diva

i post whatever i write <3

[stargirlruins]

Please don't ever become a stranger whose name is etched on my lips, a muse who inspires my words, a story I pen but never share.

[stargirlruins]

वो तुझे अपनी ज़िंदगी में प्राथमिकता देना नहीं चाहता,

He doesn't want to prioritize you in his life,

फिर भी तू उसके लिए इतना कुछ कर रही है,

Despite that, you're doing so much for him,

तो फिर तू उसकी ज़िंदगी में घुसने की कोशिश क्यों कर रही है?

Then why are you trying to fit into his life?

मुझे तुझे जाने देना चाहिए,

I should let you go,

पर मैं तुझसे प्यार करती हूँ,

But I love you,

प्यार करती हूँ, प्यार करती हूँ, यह प्यार मेरी जान है।

Love, love, love you, this love is my life.

मैं तेरे लिए इंतज़ार करूँगी,

I'll wait for you,

यहाँ तक कि हमेशा के लिए,

Even if it means forever,

पर मैं कभी नहीं आएगी,

But I'll never come,

जब तक तू नहीं आएगा,

Until you come to me.

तेरे बिना ज़िंदगी सुनी है,

Life without you is empty,

पर तेरे साथ जीना मेरा सपना है।

But living with you is my dream.

[somebodyssongbird]

I thought I saw him walking by Out of the corner of my eye Just a trick of the light A trick of the mind It was just a little cloud Casting a fleeting shroud A phantom little lie He was not conjured from the sky But for a second I had hoped Which I have never since allowed

[stargirlruins]

i'm a foolish mess for you

[stargirlruins]

I'm losing my appetite. I do not like to eat my favourite food anymore. I want to sleep, but cannot sleep. I want to talk, but do not want to open my mouth. I want someone to understand me, but I do not want a soul near me. I want someone to love me tell me I can be loved but I know there will not be a soul here to tell me such. I do not want to breathe a second but this foolish hope keeps me waiting, maybe one day, as I lay in my bed looking to the empty side next to me,

you will be there and my life will just not be so miserable anymore.

[stargirlruins]

ਤੇਰੇ ਤੇ ਮੈਂ ਵਾਰੀ ਜਾਵਾਂ

I dedicate my life to you

ਤੇਰੇ ਗੂੰਨ ਗਾਵਾਂ ਮੈਂ

How I sing your praises

ਤੇਰੇ ਬਿਨ ਜੀ ਲੱਗਦਾ ਨਹੀਂ ਹੈ, ਬਸ ਤੈਨੂੰ ਚਾਹਵਾਹ ਮੈਂ ਹੁਣ ਰਾਵਾਂ ਮੋਹ

Without you, my heart is numb, all I want is to have you, turn around for me, won't you

ਹੁਣ ਤੇ ਰੋਜ਼ ਤੈਨੂੰ ਚਾਹੰਦੇ ਚਾਹੰਦੇ ਤੇਰੇ ਹੁਸਨ ਤੇ ਮਾਰਦੇ ਅਸੀਂ

Each day, your beauty leaves me more undone

ਰੋਜ਼ ਕਿ ਕਰੀਏ ਸਾਜਨਾ ਬੋਲ?

Tell me how to survive, my love

ਤੇਰੇ ਹੀ ਝੋਲ ਉਤੇ ਨੱਚਦੇ ਸਾਰੇ

Your presence enchants all who surround you

ਤੇਰੇ ਪਿਆਰ ਚ ਕਰੀਏ ਕਿ ਹੁਣ ਬੋਲ ਸਾਜਨਾ ਕਯਾ ਆਵਾਂ ਕੋਲ?

Now that I’ve fallen for you, what am I to do?

My love, can I come a little closer?

~~Jhol from Coke Studios Pakistan by Maanu and Annural Khalid

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

seriously

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Jenny Slate, Little Weirds

[gildedloveletters]

for that reason, let me love you don't mind my desperation let me hold you, not just for vacation but for real and for forever make it real life let me be a real wife to you girlfriend, lover, mother, friend i adore you — ldr

[schuylerpeck]

“Consider this: we fuck with the lights on. You trace the flat shape of my breasts when I lay down. We keep the windows open because the rain smells like the closest we’ve ever been to Heaven. We watch the ferns drip like they’re heavy with honey. I cut red peppers in the kitchen. You put on every song we’ve ever fallen in love to. I’m beginning to lose the difference between our skin. I’m cold when you’re shivering. I ache when you’re lonely. I can feel the warmth in your pink, fluttering heart, and I hold it in my hands.”

— Schuyler Peck, On A Long Weekend

[mournfulroses]

Anne Sexton, from a letter featured in Anne Sexton; A Self-Portrait In Letters

[mournfulroses]

Anne Sexton, from a letter featured in Anne Sexton; A Self-Portrait In Letters

[stargirlruins]

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[stargirlruins]

call me, tell me you need me every second of the day like i need you. do you think of me? do you want me? did you ever want me? am i not her anymore? am i stupid for loving you?

[stargirlruins]

Only if I could say it

Glance at my heart, you'll see

What I still have for you.

You're so long gone but it still feels like April

Back when the flowers bloomed

And you weren't just a stranger that I once knew.

[stargirlruins]

i see you in my dreams, curious as ever i'll ever see. and when it vanishes, i see the dim light from the window, an empty side of my bed and an unsent text that you never got to read

[stargirlruins]

i love you i love you i love you i love you so fucking much. i cant explain. but i know if you'll ever leave, i'll never be able to look at anyone else. i just need you but if you're okay without me, i won't say a word. you can leave. it may torn me apart but i will not stop you. you can go, like all my hopes and dreams went. like my affection for you went. maybe this is why it all happened. to just once again, to be shown that i'm not desired. that no matter what I'd do, you'd never want me. you needing me was a far way thought, i realised you don't even want me. but for me, you're the oxygen that i breathe, the water that i drink, the food i eat.