Breaking the Law - Judas Priest - the video has them robbing a bank lmao
18 and Life - Skid Row
Mother - Danzig
Fuel - Metallica
Ride the Lightning - Metallica
Fade to Black - Metallica
Carry On My Wayward Son - Kansas
Carpe Diem Baby - Metallica
It’s My Life - Bon Jovi
You May Be Right - Billy Joel
Tom Sawyer - Rush
Swimmings Pools (Drank) - Kendrick Lamar
K:
That’s Life - Frank Sinatra
My Way - Frank Sinatra
Sweet Dreams (Are Made of These) - Eurythmics, Annie Lennox, and Dave Stewart
Dust in the Wind - Kansas
I’ve Got You Under My Skin - Frank Sinatra
(Ghost) Riders In The Sky - Johnny Cash
One For My Baby (And One More For The Road) - Frank Sinatra
Leave Me Alone - Michael Jackson
I Want To Break Free - Queen
Where Is Everybody? - Nine Inch Nails
The Lost Children - Michael Jackson
The World We Knew - Frank Sinatra
Jacob:
Devil’s Advocate - The Neighbourhood
Money - Cardi B
Sharp Dressed Man - ZZ Top
Cats In The Cradle - Ugly Kid Joe
sex money feelings die - Lykke Li
Man in the Mirror - Michael Jackson
Dance With Me - 112
Death of a Bachelor - Panic! At the Disco
Dad’s Song - Set It Off
Womanizer - Britney Spears
Material Girl - Madonna
Trophy - Charli xcx
Holland:
Self Care - Mac Miller
The Memory Remains - Metallica
Every Rose Has Its Thorn - Poison
In My Dreams - Dokken
The Bitch is Back - Elton John
Impossible Year - Panic! At the Disco
Distant Lover - Marvin Gaye
Sebastian:
The Spins - Mac Miller
Who’s Crying Now - Journey
The Ring of Fire - Johnny Cash
Piano Man - Billy Joel
Little Dreamer - Van Halen
In My Dreams - Dokken
That’s All - Genesis
I’ve Done Everything for You - Rick Springfield
Superstition - Stevie Wonder
She’s Out of My Life - Michael Jackson
Court:
Killing In The Name - Rage Against The Machine
INVISIBLE - Duran Duran
Eye of the Tiger - Survivor
Carry On My Wayward Son - Kansas
Here Comes Revenge - Metallica
Bad Seed - Metallica
Man in the Box - Alice In Chains
m.A.A.d city - Kendrick Lamar and MC Eiht
Thought I Was Dead - Tyler, The Creator, ScHoolboy Q, Santigold
I’m Still Standing - Elton John
The Chain - Fleetwood Mac
Another One Bites The Dust - Queen
Blue Gangsta - Michael Jackson
Unbreakable - Michael Jackson
Julian:
Broken, Beat & Scarred - Metallica
Chop Suey! - System of a Down
Slither - Metallica
Until It Sleeps - Metallica
Leave Me Alone - Michael Jackson
I Want To Break Free - Queen
Where Is Everybody? - Nine Inch Nails
The Lost Children - Michael Jackson
Glass - Mareux and King Woman
Replay - Lady Gaga
Henry:
Paint It, Black - The Rolling Stones
(Don’t Fear) The Reaper - Blue Öyster Cult
everything i wanted - Billie Eilish
Heaven Can Wait - Michael Jackson
Jerry:
Disposable Heroes - Metallica
Separate Ways (Worlds Apart) - Journey
I Won’t Back Down - Johnny Cash
Not Afraid - Eminem
Grace:
A Horse with No Name - America and George Martin
Super Trouper - ABBA
Heal the World - Michael Jackson
They Don’t Care About Us - Michael Jackson
Richard:
Imma Kill U - Insane Clown Posse
Threatened - Michael Jackson
These are all songs that I have in my playlists, so the vibe jumps around lmao.
If a song you think should be there, isn’t, it’s just ‘cause I don’t know the song… or forgot to put it on my playlist(s).
I tried to keep my choices thematic (whether it’s specific lyrics or the message of the song as a whole), but some of them are just silly for the sake of humor.
Despite being incredibly violent, Court Gentry is a very soft man. He’s described as soft numerous times in the books, a lot of which pertains to descriptions of his voice. Court Gentry is soft spoken, he speaks gently. He is very sweet with kids, and is remarkably open minded about the people and culture of the Middle East, again, despite being violent and in 2009.
