PRAY.

the child weaned on poison considers harm a comfort.

[stareats]

don’t you dare look up before i leave …     ✦     a private abyss princess lumine, originally of genshin impact, though heavily divorced from canon and unaffiliated with the rpc.   sporadic activity, multiverse, headcanon-oriented.   by teddy  (she/her, 21+).   please read rules before following.

NAVIGATION …          ¹  carrd.     ²  prompts.     ³  art credit.

✲   bit by bit, i remember you,     ⸻ @sneznayas …

[kn4ves]

This is a hate post, Ciel I am.gonna bully you.

[onecalypso]

We spent all day rewatching the ghost stories dub

[stareats]

i want to make a mains call so bad but my ass is not writing on here so i feel like nobody would gaf...

[stareats]

“ this is MY pork. you can go get your own. ”

“come now, brother.   has it been so long that you've forgotten how to share?   …hm, in that case—”     her sword materializes at her side, and she takes it into her hand in one fluid motion.   poised with her weapon at the ready, the younger twin cants her head at the elder, eyes alight with anticipation.     “if you are so attached to this slab of boar meat, surely you'll be willing to fight for it.”

[stareats]

zero thoughts. head empty. dumb as hell.

[stareats]

...morons.

[stareats]

what is your primary feeling in longing?

fear. in longing, you feel fear. you're uncertain and wary of what your feelings may betray you to. you don't enjoy the feeling of not being in control of your own self, you ask, "why can't i just stop?" there's a cold feeling in your chest, your hands become clammy, you know you behold this desire too strongly, but the feeling goes nowhere. rationally you think, "this desire is foolish and i don't need it," but that doesn't work for long. secretly you yearn for that you seek, trying to hide it even from your own self, fearing that if you even let yourself know what you crave, nothing will be the same. sometimes it's lonely. sometimes you wish you could tell someone…. anything. you reference it vaguely in conversations, a joke that only makes sense to you, but is actually the longing veiled in fear. your desire is forbidden, unattainable, by your own standards or someone else's, but it lurks in the back of your mind, persistent, deafening in the way that silence often is. fear not my love, take a deep breath. you will find your peace.

tagged by... @felisfuscus said he would block me if i didn't say i stole it from him

[furikusakasu]

I hate to do this, but on top with what happened to my father, I just got the let go from work. While living arrangements are okay, I still need help with bills. I do have a new job ready to go, but I won't be able to start until 8/31. Any help would be appreciated if you can reblog it or aid. I greatly appreciate it. (And Pedro is fine too, my dog always has his needs first before mine) you can donate by going here or just reblogging. Thank you so so much.

[stareats]

looking down at her nails. “have we met?” @sneznayas

[stareats]

zero thoughts. head empty. dumb as hell.

[stareats]

ew

[kitsu4e]

# 𝐊𝐈𝐓𝐒𝐔𝟒𝐄 　,   　  an   independent   and   private   sanctuary  for  𝐘𝐀𝐄  𝐌𝐈𝐊𝐎  canon   divergent   ,  primarily  headcanon  based  ,  &.  au    of  ɢᴇɴsʜɪɴ  ɪᴍᴘᴀᴄᴛ  !    a  mischievous  little  fox  &.  lady  guuji  of  𝑔𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑑  𝑛𝑎𝑟𝑢𝑘𝑎𝑚𝑖  𝑠𝘩𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑒  ;  dead  dove  ;  mature  content  follows.  　  crossover   and   oc   loved.  as  loved  by  zeppelin  ♡   (   she/her/they   ,   21+   ,   lesbian  ,  est      )

[hollowprompts]

` * 𝐧𝐨𝐧-𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐛𝐚𝐥 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 : 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘢 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘴. 𝘯𝘰 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥𝘦𝘥, 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘤𝘩. 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘥 (+ 𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘦) 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘦.

𝐠𝐮𝐢𝐥𝐭 -

01. avoids eye contact or looking at the floor. 02. wringing hands together in silence. 03. fidgeting with the hem of their shirt, unable to stay still. 04. looking at receiver in long silence before looking away. 05. silently leaves a folded note on the table in front of the other. 06. touches the others arm but pulls back out of guilt.

𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 -

01. slams fist onto a table without saying a word. 02. exhaling sharply through their nose and clenching their jaw. 03. throws an object across the room. 04. crossing their arms tightly, digging fingers into their own skin. 05. pacing the room with heavy steps. 06. glares at the other with a clenched fist.

𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 -

01. gently pushing stray hair behind the others ear. 02. resting their forehead against the others. 03. cups the others face with both hands. 04. pressing a kiss to the others forehead in silence. 05. lingering touches against the others face. 06. wraps their arms around the other from behind and rests their head on the others shoulder.

𝐬𝐚𝐝𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 -

01. wiping their eyes before someone can notice. 02. pressing their face into a pillow to muffle sobs. 03. pulls the other into a desperate hug and wont let go. 04. silently reaching for the others hand, needing comfort. 05. walks into the room with red-rimmed eyes and no words.

𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 -

01. spins the other around without warning in a hug. 02. links arms with the other and tugs them along happily. 03. provides the other with a handmade gift. 04. tackles the other in a sudden and joyful hug. 05. kisses the others cheek unexpectedly and grins.

𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐫 -

01. backing away slowly and looking for exits. 02. hiding behind the other and peeking around. 03. flinches at sudden movement from the other. 04. presses their back against the wall with eyes darting around the room. 05. jumps at a noise and instinctively grabs the others hand.

𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠

01. tucks a blanket gently around the other person's shoulders. 02. applies a bandage with slow and deliberate care. 03. brings them food and water and watches to ensure they eat. 04. runs fingers through their hair in efforts to soothe. 05. rubs soothing circles on the others back while they cry. 06. stays silently by the others side in support without saying a word.

𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠

01. raises a hand but hesitates. 02. grips the others arm a bit too tightly. 03. pushes the other away with more force than necessary. 04. turns their back on the other to begin walking away without a word. 05. rips a shared photo in half without a word. 06. steps in closely with cold and narrowed eyes.

[deadn30n]

Donate to Help me escape abuse and finally start living my life, organized by Alexandra Ide

My name is Alexandra! I'm 34 years old and AuDHD, as well as dis… Alexandra Ide needs your support for Help me escape abuse and finally st

hi everyone, this is the last time i'm having to ebeg on the internet for help 🫶

to keep a long story short, because most of you already know, i've been living in an abusive cesspool for the last 8 months with a family member who lied and said they wanted to help me. instead, that lie turned into physical, emotional, and verbal abuse on a day to day basis

the good news?

on top of landing a very good job,

i've officially been approved for an apartment!

however, even with my good paying job, it would still take me roughly three months of trying to save to be able to move, since they want a hefty deposit ( 2.4k ). so, i made the gofundme to help.

below the cut i'm going to provide proof of my acceptance into the apartments as well as proof of the abuse, because while my mutuals know i'm not a bullshitter, i'm sure this will reach dashboards of non mutuals and i want to be as transparent as possible. so please, PLEASE be careful for TW for multiple forms of abuse.

if you can't donate that's ok! just spreading this around really helps me, thank you so much 💕 i just want to be free already i'm so fucking tired of all this shit

i know this shit tiny af just click it to enlarge it

alright, and now i'm offering photographs as well as pictures. please use discretion when viewing, especially if abuse triggers you easily. my uncle nothing short of insane and in the video you can hear him hit me pretty hard in the back

for anyone wondering; i have contacted the police. there is an open report against him. however, they haven't done shit to help me and realistically, i'd lose where i'm living if he went to jail which is why i refrained. i more than likely will be pursuing proper legal action after i've moved out and am safe in my new apartment

this is just one of the many bruises he's left on me. it's hard to see but it's a full five fingers + palm from when he grabbed me and tried to shove me down the stairs in a fit of rage for showering. yes, showering. you heard that right :/

this video is pointed at my desk to avoid him knowing i was recording him. i have several that i've used as evidence in my police report

[stareats]

hi! i made a bingo card for lumi for fun :3 feel free to send it in with however many your muse fits!

[felisfuscus]

meow. i mean, hi. give this a little LIKE &. REBLOG if you're interested in interacting with an indie &. extremely private portrayal of LYNEY from mihoyo's GENSHIN IMPACT. as conjured by ciel. rarely follows first &. primarily friends only, but i'm open to branching out to some new folk, so let's make it happen!