Donât ask if I want my paci; force it in my mouth.
Donât ask if I want a diaper change; force me to a flat surface and change me.
If Iâm trusting you to regress me, just do it! Don't beat around the bush. I really donât wanna be the big girl that needs to be checked with. I am trusting you and you have my consent to full on regress me!
When I say, âIâm not a baby!â Iâm really just reinforcing your regressionâs grip on me. So DO it!
Taken to a Mysterious Facility⢠where you're told you'll be part of a group trial for a new fast-acting forced regression experimental treatment.
You can try to fight it, but there's not much you can in a straitjacket and leg restraints. Within a day the spirals on the headsets and the force-fed laced milk get to you, and you're already using your diapers on the slightest urge.
By day two, embarrassment is the only thing keeping you from admitting how horny you are for your diapers. The more used your diaper is, the more you're squirming, desperately trying to get some stimulation from the warm, squishy padding. As embarrassing as it is, you can't help it; it feels too good.
By the end of the week, you're on particularly thick diapers, which don't last long dry nor clean, and you're loosing yourself to the pleasure of grinding against them. The climaxes come quick and strong, and you can spend the whole day like that, trying to ignore the humiliation of being seen like that.
You wake up soaked every day, and can already squeeze out an orgasm or two before they come to change you. It doesn't get any less embarrassing to be found out humping your diaper, but the sexual desperation overrides any instincts to stop or try to hide.
Then, on the next day, you wake up back at home. Back in your normal clothes, back in your regular underwear, wondering if you just had a really weird dream.
A package addressed to you sits nearby, with a printed letter on top: "Thank you for participating in our trial as part of the control group!"
It continues, but it's all been covered with black marker, followed by the handwritten addition of "most get some expensive new toy as bribe, but we think you'll enjoy these more. They're our thickest~ ;)"
Inside the package, a large case of diapers makes your heart beat faster. A card rest on the case, with the link to a website and a code underneath. Curious and half paying attention, with the diapers taking most of your mind, you go to the page and input the code when prompted. A banner pops up, congratulating you for your new lifetime supply of Superthick diapers, with a timetable of the scheduled deliveries to your exact address for the next several months.
You should be worried. About the amount of information they may have of you. About what they're doing at that facility. About what they surely did to you, control group be damned.
But you're too busy putting on one of the diapers to think of that.
You've already decided that you're replacing all your underwear with these diapers. They're thick and crinkle loudly, and just thinking of somebody finding out that you wear them is making you red as a beet. It'd be humiliating⌠But they just feel too good.
Donât ask if I want my paci; force it in my mouth.
Donât ask if I want a diaper change; force me to a flat surface and change me.
If Iâm trusting you to regress me, just do it! Don't beat around the bush. I really donât wanna be the big girl that needs to be checked with. I am trusting you and you have my consent to full on regress me!
When I say, âIâm not a baby!â Iâm really just reinforcing your regressionâs grip on me. So DO it!
When you first flirted with each other all those months ago, one of the compliments she gave you was that you smelled nice.
You remember this because âoutside of it being a sweetly intimate complimentâ it was true, and you had worked hard to make sure it was true.
In your old life, you had collected shelves upon shelves of expensive colognes, all designed to distinguish you as an especially affluent and mature adult.
You couldnât remember the last time you wore cologne.
You sighed as Mommy, who was sitting on a stool just outside the bath tub, massaged the toddler shampoo into your hair.
The woman who had complimented your scent all that time ago was the same woman that had sold your expensive cologne collection to pay for things like your diapers, onesies, and Bluey shampoo that was now being worked into your scalp. All because âBabies donât need all that fancy perfume, silly!â
âWhatâs wrong, sweetheart?â The woman you now referred to as âMommyâ picked up on your sour mood as she dried you off which a towel.
âNothin.â You said tersely.
âBaby,â Mommyâs eyes narrowed, âTell Mommy whatâs wrong. Use your big kid words.â
âIâŚâ you hesitate, afraid of admitting the truth, âI⌠miss my old scent collection.â
âOh, but sweetheart,â Mommy set you down on the changing mat, âI just love how you smell now!â
âR-really?â You asked skeptically as Mommy doused your private parts in baby powder before taping up your diaper.
