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Mutual exclusive Multi Muse. Written by Holly.(30 She/her) Est. August 2021

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//I’m having the huge urge to talk about my boy, Evan and I might end up doing so soon.

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How do you need to be Loved

Like the snow melts

you need to be loved patiently. you need to feel the love slowly creeping in, a warning, a way to back away if you’re too scared. you need to be loved cautiously, as if you’re fragile. you need to be loved gently, because love is messy and muddy and makes your socks wet and hurts if the sun gets too close. but you need to let yourself be loved, because when you do, it’ll feel like spring.

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Tagging: Anyone who wishes to do this!

[soulprompts]

emotionally intense prompts.

idk my dudes i started listening to the etern.als theme music and now i have these things. bon appetit!

“ i’d follow you to the ends of the universe, if you asked me to. ”

“ how bad is it this time? ”

“ we’re the only thing standing between this world and its destruction. ”

“ we could stop all of this… with just a thought/flick of my wrist. “

“ fair?! how is any of this fair?! “

“ do you truly believe that anything so little as a rule, or a law, might have stopped me from protecting you? “

“ we have to fight. ”

“ we’re not giving up. ”

“ you. i’ll always and endlessly fight for you. “

“ i can wait a thousand lifetimes for you. “

“ we’ve had a pretty good life. but maybe normalcy is a thing we’re meant to protect, rather than enjoy. ”

“ i don’t know if i can protect you any longer. “

“ we’ve seen what they’re capable of. now we need to retaliate. “

“ if only the world knew what we do for them… ”

“ i’m sick and tired of being the one who has to make the sacrifices! ”

“ haven’t we lost enough? ”

“ i’m tired. beyond tired… i am exhausted from the endless fighting. ”

“ things must be catastrophic if you’re calling me at this hour. ”

“ this is what we’ve been waiting for. ”

“ i’d follow you to the bitter end; as i always have. ”

“ the time has come. ”

“ this is what we’ve been waiting for. ”

“ i thought we had more time.  i regret to confess… it appears that i was wrong. ”

“ don’t let them control you, eh? ”

“ you’re better than this. ”

“ everything’s about to change… ”

“ do you truly think so little of me? ”

“ careful… you’ve never had to fight me before. ”

“ we need to leave. ”

“ we’re a good team, you know. “

“ look around you. do you still truly see no reason for us to fight? “

“ we’re family. we don’t turn our backs on each other. “

“ it’s too late! let’s go! ”

“ it wasn’t your fault… ”

“ why are you doing this?! ”

“ i’m sorry… “

“ perhaps i don’t say it enough, but… i’d like you to know that i’m always here, if you ever wanted to talk. ”

“ you/they will always be worth fighting for. ”

“ don’t pretend like you understand. “

“ tell me how i can fix this… ”

“ don’t say it. ”

“ they’re not worth saving. ”

“ i am a god. you… you’re nothing. “

“ well. for whatever it’s worth, it’s been a pleasure fighting alongside you. ”

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//I accidentally enigma-ed again whoop. I still exist

[harvxyspecter-blog]

Please reblog if you play a character who is 30 years of age or older

I don’t care if it’s an OC or a canon character, and while I play a human, I don’t care if your fandom isn’t but for the love of god, why is everyone in their twenties? Give me some mid thirties or even some fourties. Hell, throw me some silver foxes. Please.

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graceful-cure-swan​:

“W-well, I was in the Aurum Vale with a party of fellow adventurers…” Tsubasa began, her gaze down at the table. With what happened, she couldn’t bear to look the man in the eyes— never mind the fact he could probably smell what happened.

“I-I was so focused on casting Raise on a Paladin that I didn’t notice the Morbol preparing to blast me with his wretched breath until it was too late…” Tsubasa winced as she recalled that fateful moment. It was a miracle that the Morbol’s stench alone didn’t cause her to fall unconscious, but now she had to find an inn or at least somewhere to bathe. “D-do you mind telling me where I can get the smell of the Vale off of me? Or a way to mask it?”

Why was she telling this guy all this? Simple. He looked like he was older, and perhaps more experienced, than her, so maybe he’d faced more than a few Morbol in his day.

Trying to ignore the smell as much as possible, hearing the words Aurum Vale sent a shiver down his spine. It was a place that everyone seemed to have some form of issues with.

Hearing her tell her story, he ended up forming a small pitying smile on his face.”I barely managed to get out of the Morbol’s breath the first time I ventured, I can’t even imagine...”He muttered under his breath, before speaking at a volume she could hear. “Have you ever been to Camp Bronze Lake? It has an open air hot spring where people go to bathe or even just soak their cares away for hours.”

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//I have been an enigma, but look at my ladddd, I love him so

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Which type of romanticism are you?

deep romanticism

mindlessly shared space, automatic glances, overwhelming warmth: you're deep romanticism. deep romanticism consists of pure comfort and belonging, the complete intertwining of two souls. it's growing into a shape that fits perfectly in the arms of another, it's asking questions you already know the answer to, just to hear the way they pronounce those words again, it's admiring their face as they sleep pressed against you, admiring the same face you study as they talk about whatever they're fond of that week, yet finding new things to love, even after years of doing so. you're most likely an old and pure soul, and anyone would be so incredibly lucky to have you. just remember that emotional and romantic depth is not the end goal, enjoy your journey rather than focusing on a certain point of achievement along the way. love in uncertainty, sit in unfamiliarity. "we'll survive, you and i" - f. scott fitzgerald

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Tagging: //Anyone who wishes to do this!

