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Chapter 202
"The first son of Apeto has arrived."
Upon hearing the awaited fish had bitten the bait and come, Kishiar's eyes shifted.
"Indeed... he arrived at a perfect time. Has Revlin been informed of his arrival?"
"Yes. He was notified right before the guest arrived. He said he would wait within the lodging to come at your immediate call."
The youngest of the Apeto house, the third son Revlin, was living freely within the Cavalry as a temporary member, but he never forgot his original place. Kishiar had already warned Revlin, anticipating Aishes from the Apeto House would visit the Cavalry sometime.
"Good. It's unlikely I'll need to call him, but just in case."
Kishiar, satisfied, nodded and headed towards the Cavalry quarters.
Aishes Shand Apeto, the first son of the Apeto House, arrived, his face concealed by a cape, accompanied only by a single servant. The young man waiting in the guest reception room, unable to hide his tension, jumped to his feet at the sight of Kishiar in training attire entering the room, flanked by Nathan and Yuder.
"I apologize for visiting so suddenly, Your Highness. Due to avoiding the gaze of my family, I found it difficult to notify you in advance."
"That's fine. It's rather I who should apologize for greeting a guest in such attire due to training. Please, come in."
Yuder followed them, scrutinizing Aishes' face discreetly. His features didn't much resemble his other brothers', but his noticeable golden eyes and sensitive demeanor made their shared bloodline instantly apparent.
He had seen his letters and heard much about him, but this was the first time he had seen Aishes in person, in this life or the previous.
'So this is eldest sibling Aishes... He does look frail indeed. The servant he brought seems quite strong... probably not an Awakener, maybe a disguised knight.'
Though Aishes was trying his best to climb the stairs with dignity, to avoid being underestimated by Kishiar, his increasingly labored breath could not be hidden. It was pitiable to see the noble youth struggling even under the weight of his expensive cape. Yuder, taking his eyes off him, quietly continued his stride.
"Firstly... I'd like to inform you that, upon our independent investigation of Lenore's body, our Apeto family has concluded that there was no discrepancy with what Duke Peletta stated at the funeral."
Finally arriving at the Commander's room, Aishes, looking considerably more tired than before, drained a cup of water before opening his mouth.
"In fact, before Lenore ended up this way, the Bright Palace had sent commemorative gifts for the harvest festival separately to my residence where I stay and to the Apeto main residence. Since the gifts were sent secretly, both my father and I were unaware that the other had received such a gift."
Inside the gifts sent from the Bright Palace, where the Crown Prince resided, was a poem subtly implying a desire for a good relationship regardless of the surroundings and expensive medicinal herbs for the body.
Aishes naturally assumed the gift was sent by the Diarca family using the Crown Prince's name. If they were favoring Aishes over Lenore, his competitor, then it was only right to join hands with them.
Duke Apeto also harbored similar thoughts. The only minor difference was that he had perceived his involvement in the trial linked to the Apeto family as a promise of significant assistance from the Diarca family in the future. But circumstances changed following Lenore's funeral.
If the person who had killed Lenore was Kishiar, as initially suspected, they could have exerted pressure on the Emperor by joining forces with the Crown Prince and the Diarca family, tilting the trial in their favor. However, Kishiar himself appeared at Lenore's funeral, dramatically revealing that he was not the killer and presenting irrefutable evidence that the real culprit was the Crown Prince, who had plotted against him.
The funeral attendees were loose-lipped, and rumors spread rapidly. Some still suspected Kishiar, but the majority believed that the Crown Prince had conspired with the Diarca family to deceive Apeto.
As Duke Apeto thought the same, he was understandably furious. Repeated examinations of Lenore's body only proved Kishiar's innocence. The Crown Prince, whom he had contacted to ascertain the truth, only denied any involvement and did not provide any solid evidence. Even though the Diarca family claimed they were not involved, Duke Apeto did not believe them.
'Of course, Lenore's death might have given me some advantage in the trial! But I cannot accept the fact that that young Crown Prince has belittled Apeto to such an extent! How dare the Diarca family pit us against the Emperor openly? If not for them, this wouldn't have happened.'
Duke Apeto, who had always criticized the arrogance of the Diarca family, especially after the Crown Prince's coronation, hardened his heart against them after Lenore's funeral. His temporary tolerance, thinking that Diarca might assist during the trial, froze over completely.
'How much of a laughingstock must we have been for them to pull something like this?'
Rationally, even after this incident, it might have been right to collaborate with the Diarca family or the Crown Prince. But the Crown Prince's cruel and humiliating assassination of Lenore, and his subsequent casual contact with the Apeto family as if seeking an opportunity for friendly relations, added insult to injury for the already fiery Duke Apeto.
The undercurrent of conflict surrounding the Crown Prince's nomination had already severely upset him years ago, and this incident opened those wounds again. Duke Apeto was adamant that the issue was directly tied to the family's honor.
'How can we trust their words when the foundation of our trust has been shaken? Rather than focusing on winning this trial, Apeto should aim to minimize losses. Fighting fiercely would only drain our energy and benefit Diarca! Preserving our strength for the future should be our priority.'
Aishes, the heir to the family, agreed with Duke Apeto. But at the same time, he saw the family decision to not confront the trial head-on as the perfect opportunity to overthrow his father.
Following Lenore's funeral, there were discussions within the Apeto family about revitalizing the family atmosphere through this incident and adopting a healthy heir from outside the family.
The apparent reason was the frail health of Aishes and the absence of Revlin, which were deemed inadequate to secure the succession. But everyone knew the real reason - Duke Apeto had pulled strings to promote his illegitimate child.