Some of the most striking characterization I’ve seen from Court is from book 2, chapter 39
[it doesn’t feel super spoilery to me, but i’ll put it under the cut for ppl who want to go it blind]
“…and he quickly turned away from them, worried there would be hurt children, and he could not bear to witness their suffering.
‘We had to destroy the village to save it,’ he muttered under his breath and inside his hot turban.”
What we learn here is two things; the first is that Court refuses to witness the suffering of children. “Oh wow, Worm, big whoop” he worked for the US Government and liked it, okay? They don’t really do empathy, so it’s nice to establish that Court has some. (We know his morals are pretty black and white, so it should have been a given, but still- nice to see it explicitly stated that he doesn’t like to see kids hurt.)
The second thing is that Court has probably been the cause of child suffering, at scale before. You see the way he rationalizes it? “We had to destroy the village to save it” isn’t something you just come up with on the fly, that’s told to you until you internalize it. The use of ‘we’ is highlighted because it shows us that Court is parceling blame here; he’s part of that ‘we,’ yes, but he’s not entirely at fault. That’s how he chooses to justify it, along with necessity. They had to. It was necessary. If he tells himself that it was survival, the guilt hurts a little less.
He loved her exponentially more than she loved him, and some people still think he is the villain because he missed the play.
He sacrificed everything, himself, his dream, his freedom, his time, his LIGHT for her, and all she did was just marrying the first cardboard cutout of a husband the first occasion she gets.
I HATE to think about how much pain Seb had to endure while learning all these supposedly public facts. Seeing her on television or in the newspapers must have been excruciating.
From the get-go she proves that there is a massive gap between them. When they walk on the Warner Brother lot, he is practically putting her on a pedestal (child prodigy playwright) while she riles him up at the very first occasion.
Sebastian has sacrificed everything for her. Everything. And yet he even drives four hours to Boulder, remembers where she lives because HE CARES and listened to every single thing she told him, and wait for her while she has her audition. He even sacrifices their relationship for Paris.
Mia doesn’t help her own case. Even Emma Stone can’t make me like her.
Her fucking with him when they first met and really talked always pissed me off. He’s telling you about his interest and you can’t even pretend to care?
She is too selfish to care. Even at the movies, he has two tickets, you understand that he probably talked to the cashier about that girl he was falling for when he shows his disappointment at her not being there and the lady seems genuinely sorry for him…
Even the argument scene is Seb trying to see her more because he needs her, he is losing himself with The Messengers and he just needs to spend some time with her (and he makes one hell of a sacrifice to go from wherever they were on tour back to LA then to Boise) and all she does is just trashing him for doing exactly what he was told to.
from me, @gottabegreyhound, and @emptyingthespiral
Context: this line from chapter 1 of On Target (book 2), "There are two types of people in the world. Only two. Sheep and wolves. Court was a wolf, and he knew it. The past few months had weakened him somewhat, but a wolf was always a wolf…" Most of these hcs pertain to book canon, and while they don't contain spoilers, some implications may be lost without having read the books.
Also, this is damn long, like,, way too long-
Background: Animal hybrids are rare, but not unheard of—about 2-3% of the population and fluctuating locally to as much as 12%. Court has wolf ears and a tail, along with a few other characteristics and instincts.
His ears droop down so low when he's sad, and they press back against his head when he’s in uncomfortable situations—he always kicks himself for giving away how uncomfortable he is. Court wags his tail when he's happy and his ears perk up.
Tail wagging is largely involuntary for him and pretty rare because of how much time he's put into training his restraint and his immediate reactions to everything. Most of the time, his face is neutral when his tail wags, which creates an uncanny effect to the people around him.
When in casual clothing, he can get away with tucking his tail into his pants to hide it. He learned first hand how bad of an idea it is to tuck his tail into tactical pants, so he just leaves it out.
Court hit members of Golf Sierra with his tail constantly. The first time it happened was an accident—he got excited about the gun selection and the gear available to him—but he will just do it for fun.
When he sleeps deep enough to dream, his ears twitch and his tail flicks at random. If someone reaches out to pet his ears or grab his tail, they get bit. Ask Golf Sierra how they know.
