first love
Your first love destroys you in the most beautiful way. Showing you a taste of what could be and leaving you begging and wanting more, crushing you! Until that moment your world was perfect, untouched and untainted. You were oblivious to this overwhelming feeling in your heart and in your body, taking over every sense slowly and then fully. Making a fool of your rational brain. Your first love destroys you for life, not so much the person but more this new feeling you didn't know you could feel. And suddenly all those stupid love songs make sense, all those mushy movie dialogues seem like they were written for you, poetry shows new meanings. Your objective, reasoning brain goes for a toss. Your first love like every other first in your life is new; mind boggling and crazy. You find a new kind of high, an Adrenaline rush like never before, a high you don't get from any of the million drug concoctions. There you are, a bag of emotions you didn't know that existed before and emotions you don't know how to handle.
Your first love destroys you, wholly and completely, from every last cell in your physical self to the deepest, darkest cellar in your soul.