âYes, silly!â To drive her point home, she pressed her nose to your new diaper and took a big, audible whiff through her nose, âWith the baby powder and toddler soaps and shampoo you wear, you smell just like an adorable, big baby; itâs my second favorite scent in the whole wide world!â
Despite the condescending and utterly humiliating compliment, you couldnât help but get excited at the closeness of Mommyâs face to your diapered nether regions.
âYour second favorite smell?â You repeated curiously, âThen, whatâs your first?â
âWellâŚâ Mommy rested her hand on the front of your diaper, making your excited baby bits twitch, âMommyâs favorite smell in the whole wide world is when her babyâs wetness indicator turns blue and her baby smells like a potty-pants.â
âYour favorite smell is⌠pee?â
âNot just any pee-pee!â She giggled: âSpecifically the Pee-pee that you piddle into your padding. When mommy smells your wet diapie, she knows that youâre not just a helpless little baby, youâre mommyâs helpless little baby. Standing there in a droopy diaper, waiting for Mommy to change you because you couldnât possibly do it yourself; thatâs not allowed. Every drenched diaper is just another reminder of how much you need me, and every subsequent diapie change is just another reminder of how much Mommy owns and loves you.â
You couldnât help but blush during Mommyâs grand explanation, and even more embarrassingly still, a stream of nervous tinkle spurted out into your diaper while she was monologuing.
âHow could I not love this smell?â Mommy pressed her nose up against your newly wet diaper and took another greedy sniff, âItâs mommyâs favorite smell in the whole wide world!â
Iâd like to see more content of littles who just like,⌠donât care
As an example: no matter what, theyâre not holding it. Their CG can have them in undies, a pull up, a triple boosted diaper, bottomless, it doesnât matter. Theyâre not holding it. Itâs not their job to hold it. Theyâre not focusing on it because they have more important things to do! So their CGâs job is to make sure that whatever happens, theyâre prepared to either clean it up or contain it.
Another thought: arrested development. No matter what happens, theyâll only ever be so big. Bring them to a restaurant and theyâre gonna order off the kids menu. Bring them to the zoo and theyâll display childlike wonder. When theyâre tired, they canât even try to hold in their emotions. They are who they are, and itâs CGâs responsibility to happily take care of them, not to try to make them the adult that they just canât be.
I want you to help me pick out what to wear, and put on my clothes.
I want you to ask me if I have to potty, because little boys donât always remember to stop when theyâre playing.
I want you to ask me which superhero is on my underwear today, and wonder out loud whether theyâll have to fight the Evil Pee Monster.
I want you to check and make sure that my pants arenât wet every so often.
I want you to gasp loudly and say, âuh-oh!â when you find I couldnât stay dry.
I want you to take me by the hand to go change into something dryer, and more appropriate.
I want you to gently but firmly make me put on my pull-ups that you brought with against my protests.
I want you to reassure me that itâs ok to have accidents sometimes, thatâs just what little boys do.
I want you to give me my paci to calm me down when I fuss about my new, thicker underwear.
I want you to help me take my pants off so you can check my pull-ups when we get home.
I want you to ask me when my pull-ups got wet ,and how, and why didnât I say anything to you.
I want you to take me over your lap when I admit I didnât even try to make it to the potty.
I want you to pull down my wet pull-ups and spank me while commenting on how disappointed you are that I donât seem to care about not going pee pee in my pants.
I want you to hold me close, and gently rub my red bottom and tell me itâs ok while I cry softly into your chest.
I want you to stand up and tell me that itâs bedtime, and therefore diaper time.
I want you to drag me away while I protest that I donât need diapers, and itâs still daylight outside.
I want you to ask me if Iâve already forgotten my sore bottom, since backtalk results in spankings.
I want you to lay me down on the diapers you laid out and powder and lotion my bottom.
I want you to tell me that I must be a very little boy indeed to still need diapers at my age.
