home” sleepily, Y/n smiled at Bucky.
“Yeah,” Buck smiled, walking over and embracing her, “Sorry for leaving you,” he kissed her forehead.
“It’s okay, I get that you and Stevie are busy running your business,” Y/n snuggled into him.
“You’re too good for us doll, so understanding,” Bucky held her tight like she was going to disappear.
“Wanna cuddle and watch some movies” Y/n offered, looking up at him.
“Sure, thing doll, just after Stevie comes out of the shower,” Bucky smiled, Y/n nodded, holding onto him.
Steve came out, hair still wet, and pyjama pants on. “Hey there doll,” Steve greeted, Bucky left the two alone so he could shower.
“Did you get up too much doll?” Steve asked, holding her hips gently.
“No, just had a cup/mug of f/d and was just waiting for you guys to come home,” Y/n said. Steve felt like there was more, so he bent down a little to look into her eyes.
“Anything else doll, you feel a little tense,” Steve said gently, hoping to know what else was bothering her.
“I was a bit worried about you two, is all, you were taking a long time,” she said looking down, she knew they could handle anything, but she couldn’t help it.
“Oh doll, it’s okay we’re home, we’re safe, here to cuddle you” Steve smiled, picking her up.
“I heard cuddles,” Buck said coming out of the shower, his hair now wet.
“Our doll needs some cuddles buck, she was worried about us,” Steve said.
“Our doll, worried over us, we are lucky to have such a lovely partner,” Bucky smiled, coming up behind to squish Y/n between their chests.
“It’s time for some TLC, don’t you think Stevie,” Bucky grinned, Stevie nodded.
That spooky Halloween night was spent cuddling, with some movies on for background noise. And together the lovers fell into a peaceful slumber.
Warnings: slight angst (not much), fluffy cute. breakfast can be whatever you like, didn’t really specify, mainly focused on it being fluffy might be a bit short sorry.
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“Well what else have you got for us doll,” Bucky grinned.
“It’s a surprise,” she winked and left the two of them to rest.
The next morning, Y/n prepared a simple breakfast, using some Halloween cookie cutters to get some spooky shapes. Y/n also made up a glass of orange juice, simply because that’s what she felt like and hoped that they would like it as well, otherwise, she’d simply go and make something for them.
She knocked before entering with the food and drinks, Bucky and Loki were both sitting up in their beds, looking a little glum, the two were doing their own things. Loki was reading a book and Bucky was staring out the window.
“Morning guys!” cheerfully Y/n greeted.
“Morning, darling/ doll” the two replied simultaneously.
“I got something for you guys,” Y/n smiled holding out the tray with their food and drinks. Bucky and Loki just stared at her, the two had gradually become accustomed to the team’s friendliness. Bucky had Steve to help him and Loki had his annoying brother somewhat on his side.
The two still could sense the disdain towards there for their past transgressions, but they were trying the best they could to prove that they were better. Y/n was one of the most welcoming amongst the group of heroes. She wasn’t much a hero, more on the researching end, and a unique hacker that could seemingly hack into anything. From time to time she hacked Tony’s stuff to mess with him, it never failed to put a small smile on the group's faces.
Y/n put their tray down and handed them their food. Loki looked at the food, staring intently at it.
“You can eat it Loki,” Y/n giggled, Bucky was hungry and dug in, well not before he appreciated the amount of effort that went into everything.
“Fanks... doll,” Bucky said with his mouth full, cheeks cutely chubby as he attempts to smile at her.
“Talk with your mouth empty,” she scolded playfully.
“Thank you, Lady Y/n” Loki smiled at her, not many were as forgiving as she was to him. “It’s alright Loki, and just Y/n is fine, no need for the lady,” she smiled.
“I hope you guys enjoy breakfast, I got work to do, but I’ll come back later unless I get stuck into my work,” she bashfully chuckled, “Happy Halloween you two,” she bid her farewell to go and work.
Bucky and Loki enjoyed the peace, food and drink Y/n had brought them. It was safe to say that they enjoyed Halloween, although they were on bed rest until the end of the week, then they could repay Y/n for being so thoughtful.
Note: So you can decide if you’d like for this to be romantic or platonic, because I haven’t exactly specified. So my darlings, you can choose how you want it to be.
Warnings: None, just fluff, Bucky and Loki brooding and mentions of being hurt - not specified. It is short but there will be a part 2.
Part 2 - Spooky Bliss
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It was spooky season again and Y/n was excited she loved Halloween and all the spooky vibes surrounding the month of October. Kids were surely getting excited about trick or treating and dressing up.