Feeling pleased with the established succession, Aishes was deeply unsettled by this maneuver. He knew the Duke of Apeto had no affection for any of his children, but he didn't expect him to strike him in the back like this, especially when the succession was practically decided.
In the end, it seemed both parties had used the trial as an excuse to attack each other. Upon learning this, Aishes’ resolution quickened.
His perennial weak body was always a hindrance. He felt a sense of urgency to claim the dukedom as soon as possible when his body was in better shape. What came to mind then was the healthy-looking Revlin he saw at the funeral, and Duke Peletta standing beside him.
'After all, considering teaming up with him was part of my initial plan.'
Aishes briefly reported this situation to Kishiar.
"My father has been greatly affected by this incident, and his judgment has declined considerably. He is constantly worried about my health and speaks oddly. As his child, it is quite distressing. Therefore, if the Duke remembers the letter I previously sent, I'd like to offer some help on this matter."
"I've always thought so, but you really are a filial son."
Kishiar responded with a soft smile. Aishes was momentarily mesmerized by his smile before he frowned and regained his senses. That skinny duke certainly had extraordinary looks.
"I appreciate your sentiment. Seeing you again reminds me of the funeral day. Even when the Emperor expressed concern about the incidents that day, the Duke of Diarca refused to stop spreading false rumors, despite being asked to halt."
"I have already heard about this from Apeto."
Aishes nodded, furrowing his brow. Yuder, who had not known about this matter, listened carefully.
"If you intend to apply the old saying that silence is the closest brother to oblivion here, I would disagree. Apeto's pride won't go down that easily. How could Duke Peletta, whose honor has been damaged, just bury this matter?"
"If it's your wisdom, I believed you would come to such a conclusion. I have no doubts about your intentions."
He was convinced that they could continue to have a good relationship. Kishiar extended his hand to the side, and Nathan Zuckerman, as if waiting, respectfully placed a small box in his hand. It was one of the two boxes Yuder had seen the day before, the one containing the thirst-inducing poisonous mushroom.
"Do you know what this is?"
"No."
"It's a mushroom that a servant of the Bright Palace smuggled in the day before the party. If you dry it, grind it, and dissolve it in water, it's absorbed into the body and induces thirst."
Aishes's eyes narrowed at Kishiar's words.
"I see. This is... We tried to find the ingredient, but the news was slow and it was frustrating."
"I'll give this as a gift in celebration of today's meeting. Will you accept it?"
Chapter 203
"Are you... giving this to me?"
Kishiar nodded, catching sight of Aishes's skeptical gaze. His smile was simply beautiful, free of any discernible intentions. For a moment, Aishes's golden eyes wavered, revealing a greedy gasp.
The mushroom, as Kishiar described it, was a poison yet unknown to the world. Meaning, as he'd said just before, if dried and turned into powder, it could be used to kill anyone in the same way that Lenore had been killed.
Even his father, Duke Apeto.
"But... how can I accept something so precious that Your Highness must have had trouble acquiring?"
Unabashedly exposing his greedy eyes, Aishes showed a hint of refusal as a matter of courtesy. Kishiar, knowing his intention, responded with a warm smile.
"You've gone through a lot of trouble to come here, shouldn't I at least offer this much? After all, I've merely managed to obtain something earlier than it would've been available in Apeto. Consider this a small favor from me. Please, don't decline."
"In that case...... I accept. I am deeply grateful for Your Highness's consideration and wisdom."
Aishes accepted the box with more grace and courtesy than anyone else. He struggled to keep a cold smile from creeping onto his lips.
"I will investigate this thoroughly, even if only to avenge Lenore's death."
"I would be pleased if it helped."
"In fact, I also brought a gift for today's meeting, albeit a small one."
"Oh? What is it?"
Showing interest, Kishiar watched as Aishes accepted something from a servant standing beside him.
"Here."
The object he placed on the table was a folded piece of paper that seemed rather ordinary at first glance. To show that it had no traps or devices, he broke the seal and unfolded it right in front of Kishiar's eyes.
"It's a request sent to my father at the time when Lenore and my uncle Beltrail decided to study the Awakeners together. It includes the proposed research site, resident servants, material supply routes, and the estimated costs and items needed. My father gave his approval with a seal. It could be useful in the trial."
"Incredible."
Kishiar admired softly as he picked up the paper.
"Where did you get it from? It would've been the first thing your family tried to get rid of."
"Originally, it was something my uncle Beltrail had hidden in his own room within the mansion. After his downfall, while cleaning his room, a priest who happened to be connected to me found it first."
He was lucky, Aishes simply stated, but Yuder standing behind him subtly sensed the bloodshed that lay hidden behind those words.
'He says it like that, but he must've shed a lot of blood to find that and keep it safe until now.'
That piece of paper was the most concrete evidence that Duke Apeto had openly supported the research of Lenore and Beltrail. A chill involuntarily ran down his spine at Aishes Shand Apeto's calm demeanor, who was passing the weapon to strike his father's back to his enemy, all the while wearing an unaffected smile.
"Thank you. I gratefully accept this valuable gift."
Kishiar folded the paper and flipped it over to Yuder. It was Yuder standing on the left, not the formidable Nathan on the right. Yuder involuntarily turned his eyes toward Nathan. It was a situation where Nathan could have been upset, thinking that their lord had rated Yuder's strength higher than his. However, Nathan only nodded his head silently and showed no significant change.
'...The Red Stone Incident really made a lasting impression.'
Yuder silently accepted the paper from Kishiar's hand.
"And this, I haven't fully confirmed yet, but I thought I should mention it just in case."
As soon as Yuder took the paper, Aishes lowered his voice and opened his mouth.
"There are rumors flowing within the family that my father might secretly send a nocturnal visitor to the Bright Palace soon."
"A nocturnal visitor?"