He doesn't point, that was never an instinct he was allowed to develop properly. It does feel like he's indulging in that pointing instinct when he's in a sniper's nest, though.
Court has incredibly sharp hearing, and his ears will stick straight up and swivel until he finds whatever sound caught his attention. During his time as a member of Golf Sierra, Zack would always keep an eye on Court’s ears to make sure he knew what the fuck was going on or if something was happening somewhere that human ears couldn't pick up on.
His ears also perk up at the sound of kids playing or laughing. It was the earliest sound he used for training his hearing, and it always brings back reminders of his brother. His tail will always start to wag a little—he's constantly embarrassed by it because its one of the only times he can't control himself. (If it’s during a Sierra op, everyone has to wonder if they’re gonna get shot at soon or if he’s found something else he enjoys.)
Zack has a dog whistle for when they're running an op and they can't call him over comms. They’ve got a handful of whistle calls that are mission specific like “stay put” “follow the whistle” and “don’t shoot.” Court is, not very fond of the whistle. In part because he doesn't like the noise it makes, but mostly because it means that shit has probably gone sideways and he needs to go assist. [Whoever is fighting them gets a nice surprise because they think it’s an actual dog that’s about to show up and they’re shot by a grown ass man before they can process it.]
Helicopters and planes are super fucking loud for him so he needs his own special pair of headphones or earplugs. This is probably his most lost item; he can't keep his gear on him for shit.
He is ultra paranoid about being recognized from the moment he joins the CIA/intelligence community, so he gets rid of as many of his wolf traits as he can (that won’t benefit him in the field) and his fur is the first to go.
Shedding season is his personal hell. He hates it. Normally, he shaves at the first sight of shedding season because of how meticulous he is about his hair and leaving evidence behind. Whatever the 'military hair cut' equivalent is for the fur on his ears and tail, he maintains that. Outside of shedding, he still keeps his fur pretty short, and he won't let it grow in any place that would be recognizable (his ears an tail are excluded from that because they're recognizable as-is). Despite his efforts, he still finds fur everywhere; he cleans his guns obsessively to combat and fur that might get carried around in them.
He has claws, but he trims and blunts them because of his constant use of guns. After being burned/the shoot-on-sight was issued, he'd have them a little sharper because he's in survival mode more often than he isn't.
Court has prominent canines, as well as generally sharper teeth. When Court and Zack’s first met, Court had his ears and tail hidden so Zack’s first indication that something is off with this guy are teeth that look like that could rip his throat out (they could) when Court opens his mouth to snark at him.
Additionally, this means that he's commonly muzzled when captured to prevent him from biting people or his bindings.
Court starts to show his wolf tendencies when he gets cornered or frustrated but it’s always relatively subtle. It doesn't get overt until he gets collared and/or muzzled and then all bets are off (+ all his guilt around his lack of humanity in the moment)
Court has a lot of different vocalizations that he's capable of, but he takes care to not make them around people and especially not in the field. His major exception is growling, which is often involuntary. He can usually pass it off as a regular human sound, but it does shock Golf Sierra when he growls for real for the first time in front of them. They also can't tell the difference between an angry growl and a happy growl—Court thinks the difference is blatantly obvious, its not.
Court buries things, like, a lot. [Note: wolves bury the things they love all the time (which is thematic but we don't have time to get into all that)] Half of his gear stashes are buried in places only he knows about.
Whenever another Serra members pisses him off, Court buries their things. And he's never nice about it. There are multiple freshly dug and refilled holes, he plants red herrings so that when they think they've found whatever Court decided to bury they get their hopes up only for it to be another piece of gear they didn't even realize was missing.
Because wolves are pack animals, he sees Golf Sierra as his pack on a subconscious level (don't think about the implications). When he becomes a singelton operator again, he vows to never have a pack again.
Court bodily stands in front of the people he's protecting to ensure they're safe due to his instinct to keep their neck protected. When he and Claire get into trouble, his initial thought is always to protect her throat before his brain recalibrates to the situation at hand.
Well, well, well... Never thought I'd be writing fanfiction of The Gray Man series- let alone fanfiction of these two, but times changes, don't they? Anyways, their relationship is undefined... you'll see. Zack and Court are so fucking complicated in the books, like my God, do something about it.
This has no happy ending, there is a major character death, and Court is #Sad.
