[stand-stilll]

and I loved him with every bone in my body with every ache and pain I loved him it almost all seems pointless without him like my hands are empty without his to hold and my body’s cold without his warmth im not sure how to let go how to tell my body it’s okay to stop loving him how to tell my body it doesn’t belong to him when every part of him was here and there i can’t go anywhere without him life has just become “before him” and “after him” “he was here” and “I finally found a place he was not” i have yet to find a place he was not

[misswallflower]

[thelovejournals]

My sister told me a soul mate is not the person who makes you the happiest but the one who makes you feel the most, who conducts your heart to bang the loudest, who can drag you giggling with forgiveness from the cellar they locked you in. It has always been you.

Sierra Demulder, Love, Forgive Me (via thelovejournals)

[synqra]

[stand-stilll]

You drew me in with colors bright like fire I watched in awe as you lit up I had always been cold But you were warm I watched as your flames grew day by day Sparks flew each time you looked my way You lit me up from the inside out You lit up the night You burned the day away You shined for everyone but yourself I watched your fire flicker I tried to light it up with the flame you gave to me But you needed to ignite your own flames And I was too cold next to you So I stood from a distance and watched your sparks light up I think I gave you all my fire trying to light you up Even in the darkness I still think you shine bright

// watching the one you love through depression

[stand-stilll]

The first time you held my hand I felt a fire in my stomach it burned the butterflies and even damaged the walls I built up but I still squeezed it tighter And it wasn’t until after our hundredth kiss did I realize that I was playing with fire laying inside a house going up in flames but I couldn’t even smell the smoke and when the fire burned me I laughed and told you how big the butterflies were So there I lived in a burning house and people said I was crazy they even tried to pull me out they’d say “he’s fire and you’re gasoline” but I’d laugh and tell them I’ve never felt so warm Because there may be a fire in his arms and i may only be gasoline but if I could make him shine a little brighter put him up in flames so they can see him from outer space I’ll take my chances of burning in the house that’s going up in flames

You killed the butterflies and started a fire (via stand-stilll)

[stand-stilll]

[nycbambi]

[caseykaui-deactivated20220420]

[brghten]

[chloeswanderlustproject]

[tkkatherineblog]

[ang2lic]

[wnq-writers]

She got on a plane and left me. I had to evolve without her and grow up without her. I was angry so very angry when she left. But now, I’m glad she did, because when she got on that plane I could finally breathe…

zipander  (via wnq-writers)

[sugarnspice-deactivated20161029]

[aqu-amarine]

[foreverchampagneiglikes]