"Yes. Isn't it well-known that people of the Apeto family have a temperament as volatile as fire for generations?"
As if he were talking about someone else, even though he was one of the Apetos, Aishes spoke.
"From this incident, I heard whispers of several servant corpses being secretly cleared out from that room. It suggests that he is quite upset. His judgment seems clouded, so he might really do it. It's just a rumor, but it's truly worrisome."
Aishes was talking in a roundabout way, but the 'rumor' he spoke of was hardly just a rumor.
'So the Duke of Apeto is planning to send an assassin to the palace where Prince Katchian lives. He's giving this information in such a way.'
The smile on Kishiar's face grew even deeper.
"That's... quite worrisome indeed."
"Yes. As his son, it's not my place to step forward, but I hope that you, Duke Peletta, will reveal the clear truth on our behalf."
"I will make sure to do so."
To an outside observer, it was a truly beautiful conversation.
'So, is it over now?'
They had exchanged gifts, confirmed each other's intentions, and now it seemed time to stand up. But for some reason, Aishes did not rise from his seat just yet. He requested a warm tea instead of water and kept glancing around the room. His eyes seemed to be looking for something.
Kishiar, watching him, casually opened his mouth.
"Speaking of which... you've come all this way. Would you like to meet Revlin? It was so sudden, I didn't even think about arranging a meeting between you two."
"Ah..."
Aishes flinched slightly, a subtle expression on his face at the mention of Revlin. Yuder did not miss the hint of jealousy that crossed his eyes.
"No, rather than that. Well......"
The frail young man, his eyes shifting, seemed to make a decision and opened his mouth.
"Your Highness, you said that you were deeply impressed by the letter I sent you some time ago."
"I did."
"At that time, I mentioned that while it's essential for those who deserve punishment to receive it through trial, our Apeto heritage......"
Something seemed difficult for Aishes to express aloud, and he paused momentarily, moistening his dry lips.
"... I said that the foolish acts committed by Lenore and Beltrail due to our 'Blood of Blessing' should not be made known to the outside. Do you remember that?"
"I do. Didn't you ask if I could hand over the confiscated research records in the future because of that?"
Aishes' eyebrows twitched at the brisk and direct response.
"Yes... Indeed. You did not provide a clear answer on that matter at the time. Might... might you be able to provide an answer today?"
The conversation unfolded precisely as they had anticipated while reading Aishes's letter earlier. Kishiar had criticized Beltrail, who callously sacrificed the lives of the Awakeners in search of a cure for his frailty, as foolish. But in the end, Aishess was no different.
'Didn't it cross his mind that if Beltrail had succeeded in his research, he wouldn't be in his current predicament?'
The self-serving desire apparent in his gaze made Kishiar's insides churn.
Aishes probably didn't realize it, but the Kishiar sitting before him was also enduring a hereditary issue, fighting persistently. Knowing this fact, the sight of the two sitting across each other appeared even more peculiar in Yuder Aile's eyes.
Yuder silently observed the back of Kishiar, lost in thought. Only after a considerable amount of time had passed, time enough for Aishes to grow anxious from the wait, did he open his mouth with a sigh, resting his chin on his hand.
"Well... it's hard to say for sure right now. Although it's a record I've seized, wouldn't it be difficult to decide such a significant matter at my own discretion? To win the trial, we can't overlook this fact. You know this, right, First Prince?"
"I am aware. But don't you think it's cruel to easily expose the history of pain that a family has carried for a long time, especially a family like Apeto?"
Aishes pleaded, clasping his hands.
"Your Highness, do you not know how much those in the name of Shand Apeto have devoted their bodies and minds to serving the Orr Empire? Even though I could be accused of betraying my father and family, I have carried this pain and come this far. Won't you pity me?"
It was a splendid performance, enough to deceive anyone who didn't know his ulterior motives. But Yuder knew that Kishiar was just as good at playing the game.
"What should we do? This is quite... My heart truly aches."
Kishiar, deep in thought and touching his temples, exhaled deeply. In an instant, a scene unfolded before everyone's eyes, akin to a masterpiece painting dubbed 'The Sun God's Sigh of Despair'.
"No one knows better than I do that the First Prince has come this far, prepared for great sacrifices. How could I ignore such dedication?"
"Then... if that's the case..."
Aishes mumbled blankly. It was pitiful to see him trying hard to focus his eyes, not to faint.
"I can't guarantee, but I will try to convince the court to minimize the reference to that issue. And though it's difficult to hand over the official record..."
Kishiar, who had been trailing off and gazing into space, broke into a smile.
"Don't you know? The way to see the evidence doesn't necessarily involve receiving it from me."
"..."
For a moment, Aishes' expression changed peculiarly.
"I've already sent Beltrail's research records to the court. That's all I can tell you."
"I understand."
Aishes couldn't hide his joyous expression as he quickly stood up from his seat. Yuder felt as though he could guess his next move as clearly as the back of his hand.
'He probably thinks that he can easily get his hands on the evidence submitted to the court by bribing someone.'
"I appreciate your advice, Your Highness. I should be on my way. Given that I had to avoid the family's prying eyes to come here, I cannot stay long..."
"I am aware."
Aishes swiftly disappeared with his servant. His unconcerned demeanor was striking, even though the tea he had requested hadn't arrived yet.
"Yuder, would you return that paper to me?"
As soon as Aishes was gone, Kishiar, who had been tense, relaxed back in his chair and extended his hand toward Yuder. Faced with Kishiar's playful, childlike eyes sparkling with mischief, Yuder handed over the paper and finally broke his silence.
"Sir, did you really send the research records to the court?"
Chapter 204
"Commander, did you truly send the research records to the court?"
