i really love the way u write toji!! Id love if u can make a dad toji x mom reader smut+fluff drabble or fic (idk what its called im new to this fanfiction stuffđ)
lmfao me too, idk what half of these terms mean! but yesssss, just wrote it up! very sweet, funny, sexy, all in one!! thanks for your request, I had fun writing it. this piece is on the longer side, about 7.3k words but worth reading! mdni!!!
today could not get any worse.
the morning started like a train wreck. when you went to drop off megumi, he clung to your neck, his legs locked around your waist. normally megumi does well at drop off. sometimes heâll linger, not sure if he wants to go in, but he always does â except for today. you werenât sure what to do.
youâd gotten a new job recently after being on a very extended maternity leave, waiting to resume working until megumi pre-school age. you were an office assistant for a law firm, easy hours, easy work.
megumi was crying, his body wracked with each sob. megumi had a death grip on you and his teachers look worried.
you rubbed his back trying to console him. he cried more into your shirt, his little hands fisted in your shirt. âmom, please donât goâ. his little voice cracked, breaking your heart. you squeezed him tighter and he squeezed you even tighter, even though you thought it was impossible.
you let him cry some more before walking back to his teacher. you whispered, âyouâre going to have to take him from meâ, hoping megumi wouldnât hear. when his teacher put her hands on his waist to gently tug him off, megumi cried even harder. your own tears pricked your eyes. you tried to soothe megumi, but he would not let you go.
you held him up to face you, his eyes red and his eyebrows furrowed. âyou have to go to school, gumi. youâre gonna have so much funâ you smiled gently at him. when he finally released his death grip on you, you set him down. his bottom lip was quivering and you heart couldnât stand the sight.
you apologized to his teacher. you bent down to press a kiss to his cheek, hearing megumiâs tiny sniffles.
on the way back to your car, a few tears spilled. you wiped them away quickly. from your car, you could see megumiâs head hanging low. when you sat in you seat, you threw your head back against the headrest, feeling already defeated.
the rest of the drive to work felt heavy. you drove in silence. your chest ached with every mental replay of your sonâs tear-stained face.
youâd barely made it through the lobby of your office building before your boss stopped you. âneed those files from last weekâs case. on my desk in ten.â no âgood morningâ, just orders. you pressed your lips together, inhaled, and exhaled, and just prayed that today would turn out okay.
it didnât. the day only spiraled from there. phones ringing off the hook, a printer jam you couldnât fix, and a partner who decided you should handle rescheduling all their meetings. you were used to the fast paced, hustle and bustle of the office but today, it took a toll on you. by the time your lunch rolled around, you were still hunched over your desk, fielding another call. your hand was pressed hard into your temple, a splitting headache growing behind your eyes.
a few hours later when you were set to leave, you felt yourself smile a bit, knowing you were going to see your little one again. a fleeting feeling. as soon as your shut your laptop, your boss dropped a thick stack of contracts onto your desk. âthese need to go out. tonightâ. he gritted his teeth at the last word, and all hope you had drained from your mind.
tears filled your eyes. you couldnât choke back these tears. you grabbed your phone and headed to the nearest bathroom. you locked yourself in a stall and called toji.
he picked up after one ring.
âhey, baby.â his voice is low. warm. the kind of voice that always made your shoulders drop without meaning to. you swallow hard, your throat tight, voice small. âheyâŠare you busy?â
he noticed how quiet you were. âwhatâs wrong?â
you let out a shaky breath, a tear escaping your eye at his question. âiâ i just needed to hear you. itâs beenâŠa lot today.â you could feel yourself starting to ramble and toji let you. âgumi was so upset with me this morning for leaving and my boss dumped all this extra work on me which usually isnât a problem, but i wanted to pick megumi up and i donât think i can.â you were crying at this point, just utterly overwhelmed. your voice wobbled. âcan you grab him for me?â
thereâs a pause on tojiâs end, almost like he was choosing his words carefully. in his mind he debated killing your boss.
