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Leonard McCoy. Senior Medical Officer aboard the Enterprise, and apparently the only one on this ship with any shred of common sense. I only got this blog to make Jim stop harassing me about being old fashioned. [[Please check the "Rules" page before starting a new RP with me, just so you know what you're getting into.]] [[Indie RP blog set in the Star Trek multi-verse.]] [[All ships are welcome.]] [[Not always safe for work.]] [[Muse and mun are 18+]]

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Ugh I'm sorry I've been slow at replying guys.  I've been really preoccupied and tired lately.  I swear I haven't forgotten about replying, I just need a little break.

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♥ - What does ‘love’ mean to them? 

For McCoy, love has a lot to do with comfort.  Leonard's life is shit, and he really just needs to be reminded that he's worthy of being loved.  He hates being vulnerable, though, so he does his best to shut people out, keep them away.  Whoever loves McCoy needs to be able to see past his callousness and troubled heart, while helping him cope with his problems.

❤ - Do they have a love interest?

I believe that Kirk is McCoy's true love.  Jim is everything that kept him going when there was clearly nothing of worth living for.  I ship him with a couple other people too, but I believe that McCoy's perfect match is with James T. Kirk.

♣ - What is one thing that they find embarrassing? (About them, others, things in general)

McCoy hates talking about his emotions, and prefers to take care of them himself.  He doesn't really mind other people's feelings, but he hates showing his "weakness" to others.

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♥ - What does ‘love’ mean to them? 

♠ - What are they afraid of?

♦ - What is one thing about them that they are most proud of?

♣ - What is one thing that they find embarrassing? (About them, others, things in general)

★ - Do they prefer daytime or nighttime and why?

☾- Are they prone to nightmares or dreamless sleep?

☼ - Something that/Someone who makes them happy.

☁ - If they’re caught out in the rain how do they react?

♪ - Are they musically inclined? 

♫ - What kind of music do they enjoy?

✓ - How do they react to praise?

✕ - How do they handle rejection?

☺ - Do they prefer sour or sweet treats?

❄ -  Favourite season and why?

☮ - Do they have an idol or someone they look up to?

❤ - Do they have a love interest?

✖ - Who is someone they just cannot stand?

♔ - Do they value loyalty?

♕ - Do they trust easily?

☠ - How do they react to death?

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Be back later tonight.  Feel free to send me starters or asks :)

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Mafia!au starter (rated T, I guess, but everything can happen!)

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Being a son of Russian immigrants in USA is not easy, it’s actually quite hard. Years passed since the end of the Cold War, but Americans still don’t trust Russians - and this means poverty. Not “starving, begging" kind of poverty - but “it’s either food or new clothes" kind of poverty.

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- It’s not like your men vere… Subtle. - he pointed out - Ower fifteen in tvo months? But I appreciate your concern, mister, and also ze fact you decided to wisit me in person.

Feeling a bit nervous he cleared his throat. Yes, he was expecting a visit like this - but when it happened he suddenly didn’t know what to do, what to say, how to behave.

He made his decision long time ago. If someone offers me a better job - I will take it. It’s not like I have any other choice.

- I am not going to use zis “ooohhh, but I am so young" excuse. - he added after a while - I am young, but I am good at vhat I do. Wery good. So let’s just say I accept your offer.

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Leonard smiled to himself.  I like this kid, he thought.

"I'm glad you know what's good for you, kid.  You'll be working for me personally."  He paused for a moment, weighing the options.  "But you'll have to move out of your house.  Live with me, at least for the first month.  By the time the month is over, you'll have enough money to move your parents into a nicer house... then, if you want, you can go back to them or live in a place of your own.  Consider it a trial period.  You'll be watched closely by me, work a few jobs.  When the month's over, I'll determine how you'll be the most useful to me and my people."

At Pavel's door, Leonard held out a card.  DOC MCCOY, it read, followed an address on the East side of town.  "I expect you here by sundown.  Pack everything you'll want and bring it.  If you don't show up..." Leonard trailed off ominously.  "Just be sure to come."

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Amber nodded, she understood being scared of something you didn’t understand.  Most of the time, the one person that was the most scared of Amber, was herself.  She hated the way that she was, but it was something that she had learned to deal with when she was growing up.  Of course, dealing with it alone meant that it had left scars on her that she fought hard to keep hidden.