"I did. The judges should see the evidence, shouldn't they? Although, they won't get the results that the first prince expected."
Kishiar replied, chuckling as if it were the most natural thing in the world.
'As expected.'
He knew it. He had speculated that the reason Kishiar, who said he wouldn't hand the records over to Aishes, openly threw him a bone was that he'd already tampered with them.
"Did you omit some parts before sending them? Or maybe..."
"I did that, but well... I paid attention to some other areas as well."
A meaningful look surfaced on Kishiar's face. Yuder probed further to confirm the details.
"What other areas are you referring to?"
"I erased some sections, including the observation records of the test subjects who were sacrificed, and replaced them with false information to ensure that those who saw the records wouldn't entertain useless thoughts. I left room for Beltrail's delusions, thinking they might somehow be useful."
Beltrail had not obtained the results he initially desired through his research. Yet the detailed records left behind from the experimentation on the Awakeners had too much potential for misuse. Hence, Kishiar explained, he had not hesitated to remove that part.
"If they accept that the research was in vain, nothing will happen. But if they can't and get greedy, they'll experience something rather unpleasant. And, while I've taken care of this and that... we don't know how things will turn out, so I plan to observe the situation."
In his previous life, there had been no trial revealing the dishonors of the Apeto family, and Lenore's records had disappeared without ever coming to light after he became a duke. But this time was different. The future was unpredictable, with no idea what changes the trial would bring. However, seeing Kishiar's secretive smile, Yuder wasn't worried about what might come next.
"If the first prince accepts his uncle's failure and looks for a different answer, the same thing won't happen again. But who knows?"
Many people can't let go of their desires, even when they discover that the path they've found is a bloody, worthless one. Yuder recalled Aishes, who was delighted at the thought of getting Beltrail's records. Perhaps he would walk the same path as Beltrail and Lenore, even after witnessing their failures.
'And if nothing changes, he will die again.'
Aishes might be thrilled now at the prospect of getting Beltrail's records. It might be unfortunate, but Yuder didn't feel sorry for him.
"I must say, going through and filtering all those rubbish writings was quite a difficult task, even for me who can read and memorize dozens of books overnight. It felt like my mind was getting polluted."
Whether he intended to change the subject or not, Kishiar steered the conversation elsewhere. Yuder pulled his thoughts away from the dark future awaiting Aishes and looked at Kishiar.
"The Awakeners who will live in the future should be thankful to you, Commander."
It was a thoughtless response, but for some reason, Kishiar blinked in surprise a few times before breaking into laughter.
"If you say that, it makes me feel embarrassed for having been so petulant. I just did what I should've done; there's no grand significance to it."
"I didn't mean any grand significance either; I was just stating the facts."
"..."
The laughter on Kishiar's face, who had been looking up at Yuder from the couch, suddenly vanished.
"Do you really think so?"
"Yes."
A moment of silence passed. Only then did Yuder notice the small wound beneath Kishiar's tightly closed lips. It was quite eye-catching now that he recognized it, though he hadn't noticed when Kishiar was laughing.
'Ah, so that's what Jimmy was talking about...'
Why hadn't Kishiar treated it? Why had he been walking around like that? Some members might not have noticed it, but some, like Jimmy, must have recognized it at first glance.
As he tried to avert his eyes from the slender red line, his heart oddly fluttered, and Kishiar's low sigh penetrated his ears.
"Hmm... I thought I was pretty good at not letting personal feelings interfere when I work."
“It's getting harder and harder.”
The last sentence was so small it was doubtful whether he heard it correctly. As he blinked, caught in a paradoxical feeling of wanting to ask but knowing he shouldn't, Kishiar let out a short breath that sounded like a chuckle.
"Yuder."
"Yes."
"Could you come here? Closer."
Suddenly, the previously soft atmosphere shifted. His deeply attached voice brought back the events of yesterday that Yuder had tried to erase from his mind.
Without realizing it, Yuder swallowed and looked behind him. It was an instinctual reaction. Nathan Zuckerman, who had gone to get the tea Aishes had requested just before leaving, had not yet returned. There was no sign of him.
"Why are you like that?"
"...No reason."
Only after confirming that did Yuder slowly move his steps closer to Kishiar, who seemed to be waiting and extended his hand.
"Turn your face this way."
Yuder hesitated for a moment, then chose to kneel instead of bending his waist. As he silently lowered his body, his knee touching the ground next to the chair, the approaching hand touched the area beneath his lips. It was a touch as light as a feather, but his sensitive lips registered it as a sharp pain.
As he scrunched up his brow several times, as if this was amusing, Kishiar chuckled.
"Did you walk around like this all day?"
"...Yes."
"It must have hurt."
"It was okay."
Even though he said it was okay, he lacked the usual confidence.
"You're aware you present a rather provocative image, aren't you?"
"..."
Shouldn't that comment be directed more toward Kishiar himself?
Yuder, looking down at the fingertips brushing his lips, impulsively opened his mouth.
"Commander, why didn't you treat it?"
"Hmm?"
"The wound under your lip."
"Oh, this?"
Kishiar slowly touched the area under his lip with his other hand. It was such a small movement, yet confronting it made his heart feel constricted, a difficult sensation.
"Of course, to remember."
His heated gaze stared directly at Yuder.
"To remember what...?"
"Yesterday's moment."
Suddenly, the inside of Yuder's lips touched by Kishiar's hand felt searing hot, as if it had been touched by a flame. His throat burned sharply as if he had swallowed hot sand, too astonished to react. The sudden thirst startled him, the sensation of his lower tongue swelling and becoming wet caused him to unconsciously open his mouth, and as if he'd been waiting for it, Kishiar leaned in.
“...”
The kiss this time was brief, yet it was as hot as it had been the previous night.