Loki and Bucky were quite the brooding pair, although they usually liked Halloween, they were currently stuck in the infirmary because of the last mission leaving the two severely wounded, and put on bed rest.
Y/n being close to both Bucky and Loki, felt that it was her duty to spread some Halloween spooks to the two of them. In the night she crept in, although she wasn’t as stealthy as she had hoped.
“Doll, what are you doing?” Bucky asked, turning a light on, making Y/n jump from fright, “Yes I agree with James, what’re you doing darling?” Loki then said calmly, turning on his light.
Y/n awkwardly looked between the two of them, flustered and embarrassed she had been caught but realized she was going up a literal god and a former assassin, the odds were not in her favour. Sighing she walked over to them between the two beds and placed two little packages on each of their side tables.
“I know you two are down about being on bed rest and I wanted two bring some Halloween spirit to you guys,”
“Oh darling, that’s so sweet of you, thank you,” Loki smiled, opening up the gift, finding a bunch of different cookies, “Thanks doll,” Bucky eased back into the bed, snacking on one of the chocolate biscuits.
“You’re welcome, but I’m not actually done yet,” she muttered bashfully.
“Well what else have you got for us doll,” Bucky grinned.
“It’s a surprise,” she winked and left the two of them to rest.
Greetings my darlings! I’m going to be posting throughout today some Halloween Fics for all of you! I was going to post yesterday but it was a long day, so I apologise for that, but I’ll be sure to post so today, so stick around. Stay safe and spooky my friends!
Series Warnings: spoilers for tfatws, slight angst, fluff, comfort, grammar errors? short story sorry. mentions of final moments, Age of Ultron mention, comfort, read with care it is quite angsty, but try to enjoy
Series Summary: Y/n is a empathic medium of sorts. Bucky calls her in the hopes to have her help him, Sam and Zemo in Riga. What will happen?
Pt. 3 June Gloom Masterlist
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Y/n had returned to her room, drained and tired from the use of her powers. She hoped that Zemo found some solace. She flopped onto her bed, not fully prepared but knew what was to come and it was rarely ever pleasant.
Zemo on the other hand freshened up in the adjoining bathroom and came out to the kitchen to make some of his favourite cherry blossom tea. Bucky and Sam looked up when he entered.
“Where’s Y/n?” Sam inquired. Zemo’s brows furrow he figured that she would re-join her friends.
“I do not know, she left my room and I thought she’d return here,” Zemo replied truthfully.
“I’ll go check on her,” Bucky said and was gone before anyone could say anything.
Bucky knocked on her door and when he heard a small grunt he entered and found her laying on the bed her hands fisted on the duvet cover.
“You okay Y/n?” Bucky asked.
“I... I’ll be fine... Buck,” she puffed out, “Just... need... a mo... moment,” Bucky nodded and left. He wished he had Steve or Nat, someone who could help him. Tell him what he could do to help his friend but he would trust her words for now, but he would check up on her just to ease his worry.
Zemo sipped on his tea and pulled out a couple of Turkish delights, offering one to Sam. When Bucky came back, Sam looked up, expecting an update on her.
“She just needs a moment,” he said to Sam. Zemo offered a Turkish delight to James, who simply glared at him and returned to his spot on the sofa. Zemo sighed, he didn’t expect anything less from James but he had hoped that there was a small sliver of trust amongst them, at least temporarily while hunting down the super-soldier serum and Karli Morgenthau.
Zemo excused himself and went to return to his room when he heard sniffles coming from a room just a few doors down. Y/n’s room.
He hesitated, knowing that Bucky would likely murder him on the spot if he found Zemo in Y/n’s room. But the gentleman in Zemo won over and he went to check on Y/n, after all, she had done for him, it was only fair he offers some type of help.
Knocking on the door he heard the sniffle quieten and a quiet “Come in,” he entered and found Y/n sat up on the bed, wiping away an endless stream of tears.
“Are you alright Y/n?” Zemo asked, shutting the door behind him.
“I’m fine Zemo, you don’t need to trouble yourself,” Y/n said, looking away drying her cheeks yet again.
“You can talk to me, I don’t mind helping, after all, that you did for me,” he said taking a seat on the edge of the bed, keeping distance, to ensure her comfort.
Sighing Y/n debated about what to even say, “You were gentle, kind, loving, your wife and family meant so much to you,” she smiled tearfully, “The last moments she spent thinking of you, humming a song to your son,” more tears fell.
Zemo reached out and wiped them away, “Depending on some souls, some want me to understand their last moments, I stopped using my powers after Sokovia, I was haunted by nightmares, I just couldn’t help that many in one go,” she cried inching closer to Zemo, “I wanted to, but I was weak,” she fell into him and cried into his chest, “I’m sorry, so, so sorry,” she held onto him.
