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i have a hemeehoid god please kill me oh my God

im officially at my lowest weight 40.2kg 158cm

my neighbours like 90 and keeps blasting his goddam TV late at night. i can't sleep. I kick on the wall to get him to shut up but then my mum yells at me??? like if she had my room that's right next to his, she would understand. I hope that dusty old bitch goes soon because oh my god

from a new months ago lw I think

morning bc...... idk give me tips im feeling pretttyyy chunky

I feel like a pony with a cutie mark i don't want. like im so good at cutting and i only started early this year and I'm already covered in deep scars, it's like a talent i guess ?

but what i want to do is not eat. I just find it so difficult though, and i don't know why. I can't do both. I just love the feeling of being lightheaded and dizzy after not eating for so long, and seeing myself get smaller, but the longest I've fasted (this year i used to go a couple days when I was younger) was 21 hours. and after that I can't even remember all the shit I ate.

I just really hate myself I guess, but I don't feel like sad or depressed? I'm a really cheerful person !! I talk to strangers and compliment them, im super friendly and i always think positive funny stuff, but I hate that im happy? it's not like I'm trying to larp mental illness or anything, but i just miss the feeling I used to get. it felt so magical and euphoric to not eat. I felt like a unicorn, it was awesome. no point to this post just ranting

can bitches stop larping mental illness. also stop using the word whimsical and niche its really annoying u sound like a 12 year old crystal collecter

I need an 4n4 buddy or coach.... please dm me. I have no self control. I binged on a large pizza in the middle of the street while sat on the dirty floor.