“Did it hurt?”
“…No.”
“Then, I suppose it's alright to do it one more time.”
Answering his question was a mistake because the moment he answered, Kishiar delved into his lips once more, nibbling lightly on the bottom lip.
A moment later, Kishiar entirely released him. Yuder, unable to meet Kishiar's amused gaze, let out a sigh.
‘…This is driving me mad.’
Last night, he was half inebriated with heat, but today, even while sober, he couldn't think of anything else. Was he always this vulnerable to desire? No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't tear his eyes away from Kishiar's moist lips.
“What do you think about getting treated before Nathan comes back?”
Yuder saw her reflection in his eyes. He inevitably couldn't refuse his suggestion.
—---
“Your Highness.”
Ignoring the voice calling out to him from beyond the door, Prince Katchian continued to gaze out the window. Still, the voice, persistent, kept resonating.
“Your Highness, Crown Prince, please open the door. I heard you have not eaten anything since last night. I brought your favorite food; please do not harm your precious body.”
Your Highness, Your Highness. Although it appeared as if the person was concerned about him, Katchian knew well that the feelings underlying those words were closer to anger and irritation. Blocking out the noisy voice, he rose from his place.
The one servant, who had always stood faithfully by his side in Bright Palace, tracked his movements with anxious eyes. Even that loyal gaze was now distasteful to him. In fact, nothing was to his liking at this moment.
“Your Highness… It’s been several hours. Please, at least eat something…”
“If you don’t want to be kicked out, you will keep your mouth shut.”
“…”
Katchian walked past the bowing servant and approached the large, beautiful mirror, made to reflect one's entire figure. Everything in Bright Palace seemed old and ordinary, except for this mirror, which stood out as a new object. It was the only item he had brought when he first moved to the palace after becoming the Crown Prince.
Katchian stared at his reflection. Brilliant golden hair fitting for the imperial palace, a face as beautiful as a flower, thin limbs of a boy not yet fully grown. There was not a single aspect that wasn’t radiant.
Except for his eyes, captured by a cold fury.
“Do you know who gave me this mirror?”
“It was… I heard it was His Highness, Duke Diarca.”
“Yes.”
Katchian’s lips curled into a derisive smile, reflecting in the mirror.
“He sent me this, telling me to reflect on my status every day.”
“…Excuse me?”
The servant trembled and questioned, but Katchian didn’t reply.
Chapter 205
Katchian, who had silently been staring at his reflection in the mirror, finally turned away when the ceaseless knocking from outside finally stopped.
"At last, some peace."
The gaze of the boy, slowly moving away, was noticeably colder and darker than before. He stared at the now silent door for a moment before shortly directing his order to his servant.
"I have a headache. Bring me the cold tea brewed with Ponegri."
"B-but your highness, you've had nothing else, if you drink the potent Ponegri tea again..."
"...You."
Already seated, Katchian called out to the servant with a blank expression.
"The sole reason I let you in here wasn't for your trivial concerns. Just do as I say."
"..."
In the end, the servant could not respond, retreating to bring the Ponegri tea, the only thing the Crown Prince had sought since yesterday. Ponegri was a substance made by diluting the potent narcotic components of the Ponesa plant to edible levels, famed for its ability to subdue severe pain instantly. The cultivation and distribution of Ponesa were strictly controlled and naturally illegal, but the aristocracy secretly procured it, adding it to tea or alcohol for its mood-enhancing effects.
And Crown Prince Katchian was one among them, seeking Ponegri whenever he felt discomfort. With a long sigh, he closed his eyes after gulping down the tea laced with Ponegri, smuggled from the Diarca Duchy. The muscles of his face, which had been tense, began to relax as the effects of the drug kicked in, his eyelids quivering slightly.
"... How in the world did they find out?"
The servant, startled by Katchian's low, muttered question after a few more sips, bowed his head.
"What are... what are you referring to, your highness?"
"The powder made from the Dudureli mushroom you brought from the Western Valley."
With his eyes still closed, Katchian murmured vaguely, gently touching his teacup.
"There's no way any of the aristocrats knew about its effects... How did they catch onto us so quickly? I've thought about it over and over since that day, but I still can't figure it out."
How did they find out? Who revealed to Duke Peletta the nature of the not-so-toxic poison and helped exonerate him from the false accusation of killing Lenore? Ever since Kishiar appeared at Lenore Shand Apeto's funeral and turned everything upside down, Katchian had been locked in his room, incessantly pondering over this.
"No matter how much I think about it, there's no way they could've suspected anything from the letter I sent to Lenore Shand Apeto. Nothing happened on the day of the party either. Everything concluded just as expected, except for a few fools fainting upon meeting the armored knight..."
In fact, a few of them had fainted due to being hit by the button of Yuder, but Katchian did not know that all of it was bundled together as the fault of the armored knight that appeared afterward. As he kept tapping the end of his teacup and gnawing his lip, he soon succumbed to the dizziness induced by the drug and sprawled out. The servant, surprised by his state, approached cautiously and lightly grasped his shoulder.
"... Your Highness, are you alright? Your Highness."
"Quiet... Don't touch me."
Despite his slightly slurred speech, his eyes were still fiercely intimidating. He harshly brushed off the servant's hand and slumped down, burying his face in his palms. With every deep breath he took, his head became increasingly foggy.
There was nothing more comforting than this tea when he did not want to think about anything. Especially when he wanted to escape from the noisy world outside and hide away inside his shell.
"Did I start things too early?"
No matter what he thought, the end was always the same. It was regret for the recent incident when he decided to step forward for the first time to put Duke Peletta away.
"I was certain it would be successful."