Enjoy @emptyingthespiral and @t00muchanxiety... or don't. Maybe y'all are gonna strangle me and sob over this. :)))
Court couldn't wait for this routine to end.
Seriously, the men outside his room in the house-turned-torture-chamber were getting on his nerves. Not that he had much patience given the situation he was already in, but that was besides the point at the moment.
Court had been locked up in this room for about three days now, waiting for an opportunity to strike and make his leave.
The room he was in had no windows, so it wasn't like he could just leave. He had a small roll of fabric on the floor the men outside deemed a bed, a bucket, and an anchor point for shackles that were secured around his ankles.
Fun.
The men would come in every four hours or so to not do anything other than toss him around for awhile before leaving again. They never asked any questions and he had yet to hear anyone speak, so he wasn't able to place accents.
The one thing he did know was that there had been too many of them prior to being captured, and he had had no ability to make himself an out. He was fucked and he knew it, so he complied and let them take him into the back of an SUV.
Court had been in a city at the time of his capture, and the last thing he wanted to do was put innocent lives on the line. He had to comply, so he did. It was logical.
He looked up from a spot on the ground he'd been staring at for the past twenty minutes when he heard footsteps approach the room.
Court sat a bit taller from his seated position on the floor, watching the door closely, trying to decipher how many people were behind it. He couldn't get a read on it fast enough before the door swung open and someone— a man it seemed— was tossed to the ground.
The guards grabbed the man as he went to right his position and used a separate anchor point on the floor to secure him in place.
Court had a roommate now it seemed. He'd yet to see the guy's face, but his build seemed strangely familiar, especially the shoulders and back…
The guards barely glanced at Court on their way out, securing the door behind them with a dull clunk.
Court looked the door over a moment, listening closely to the receding footsteps before he turned his head a bit towards his roommate.
Ah. That's why he recognized the guy's build.
"The hell you doing here, One?" Court said. Probably the first time in three days he'd spoken now that he thought about it.
Zack sighed as he slumped against the wall, bringing his hands up to rest on his knees. "Saving your ass, Six."
Court looked at him, tilted his head a little and responded, "Doing a great job."
Zack crossed his arms over his chest and whistled before saying, "Never shoulda let the boys turn you into them… so damn snappy." He smirked a little at Court as he finished speaking and Court gave him a tired look.
"Cut the shit," Court looked over his former superior, "Why you here?"
Zack shrugged, "I told you: I'm here to get you." He over Court a moment before he grimaced, "You look like shit, man."
Court huffed in response, looking away from Zack and towards the door again. "How you getting me out if you're in here?"
Zack didn't reply and Court turned back to look at him. Court saw the expression on his face, it was somehow a cross between 'I fucked up' and 'I've totally got this'.
"You fucked up and ended up in here, is that it?" Court could almost laugh at him for that, but now they were both imprisoned.
Zack waved a hand in dismissal as a reply and said, "I've got this, man, you know that." He leaned forward a bit and swung his leg side to side, "Our favorite Director sent me to get you out, and that's what I'll do."
Court looked at Zack like he was an idiot, because for intents and purposes he was an idiot, and whispered back, "They're not even asking questions. We're going to die."
Zack didn't looked perturbed in the least at Court's words and confidently said, "Dude, stop worrying so damn much," He then added, "You don't have any faith in me anymore, is that it?"
Court sighed and leaned his head against the wall, watching the ceiling. He wished that it'd just come down already and this stupidity would end.
Zack looked away from Court and watched the door a moment. "They don't have the greatest weapons in the world and there aren't many of them…" He trailed off and then cheekily said, "I'm surprised they even got their hands on you."
Court glanced down at him before returning his gaze to the ceiling. "We're shackled to the floor, dumbass." Maybe his patience had fully run out… Court sighed to himself and then added, "Why'd you even get sent here?"
Zack frowned a bit and furrowed his brows, "What do you mean?" He ignored what Court said about the shackles, focusing solely on the dejected tone of Court's question.
Court looked at him like the answer was obvious and just raised a brow at Zack, waiting for the answer to dawn on him. It did not.
Zack sat there confused, halting his swinging leg and focusing on Court's demeanor. "Dude, seriously…"
Court looked down at his hands, bruised and dirty like the rest of his body. Not like he'd been given a chance to take a shower recently either… "Why bother sending you out here to get me? I don't exist anyways, there'd be no fallout if I didn't come back." He shrugged a bit as he spoke and kept his eyes down. For some reason he couldn't bring himself to make eye contact with Zack— maybe his people skills had gotten rustier than he thought.