âwant me to come get you?â
ânoâ, you murmur, rubbing your forehead. âiâll be fine, just needed a second.â
he hums, low and thoughtful. âalright. iâll grab megumi. you just finish up.â
you felt a bit lighter, even though youâre emotionally exhausted. âthank you, jiâ
âyou just come home to me, yeah?â
a soft smile tugs at your lips. âyeahâ
the sun set in the empty office, your lone shadow casted over the floors and walls. you were almost done, just a few more papers to file.
when you finally stood, you felt drained. your body ached and your head pounded.
by the time you finally left the office, the streets were quiet, bathed in a light glow of streetlights. you trudged to your car, each step heavier than the last. even the thought of dinner was exhausting and you hadnât had lunch.
the drive home blurred together, headlights and taillights streaking past your vision. you parked in front of your house, pausing for a moment, trying to summon the energy to move.
when you finally stepped inside, you were met with the faint scent of something warm and clean. you hoped to see megumi when you came home, so when the house was quiet, you felt a pang of sadness. you didnât see toji either. you kicked off your shoes and dropped your bag.
the living room lights were dim, the house quiet except for the low hum of running water. you called out softly, âji?â
âback here,â his voice called from down the hall.
you followed his voice into your bedroom. your bathroom was candlelit, the smell of your soap wafted through the air. when you walked into the bathroom, toji was sitting on the edge of the tub, his sleeves pushed up, still watching the water rise. you couldnât see his face but you could hear the half-smile in his voice. ârough day, huh?â
you bit the inside of your cheek to stop a fresh wave of tears from dropping.
âyou didnât have toââ
âyeah,â he cut you off gently, âi did.â toji stood, facing you.
he waved you over, a gentle look in his eyes. when you met him, he laid his hands on both sides of your neck, his thumbs gently rubbing your face. he kisses you softly once. and then twice. three times. you felt warmth bloom over your chest, finally in the arms of the man that you love.
breaking the kiss, he peeled off your coat and started unbuttoning your blouse. you felt super shy all of a sudden.
âi can undress myself, you know.â
he smirked as he popped off the last button. âi know. but i wanna.â and so he did. you tried to ignore the burning in your face as you watched how his eyes took in your frame and your body. no matter what, toji always looked at you with love and adoration.
when you were fully bare, toji looked you up and down, licking his lips, a low chuckle escaping his lips. your face felt hot. âclose your eyes. right now.â you covered your more intimate areas, eyeing toji suspiciously. ânothing I havenât seen before princess.â
âtojjjiiiiiiâ you whined. he sighed loudly before covering his eyes with his hands. he was peeking through his fingers but you couldnât tell.
you stepped into the water, the warmth relaxing your muscles. you sunk all the way in, the steam curling up around your head, bubbles sticking to your figure. âcan I look now?â
you giggled and he turned around. he sat himself on the edge of the tub. he threaded his fingers through your hair, massaging slow circles into your scalp. you closed your eyes, the tension in your body melting away. you leaned into his touch.
âthat feel good?â he asked softly, a tone he reserved for you when you were upset. his thumbs traced your temple. you melted into his touch some more.
tojiâs hands drifted toward down, rubbing your shoulders. âmegumi said he was sad this morning because he didnât think youâd come backâ toji said quietly.
you opened your eyes, looking at toji. your mouth was turned up into a frown. âi told him that you were gonna come back but when you didnât pick him, i think he just felt sadâ
you titled your head back against the tub, tears pricking your eyes again.
âhey, hey donât start crying again. heâs fine baby, I got him, okay?â toji said worriedly. his hand slides from your shoulder to cup your jaw.
âI just hate that he thought I wasnât coming backâ you admitted. a few tears rolled down your cheeks, toji swiping them away with his thumb.
âhe knows better now. i told him youâre always gonna come back.â
âstill, i justâ i shouldâve been there.â toji rubbed soothing circles into your cheek.
âand i told him that too. sometimes you canât be there at three oâclock. doesnât mean youâre gone.â he leaned down, his voice going softer. âmeans youâre workinâ hard for him. for me. for you. for us.â
another tear spilled and toji swiped his thumb under your eye, wiping you tear away.