After becoming the Crown Prince, Katchian was always behind the Diarca family, no matter what happened. It was only natural, since Diarca had put him in that position. But, in reality, he had faith in the immense power of Duke Diarca. He always observed everything from behind Duke Diarca and learned political maneuvers over the Duke's shoulder that would be useful when he became the Emperor.
However, ever since Duke Peletta created a ridiculous Cavalry and took the lead, the influence of Duke Diarca, which he believed would remain unchanging, began to wobble strangely.
New winds blew into the capital continuously since he successfully retrieved the Red Stone. Duke Diarca, who had a lot, talked about passing it over as if these matters weren't significant, but it wasn't the same for Katchian. For him, there was only the precarious position of the Crown Prince. The feelings he began to experience after the Cavalry was formed were different from the irritation he had felt occasionally from the Emperor and Duke Peletta until now.
"His Highness may be worried, but if we act excessively, it may rather give them a chance. Now, the answer is just to wait. Victory will come to you if you just stay still."
What did he know? To Katchian, these words only sounded like a relaxed caution of someone whose footing was stable.
On the festival day when Duke Diarca failed in front of Katchian for the first time, the young Crown Prince was greatly disappointed inside. He began to think for the first time that Duke Diarca, who always seemed so immense, might actually be nothing special. The plans for that day were not prepared over a long time according to Duke Diarca's way. It was a messy plan hastily created to soothe Katchian, who was wary of Duke Peletta. It was impossible for it to be successful.
Even afterward, Duke Diarca's plans continued to fail throughout the festival. Each time he heard news that the accusations he tried to frame on the Cavalry had come back to them, Katchian was not amused.
Yet, Duke Diarca chose to step back again.
“It's regrettable, but it can't be helped. We can find a better opportunity next time based on this incident.”
When Katchian heard these words, he finally showed the discomfort he had been holding back in front of Duke Diarca.
"You always say the same thing."
"Your Highness?"
"If you always step back, when and how can we bring down Duke Peletta? Will it be possible only after I'm dead?"
Dismay flickered in Duke Diarca's eyes at Katchian's words, who had always just smiled and listened. However, the emotion that appeared in his wrinkled eyes a moment later was a deep disdain and irritation that was bone-chilling.
"Yes, you might think that way. You're still young, so it can't be helped. But, Your Highness, please think carefully. Think about the incidents before the Crown Prince was appointed... and who held your hand and brought you to this capital."
In an instant, Katchian felt the color draining from his face. It was a story that resembled a forbidden tale between them.
"Lately, others have often been talking about whether the Crown Prince position should be chosen again. The important thing is not just the Emperor or Duke Peletta, but rather, isn't it about this very fact? I am truly worried," said the aged duke, looking at the pale face of the young Crown Prince.
The old Duke stood up from his seat, smiling kindly. "I shall withdraw. Rather than concerning yourself with such complicated matters, wouldn't it be better for Your Highness to focus on imperial studies for a while and turn a blind eye to external affairs?"
Katchian carefully kept the emotions he had never revealed to the Duke, who had always defeated him. Even long after he had left, the coldness in his heart remained unhealed.
After the forbidden barrier was broken once, the emotions between Duke Diarca and the Crown Prince began to rapidly escalate. It grew so intense that it felt as if the past had forcibly glued together shattered fragments. A stifling frustration and anger seized Katchian in an instant.
He had never intended to hold hands with Duke Diarca for a lifetime. His life had been a series of desperate struggles to survive. So, what would change if he made the same choice once again?
He couldn't stay behind Duke Diarca. It was too late to start distancing himself after becoming Emperor. The time was ripe to gradually expand his influence both inside and outside the palace, and to thoroughly examine the relationships between nobles. The incidents involving Duke Peletta, the Cavalry, and Duke Apeto happened to be the perfect catalyst for Katchian's determination.
He would show Duke Diarca that he was right. He would thrust a sword into the heart of Duke Peletta and the Cavalry and join forces with others who possessed power equal to Diarca. It would be a dangerous tightrope act, but he believed it was better to be on that side than to trust just one person like Duke Diarca.
Alone, he planned and organized everything using only his own strength, utilizing the paths and information he alone knew. The mushrooms were part of that scheme as well. However, Katchian had failed in an unexpected aspect, and he couldn't figure out the reason.
"No, perhaps it was an anticipated failure from the moment I didn't know that Lenore Shand Apeto had passed a letter to his younger brother...?"
Even now, there were continuous contact requests from Apeto Duchy and Diarca Duchy, but Katchian didn't want to meet them.
He judged that it would be better to meet and talk, even if it meant playing dumb. However, the fear that arose from shattered pride and the lack of experience in facing a proper failure made it difficult for the immature young Crown Prince to accept it immediately. With even Duke Diarca not visiting, Katchian found it hard to determine how to overcome this obstacle.
And Katchian La Orr couldn't face such a fragile side of himself.
"...In the end, I should lower myself to Diarca's level, reveal the truth, and ask for his help. I will have to give up on building a good relationship with Apeto Duchy from now on."
Just the thought alone sent chills down his spine. If he considered that even Duke Diarca would not come to visit Katchian, his heart grew even colder.
Chapter 206
Meanwhile, Duke Diarca, who was on Crown Prince Katchian's mind, was with his confidant, Baron Durmand.
"His Highness the Crown Prince is still locked in his room, is he not? This is a serious matter indeed."
As Baron Durmand clicked his tongue, Duke Diarca stroked his beard and spoke.
"Indeed, he is. If he was going to withdraw like this, he should have just remained in my shadow as always. Instead, he's caused a ruckus and doesn't even show the will to rectify it. Who is supposed to fix this mess while he remains silent? Thanks to him, I'm stuck dealing with the bloodthirsty Apeto and Duke Peletta at the same time. I feel like I'm at my wit's end."