I want you to ask me if I secretly wanted to be back in diapers when you see how turned on Iâve become.
I want you to tease me about my diapers getting wet during the night while you tape me securely into them.
I want you to give me my paci and cuddle me, and call me little one, and pat and rub my bottom while telling me that you donât mind that Iâm just a little boy, even when Iâm naughty.
I want you to tell me that if Iâm a good boy tonight and wet my diapers, maybe youâll give me an extra special change only for really good boys in the morning.
âWhat a desperate little boy you are!â My fingers are all oiled up, playing gently with your little hole. I can feel how your body press against my hand as I hold my finger to it, how much you want to feel me inside you.
I slide my finger inside you, feeling the tightness around me. âDoesnât it feel so good, my love?â I ask as I start gliding it back and forth, stroking your prostate with every move. You moan loudly.
âAre you ready for more?â I say as I withdraw my finger and start massaging you again. I watch how your body responds to my touch as I now place two fingers and start stretching you around them.
You whimper. âYouâre taking it so well for Mommy, sweetheart! Youâre my favorite toy.â With my other hand I begin to stroke your cock. Itâs so incredibly hard in my hands, and I can feel it throbbing. I know itâs just a matter of time before you cum.
âDonât. You do not get to cum yet. Do you understand?â You nod. âGood. Now be a nice little baby for Mommy and hold it in. If youâre good, I might let you cum!â
Disclaimer: This work of fiction mentions the usage of real-world medicines. Absolutely do not take this as medical advice or attempt to replicate: the usage of the medicines is intended as comedically overkill.
Introduction
If you are reading or being read this guide, it means that your legal caregiver has elected for you to be fitted with a SecuStent⢠device. Indwelling SecuStent⢠devices are a type of medical implant that are surgically affixed at the bladder neck sphincter, which is the muscle holding the bladder closed to prevent leakage of urine. Once inserted and affixed, the SecuStent⢠will hold the sphincter dilated, allowing unimpeded flow of urine from the bladder. SecuStent⢠uses a special kind of biological glue developed by Flowly⢠that is absorbed by mucous membranes, permanently bonding the stent within the bladder neck structure. The glue is also infused with a topical muscle relaxant that is effective for about six to twelve months, allowing the stent to fully expand against the sphincter walls, as well as encouraging atrophy of the sphincter through extended prevention of muscular contraction.Â
The implantation of a SecuStent⢠device is proven to render its user permanently incontinent. The SecuStent⢠becomes fused to the inner wall of the sphincter, meaning that surgery to remove the device would necessarily involve removing the sphincter itself. Even if the device is removed immediately after initial application, the period of elimination for the paralytic agent within the glue is long enough that the sphincter muscle will always become severely atrophied before attempts can be made to regain control. Cases where the SecuStent⢠has been removed before fusing with the membrane have shown limited to minute effectiveness in attempts to re-train bladder control, and re-trainers still rely on medium to heavy diapering to manage their condition.
As your legal caregiver has exercised Substituted Consent for the SecuStent⢠device to be fitted, Implant recipients may have questions or concerns about the installation and adjustment to usage of the device. In most cases, this guide is provided during an information and disclosure session immediately prior to the procedure, so it may be the first time you are being informed of your SecuStent⢠treatment plan. This guide will explain your upcoming procedure, what to expect following the procedure, as well as sensations to expect and adjust to as a person with incontinence.Â
Remember that if you do not know the meaning of a word or sentence, you can ask your doctor or caregiver to explain it to you at any time.
Why implant a SecuStent⢠device?
SecuStent⢠implantation is an elective treatment intended as a support for holistic Psychoregressive (PR) therapy plans coordinated between a patientâs legal caregiver and medical service provider. PR therapy seeks to render a patient permanently psychologically regressed and dependant on their caregiver or institutional supervision. Holistic PR treatments utilise direct medical interventions to support and reinforce the process of Psychoregressive therapy. According to the aims of the Psychoregressive therapy plan, the patientâs mental ability is reduced to anywhere between the pre-vocal and prepubescent stages, although a degree of loss to urinary control is always expected and encouraged.