Zack didn't respond, he didn't move, it didn't even look like he was breathing. "So you don't deserve to live?" He asked quietly. There was a hint of anger in his tone and Court couldn't understand why.
"I don't exist, One," Court sounded so sure of himself, "Why bother with a ghost, ya know?"
Zack's face was stony when Court turned his head up a bit after silence followed his question. "What?" Court asked with a little tilt of his head, making his greasy hair fall across his forehead. "It's true," He said in total acceptance.
Zack scoffed at him, "Seriously?" He pushed himself up against the wall, sitting up straighter to look at Court from a bit higher. Court had to tilt his head up a little to meet his eyes. "Dude, we need you."
Court's eyebrows furrowed and he shook his head, "No, you don't. There are always others that can do what I do. You're one of them."
The two of them stared at each other in silence before they were interrupted by footsteps approaching the door.
Zack said "Talk later" just before the door was ripped open and three men stepped inside.
They didn't bother looking at Zack, instead walking directly over to Court and grabbing him. He didn't move, just went with their motions, trying to find an opening to fight.
Court couldn't find an opening even as one bent down to his level to undo the shackle around his ankles. The three men hauled him to his feet together and pushed him through the door, two men holding each of his arms and the other behind with a gun.
Zack watched Court leave but couldn't find an opening just yet to help. He stared at the door after it was shut for a moment before looking at the now open shackles on the ground.
Zack shuffled over to it, grabbed it and looked it over. Maybe he could sabotage it so Court could break out…
He got to work on chipping away at the bracket connecting where the ankles would be chained, listening closely for anyone approaching the door.
Zack couldn't hear anything other that the small clanks of metal against cement as he broke away bits of the chain.
Where they took Court, Zack had no idea, but he figured he'd come back looking worse than he already did.
Zack needed to move up his timetable if Court was going to get out of here alive and to the rendezvous point. Everything had already been planned right after Court was captured. It was Zack's idea to get inside and help Court out, rather than send a team to storm the house.
The blueprints of the place showed a cellar in the basement that had no exit points, and everyone agreed that's where Court would be kept. Zack thought sending a team in would only lead to their target being killed, so he volunteered himself to save Court and argued with Hanley until the man agreed to his idea.
Zack slowly broke down the chain, beginning to worry that Court had been killed and he was so close but too fucking late, when footsteps started echoing outside of the room.
Zack stopped what he was doing, placed the chain exactly where it had been, and went back to his spot against the wall.
He had just slumped against it like he first had when the door opened and the same three men walked in nearly carrying Court.
Zack stopped himself from widening his eyes in surprise at the state of him. If Zack thought Court looked like shit before… this was so much worse.
Court was essentially thrown onto the hard cement ground, pulling a rush of air from his chest, before his feet were grabbed and he was manhandled back in the restraint.
He didn't even put up a fight as the men shackled his legs together, just laid there trying to catch his breath before they left the room without a word.
Zack watched the door until the footsteps couldn't be heard anymore before he shuffled closer to Court.
He brought his hands across the other man's torso, trying to feel through the shirt for cracked or broken ribs.
Court went to bring a hand up to stop him but he just didn't have the energy to raise it higher than his head.
"Lemme look, man," Zack whispered and then carefully pulled Court's shirt up. "Shit."
Court's entire torso was bruised. The repeated strikes he'd been enduring for three days were stacking up and it was getting too fucking difficult to breathe, let alone move.
Court's chest and abdomen were purple and red... It was like a fucked up constellation. Zack could see boot-prints on his stomach and long, rectangular-ish bruises across his chest from what could have been a bat or pipe.
Court wheezed as he tried to catch his breath, looking at the ceiling with glazed eyes, not able to focus on anything around him.
Zack gently placed his hands on Court's chest and Court flinched away instinctively.
"Easy…" Zack whispered as he swept his fingers across the outline of Court's ribs, now able to feel where Court had a few cracked ribs. "Shit, man."
Zack pulled Court's shirt back down and looked at the man's legs. "They hit any lower?"
