Dni if proship, into inc/est, pe/do, sexual assult ect, I dont want to see it or hear or be near it, im not arguing about it i have every god dam right as a survivor to have this boundary.
Informations below the cut
I'll eventually finish this stupid picture mabye
Im a huge masochist what do you want from me
Generally a bottom but I could see myself topping once in a while.
dom/sub switch
I like violence, and sexual stuff, and violence with sexual stuff BUT NOT SEXUAL VIOLENCE. I draw a very hard like with anything sexual needing proper consent dont get it twisted
Hard nos: rape stuff, cnc (if im consenting to somthing its full consent im not playing games), incest stuff, age play shit that involves underage, scat.
Im not here to open a dicsusion about it thats my boundary no discussion ty, im a survivor and very easily triggered (im well aware this fucking sucks for the things im into) so dont take it personally
I geuss ill list some shit i like here or whatever keep the above in mind when looking at this list dont get it twisted
Intox/drugs/aphrodisiacs (you will see me tall about weed and also seditives and mabye some other party drugs or stimulants)
Bondage/restraints
Fear/horror/fearplay
Knives and knife stuff, thus the username
Kinda like handguns too hehe
Monsters/nonhumans/ect
Biting bites you bites you bites you bites y
Petplay/master,owner shite/servant ect
I love fat people I am also a fat person
Body hair
Kind of a size king ill be real with you
Some tf like slow tf and painful tf
Some hypnosis, similar to intox enjoyment for me
Scent
Normal pregnancy freaks me out but id make an exelent egg incubator
Breathplay
Tail and hair pulling
Leather
Collars
Just generally being manhandled
Im into both praise and degradation
Fingers in my mouth fingers in my mouth please please please (i have a huge oral fixation put anything in my mouth and ill fall apart)
📺 - soft dom, but also a lil pathetic in the beginning
👻 - very light brat (sorry I cannot help myself)
Tenna size: 3/5 big human
Gender rating: free, but you’re penetrating yourself so heads up!
🤍 📺 💜 👻 🖤
Cozy in bed, you're slowly nodding off to sleep when a ping from your phone snaps you awake. You don't even have to check to know it's Tenna. He's the only one you allow notifications from at any hour. And considering it's 2 am, your boyfriend is definitely having a rough time sleeping alone.
My little star~!!!💫 Sweetheart I need your help!!!🥺🥺🥺 I'm too lonely to sleep!!! I miss you SO much~!!!😢
His text pulls at your heartstrings. This is his first trip away since becoming official. Of course it's difficult for him. Separation brings up so many of his insecurities.
I miss you too, my Super Star 🌟 How can I help, my love?
You sit up in bed and prepare for a call from a weepy Tenna. Maybe a video chat from your pillow can help him feel like you're lying next to him?
I'm so horny I might die!!!🥺
A flustered noise escapes you. Before he left a few days ago, the two of you spent literal hours making love. He came five times. Five. You're still a little sore and this man is so horny he thinks he's gonna die?! Talk about unsatiable.
Are you being serious right now
Yes!!!😞
I think you know what you need to do…
Too sad to jerk off 😞😞😞 I miss you~
Oh, honey…
I'm so hard it hurts😢😢😢
Well, I'll need some photographic evidence before we get started. Gotta see what kind of state my poor boyfriend is in.
You get out of bed and start freshening up while Tenna is probably struggling to take a crotch shot. You're excited to see what he sends you, since this will be your first sexy selfie of him. When the photo finally comes in, you're impressed by his effort.
Tenna sends you a full body selfie from his hotel bed wearing nothing but heart boxers. His massive boner is pulling the fabric tightly. Given the scale of him against his pillows, he's shrunk quite considerably in your absence. The selfie is blurry but you're not sure if it's due to Tenna being clumsy with technology or if his hand was shaking when he took it. His expression is pleading like a sad puppy, face pink and a little sweaty. The sheer audacity of this CRT to look cute while sporting a gigantic hard on!