Examples of Holistic Psychoregressive interventions include usage of muscle relaxants such as Diazepam in suppository form to relax the pelvic floor and encourage loss of muscle tone, topical injection of Botulinum Toxin to weaken or paralyse fine and gross muscle control, treatment with Anaphrodisiac drugs such as Depot Medroxyprogesterone Acetate (DMPA) to decrease and eliminate libido, usage of Diuretics and Laxatives to encourage and enforce involuntary toileting, and prescription of Psychiatric Medications such as Anxiolytics, Dissociatives, and/or Deliriants to increase compliance and reduce cognitive independence. SecuStent⢠may be used alongside any combination of these interventions.
The usage of a SecuStent⢠device is recommended as a replacement treatment in situations where typical hypnotherapeutic or behavioural therapies become ineffective at achieving total urinary incontinence. A patient may have already undergone a period of therapeutic conditioning to eliminate or reduce bladder control, but latent muscle mass or psychological resistance may prevent total elimination of urinary continence. In some cases, a temporary period of therapeutic conditioning is planned to allow a patient to adjust to light incontinence management before total incontinence is induced.
Usage of devices such as the SecuStent⢠to induce permanent and total urinary incontinence have been shown to be an extremely effective technique to reinforce and achieve key goals such as reduced independence, infantilised self-image, and compliance with behavioural and psychological PR therapies. Some therapy plans incorporate the implantation of a SecuStent⢠device as the primary treatment to induce urinary incontinence, often on the first day of Psychoregressive treatment, in order to create an immediate dependence on incontinence management products and to reduce the illusion that a patient may return to their original lives unaltered by PR therapy. This guideâs sensory section aims to explain the sensations of incontinence for those with limited prior experience in order to support adjustment and acceptance.
How does the procedure work?
The procedure to affix a SecuStent⢠device is quick, easy, and painless. After application of topical numbing agents, The SecuStent⢠device is slid directly into the urethra on the end of a lubricated catheter, guided by the doctor with an ultrasound transducer. The catheter is held in place for a period of 10 minutes to allow the heat reactive bimetallic inner structure of the device to expand into place, fixing the bioadhesive gently against the mucous membranes of the sphincter and releasing topical muscle relaxants into the bladder walls. Once the device is confirmed to have affixed correctly, the catheter is slid out of the urethra. After this, the bladder will typically empty its contents onto the absorbent padding prepared beneath the patient, before slowing into a slight but constant dribble. At this point, the patient is typically taped into a high absorbency diaper and moved for post-operative checks and testing.Â
In cases where the patient is uncooperative or unwilling, they may be sedated and/or physically restrained during the procedure.
What will it be like to be incontinent? The sensory guide.
You may have already undergone a degree of therapeutic conditioning to weaken bladder control, induce nocturnal enuresis (bedwetting), and/or psychosomatic incontinence in reaction to specific emotional or psychological triggers. Alternatively, implantation of the SecuStent⢠may be your first experience with any degree of induced incontinence. Whether you are coming from a background of total continence or light-to-medium incontinence, adjusting to total incontinence will be a big change. In order to help prepare for, adjust to and accept your new state, this section of the guide will outline the facts, feelings and sensations you can expect from total urinary incontinence and 24/7 diaper dependancy.
You will be dribbling at all timesâŚ
You will feel a constant sensation of matriculation at the end of your urethra before the wetness is absorbed by your diaper. Whenever you sit, stand, bend, lie, cough, laugh, sneeze, or exert yourself physically, you will experience a small volume of urine being squeezed from your urethra into your padding. In situations where you are un-diapered, such as during changes or washes, you will continue to dribble urine from your urethra directly onto the surface you are sat or stood above.Â
⌠But you will be protected at all times.
It will no longer be your responsibility to manage or control your bladder or protection. Your caregiver will assume all responsibility for managing, checking, and changing your diapers. With the usage of products with sufficient capacity, can rest assured that your diapers will absorb all fluid released into them. Many report that after the initial period of adjustment to incontinence, no longer having to manage their own toileting becomes a comforting and relaxing experience: a stressor is completely removed from the patientâs life.
