Sara

“i wanna have control, i want a perfect body” 20

[srxhgn]

Lately I only meet peace in deep sleep, we have coffee in the café of my dreams. She tells me to stop thinking so much if I want her to be with me. I tell her I can’t help it.

Fuck, I don’t think I exist.

[srxhgn]

i’m waiting for the pear tree in the backyard to grow

so i can finally hang myself

i guess you could say i’m a coward

for not swallowing the pills on my nightstand

i hope i’ll find the courage next summer

[srxhgn]

+ mary prays the rosary for my broken life +

[srxhgn]

just another girl thursday

[i-heart-black-coffee]

there are two wolves inside of you. one is body positive. the other is anorexic.

[srxhgn]

a girl is a gun is a girl is a whore is a ghost is a woman is a bitch is a god is an angel and i am?

light up another one baby

“i’d been on a countdown to destruction, and tonight might just be the night everything went to hell”

please god just set me free

(i have no sense of self)

[srxhgn]

i wish i were special

so fucking special

i’m nothing but an in between

am i sane, or am i crazy?

girl or ghost?

do i wanna be skinny or do i want to live freely?

girl or ghost girl or ghost girl or ghost girl or ghost

because you’re dead already, sara

🎀🤍🎀🤍🎀🤍🎀🤍🎀🤍🎀🤍🎀🤍🎀🤍

[srxhgn]

brandy melville, ballet flats, lace longsleeves, lana del rey, mary janes, roses, poetry, cigarettes with lipstick stains, ferocious girlhood🤍

[trouxbledprincess]

do I eat and mentally suffer? or do I starve and physically suffer?

[srxhgn]

“i’d been on a countdown to destruction, and tonight might just be the night everything went to hell.”

[srxhgn]