God, you're so sexy…I'll be looking at this photo a lot while you're gone.
Really~?????🥹
Yeah, I wish I could give you a hand. I'd slide my hands down your chest and bite at your neck…
You decide to lead the sexting since Tenna feels down. As you're typing out how you want to grope him through his underwear, a text comes in.
If you were here I'd fuck you so hard into the mattress
I can't stop thinking about pushing you face down into the pillows grabbing you by the hips and fucking you until I've drained all the cum out of you
digging my nails into your skin pushing deep inside of you hitting you right where you like it
You feel your face start burning as your jaw drops reading these texts. Tenna has never texted without all his usual emoji and tildes before.
I jerked off in the dressing room after filming today
That desk reminded me of the old one I had
the one I took you on the frist time we fucked at the studio
remeber? when i left clawmarks in the wood cause you clenched up arond me when you came
i made you cum 3 times that night
everytihng reminds me of you
certain smells aroudn here
i keep thiking i see you in the crowd
i wnat you so bad
im gonna go crazy
feral
The texts come in at such a rapid pace it's no wonder they're full of typos. Your body warms at the memory of that time together. It feels like he's got you pinned down and now you're at the mercy of whatever speed he wants to go at.
I…I remember. No one makes me feel like you do, Tenna. I need you.
Fuck
Take off your clothes
Rub yourself the way I always do
But harder
With trembling fingers, you do what he asks of you. You moan as you apply more pressure than you would normally, pleasure sparkling under your hot skin.
I am. It feels good.
Start fingering yourself
Use your middle finger first
Then your index
Do it.
You bite your lip as you penetrate yourself, but given the fingers you've grown accustom to it's not enough.
I am! I need more Tenna. Your fingers feel so much better than mine. I need my dildo. The one that's almost as big as you.
No
You're not allowed to yet
Use your ring finger too
Maybe if you beg I'll let you get it
You're struggling to type as you finger fuck yourself, body shivering in anticipation.
Darling please! I need it. I need you to fuck me! Please!
Get it. Push it inside in one motion
Tenna is surprisingly good at this, though it makes sense given how much he loves to take control. You rush to get your dildo and decide to send him a short video. That way, he can see just how aroused you are, just how great he's doing making you feel good.
Zooming in on just your genitals, you slowly press the dildo inside of yourself. You reflexively moan as the toy stretches you sweetly and fills you up, almost as much as Tenna does. But unlike Tenna, the silicone feels cold and doesn't pulsate.
“Like this?” you ask in a breathless, coy tone. It's thrilling to send him something so explicit, especially when you know it'll be a surprise. There's nothing you love more than throwing him off a little when he's in charge.
With the dildo still inside of you, you watch as the word "seen" appears under the video. Then in an instant, your phone starts ringing and nearly scares the dildo out of you.
You answer the call on speakerphone. "Hello?"
Tenna's panting greets you.
"You. You're such a fucking tease." It's clear from the tone of his voice that he's close. Static is fraying the ends of his words. You wish you could see his expression, smell him, feel the hot air coming out of his vents against your skin.
"That's what you love about me though, right?"
"I love everything about you," he says in a disarmingly tender tone.
"I love everything about you too, Tenna."
You can't tell if the sound he makes is a sob or a moan.
"Lay on your back and match my pace. Ready?"
You do what he asks and tell him you're prepared.
His grunting and the sound of him violently shaking the bedframe helps you know when to thrust the dildo into yourself. The rhythm he sets is a much faster, eager tempo than what you would do on your own. Tenna whispers your name into the receiver and urges you to go even faster, to do it harder. You feel yourself start to unravel as you clutch your pillow desperately.
"Sweetheart, send me another video. Give me a grand finale." Tenna's voice is hitching and staticky. He's just as close as you.
You switch positions and try to hold your phone steady as you fuck yourself as hard as you can. You bite your lip and your body practically begs for release, but you push back your orgasm. You can’t cum until he's able to watch what you send him.