What does wearing diapers feel like?
If you have only ever worn light incontinence management products such as pads or pull-ups, then it may be hard to imagine the experience of wearing a heavy incontinence management product such as a diaper. Likewise, implantation of the SecuStent⢠may be your first experience with any form of continence loss. For some people, adjustment to life in diapers is intimidating, difficult or embarrassing. However, Flowly⢠research has shown that most patients come to accept their diapers as a positive and comforting aspect of their life within 12 to 18 months.
A diaper is taped onto the wearer by a caregiver, and feels like a bulky mass between the legs. Many describe the experience of wearing a diaper as âsoftâ, âpoofyâ, or âthickâ. Within the first ten minutes of being changed into a dry diaper, the wearer may feel a slight dampness as their bladder leaks into it. While most people imagine that diapers will feel constantly wet as they absorb urine, the reality is that heavier diapers feel very dry until they near capacity. Diapers with plastic backing may produce a slight noise when a patient moves, often described as a ârustlingâ or âcrinklingâsimilar to that of a plastic bag.Â
As the diaper is used, it becomes warmer, thicker, heavier, bulkier, and swollen. Over time, your body may begin to ignore the sensation of urination. Signs that you are urinating include a feeling of blooming warmth against your groin. Many diapers incorporate wetness indicators in their prints to signal when it is time for a change, but many caretakers will choose to inspect the diaper physically or visually. Diaper designs range from purely medical to ones decorated with colourful patterns and characters. Once it has reached capacity, the diaper is changed at the caregiverâs discretion.
Most PR patients are discouraged from touching or adjusting their diaper in any way, and many are not allowed to ask for changes or comment on the state of their diaper. This is intended to make consciousness of the diaper as secondary as possible for the wearer, and increase the responsibility of the caregiver for checking and changing the patient. Instances of leakage may occur during the adjustment period, but it is important to remember that this is your caregiverâs responsibility and not yours.Â
Diapers are often paired with supportive clothing such as plastic pants and onesies to provide structure and insulation. Please consult the Flowly⢠catalogue for a full range of products available to support life with incontinence. Flowly⢠security products such as tamper evident tape, locking covers, and anti-strip clothing may also assist in cases of reluctance towards diapering. For patients with penises, usage of a chastity cage can ensure optimal guidance of the urethra downwards towards the area of thickest padding, preventing the penis from slipping towards a thinner part of the diaperâs absorbent surface, as well as controlling unwanted touching.
Your mobility may change.
Due to the mass between the legs, the gait of a diaper wearer becomes noticeably wider, sometimes referred to as a âwaddleâ. This can be difficult to adjust to at first, but becomes normal to the patient over the course of about a month. Likewise, outings in public with your caregiver will often require access to adult changing spaces. Although the number and normalcy of adult changing spaces has increased significantly over the last ten years, there may be situations where such spaces are not available. It is the responsibility of the caregiver to plan outings with access to changing spaces, or to diaper the patient with a longer period of usage in mind.
Your bedding may change.
Although diapers can be trusted to absorb large amounts of urine, It will still be necessary to protect your bedding against leakages that may occur when a diaper is saturated overnight, squeezed by body weight, or rendered ineffective by sleeping posture. This may mean the usage of waterproof sheets, absorbent pads, or a combination thereof. For those without prior bedwetting experience, it may be difficult to fall asleep during the adjustment period to incontinence. Sedatives may be used to assist in falling and staying asleep, and humane restraints may be used to maintain optimal belly-up sleeping posture for absorbance efficiency.
Your bowel continence may be affected.
As the patient will be wearing high absorbency diapers at all times of the day, access to toilets for the purpose of bowel movements may be rarer or disallowed. The process of removing the diaper in order to sit on a toilet may also be a long and difficult process, especially for patients with diminished fine motor control. Likewise, reduced muscle tone of the pelvic floor will naturally affect a patientâs ability to support their bowels. Whether they have been conditioned to mess their diapers or not, patients may find themselves in situations where urgency requires them to make an immediate bowel movement in their diaper. This is known as functional bowel incontinence, and it is important for caregivers to be cognisant and prepared for unplanned stools alongside typical wetting.