âyou do too much for everybody else. let me do somethinâ for you tonight.â
he leaned down and kissed you. âyouâre strong, yeah?
you blushed a bit. âi donât feel strong all the timeâ, you pouted. and you meant what you said. itâs hard being a mother and working, you love what you do but you wonât lie about being exhausted all the time.
âwell you are. donât try and argue with me right now.â you bit the inside of your cheek to keep from smiling but failed.
you sank a bit deeper into the water. toji stood up and your eyes shot up as he rose. he could sense your worry. âiâll be right be, okay?â
you nodded your head and closed your eyes, letting the warm water wash away your tears and fatigue.
toji had put a towel in the dryer so it could be warm when you were done. he wanted to give you some time to yourself to rest.
when the towel was done awhile later, toji returned to your bedroom. when he reached the threshold of the bathroom door, he saw your eyes were closed. he slouched against the door, watching you with a small smile on his face. he sat there for a few minutes, unbeknownst to you.
when he shifted on his feet, he made the tiniest noise but it was enough to make you open an eye. you saw him against the doorframe, a smirk stretched across his lips. you raised an eyebrow on him, âyouâre staringâŠâ
âcanât help it. youâre so damn beautiful.â he lifted himself of the doorframe and walked over to you. he tossed the towel on the end of the tub. his eyes dragged over your face, down your neck, and lingering just below the waterline.
your face flushed at his comment and scratched at your forehead trying to cover your face. âtoji, stopâ you didnât meet his eyes despite his intense gaze on you.
standing near you, he bent over at the waist and caged you in with his arms on either edge of the tub. he leaned down and kissed the shell of your ear and then behind it. you shivered under his touch. he whispered in your ear, âyouâre so perfectâ. he kissed a trail of kisses from your cheek to your lips. âiâve been waiting for you all day.â his voice was thick and laced with promise.
you glance up, heart pounding, his lips only a whisper apart. âcan i show you how much? you gonna let me take care of you?â
you felt yourself throb beneath the water at his request. he always had a way or disarming you with words. you couldnât deny him what he wanted. your lips parted slightly and you nodded, eyes flickering down to his lips.
he closed the small distance between you two, kissing you gently at first. when you responded with a hungrier kiss, he grabbed your face, slotting his lips against yours. he kissed you passionately, like it was the last time heâd ever do it, and it made you weakâŠand wet.
toji slid his hands under you arms lifting you out of the bath, water splashing on the floor, but he never broke the kiss. he set you down on the ground, and pulled you in by your waist. his clothes had a faint, wet outline of your body.
you broke the kiss, panting. âtoji, iâm still wet.â he never broke his movements, kissing your face, down to your neck and back up to your face. âyeah, me tooâ he didnât hear a word you said. you loved when he got like this; laser focused on you, his hands roaming mindlessly. he kissed you again.
he pushed your body back towards the bathroom counter, heavy hands on your hips. you placed your hands on his upper arms trying to steady yourself as he moved you. he kissed you deeper, hungrier. his tongue slid across your bottom lip before pressing its way between your lips. you whimpered at his touch.
he ran his hands over your ass to your thighs, picking you up and placing you on the counter gently. you winced at the coldness of the counter on your body.
toji stood between your legs. you grabbed tojiâs face, kissing him hard again. toji rested his hands on your thighs, squeezing every few seconds.
tojiâs hands found the backs of your knees, warm and heavy, fingers splayed, claiming every inch of you.
his mouth left yours for a second, long enough for him to mutter, âlay back for me, baby.â you eyed him, mouth opened just slightly, and shimmied your hips down on the counter. he walked backwards taking in your full frame. you kept your legs closed, ankles crossed. you rested on your elbows, still looking at toji.
âyouâre so beautiful like this. so perfect for me.â toji licked his bottom lip. your breathing picked up in anticipation and your cheeks flushed at tojiâs praise. you clenched around nothing, your arousal collecting around your slit.
he knelt down where your ankles rested. with one hand, he kneaded the flesh of your calf and kissed both sides of your ankles, nipping occasionally. the warmth of where toji kissed bloomed over your skin. he kissed up your legs, tugging your ankles apart. you uncrossed your legs, your sex glistening in the flicker of the candlelight.
