I WILL RISE AGAIN.

about to revamp.

[zelkams-art]

oh wow, they’re dating

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how are your post always so aesthetic pleasing format wise ???

i just cry and make everything bold, it somehow works out.

[richietoaster]

Are you a “can’t write dialogue” writer or a “can’t describe anything” writer

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❛ But you still play the part so well ❜

❝    DO I ?     ❞     she runs a trimmed fingernail across the porcelain cup,    its familiar designs play like a movie in her mind.    regardless of how occupied her hands were,    her eyes stay fixated on the small space above her company’s head    ;    her gaze was rich with ambiguity.    there is a stagnant mood,    she feels,    lingering heavily between the two    —–    she doesn’t like it,    it makes her heart jump.    it was a mistake,    sharing so much with someone she only knew for a short while.

❝     WE’VE ALL GOT OUR OWN ACTS TO PUT ON,    i’m not any different.     ❞     she forces a smile,    willing as much genuine warmth as she could into it    ;    but she feels a little guilty now,    she doesn’t want to seem like she regrets their conversation up until then    (    even if a part of her argues firmly so    ),  so she lets her hand separate from her lap    &    cup the other’s,    gaze holding her’s.      ❝      allow me to pay for you,    it’s the least i can do when you’ve tolerated me for this long.      ❞    

RUTH B INSPIRED STARTERS.   ACCEPTING.

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starter call. 

[buffyresources]

RUTH B INSPIRED STARTERS 

❛  I’m okay with me and my ripped jeans and you ❜ 

❛  I don’t care as long as we’re happy and free ❜

❛ Messy hair, that’s what you likes\ on me. ❜

❛ They think it’s a shame that the world will never know our names ❜

❛  But I think that’s okay, ‘cause love gets ruined by money and power and fame ❜

❛  There was a time when I was alone, nowhere to go and no place to call home ❜

❛  I promise that you’ll never be lonely. ❜

❛ Run, run, away from reality. ❜

❛ I realized I finally had a family ❜

❛ You are my perfect story book ❜

❛ You are now my home sweet home ❜

❛ But you’re not like us, you are different ❜

❛ I couldn’t see that that was a compliment ❜

❛ Cause the last thing I want now is to be you.   ❜

❛ Cause I’m not weak, I’m not broken ❜

❛ I’m not done, I’m no loser, watch me take on my bright future ❜

❛ You tried so hard to break me down ❜

❛ You pushed for me to change for you ❜

❛ But I’m so glad that I stayed true to who I am ❜

❛ You’re really cute, I must admit. But I need something deeper than this ❜

❛ I wanna know when I’m looking at you, that you don’t only see the things you want to ❜

❛ ‘Cause I’m not perfect, I’m flawed ❜

❛ And if you don’t like that, get lost ❜

❛ 'Cause I don’t want it if it’s fake. I don’t want it if it’s just for show ❜

❛ I just want it if it’s real and I’m thinking I should let you know ❜

❛ This superficial love thing got me going crazy ❜

❛ Baby if you want me, then you better need me ❜

❛ 'Cause I’m so done, not being your number one ❜

❛ And if you wanna keep me, then you better treat me like a damn princess, make that an empress ❜

❛ Fun at first, I won’t deny ❜

❛ But I want more than just what meets the eye. ❜

❛ I wanna know when you’re looking at me that you see deep into my personality  ❜

❛ 'Cause I want authentic, not just for fun ❜

❛ If this love is plastic, it’ll break on us ❜

❛ I can feel you on my lips all the time ❜

❛ But I just wanna feel you in my heart and on my mind ❜

❛ And this ain’t right, this superficial love. ❜

❛ I don’t know what road we’re on ❜

❛ I don’t know what we’re heading towards ❜

❛ But I know my heart is all yours ❜

❛ All my friends tell me I’d be better off on my own, and sometimes I believe 'em ❜

❛ But I know I could never leave you. ❜

❛ Mixed signals, they’re killing me ❜

❛ I don’t know what you want, but I know what I need ❜

❛ Every time I start to close the door, you knock and I let you in ❜

❛ Loving you is my greatest sin ❜

❛ You tell me to get lost and that you’re done ❜

❛ I see it in your eyes, you wanna run ❜

❛ But I know, you know, that I’m the only one ❜

❛ I can find someone who’d never make me cry ❜

❛ Never tell me goodbye. ❜

❛ But I know that I would never survive ❜

❛ I don’t know why I love you, I don’t know why I stay ❜

❛ I don’t know if its worth the pain ❜

❛ But even when you slam the door and drive away, I still set the table for two ❜

❛ Babe, you know I’m waiting on you ❜

❛ Tell me we’re okay and that you’re so so sorry ❜

❛ And I believe you every time ❜

❛ Maybe it’s the way you say my name ❜

❛ I’ve never known anybody like you ❜

❛ I’ve never dreamed of nobody like you ❜

❛ And I’ve heard of a love that comes once in a lifetime ❜

❛ I’m pretty sure that you are that love of mine ❜

❛ And I see forever in your eyes ❜

❛ I feel okay when I see you smile ❜

❛ I think that you are the one for me ❜

❛ Cause it gets so hard to breathe when you’re looking at me ❜

❛ I’ve never felt so alive and free when you’re looking at me ❜

❛ I’ve never felt so happy ❜

❛ I feel bad inside knowing this is all built on lies ❜

❛ I feel like an awful person ‘cause end of the day we’re forcing love that don’t exist ❜

❛ This is so unrighteous ❜

❛ This is so not like us ❜

❛ We both know that this is going to end ❜

❛ No chance we’re going to make it ❜

❛ 'Cause even though I know you’re not the one this has really been a lot of fun ❜