Through the phone, you can hear yourself moaning and, more embarrassingly, hear the toy squelshing inside of you.
"Oh, that's my little star. Doing what I ask. Fucking yourself just right. My good baby," Tenna moans.
It all sends you over the edge and you cum, face pressed against your phone. Your body twists and your toes curl as pleasure washes over you. You hear Tenna cumming too, crying out your name as loud as ever.
For a moment, you both try and catch your breath. You lay next to your phone and listen to him breathe. Putting your fingers on the glass of your phone doesn't feel quite the same as his screen.
"Well, my love…do you feel better now?" you ask.
"Yes. I think the only way I'll survive this trip is if you call me every night for a little treat. I can't wait until you'll be in my arms again."
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I'm glad I finally got around to making this outline into a fic. This was the first Tenna thing I shared and I felt so embarrassed that I literally cried after posting…and LOOK AT ME NOW!!! 😈
Also I feel like Battat would've tried training Tenna to not take any sexy selfies in case he got hacked. Tenna would totally get hacked the man is a dangerous combo of easily duped and horrendous with technology.
Inspo/BGM: Kiss Me Thru the Phone (That Kid version)
See the whole force part of force masc throws me Hella off bc its kind of, intense for my taste but general masculinization encouragement is so yummy to meeeee yum yum yum
Google search show me gentle and loving masculinization. Show me masculinization thats basiclly the extra push someone needs to accept themselves. Show it to me meeeeeee.
Feeder tenna who is always taking you out to nice restaurants, if you like a dish he enthusiasticly orders you another one, always gets appetizers and encourages you to get dessert
Tags: Masturbation, Tenna's jacking off to the reader again, old man pervert tenna-isms, reader is gender neutral but is referenced to have a vag, reader is a lightner, au of tenna somehow existing in the light world
Outside of work and errands, it was rare for you to leave Tenna alone inside of your home. Being a Darkner, he was essentially limited to these walls, the both of you too nervous to know how other Lightners may react to even the idea of him.
Which, Tenna was fine with! He was used to performing to an audience of one! And how engaging you were, too. Always doing your best to rope him into whatever you were doing - even if it was just lounging together in the same room.
Just… it's a little difficult for Tenna not to feel lonely when you've secluded yourself in your room, stressing not to bother or worry about you. This, paired with loud music seeping through your door - well, he may have been regulated to playing only family friendly shows with his last fam- audience, but he isn't clueless.
It had only been fifteen minutes, yet he finds himself anxiously bouncing his knee, thumbs crossing over each other repeatedly. He shouldn't bother you, and really, he should have so much more self-control! How many months had it been since he started living here with you? Enjoying your company.
Tenna lets out a low sigh, remembering how little his impatience often rewarded him. There was just nothing to do when you weren't around. No chores to help with, no hobbies he built up… alone. What is he supposed to do other than just sit here, hearing the thumping music, and wishing he could be with you instead?
What was so important that you had to be alone? And for so long? If you were pent up, couldn't you just finally ask him for help? It's like you didn't even realize he was an option!
And gods, was he a willing one. It didn't take long after meeting you for his mind to wander, even ignoring the fact of how you were the entirety of his world right now. He was initially fine with just existing alongside you, keeping it PG, but…
It's like you're dead-set on teasing him! Getting comfortable enough to wear revealing clothing at night more often, inviting him to share your bed for the sake of 'comfort', and those damned clumsy moments of yours. Dropping things so often, giving him a snapshot worthy sight of your ass…
… No, he shouldn't be thinking of you like this.
And … is it wrong to be thinking like this? It feels like it's too much to risk whatever is between you. You've repeatedly explained just how safe you felt around him. If you stepped out while he indulged himself so openly on your couch, you'd surely regret ever having to house him.
God, he's so hard, though.
The guilt trying to plague him is fizzling to a murmur at best, drowned out by the sound of his chest thumping with excitement. Mindful of his size, Tenna sneaks over to your room, edging closer until he stands pressed against your door, listening.