âyou have no idea what you do to me.â tojiâs eyes glistened as he stared up at you. he raked his nails over you thighs. your breathing picked up, your chest rising and falling faster. âtoji, please.â
âlet me take care of you. wanna make you forget about everythingâ. you arched your back, pushing yourself closer to his mouth.
toji wrapped his arms underneath your legs, anchoring you to him and the counter. you werenât going anywhere until he was done with you. your calves rested over tojiâs broad shoulders.
toji was face to face with your aching cunt, watching you clench and release around nothing. toji pressed a warm kiss to the inside of your thigh. he was teasing you. you whined his name, pouting, using your legs to bring him closer.
toji chuckled darkly. a man with a plan is dangerous. toji is dangerous.
he licked a long and slow stripe from the bottom of your cunt to your clit, his tongue flat against you. he groaned loudly â and happily. you bit your lip and moaned at his contact. you dug your heels into his back.
âyou drive me crazy, y/nâ, toji kissed your clit, a small jolt making your shoulders and stomach tense. you threaded your fingers through his hair, pulling him closer. toji groaned against your hole, the vibrations going straight to your core.
he kissed your clit again and he dived in, licking and sucking like a man starved. his grip on your thighs was bruising. the breath from his nose made you shudder. the coldness of the counter sent goosebumps throughout your entire body.
tojiâs hand was spread on your stomach, his thumb pressing small and hard circles into your clit. he tongue was flicking over your hole, short licks making your body squirm underneath him. âtoji, you feel soâ ngh, goodâ your hips bucked against his face. you could feel it building, a fire starting deep inside. with every flick of his tongue sent rippling through your core.
he moved to your clit, sucking it hard while a calloused finger teased your entrance. he pressed in slightly and then removed his finger, taunting you in a way â making you how toji wanted you. needy.
every time his finger barely pressed into you, your back arched more, you breathing stopped a little quicker.
using his grip on your legs, toji spread you out further. he spat into your pulsating hole, his finger smearing the excess across your folds. âyouâre so good to me.â he said breathlessly. he kissed your clit again, making you whine. you sat up so you could look at toji between your legs.
he wasnât looking at you when he spoke. âyou want me?â he asked. he wasnât teasing you. he needed to hear it.
you fingers were still tangled in his hair. you pulled his hair to get him to look at you, earning a low groan from him.
tojiâs gaze caught yours mid-breath and your stomach flipped. wide, dark, and almost boyish in their softness, his eyes didnât match the rest of him, his attitude, his body, his ways, but the way he looked at you held you in place more than toji could ever imagine to do physically.
toji only looked at you like this when you needed it. when you needed to be reminded that the world should fall at your feet, when the day dragged you under and he decided that heâd be the one to pull you back up. it was a raw, unguarded version of toji only you could have.
âtell me you need me.â he sighed breathlessly.
âtoji, i need you.â he closed his eyes for a second before he started back again.
he backed his face away from you. a calloused finger poked at your entrance. when he pushed in, you felt genuinely relieved. you didnât have to wait anymore and you knew he was going to work your stress out of you. you moaned his name, still with a hard grip in his hair.
when his finger disappeared into you, his mouth was back on your clit. he worked his finger in and out of you a few times, your slick coating his finger. he rotated between licking and sucking your sensitive bud. you moaned his name, your breathing shallow, âi missed you, hah, so muchâ
you could feel him smirk against you, glad his plan worked. he added a second finger, curling them. heat pooled low in your stomach, warm and heavy. you clenched around his fingers, his pace controlled despite his hunger for you. you threw your head back, eyes shut tight, your muscles tensing and you grew closer and closer to finishing.
when toji backed away for a second, your eyes flew open. you could see his face was shiny, your arousal smeared over his chin, mouth, and his nose. his fingers plunged in and out of you, the squelching of your cunt filled the bathroom. the hand that was on you thigh, made its way to your waist. tojiâs grip on you would leave a mark tomorrow.
it was when toji started scissoring his fingers inside you, you really felt your lower stomach tightening. you tried shifting away, your heels pressing into his back, your legs trembling. the feeling felt like it would swallow you whole.
your breath came out in ragged gasps, your chest heaving. âtoji, canât, sâtoo muchâ you whimpered, your voice was breaking.
tojiâs grip on you turned his knuckles white, he was holding you steady. his voice was low and rough and urgent, but still soft like you might break in his grip. âshh donât fight me baby, i got youâ.
the crown of your head rested on the mirror, your hair sticking to your forehead and neck. your back was arched, your thighs tightening around tojiâs head. âtoji, pleaseâŠiââ
both of his hands wrapped around your thighs, keeping you open enough for toji to have you. âyouâre mine.â in between licks, toji whispered praises to you.