"Isn't it a rule of life that, no matter how well-behaved a child is, they tend to cause trouble around this age, due to their overconfidence in their abilities? It's a time when the world seems absurd to them."
"Yes... He just turned 18, didn't he?"
Duke Diarca muttered, as if calculating the Crown Prince's age, and then continued his thought.
"I knew he had become quite arrogant, but I thought he was an asset who knew his place and would exercise patience until he ascended the throne. Yet, he was shaken by such a trivial matter and acted recklessly, without even the slightest hint of shame needed to address the situation. It's a massive disappointment."
“Perhaps the issue was that I always treated him like a child.”
Duke Diarca mumbled and lit the pipe that was placed on the stand. As the incense within it began to burn, producing smoke, a dizzying aroma filled the room.
"Why on earth did he have to stir up the Apeto? It would have been better if there were no traces left... If due to this incident, those who had stopped mentioning the Crown Prince's qualifications start speaking again, it will truly be a problem."
"There's no way to reverse what has already happened. However, His Highness the Crown Prince will certainly learn a valuable lesson from this terrible failure. Duke, you also got to see a side of him you hadn't known before because of this incident. Isn't it rather fortunate that this happened sooner rather than later?"
"You're right."
A cold smile spread across the aged Duke Diarca's face.
"I will ensure that he properly learns his lesson this time. If he dares to dream beyond his station, it is my duty to bring him back to reality."
"Ah... so that's why you sent a request to suppress discussion about this incident, even though you knew it would be rejected."
"Indeed. Thanks to that, even those beneath us are chattering more."
Duke Diarca took another puff from his pipe and exhaled the smoke with a soft chuckle.
"He has been hiding behind me all this time, only hearing good things and never experiencing defeat, so it's about time he gets a real taste of the heat," Duke Diarca said.
"Hahaha. I fear the Crown Prince might end up never leaving the palace, just like His Majesty," Baron Durmand said, laughing with a face that showed no fear.
"But if you intend to rectify this, wouldn't you have to drag the Crown Prince out of the palace at least once? Please share a bit of your wisdom with me."
"Hmph. Well, there's nothing special. Just do as we always have."
The gaze of Duke Diarca, who dusted off the ash from his pipe onto a beautiful dish, grew cold.
"Let those Apeto fools destroy themselves, and find someone to take the fall for what the Crown Prince has done."
"Have you already thought of who it will be?"
"Shouldn't I tell the Crown Prince to choose directly, so he doesn't repeat such a reckless act?"
A cunning and cruel glint appeared in his wrinkled eyes.
"He won't forget the lesson of having to cut off the hands and feet he just made, realizing he did something he shouldn't have."
"Indeed... You are wise. So, what will you do about Duke Peletta?"
"I plan to propose to help him win the trial for sure, as he has put quite a bit of effort into this trial."
"Will he accept it just like that? The evidence is so clear that it's not a losing trial."
"What if he doesn't accept it? Although it's not a losing trial, sentencing Apeto without our help would be difficult. Apeto lost his child, but all Duke Peletta lost was a bit of dignity he never had. We can't equate life with dignity. That's sufficient."
The tone of Duke Diarca was so sarcastic, it was hard to believe he was speaking about Imperial family members. Baron Durmand nodded with a refreshed expression.
"If Your Highness says so, then it shall be."
"Ah, flattery suits you as you age."
Despite his words, a brief smile crossed Duke Diarca's face. Baron Durmand quickly seized the moment to express his concerns with an even more anxious voice.
"Truthfully, hasn't Duke Peletta been quite arrogant since creating the Cavalry? I was genuinely worried during the funeral incident, I thought I might see him again."
"Yes. This incident made me become alert about him too. It was indeed a series of surprising events."
Duke Diarca's dark, smoky eyes stared into the hazy void.
"He has become quite arrogant trusting the power of the Cavalry, but they're merely a collection of common ruffians. They must be quite excited now, but what will happen when that power crumbles?"
"You've thought about that part as well."
"Isn't it best to topple those who rely on power with power?"
Duke Diarca's voice echoed in the dark room.
"You've probably heard that monsters keep appearing in the West recently."
"Yes. Ah, then…?"
As Baron Durmand seemed to understand something, Duke Diarca continued to explain in a leisurely tone.
"The nations there are already in chaos. I've pricked up my ears as it seems even Duke Tain is quite troubled."
"Indeed… An unavoidable request for help, I presume."
"If the Cavalry that played such a large role this time doesn't step forward, then who will?"
A laugh wafted through the smoke from the incense.
—---
Finally, the day of the second trial concerning the forced kidnapping and research of the Awakeners at the House of Apeto dawned. A scandal and trial involving the four major Dukedoms was an event that could be counted on one hand throughout the entire history of the Orr Empire.
In particular, the first trial, forcibly adjourned after causing a great commotion from an external incident, further ignited the interest of the imperial citizens.
Did the Apeto family really commit such a horrifying act? And were the rumors true about Duke Peletta, the leader of the Cavalry that brought them to court, harboring personal grudges and killing Lenore Shand Apeto?
The appearance of Duke Peletta at Lenore's funeral, where he personally attested his innocence, had spurred even more interest, as it resulted in the shocking revelation that the true culprit was the Crown Prince.
The curiosity palpably emanating from the faces of those filling the grand imperial courtroom, even before the trial had officially begun, evidenced this intense interest.
And there stood Yuder, observing this fervor with his own eyes, standing alongside the Deputy Commanders behind the high seats on the right side of the courtroom where the imperial family sat.
"All seats are filled even before the arrival of the seven judges. Such an event is rare in the thousand-year history of the empire."
Kanna muttered, unable to hide her excitement and worry.
