Tw vent under the cut
I hate the way my body looks, I feel so gross it feels like a miracle that I have partners. I wanna starve myself and look at thinspo like I used to when I was younger
I kinda miss the empty feeling I had when I would fast, I miss feeling dizzy, like maybe if I made myself worse I would get taken seriously. I wanna sop taking my meds, I wanna get worse and maybe I'll stop being needed