âyouâre such a good momâ
âyouâre so strong fâme and himâ
âyouâre the best thing thatâs ever happened to meâ
you felt tears pricking your eyes again, not out of sadness this time, but you were overwhelmed by the contrast of what toji was saying and what he was doing to you.
you mewled, loudly. your eyes screwed shut as waves rolled through you, warm and all-consuming.
toji was just using his tongue now. he broke through your aching entrance. you wrapped your hand around your chin, biting your finger to keep quiet. tojiâs tongue was warm inside of you, a different, a better feeling than just his feelings.
when he looked at you, he saw you biting your finger, eyes shut in bliss. he wrapped a strong hand around you wrist, bringing your hand back to him. he put your hand in his hair like he wanted you to pull. he loved when you rough with him.
toji was relentless in his pace, knowing you were close by the way you were clenching around his tongue. you gripped his hair hard, like it was the only thing that would ground you.
âohâ oh, godâ your body arched without thought, pressing yourself against toji, every nerve ending alive and screaming. every squeeze of your skin, every press of his mouth, burned you up more.
âgodâs not here, princess, just me.â
you want to respond to his sarcasm but you canât. not now. ââm so closeâ you cried out.
your voice catches, a strangled moan leaves you as tojiâs tongue plunges deeper and deeper into you. suddenly you felt the warmth in your stomach shatter into a wave of pleasure so sharp it feels like youâre on fire. your back arches even more, your hips grinding down onto his face, chasing your high.
a slew of curses and his names fell from your lips. you slouched against the mirror, eyes closed, body twitching periodically and you came down from your high.
toji stood up and grinned at you like he didnât just do the worst (and best) thing to you. when you looked at him, you felt your face burn with shame.
âtoji, your faceâ you whimpered. he looked in the mirror behind you.
âso messyâ you whined. you reached your hand out to wipe his face. âleave it, like it this wayâ he smirked at you.
âyouâre so annoyingâ. toji went to speak but your stomach growled loud.
you hadnât eaten anything all day.
âyou hungry?â toji asked, a low chuckle escaping from him.
âare you?â you never liked eating alone.
ânah, just ate actuallyâ he said teasing you.
toji picked you up bridal style and carried you to the bed. âiâll go get you something.â
and for the rest of the night, you stayed in tojiâs grasp, not even remembering what had upset you before.
the next morning, you woke to soft sunlight dancing across your room. toji was already awake, just admiring you.
âmorningâ his voice was hoarse from sleep. you hummed at him. your hand was thrown over his waist and the other resting beneath your head.
âyou feeling better?â he asked softly.
âmhm, thanks for last nightâ you laughed.
âoh anytime. and i mean thatâ he said to you. you rolled your eyes hard at him.
you both heard the doorknob of your bedroom door turn. you knew it was your son. he was still so tiny and couldnât reach any door handle in the house on his own, but that didnât stop him from finding way to do it anyway.
the door opened and you couldnât see megumi enter from your side of the bed. his tiny voice spoke to toji.
âdad, is mommy there?â he asked so sweetly.
âi donât know kid, come see for yourself.â
megumi crawled up and into the bed and over toji. when he spotted you, his eyes lit up and he crawled over to you, kicking toji a few times in the process.
you stretched your arms out to him and he plopped down on top of you, his head resting in the crook of your neck. âdonât worry gumi, iâm here.â you felt megumi sigh into your neck, content.
âi guess iâm not the favorite parentâ
okayyy what do we think!! itâs a bit angsty but i just love soft toji
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