Court finally looked away from the ceiling and barely raised his leg to look at Zack, "I'm fine…"
Zack rolled his eyes, "Don't give me the tough guy act, Six. Answer."
Court rolled his head to side, looking at Zack closer as he said, "Yeah."
Zack nodded and shuffled on his knees to be closer to Court's knees. He grabbed at the waistband of Court's dirtied pants and ever so slowly pulled them down, mindful of any potential injuries.
Court didn't move, he didn't think he could even if he tried, still trying to get his breathing under control. "You don't have to…" He trailed off as Zack brought his pants down to his knees.
Zack ignored Court and checked his thighs for bruising. There was, of course there was. Dark red and purple bruising to match what was on Court's torso. "Damn…" Zack said to himself. He wasn't sure if Court even had the capacity to escape, but he had to regardless of how shitty he felt.
Court huffed at Zack, wondering he was even bothering looking at his wounds. He had them, they'll heal or they won't, depending on how this goes…
Zack glanced up at Court's face for a moment, and Court saw a glint of anger in his eyes before Zack's head ducked back down to look at Court's legs.
Zack pulled the pants lower, still mindful of the bruising and watched as more bruises came into view. Some of them were in the shape of a hand and Zack almost said something but restrained himself.
Zack brought the fabric down to Court's ankles so they'd be bunched right about the shackles. Zack traced his fingers along Court's shin and knees, feeling for any breaks but very luckily finding none. Good. It'd be easier for Court to run.
Zack started to bring Court's pants back up when Court suddenly took a sharp breath in and his body froze.
"What is it?" Zack asked quickly. He raised his head and shoulders to hover a bit more over Court, looking him over to see if there was an injury he'd missed.
Court shook his head a little and then forced a hand up to cover his eyes. Zack furrowed his brows at that but pulled Court's pants back up to cover him completely again.
He moved closer to Court's head again, sitting back on his knees as he watched Court tug at his bottom lip with his teeth. He must be in pain.
Court sniffled and then sighed to himself. Of course. Of course he couldn't stop himself from crying.
Zack stilled as he saw tears peek out from where Court's hand was covering his eyes. "Shit, you hurting?" Zack brought a hand out like he was going to swipe Court's tears, but he stopped himself and let the hand hover over Court's.
Court sniffled again and cleared his throat, trying to stop himself from crying. He was already making a fool of himself. "A little…" He trailed off and Zack knew he wasn't telling the whole truth.
"Tell me," Zack said and then put his hand over Court's, pulling it away a little from his face. He saw the tears leaking from Court's eyes. The tears were trailing down the sides of his face and dipping into his ears before hitting the ground. "Come on…" Zack kept hold of Court's hand without realizing, keeping a firm grip on it as Court sobbed under him.
Zack did not know what the fuck to do. He wasn't trained for this. Neither was Court. Maybe the torture part, sure, but the comfort part… Yeah, no, not their field.
Court cried quietly, only looking at the ceiling. He felt his face redden with embarrassment at the thought of being seen like this by Zack of all people. He tried to pull his hand away from Zack's grasp, but Zack tightened his hold on Court's hand and laid their joined hands down gently on the floor between them.
"Gotta breathe, man," Zack said softly, "Need you up and running to get out of here." He squeezed Court's hand a little as he spoke, not really sure what else he could do for him.
Court got himself under control after a few minutes, now completely exhausted both emotionally and physically. His embarrassment still kept him from looking at Zack but he croaked out a small, "'m sorry."
Zack looked at Court, realized Court wouldn't be making eye contact any time soon, and decided to hover his face directly in front of Court's to force it. "Stop it," He scolded Court, "You're in a lot of pain— it happens. You know that."
Court gave a half-hearted nod, now just realizing he could feel Zack's breath on his face as he exhaled. Court sucked in a deep breath and squeezed Zack's hand subconsciously. Zack squeezed back, like this has become their new form of communication. Like Court was saying 'thank you' and Zack was saying 'shut up, idiot' back.
Zack moved his face away from Court's and sat back on his knees again. "We'll be out of here soon, just hang on a little longer." He looked the younger man over and added, "I'll get you out of here."
Court sighed a little in response and shook his head, "Shouldn't have come…"
Zack squeezed Court's hand and replied with a sharp, "Stop it." Zack took a second to think before he said something incredibly stupid, and then softly tacked on, "You deserve to live, Six."