[errant-paladin]

I can not, in good conscience, stand idly by while people are in danger.

That doesn’t change, no matter who I have to face.

[rpmemes-galore]

a small psa that, if you’re writing with me, there’s never any pressure.  you can always take as much time responding to things as you need.  days, weeks, months, it’s fine with me!   you and your well-being come first.   i never want you to feel like i’m expecting you to write, because that’s never the case.  and i never want you to feel rushed for replies.  you, the mun, always come first, full stop.  <3

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@graceful-cure-swan​

“Pray tell me how exactly you ended up in that predicament?” Asking the question before taking a drink from the cup on his side of the table.

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[leneemusing]

more prompts for your feels

“  what am i supposed to do when i can’t even trust my own mind?  ”  “  i have to believe death is the end. because all that waits for me in the afterlife is a debt of sin i don’t think could ever be paid off.  ” “  what do you see when you look into my eyes?  ”   “  it doesn’t always have to be you, you know?  your shoulders aren’t the only ones that can bear the weight of the world.  ”   “  i don’t think hearts break. shattered things can only be broken once. but torn things can be mended again and again until it’s all scars and stitching.  ” “  i can’t remember what it’s like to be truly wanted.  ” “  every time you look at me i feel invisible.  ” “  loneliness is a slow and cruel poison.  ” “  i’m afraid that if i let you see every side of me, you should shrink back in fear or disgust.  ” “  for once in your life, what is it that you want.  ” “  i’ve been wrapped in my sorrow for so long, i’m afraid i’ll feel too cold without it.  ” “  i just want to see you smile again.  ” “  can’t you stop running for one second?  ” “  i’ll be here. when you’re ready to talk.  ” “  being strong doesn’t mean never asking for help or admitting you’re in pain.  ” “  don’t shut me out. please.  ” “  don’t look at me like that.  ” “  the world isn’t made up of heroes and monsters. just broken people balancing between the two.  ” “  i just wanted to do something good for once.  ” “  why can’t you tell me what’s wrong?  ” “  just trust me. please.  ” “  why can’t you let me in? what are you so afraid of?  ” “   you’re so worried about losing me/them you’re missing everything in front of you.  ”   “  i’m not leaving you.  ” “  you’re not alone. i’m here.  ” “  you see everyone so clearly except yourself.  ” “  don’t you understand? i love you. and nothing you’ve done, no matter how much of a monster you think you are, is gonna change that.  ” “  i find broken things interesting. maybe that’s why i like you so much.  ” “  i want to be whatever it is you think i am.  ” “  you see the good in everything. that’s why i like it when you look at me.  ” “  i’ll still be here when you wake.  ” “  i promise i’ll never hurt you again.  ” “  as long as i have you, the rest doesn’t matter.  ” “  what did they do to you?  ” “  i’m not sure i should leave you alone.  ” “  i won’t hate you. i know you think that’s what you deserve but it’s not.  ” “  i want to love the parts of you that you hate.  ” “  i’m scared of what you’re becoming.  ” “  i’m sorry, i’m not what you think i am.  ” “  you’ll always have a home with me.  ” “  what happened to you?  ” “  i thought i’d never see you again.  ” “  you’re such a fucking coward.  ” “  i envy anyone who has the privilege of being loved by you.  ” “  you scared me.  ” “  please, don’t ever give up on me.  ” “  i’m not giving up on you. not ever.  ” “  i know you love me. but it’s not the way i want to be loved.  ”

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A multiverse Multi Muse. Mutual exclusive, Canon, AU, and OC Friendly.  Written by Holly. [ 30. Nonbinary. she/her.] Previously on @retiredconductor

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Interest Checker!

With help from @riftdancer , I have an interest checker to see who wants to interact with what muse! Please be sure to add your url to the muses you wish to write with! More muses will, of course, be added over time! 

When new muses are added, they will be added to the Rules and Muses page first! 

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//PSA/Disclaimer about Evan Ilbert. Who is an OC of mine.

If anyone is coming over from my old Rowen blog, where Evan was a side blog and I spoke about how he existed in the Xillia verse, please forget all of that. I don’t think I told too many people about it, but it still needs to be said.

The reason? Because Evan fits so much better in a Final Fantasy XIV specific verse. I’ll give a fuller longer explanation as to why soon, but as of now, Evan is only FFXIV specific.  

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———  BASICS! 

NAME!-  Holly

PRONOUNS! -  she / her

ZODIAC SIGN! -  Aries

TAKEN OR SINGLE!  -  Single

———  THREE  FACTS! 

1!   -  I’m kinda proud of my red hair and freckles? I mean standard ginger stuff, but it’s still something that I really like about myself.

.2!  -  In case you’re wondering why I use feminine pronouns, but use male face claims,  it’s personal preference mostly. And also being Non binary. 

3! -  The muses that I have on here do mean a lot to me, even if it sounds a little cheesy.

———  EXPERIENCE!

PLATFORMS USED!  - Tumblr (From 2010 to current), Discord (From time to time)

———  MUSE  PREFERENCE! 

FEMALE, MALE OR NONBINARY! - I usually write male muses, but I would love to try my hand at writing more female muses! And perhaps one day Nonbinary muses.

MULTI OR SINGLE!  -  I prefer single ship.

FLUFF / ANGST / SMUT! -  Angst and fluff for sure! 

PLOT / MEMES! -  

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