What nourishes me ▹ Destroys me

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[neckkiss]

“You can’t change what has already happened, so don’t waste your time thinking about it, move on, let go and get over it.”

— Unknown (via neckkiss)

[li4r]

Hi i am Deficient in so many minerals and im about to do something ill regret

[caylaxmerie-blog]

my friend: hey u ok

 me, in a depressive episode:

them: hello

 me, 8 days later: ahsjksk my bad yeah im fine!!! how are YOU tho??!!

[wolfsena-deactivated20220408]

In my dreams I come home to you and you come home to me and for a split second every hardship I ever endured has meaning.

[bizea]

[illicitbehaviour]

you deserve to be loved without having to hide the parts of yourself that you think are unlovable.

[thegoodvybe]

[eliminated]

[asoftwrongness]

just curious !

[lezbon]

[sskbn]

What the fuck is UP!!! This is me in 2020....

LA trips, tattoos, plants, photo shoots etc. I know how it looks but I’ve been fairly careful. I work FT from home I social distanced for about 4 months straight bruhhh

I got tested for Covid 3 times and I’m negative~

Anyway - Stay safe, wash ya hands and use sanitizer fuckers 🖤

[sskbn]

Here’s what I look like now? Still struggling. But still here.

[sskbn]

[sskbn]

March

you were a hard one. I’ve been really sad/depressed/lethargic lately and I’ve been thinking about committing suicide again. I won’t do it though after the many attempts in 10 years….… I think I’m past that phase. I just think about it. That’s all.

I’m sleepy

[thelatestkate]

Mindfulness can be useful for literally E V E R Y O N E, but I found it particularly helpful for anxiety– this exercise got me out of the house and functioning again.   °˖✧*•  Shop, Patreon, Book, Mailing List *•. ✧˖°`

[sskbn]

2019

my anxiety returns

not going to lie, it’s caught me off guard I can’t swallow - there’s a lump in my throat, I over blink to where I’m twitching slightly, I start getting cold sweats + my face turns very hot

Internally: “am I breathing? I think I’m breathing” “oh no I’m embarrassing, I can’t do this” commence the overthinking/over analyzing, completely dying inside by my own thoughts so I become a mute :)

this has happened on more than 1 occasion within 2 months

I start to think of treatment options but if I was able to stop it before, I should be capable now

right?

I don’t sleep through the nights, i feel like my brain is on overdrive

cbd seems promising to combat these feeeeelinggggssss

[covetedtouch]

i just want a girl who touches me distractedly. like sitting watching a movie and she just kinds of drags her fingers over your skin while watching and she doesn’t have a motive she’s not trying to tickle you or be sexual with you she’s just touching your skin and feeling the shape of your bones under that skin like it’s physically comforting for her to know that you’re there right under her fingertips