Court exhaled slowly, letting Zack's words repeat over and over again in his head. Did he? He wasn't so sure, but Zack wanted to get him out of here, so he'll go with it for now.
Court squeezed Zack's hand again, this time with less strength. Zack looked at Court's tired face and whispered, "Sleep… we'll get our chance when you wake up."
Court hummed in response, not taking his hand out of Zack's as he shuffled a little to turn on his side. It was painful, but some stupid part of his brain needed to be closer to Zack. He was warm and safe, and so Court pushed himself closer to the man.
Zack watched closely as Court moved close enough to almost touch his knee, but didn't move away as he felt Court's breath through his pants. Court dragged their hands closer to his chest, cradling them close to his heart before sighing deeply and trying to fall asleep.
Zack watched him a moment, debating with himself about what he was about to do. Court would need energy to get out of here, so it was only logical Zack help him get some.
Zack hesitantly brought his other hand forward and brought the tip of his fingers through Court's hair. Court's eyes fluttered but didn't open. He didn't move away either, so Zack qualified that as a victory and brought the rest of his hand down on Court's head.
Zack stroked through his greasy hair in a perfect rhythm, coaxing Court closer and closer to sleep. Court subconsciously pushed his head closer to Zack, forcing Zack's fingers further into his scalp. This is going better than I thought it would, was all Zack could think as he looked down at his former teammate.
Whenever the guards came next… that would be their moment to strike and get the hell out of here. For now, Zack traced patterns into Court's hair, pulling small sighs out of the man Zack was sure he didn't realize he was letting out.
Court fell asleep faster than he thought he would, even with all the aching his body was doing. When he woke up, it was to Zack lightly pushing his shoulder to get him up.
"What's up…?" Court mumbled out as he blinked awake.
Zack shushed him and pointed down at the shackles between Court's legs. "Those'll go if you pull— grab a guard and take him down… we'll go from there."
Court wondered why he'd been woken up, but then he heard the footfalls of a few people approaching the room. Now or never.
He sat up quickly, feeling some trace warmth on his hand he couldn't understand, before righting his posture and narrowing his eyes at the door.
Zack kept his own posture relaxed as he watched the door, he'll move when Court gave him an opening, but until then he'd have to just watch.
The door opened, three men walked in like always, and as one ducked down to undo the shackle, Court brought his leg up and kicked the man in the throat.
The chain connecting the shackles to the ground snapped with the violent action, and Court was on his feet before anyone could do anything.
Zack got up just as fast, going for the nearest man, wrestling with him a moment before grabbing hold of the man's gun and pulling the trigger. The man fell with a dull thud and Zack spun to shoot the third man in the room, but Court had already knocked him down.
Zack hadn't heard a snap so he wasn't sure if the man was dead, but he seriously did not care so long as no one got in their way.
Court grabbed hold of one of the men's guns, checked the ammo, and looked over the first man's body for the key to Zack's shackles.
Zack didn't move as Court undid the lock and stepped out of the metal when they fell away from him. "'Bout damn time."
Court huffed a little laugh at him and made his way to the door. "Come on."
Zack grabbed Court's shoulder and said, "I'm taking point, I saw the blueprints of this place." He went in front of Court without waiting for a response and scanned the hallways as he ducked down one of them and made sure Court was following close behind him.
They got to a staircase and slowly made their way up, mindful of their steps and surroundings.
There was a door at the top of the steps Court imagined lead into the actual house, and Zack carefully reached for the handle. "Ready?" Zack whispered and Court nodded with a quiet, "Ready."
The door was pushed open and Zack scanned the room they were now standing in. It seemed to be the control room of this place. There were computers, monitors, maps, and charts all over the place and they made their way through it silently.
Once out of that room, they were in what could have been a living room. Court thought that was ironic given the explosives stacked in crates that filled most of the space.
They carefully made their way through his particular room and into the hallway. Court got a bad feeling, like something terrible was about to happen. He went to tell Zack that they should stop and listen, but a shot rang out before he could.
The two of them ducked behind the wall, not going anywhere near the explosives in the room just behind them.
There were a few men on the other side of this room, just in front of the exit it seemed, who were firing relatively blindly at them. Court and Zack returned fire only when necessary, conscious of how few bullets they had between them.
The door on the other side of the room opened and more men came in. Far too many for the two of them to take out themselves with just some shitty pistols.
