Sweet Leaf

hi, welcome to my junk drawer

[na-kim]

[brighteyedspitz]

check out the whiskers on this dude we have at work rn

[nyancrimew]

CALL ME IT/SHE THE WAY MY SKIN IS ACTING UP

[miintjuleps]

[konoko]

[boyfriendtxt]

[markv5]

[teathattast]

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[survivingfmandcfs]

Sometimes I don't realize just how bad I feel until I lie down. And then I'm just like wow. How was my body even keeping itself upright. Wtf.

[hoothootmotherf-ckers]

also, fuck the concept of pain scales and incapacitating pain and any of that shit that’s fucking relative, because I keep feeling like I’m faking whenever people are like “oh wow my cousin gets like knocked out from migraines, I’m amazed you’re at work!” 

and it’s like. 

man I wish I could be home, I wish I could treat this pain as unbearable, I wish I could curl up in a ball forever and not deal with the world

but the idea of what is or is not incapacitating becomes really fucking blurry when I have a job and rent and need to eat and do the basic necessities to live my life

and I’ve had a migraine nonstop for six days.

I cannot fucking afford for any level of pain to be incapacitating.

[killy-deactivated20241228]

Having memory issues and holding grudges is a funny combination. I don’t forgive but I DO forget

[anxietyproblem]

[anxietyproblem]

[glixt1weirdcore]

sun

[anxietyproblem]

[blazevillains-deactivated202504]

always astounds me when adults hate kids cause like. did you just Forget about how unfair the world seemed when YOU were a child?? do you not remember being upset about how no adult ever seemed to respect you or listen to you at all? and now youre gonna just go on and treat kids like the way you hated being treated when you were one. ok

[luxgalador]

i can fully understand not understanding them or being naturally nurturing and such, but i cannot fathom hatred. that's a little person! it's not their fault they exist! we're sharing this moment in time and place together and they deserve respect.

[geeses]

if you were made to feel guilty or shameful for being unwell while growing up and now you have chronic illnesses.... I'm so so so so sorry.