After all, maybe you did just need to recharge your social battery. That wouldn't be too shocking, would it? But… Tenna's thoughts are working in overdrive to pick up anything that would fuel his fantasy; tuning into when the songs may change, or lower in tempo, to attempt to snag a glimpse of your moans.
Breathing in deep, quietly, he unlatches his belt buckle, revealing that the front of his briefs are already damp with his arousal. Tenna pulls out his cock to the cold air with a shameful trepidation; a shiver of shame mixing with excitement traveling down his spine. He shouldn't be doing this, but god damnit, he was so tired of pretending.
The more he takes what he's doing, the more precum dribbles from his tip freely, trailing between his glans and down his length, wetting his fingers while his hand moves faster - harder. Yet his only reaction is to shakily fumble with his volume controls, turning himself down but refusing to mute himself - hoping deep down, with a twisting in his gut, that you would hear him. That he could fuel your fantasies just as you fueled his.
Is your toy even doing it for you? Without straining, he hears the way your voice twists into desperate frustration. Is it big enough? How much bigger is he in comparison? Could you handle him?
Gods, if only he could see. If only you'd let him help… He'd even use the toy, if you asked. Just anything he could see- taste, if he couldn't feel it on his own. But angel above, does he want to feel you. To nuzzle the head of his cock into your warmth, feel how slick with excitement you are. The way your inner walls flexed, trying to accommodate for more. You'd whine- you did it playfully all the time, unaware of how much it made his cock twitch. How wonderful it'd be to rip a true cry of his name out of your throat, just in trying to get his tip to fit.
He wants to tease you with it first, to hear you plead for him, so he would know just how badly you craved him.
How long would it take for you to cum? You didn't seem to jerk off often, but maybe you were perverted like he was, sneaking off at other times to touch yourself - to murmur his name, wishing for his hands to fondle you.
… Do you jerk off to him?
His hips jut upwards against his hand, the thought of it sending a hot wave of excitement through him. Shakily, before he could consider otherwise, his finger fumbles for his mute button while he strokes himself faster, rougher, trying to hide the pathetic whine of your name.
He's so close, the thought alone nearly sending him over the edge… and then, your music stops.
Fuck.
Without a second thought, Tenna scrambles to the nearby bathroom, locking the door as he leans against it - straining to hear you over the sound of his heartbeat.
You almost saw him in such a state, standing outside your door like a common pervert.
It should riddle him with embarrassment, however… he feels that familiar itch across his skin. One that makes his hand slowly resume stroking himself. Would the sight of him getting off to your noises finally break down whatever wall the two of you sloppily put up between yourselves?
Ugh, he could feel his balls tightening, his cock aching for so much more. Sucking in a breath, he glances around the crowded space, looking for anything that could withstand his climax.
…Oh. Of course.
His gaze falls on a bright fabric resting on top of your other discarded clothes, tempting him to blur these lines further.
"…Tenna? Are you in the bathroom?"
Well… you wouldn't be paying that much attention to discarded underwear, would you?
Unmuting, but keeping his volume low to hide his labored breathing, Tenna shakily replies, "Y-yeah, I'll, ah, just be a moment!"
"… I thought you didn't need to…?"
"I thought I'd, mmh, freshen up a little. C-clean my screen, and all that-" oh god, just talking to you was making his cock twitch. Quickly, clumsily, Tenna fumbles with your worn underwear, the lace print rubbing deliciously against his sore cock.
With a strangled, muffled groan, Tenna desperately presses against the gusset of your underwear, shivering as thick spurts finally, finally, were able to soak into the cloth.
"Oh, uhm… okay, I'll see you in a bit then?"
As he regains his breath, your footsteps fade away. Probably going downstairs while Tenna is left to witness the mess he made; cum dribbling off of your panties, onto his hand and then the floor. Now is when the embarrassment starts to creep up on him, but the satisfaction of finally busting a load after being so pent up lately…
Just how long could he keep living like this with you?