Court glanced at Zack, checking him for injuries and waiting for orders, but the man looking into the room behind them. At the explosives.
"Don't you fucking dare," Court shouted at him, "This place is too damn small to be setting off that many charges, we'll go down with them!"
Zack didn't look at Court and ignored the bullets being fired their way. Court returned fire so that no one could make their way closer, but wondered what the hell was happening in Zack's head. He was never quiet, always giving out orders… this felt wrong.
Zack looked at Court finally, some steely determination in his eyes that Court didn't like the look of, "I got an idea."
Court waited for him to continue, listening over the sound of gun fire and shouting from the other side of the room. Zack looked at him with some melancholy look in his eyes and said, "Come this way, I'll cover you."
Court moved as Zack swung out a bit to fire back at their assailants, giving him time to stand next to Zack on the opposite wall. The archway they were hiding behind lead to another hallway to the left and nowhere to the right.
Zack looked at Court a moment and then pointed at the hallway, "Go down there, there's a set of stairs you can take up to the roof. It's gonna suck, but you can either climb down and run, or just jump— which will be faster— that's your way out." Court went to interject because this was fucking absurd, but Zack continued, "There's a rendezvous point set up at the edge of the city line— close to the welcome sign— it's about 3 klicks south of here but you can make it."
Court looked at Zack like he was fucking insane and shouted, "Are you fucking insane?"
Zack smiled wolfishly and quietly told Court, "We need you, I told you that already… Can't you just listen to me for once?" He paused and then said, "You know I always finish the mission."
Court bit his lip, felt the gun in his hands start to shake, and shook his head sharply. "Absolutely the fuck not."
Zack grabbed him by the arm and moved him so he was further away from the archway, closer to the hallway. "Just follow an order, just this once." Zack squeezed Court's arm, "Please."
Court's eyes watered more and Zack turned to fire a few shots towards the men on the other side of the room, letting go of Court for a moment. Zack turned back afterwards and yanked Court closer to him, leaned down and before Court could process it, placed a very gentle kiss on his forehead before pulling away sharply.
"Don't be stupid, Six." Zack smiled a little and then whispered, "You were the best of us."
Zack pushed him in the chest and said "Go" sharply. Court felt his body comply with Zack's orders even though his head was screaming at him to stay, to fight and die beside his friend.
Court ran down the hallway, gun at the ready, but he met no resistance. Court realized that meant everyone here was swarming Zack and he wouldn't have survived even if he didn't blow the fucking house up.
Court sobbed as he kept moving, went up the stairs at a brisk pace and his vision blurred as he yanked open the door to the top floor.
He made his way to the closest window, smashed it without caring if he cut himself, and slid the frame up.
Court put the gun in his waistband, hoping like hell it wouldn't fall and started slowly descending the side of the house.
Court cried as he climbed down the paneling, barely having enough hand and foot holds to latch onto as he moved. The tears in his eyes made it harder to see where he was placing himself, but he eventually made it to the ground.
He dropped the last few feet, sprung up and started sprinting south. He could still hear gunshots echoing from inside the house; He wondered which ones were Zack's and which ones weren't.
"Fuck!" Court screamed into the air as he kept running. He couldn't waste the opportunity Zack gave him, so he was going to make it to the rendezvous point regardless of how fucking exhausted or hurt he was.
The shooting suddenly stopped and Court almost turned around, but like a coward, he couldn't bring himself to listen or watch as the house exploded. He suddenly stopped running, nearly dropping on his face, and just looked down at the ground, tears dripping down his nose and falling soundlessly onto the grass.
"Fuck…" Court whispered to himself as he sobbed louder now. There wasn't anyone left to catch him crying, no one left to hear him… No one left to hold his hand.
Court wiped his face down with both hands, his breaths coming out as wheezes. He was exhausted, hurting, and now wondering if he should've found a way to kill himself earlier to prevent any of this shit from happening.
Court took a deep breath, still refusing to turn around and see what Zack had done for him. He could hear the fire crackling, the wood snapping in the inferno, behind him and couldn't look at it.
He started running towards the rendezvous point again after cleaning off his face. He'll make it. He'll do anything and everything to follow Zack's last order.
Court was not going to let Zack's sacrifice be in vain. Zack saved Court's pathetic life, so he was going to live for him now. That was for damn sure.
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