❛ I know I don’t really like you but I still choose to stay ❜

❛ I know you don’t really care this is just a phase ❜

❛ But you still play the part so well ❜

❛ It’s been a long day and I’m trying to figure it out ❜

❛ I feel broken and it’s all because of you ❜

❛ If this is love why does it break me down? ❜

❛ It’s been a long time since I felt the way that I do now ❜ 

❛ I need you, but I don’t know ho ❜ 

❛ It’s been a while since I smiled and I meant it from my heart ❜

❛ But the idea of leaving this behind, it tears me apart ❜

❛ Kiss me now and remind me why I ever wanted to make you mine ❜

❛ You’re the other half of my broken heart ❜

❛ I can hear the sirens. I can see the fire ❜

❛ I don’t know what the future holds ❜

❛ But one day when I’m old, I’ll look back and remember this night ❜

❛ I can’t believe its been all these years ❜

❛ My friends tell me I should’ve moved on a long long time ago ❜

❛ And I don’t mean to be selfish ❜

❛ But my heart breaks every time that I see you smile ❜

❛ You found somebody new ❜

❛ You put me in the past ❜

❛ But if by chance it doesn’t work out, you’ll always have a chance with me in my world ❜

❛ I wonder what happens when you hear our song ❜

❛ Is there room for me in your future? ❜

❛ Is it so wrong of me to hope she breaks your heart? ❜

❛ Is it so wrong of me to pray she tears you apart? ❜

❛ And I know that in the darkest part of you. you pray and hope and wish for it too ❜

❛ Hey, you got some pretty brown eyes. ❜

❛ But love turned into games and games turned into heartbreak and heartbreak turned into war ❜

❛ You meant the world to me ❜

❛ You love so mercilessly ❜

❛ You left me out to bleed. ❜

❛ The battlefield is filled with fatality ❜

❛ I don’t get why we’re meant to fall in love, then say goodbye ❜

❛I gave you all my heart and all my precious time ❜

❛ So here’s to you, here’s to us, here’s to everything we ever were ❜

❛ But I got the greatest weapon of all, a broken heart ❜

❛ When its dark for you, don’t know what to do just know you’re my light ❜

❛ Maybe you can find some strength in knowing, that will be alright ❜

❛ When the world is caving, baby you’re my safe haven ❜

❛ If you show me, then I’ll show you ❜

❛ Remember when you told me its the little things that hurt everyday ❜

❛ And when I leave you I stop looking for heaven ❜

❛ On my darkest day I know you’ll be my shine ❜

❛ Maybe it’s 'cause your shirt is my favorite color ❜

❛ Love at first sight, it exists ❜

❛ But I’ve had my heart broken so many times before ❜

❛ And I’ll call you in the morning if I see you in my dreams tonight ❜

❛ How can I feel this way? I don’t even know your name ❜

❛ I vowed not let anyone enter my heart ❜

❛ I know love at first sight can’t exist ❜

❛ I guess that I was scared of what I was before u ❜

❛ I guess that I was scared of who I was before love ❜

❛ And now I see the things that I tried to hide ❜

❛ And for the first time I don’t mind that you found somebody else ❜

❛ And for the first time I totally fine being by myself ❜

❛ I guess I thought I was my best when I was with you ❜

❛ And if I told you that the old you was my everything? ❜

❛ Would you believe me if I told you that I’m over it? ❜ 

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yukino is so fucking pretty.

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I  DON’T  CARE  WHO  SEES  ME  NAKED,    not anymore.    i do,    however,    care about who sees me cry.    i’ve grown accustomed to swallowing my sorrow,    to make room for strength.    ——-    it’s okay,   all that pain will turn to power,   i’m making sure of it.   //   independent and private yu.kino ag.uria from hi.ro mas.hima’s fa.iry ta.il.    multi-everything.    previously lambients.    written by nihi.    ( art by ucurobas )

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the minute i saw i had 22 notifs from my classes i got hit by a massive wave of anxiety.

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starter call. 

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MISS NIHI??? MISS NIHI??!?!! 😍😍😍😍

i clicked on ur url by accident and i saw ur selfies and i fucking sat in my vomit green beanbag wearing shorts in the dead of winter feeling my hair rise on my neck and at this point i can’t tell if i have heartburn, anxiety or if it’s bc of u, but the only thing i could think of was: what the fuck, res

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i was gonna say i was gonna redesign yuki’s outfit, but then i realized she doesn’t wear that big ass feather cape anymore,,,,

[kibu-me]

I was so happy to see these guys again

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I  DON’T  CARE  WHO  SEES  ME  NAKED,    not anymore.    i do,    however,    care about who sees me cry.    i’ve grown accustomed to swallowing my sorrow,    to make room for strength.    -------    it’s okay,   all that pain will turn to power,   i’m making sure of it.   //   independent and private yu.kino ag.uria from hi.ro mas.hima’s fa.iry ta.il.    multi-everything.    previously lambients.    written by nihi.    ( art by ucurobas )

[halyden]

is it alright if I request Yukino Aguria, in a Pisces or Libra stardress or honestly since there aren't any references of that, just anything with her works. bless you and your art it's beautiful <3

Hello!

When I got your req I was so excited! It was really fun designing the Pisces star dress for her * w *

I tried to kind of incorporate my interpretation of their personalities into her and their human outfits into her dress. Hopefully it turned out ok!

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Requests are now closed

Commission Information

ALSO for everyone who commissioned me, sorry for all the delays! Progress shots/finished versions will be mailed out during the break next week. Thanks for your patience! ; w ;

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