After Shame, a few people wanted to see more pervert Tenna, so I've slowly came up with a few ideas. Since I'm pretty busy, it'll take a while to get them all out, since I'd like it to be a mini series of oneshots.
This one has been beta read and I'm very thankful for it! The others may be more spur of the moment type of oneshots, depending on time and inspiration.
In this AU, I've considered Tenna having gotten stuck in the light world somehow. Did the fountain suck him up in there? Did the reader's lust for this tv do it? Idk, you can come up with your own reasonings, I just want him in the light world.
If you've enjoyed this, please feel free to check out my other works. I also have an AO3 (Scummy) and a twitter/bsky (scummy-writes). I do mainly yap on those more than anything, though.
My next fic may be more spmtnna centered, since I have some half written fics for those two rotting away. we'll see how inspo goes.
lately I've been thinking about what it'd be like to cockwarm Tenna...
it's usually a miracle in and of itself for him to keep his stature under control so he doesn't start growing while he's inside you – he's just so happy to have you like this, you understand – so cockwarming him would be a challenge for him specifically. you just feel so good, your heat enveloping his cock so tightly; don't be surprised if he bucks his hips just a little, trying to get any kind of movement like this, trying to scavenge for all the pleasure he can get because he wants more, needs more. having you like this in the first place is already so much for him, he's already leaking so pathetically inside you, and yet it's perpetually not enough, for as long as you stay firmly seated in his lap.
he tries to hold out for you, he really does, but he just craves so deeply that he's already begging a few minutes in. he's being good for you, don't you see? surely you can spare him with just a little grinding and show him some mercy, right? his breath is shaky, his voice is already a pitch higher than usual and compressing under the stress of trying to be still, to be so, so good for you. his screen struggles to keep the full display of colored bars on, glitching particularly hard when you squeeze his cock, his desperate noises clipping through. please, have mercy on him, he's already so close, don't tease him like this...
if his hands are free, then they are all over you in the meantime. specifically, he finds himself grasping at your thighs for some sense of stability, but otherwise he loves to hold you by your waist or your behind. though, in this instance, it's a bit difficult for him to feel you up so intensely, given how squeezing your ass usually results in you involuntarily squeezing around his cock in return... this entire set-up is so cruel, and yet he can't get enough of it. if you feel like being even more cruel and restraining his hands one way or another, then inevitably you'll have his plug-in cord wrapped tightly around your thigh or waist; he needs connection, despite how you're already connected so deeply with each other.
cockwarming Tenna is not a casual affair, as much as you perhaps try to make it out to be. he's a showman that wants it all, and being forced to the edge like this, having you so intimately but not quite all the way... he's desperate to get you to fall apart for him, just like how he's falling apart for you. depending on the scene, he'll do his best to stop from cumming prematurely, and just let you use him – he'll gladly let himself go crazy from the constant edging if it makes you happy.
sometimes, though...his impatience can get the better of him. he may be apologizing for cutting your fun short, but the way he starts grabbing at you and moving you on his cock like you weigh nothing to him might say otherwise, whatever restraints might've been involved be damned. he just needs to have you so badly, and he's tired of being teased, even if unintentionally.
I like to think that tenna would love how sensitive ive been latly, hed hold my legs out and eat me out and relish evertime he swiped over my t dick and I whine and tell him to be careful. Eventually focusing solely on it, sucking gently and driving me crazy, not letting me go even afyer ive come because the noises I make are just too good for him to hear, siiighs
Need need neeeeeeed teena to absolutely destroy my boy pussy as I cry from overstimulation but still beg for more bc im so horny from bottom growth and t
Sighhhh tenna suckong my t dick and fingering me as a reward for being such a good boy and taking my t on time and eatingnpropeely to grow strong thru my transition
and oh my god they were perverts @stabkink - Tumblr Blog | Tumgag