“Schatz, breathe,” he hushed, holding her close, “I wouldn’t ask you to trouble yourself over such things but it is admirable of you, such a gentle, pure soul you have,” Zemo rocked gently. His wife’s words, ‘...find your peace,’.
He smiled; tears gathered but did not fall. He found his peace, even if he hadn’t known Y/n long, she was just as broken and hurt as him and he would hold her close.
He found his peace. And he would protect her with every fiber of his being.
Hey there lovelies, I’m posting the last of June Gloom tonight so I apologise if there are any errors. Next week I might be able to begin posting a little more cause I’ll be on break from work and I hope to get some fics out for you lovely people!
A/N: To anyone whose sent messages to me in the inbox, I apologise as I am still figuring out some things with tumblr, but I have seen your inquiries and I’ll try and get back to you anon’s next week. But thank you for your asks and support!
Warnings: none really just pure fluff!
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She shifted to lying on her side, and stared at Bucky. His mouth slightly apart, It was still dark out for the early morning. Y/n had found herself awake and staring at the ceiling, Bucky beside her fast asleep, she didn’t know what woke her up but she didn’t wish to wake Bucky because it was so rare for him to get a restful sleep.
taking in small breaths. Smiling, she reached a gentle hand out to stroke his cheek.
What Y/n didn’t know, was that Bucky was awake, he had sensed her wakefulness. He felt her featherlight touch upon his cheek. He remained still, reveling in the touch she offered.
The two very much aware of one another, reveling in the peace and silence, the calm that was so rare to have.
Bucky’s eyes fluttered open to see Y/n staring back at him. The two smiled at one another.
“Sleep well Buck?” she whispered out, her thumb stroking his stubbly cheek.
“Yeah, Doll, how about you?” he replied back, his hand reaching to brush her hair behind her ear.
“Fine Bucky,” she smiled.
“I love you Y/n,” he said passionately, pulling her closer to him.
“I love you too James,” she chuckled holding him close.
Nothing could ever ruin such a sweet moment between the two. The moment was bliss. Pure Bliss.
Series Warnings: spoilers for tfatws, slight angst, fluff, comfort, grammar errors? short story sorry. unedited, so apologies for any errors & a bit short as well.
Series Summary: Y/n is a empathic medium of sorts. Bucky calls her in the hopes to have her help him, Sam and Zemo in Riga. What will happen?
Pt. 2 Pt. 4
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In his room, Zemo stood somewhat awkwardly, not knowing what was happening, but he was sure that it wasn’t meant to be anything other than friendly, he presumed but he wasn’t going to let his guard down for that.
“I’m sorry if this is a little weird, but I need you to help someone move on,” Y/n cringed at her own explanation.
“Uh... Apologies, but what exactly do you mean?” Zemo inquired, greatly confused.
“It’s likely better to show then to explain,” Y/n sighed, “Would you mind if I lie down, it usually helps,” Y/n asked, bowing her head to hide her embarrassment.
“Um... sure, please,” he gestured, she took her place on his bed and held her hand out he hesitantly took it.
A strange feeling washed over Zemo. He watched as Y/n’s eyes closed and reopened to the whites of her eyes. “Hold on to see her, make your peace,” she spoke one final time.
Confused he looked up from Y/n and standing in front of him was his wife, Heike. Tears gathered and slipped down his cheeks, Heike smiled, walking over and sitting beside him.
“H...Heike...” he choked up.
“Helmut, my love,” she placed a ghostly hand upon his cheek, her thumb ghosting over his tears.
“How... What...” Zemo struggled to speak.
“It’s alright Helmut, we are safe now, we are happy, free,” she consoled, “Now it is time you rest, but I can only hope,” Heike chuckled.
“I love you, I’m so sorry, I should have been there,” Zemo finally got out, Heike wrapped her arm around his shoulders.
“I cannot stay, my love, I need to move on soon, I can rest easier now, knowing you’re going to be fine, but remember I’ll always be with you, here” she pointed to his chest, “in your heart, I love you Helmut, now find your peace,” Heike smiled tearfully, reaching over to his other hand, she placed one final kiss upon his lips, and was gone at the touch of Y/n’s hand. Zemo silently cried, a small smile on his face. Y/n’s body jolted and her hand slipped from his.
“I’m sorry I couldn’t hold on longer, it’s been a while since I’ve done that,” she said gently, “I hope you found some peace,” she sat up and pushed herself off the bed making her way to the door, “I’ll give you some time and tell the other two,” he nodded at her and she left, closing the door behind her.