"I’m hoping things might change, while I’m here.  I don’t want to still be thought of as a freak or the weird kid."

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"Well, if you have any problems with people, you let me know.... You seem like a nice girl.  I wouldn't want anyone to harm or hassle with you."  He smiled compassionately and let down his walls a little bit.  "I'll make sure you do alright here.  It's important to me."

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Jim plonked himself down in the seat next to Bones. "Eh - Alpha shift finished and I'm a little bored."

"Alpha shift's over already?" Leonard asked as he checked his wristwatch.  "Jeez."  He rubbed his eyes groggily.  "Time flies when you're trying to stay sober."

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"Hello Bones."

McCoy looked up from his paperwork, smiling at the sound of his captain's voice.  "Hey, Jim.  What's up?"

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Amberlynn-Chase and StarfleetDoctorMcCoy RP

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Leonard smiled and started to feel a little better.  This girl seemed sincere, and he appreciated her patience.  "Is it ever a problem for you?  This…gift of yours?"  He couldn’t imagine the complications her power must hold, how many hurt feelings and self-conscious nights she’d had before learning to filter her intake.  Mind reading probably felt more like a curse than a gift most of the time, he reasoned sympathetically.

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Amber looked down, it had been.  God, it had been a huge pain in the ass growing up, still was sometimes.  “Well, it can be.  Like a moment ago, when you kind of screamed your thoughts, I couldn’t help but hear that.  And sometimes, if I’m sick or something along those lines, I can’t turn it off.  Which is why I normally stay away from people when I’m sick."

She ran a hand through her hair and sighed, “It was worse growing up.  I didn’t really have friends or anything, most everyone knew that there was something…off about me.  As people tended to put it."

Hell, she didn’t have friends when she was growing up.  She didn’t even have a boyfriend or anyone that was ever remotely interested in her.  But, it wasn’t something that she normally let people know about.  It was stupid.

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"Well," Leonard sighed, "people avoid the things that make them nervous.  It's a defense mechanism, but it also hinders their growth."  He smiled somewhat sadly, "People don't like feeling vulnerable.  And I see where their coming from....  But still, I know where you're coming from too.  Isolation is a painful thing, and it's bad for the psyche."  Leonard suddenly wished he had a whiskey in his hand.  Most of his isolation was self-induced, but it was also self-destructive.  He'd spent his entire life pushing people away, and although it was his own choice, it had resulted in nothing but pain and suffering.

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"No, no.  I’m sorry," Leonard said shaking his head.  "I couldn’t control my reaction, and that was insensitive.  I promise I’ll work on it."

"Besides," he added, “if Starfleet has you here, they must have you here for a reason.  Your powers are useful to them on some level, and I guess I’m just gonna have to take it on good faith."   He tried to give her a reassuring grin, but he figured it probably wasn’t very convincing.  After a pause, he added severely, “Just so you know, if your mind-readin’ endangers any of the crew or my captain in any way, you’ll have to answer to me for it.  And I’m not nearly so soft and friendly as I look.  Just making sure we’re clear on that."

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Amber nodded, “Of course, Dr. McCoy.  I would never do anything that would endanger anyone.  Like I said, I can turn it off.  And it will be off for the most part, the only reason I have to use it is if a patient can’t tell me something."

She understood his threat.  It was good to know that he cared about his crew enough to say something.  Amber had learned to control her powers, and she wasn’t going to let herself mess up and get someone hurt or anything else.

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Leonard smiled and started to feel a little better.  This girl seemed sincere, and he appreciated her patience.  "Is it ever a problem for you?  This...gift of yours?"  He couldn't imagine the complications her power must hold, how many hurt feelings and self-conscious nights she'd had before learning to filter her intake.  Mind reading probably felt more like a curse than a gift most of the time, he reasoned sympathetically.

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She froze, unable to speak. McCoy, who she had been crushing on like a school girl, has literally inches away from her. "I-I-I..." Her face turned yellow again and she stopped trying to speak.

"Oh come on," Leonard said into her ear.  His voice was deep and gravely, resonating like a low growl.  "I’m starting to think you’re the one who needs convincing."  He grinned and placed his lips on her skin, kissing her ears and neck gently.