𝗋𝖾𝖿𝗈𝗋𝗀𝖾𝖽 & 𝗋𝖾𝖻𝗂𝗋𝗍𝗁.

𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘦𝘮𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘦.

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#DEADN30N:      […]       an independent  &&  semi-private multimuse written by Autumn. 34. she/he/they      […]       featuring an alternate take on    Forgemaster Yingxing    from the gacha game Honkai Star Rail. low activity, minimal graphics, oc  &&  crossover friendly. duplicate friendly. franchises you may see on this blog include:  Dead N30n  (  my upcoming novel  ),  Honkai Star Rail,  Genshin Impact,  The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System, League of Legends, etc. please ensure you read my rules before interacting. dark themes will be present here.

✧ 、·⋆。   𝐈. carrd.       𝐈𝐈. tba

𝘩𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩:     @cloudhymn / @acesleuth + @hatefueled / @etherealguard / @everlastiingiimmortals / @goldenfists / @viteoublies / @deadlincs ( @tewwor ) / @reversescale ( && all blogs ) / @lovesfolly / @avaere / @dominicus / @starspurn / @darkbets / @resolutepath / @faeloriah

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love that today was my early day ( i worked 8am-3pm ) and i had so many plans to do stuff after work but instead slept 3hrs as soon as i got home because i had a pounding migraine like ok bitch thanks

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as an fyi, because i really don't have a lot of time to be here most of the time, if you want to write, i do on discord and respond much, much quicker there. you're always free to ask for my discord and i love making lil servers where it's relaxed and without the pressure of tumblr writing / formatting

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i'm sad. not for any irl reason, but because i've been awake exactly 1 whole hour and all i've thought about is how much yingxing adored dan feng and probably would've done silly things like hug his fat tail or coddle his lizard form

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last night i had this adorable couple request i write on a chocolate disk for the birthday cake they were buying. mind you, i'm not a cake decorater in any capacity, and my normal handwriting looks like chicken scratch, so i warned them i can try and it might look terrible. but when i finished and took it over there and handed it to them, they were praising how well it looked for my first time and i'm still thinking about that this morning

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getting ready to leave early for work bc i wanted to get some food before i go in and i forgot our town is fucking eclipsed by the smoke and if i step foot outside for more than a minute my entire body explodes

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when i tell ya'll how much i love ashblade and how badly i want to ship it

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good morning i'm back on my old man agenda but are we really shocked. besides, yingxing's always been the poster child of this blog and my babie

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✧˖°🌊°˖✧  𝐂𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐈𝐀𝐋𝐒 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐑𝐔𝐈𝐍 ✧˖°🌊°˖✧ ··· a collection of wild hearts, divine violence, drowning in devotion & dancing with ghosts roleplay sentence starters inspired by FLORENCE + THE MACHINE. genre: gothic romance, mythic yearning, destructive love, spiritual hunger.

• I've been raising hell just to get your attention. • You're the only thing I've ever worshipped, and look where it got me. • I can feel it in my bones — something's coming, something big. • Every demon wants his pound of flesh, and I think I'm ready to pay. • Tell me, what does it feel like to be loved gently? • I would've followed you into the dark. I did follow you into the dark. • The saints can't help me now; I've already made my choice. • I've got too much blood on my hands to hold yours. • You keep asking me to be softer, but I was born with a storm in my chest. • I don't pray anymore, except when I'm thinking of you. • What kind of goddess would accept a sacrifice like me? • The violence inside me has a name now — it's yours. • You say you want honesty? I'm a holy fool and a shipwreck all at once. • I can't tell if this is love or just another way to destroy myself. • The birds are circling. That's never a good sign. • I danced with the devil and he gave me your name. • I've been digging my own grave since the day we met. • There's a drumming in my chest, and it's not my heartbeat. • How much of my soul did I sell to have this one night with you? • The water's rising and I'm not sure I want to swim anymore. • You can't save me. I don't even think I want you to try. • I've been screaming your name into the void. Did you hear me? • They say love is patient, but mine has teeth. • I was born in a thunderstorm, and I'll die in one too. • You touched me and I swear I saw god for a second. • I'm not afraid of the fall. I'm afraid of how much I want it. • The hunger in me doesn't have a cure, does it? • Every chain I break just wraps around my throat in a different way. • I would burn the whole world down if it meant keeping you warm. • You say my name like it's a prayer. I say yours like it's a curse. • I'm shaking the bells and calling the hounds — are you coming or not? • There's something ritualistic about the way we ruin each other. • I've been baptized in regret so many times I've lost count. • The violence of the divine — that's what this feels like. • I can't tell where I end and you begin anymore. • You wanted a lover, but I came armed for war. • I've been howling at the moon, hoping you'd hear me from wherever you are. • The ghosts of everyone I used to be are watching us right now. • I need you to understand: I am not delicate. I am not soft. • The reckoning is coming. I can taste it in the air. • You look at me like I'm salvation. I look at you like you're the end. • There's a ceremony in this chaos — can you feel it?