Over time, a patient may become accustomed to and accepting of using the diaper for bowel movements instead of a typical bathroom. Caregivers may choose to encourage or adapt to this change, or to enforce scheduled bathroom sessions to discourage the necessity of bowel movements while diapered. Usage of laxatives can encourage regularity of bowel movements on a predictable schedule, and usage of internal deodorants can reduce unpleasant odours.
See the âOther treatmentsâ section of this guide for discussion of Flowly⢠products designed to enforce bowel incontinence.
Your image to yourself and others may change.
As you adjust to life as diaper dependant, you may experience feelings of embarrassment or shame. Remember that your caregiver knows what is right for you, and that SecuStent⢠implantation has been decided as the best course of action. Remember that diapers are a medical tool designed to improve your life and reduce the stresses of toileting and leaking, and that you can trust their absorbency to be adequate for your needs. Although you may feel self-conscious about wearing diapers, most SecuStent⢠recipients adjust to and accept their incontinent status within 12 to 18 months.
Status as a person with incontinence often increases feelings of dependance on caregivers and others, as well as reinforcing Psychoregressive conditioning, discouraging adult self-image and enforcing an irreversible physical change to the patientâs body. Likewise, knowledge that a patient requires diapers results in a 40 to 70% increase in adjusted social image and treatment by family, acquaintances and strangers alike.
You will still live a happy and healthy life.
The prospect of becoming permanently incontinent can be scary or intimidating, but know that with proper management, usage of diapers can become as secondary and normalised as usage of traditional bathrooms and underwear. Remember that varying levels of urinary incontinence are experienced by about 20% of adults worldwide, and that people with incontinence still experience a high quality of life with dignity and happiness. Social acceptance of voluntary incontinence has progressed greatly over the last ten years, being viewed as an acceptable alternative toileting method by the majority of society. Remember that after implantation, Incontinence will be inevitable, irreversible, and permanent, so the best attitude is one of adjustment and acceptance.
Can I reject the procedure? Know your rights as a PR patient.
Your caregiver was granted powers of Substituted Consent when you were registered for PR therapy, legally declaring you incapacitated and classing you as their legal dependant. When you consented to PR therapy, you waived all rights to bodily and psychological autonomy. This means that their decision is final, and rejection of the procedure is not possible. Resistance to the procedure will be met with medical sedation and physical restraint. Further Psychoregressive therapies or interventions may be necessary to improve acceptance of the treatment.
If you wish to separate from your legal caregiver, you can choose to be transferred to a PR institution, possessing the same rights to act as care provider. You can speak to any of your PR therapists about separating from your caregiver, but your status as a registered PR patient is permanent and irreversible.Â
Other treatments
Flowly⢠also provides SecuStent⢠CR, a colorectal stent designed for the enforcement of bowel incontinence. Working in a similar way to the standard SecuStentâ˘, the SecuStent⢠CR holds the internal rectal sphincter open to allow stool to pass into the colon, forcing the wearer to eliminate the stool immediately. Your caregiver may have elected for the installation of a SecuStent⢠CR during the same operation as the standard SecuStent⢠installation. If this is the case, you will next be provided with a leaflet explaining details of the procedure and device. Your caregiver has already been provided with information related to the SecuStent⢠CR, and you may be fitted with one in the future according to incontinence adjustment goals.
What happens next?
Once you have asked any questions you have to the practitioner responsible for the operation, you will be transferred to the operation room and the procedure will take place. Comfort objects such as blankets or stuffed animals are allowed in the operation room, and you can request general anaesthetic if you prefer to sleep through the procedure. Following the procedure, you will be transferred to a recovery room where correct bedding-in of the device will be confirmed. Patients remain at the facility overnight for physical and psychological observation before being released to their caregiver.
Say hello to your new life of diaper dependance.Â
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