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oof....... ough..... my back

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get you a creature that can do both honestly

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also being an oc x canon shipper is just signing yourself up for suffering because there are SO MANY canon characters i can envision Solstice with but i'm far too shy to approach anyone about shipping with their canons because i worry my oc might not be all that interesting

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i haven't done the new patch yet bc work so no spoilies ty but i had to get her immediately she is the love of my life

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just a teeny tiny update that: hi! i'm doing ok. yesterday was my first official day of work at the bakery and it was honestly very fun. i got a glowing review from both the lady training me as well as the owner who, for some reason, has been tagging along in my progress ( i'm not complaining, i'm actually honored bc the guy is an angel. not something you'd expect from a business owner but to be fair this is also a single store and not a chain so it's waaaay better treatment ) anyway. i'm doing good, i'm giving myself the week to get adjusted and see how my schedule will be before i start planning out how i'm going to fit the rest of my hobbies into what i do, since my schedule is a bit awkward ( i work afternoons into the evening, no later than 9pm ). otherwise i'm doing great actually. the demon did not get arrested bc i ran into complications with authorities ( are we shocked in this day and age ) but he also figured out real quick not to fuck with me now that there's an open case against him so he hasn't acknowledged my presence in the past day and a half. and good. don't fucking talk to me. but that's it, that's my update, i love ya'll and i'm on discord if you wanna reach me c: just know that between the hours of 2pm EST - 9pm EST i do not look at my phone as the business has a strict no phone policy that i comply with

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Why are you posting about this on tumblr??

you want my honest answer anon?

because if anything happens to me, there needs to be a trail of some sort. when i say my situation is dire, i mean that my mother has text messages of him talking about how badly he wants to kill me. in the video i submitted to the police, you can audibly hear him calling me evil, the antichrist, and that i deserve to 'be put through the floor'.

there are also friends who have helped me financially that i want to keep updated. my following is small here on purpose so i want to ensure that the people that care about me, can consistently hear from me because i'm not always available via discord.

i'm loathe to put my life on blast but at this point it's a necessity in the event something does happen. personally i'd rather keep it to myself as i have been for these past six months, but the escalation just can't be ignored anymore. if i'm danger, if something happens, i want people to know. it's the same reason i have a VOD on my twitch from the first incident.

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good morning hopefully the demon is getting arrested today <3

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hi, this is urgent. please read.

i apologize, i know i just asked for help not that long ago but my life is literally in danger right now.

i've filed a police report against my uncle for domestic violence. he was hitting me pretty hard today. i took video of it, which i am submitting as evidence for a court case.

the police have urged me to find a safe place to stay for a few nights but at present, i do not have anywhere. as ya'll know, i've been fighting with having stable income and finally got a job which i'll be starting tomorrow.

so essentially i just need help securing a hotel room as well as ubers for a few days. idk how much it'll cost but i estimate around the $300-$400 range. i'm sorry for asking but he has quite literally threatened to kill me and i'm terrified. most days i'm hidden in our basement so i don't have to deal with him. i haven't been eating or sleeping

my cashapp is $prsol1

i do have paypal but it's overdrawn at present. i have zelle as well it's tied to my phone number, which i can divulge privately.

anything donated will be paid back once i get my first paycheck in two weeks.

thank you for hearing me out and again, i'm sorry for e-begging but the situation has escalated beyond what i imagined