"I'm a bit worried about Devran and the others who should be in the waiting room. They need to testify without getting nervous."
"It'll be alright."
Yuder recalled Devran's face from a few days ago, blazing with the determination to land a punch on Apeto, and responded.
"He seemed more energetic due to the abrupt interruption during the first trial."
"That's a relief then."
"Aren't you two nervous?"
Sul’s Deputy Commander Steiber, standing next to Kanna, interjected, tapping his cheek with tense expressions.
"I, even though I've lived in the capital, it's my first time here, so I'm really nervous. Even more than during the party. Look at Ever, she hasn't said a word since a while ago."
As she said, Ever was perfectly standing in attention, looking straight ahead. Even if someone was talking right next to her, it seemed like it wouldn't reach her ears.
"I'm certainly nervous too, but talking helps me feel better. Of course, it doesn't seem like that's the case for Yuder..."
Kanna, turning towards Yuder, crinkled her nose slightly and chuckled. She wouldn't know, but Yuder wasn't having the best time in this space either. The last time he was here, he was arrested while attempting to acquire the World Sphere in his past life. He was immediately dragged here, dismissed from his position as the Commander of the Cavalry, and imprisoned.
Nevertheless, Yuder took a moment to think of something helpful to say while looking at Steiber's pale face.
"You have nothing to worry about if you haven't committed a crime, Steiber."
"Huh?"
It seemed to backfire as Steiber's face turned even paler. Yuder quickly added another line.
"If someone looks this way, they'll be looking at the Commander, not us. No one will pay us any mind."
"Ah. Right. Of course. Haha. That makes sense..."
Steiber, letting out a bitter laugh, took a deep breath.
"Hoo. I mustn't be nervous."
"The seven judges who uphold the laws of the empire and His Highness Duke Peletta will soon enter. Everyone, please rise and show your respect."
At that moment, a loud announcement echoed, drawing everyone's attention toward the entrance. The grand door named 'The Gate of Truth' opened, and the judges dressed in black robes marched in one by one. As they took their respective seats, finally, the figure of Kishiar, adorned in white official uniform, was revealed.
Chapter 207
Yuder watched as Kishiar straightened his shoulders and approached with impeccable strides. His mere existence there made everything seem infinitesimally small, his tremendous presence overflowing. At the sight of his relaxed face adorned with a leisurely smile, the spectators in the stands stirred slightly.
“That’s the Duke of Peletta.”
“His appearance really does live up to the rumors…”
“Who would've expected him to come here himself? Duke Apeto didn’t even show up… Is that a sign of his confidence?”
While the murmurs from the amphitheater-style stand surrounding them overhead were enough to warrant attention, Kishiar never once looked away until he reached his destination.
Upon reaching the chair, Kishiar met eyes in turn with the three Deputy Commanders who were bowing in courtesy. His gaze finally landed on Yuder, standing to his right. After receiving Yuder’s greeting, he whispered in a low voice, audible only to the four of them.
“I hope you weren’t too bored waiting for me.”
“Not at all.”
“You won’t have a dull moment from now on. I have diligently prepared for this, so let's watch.”
He winked lightly at Yuder and took his seat. Shortly after, the seven grand judges introduced themselves, declared their commitment to render a fair judgment based on truth, and took their seats as well.
Yuder studied the faces of the grand judges, who wore solemn expressions. Despite introducing themselves as substitutes for the Emperor, not all of them necessarily acted solely according to the Emperor's will. There could be those seeking to rule in favor of Apeto, or perhaps some influenced by others' intentions.
Regardless of the grand judges' inclinations, it was certain that Apeto would not triumph in this trial. The leisurely smile on Kishiar, sitting at ease, assured such an outcome.
“May we bring forth true glory to dispel blinding lies before the light that impartially illuminates all things. Let there be not a speck of darkness.”
As per tradition, a priest dispatched from the Divine Palace began with a brief prayer towards the holy symbol.
“The trial begins.”
Following the proclamation, two grand judges who had been presiding over the case stepped forward and briefly explained the case's summary.
The well-known case regarding Revlin Shand Apeto, the third son of Apeto's entry into the Cavalry, which led Kishiar to visit the Apeto house with a few members due to the incident. The horrific truth they happened upon by chance that day, suspicions related to the corruption of the Apeto house, and their subsequent investigation and accusations led to the present situation.
"...And so, His Grace, the Duke of Peletta, under the authority as the Cavalry Commander has expressed his wish for a rightful punishment for Lenore Shand Apeto and Beltrail Shand Apeto, who perpetrated this horrific incident, their accomplices who assisted them, and the Apeto family, who knew everything and remained silent."
Although everyone knew this story and had experienced it firsthand, hearing it from a third party felt peculiar. As Yuder reflected on past events, one of the grand judges raised their hand, calling in the first witnesses and representatives from both sides in turn.
“We’ll begin with the Apeto family's side.”
The Apeto family, accused by the Cavalry, was granted the first opportunity to defend their stance as per tradition. Yuder shifted his gaze towards the faces of the few individuals emerging from the Apeto family's waiting room.
Today, the representative who was to speak on behalf of Duke Apeto, who was absent due to poor health, and the people who were to support their opinions, stood in place with exceedingly arrogant and insincere expressions.
Amid the curious gazes of the crowd filling the gallery, they made a declaration to speak only the truth in front of the Sun God and began to speak.
"Firstly, we want to clarify that His Grace, Duke Apeto, has no relation to this matter whatsoever."
Just as Yuder had expected, he was trying to wriggle out from the start. Yuder swallowed a cold laugh as he watched the representative talk as expected.
"It is true that a family head should be responsible for everything, but there is a stark difference between bearing responsibility and directly committing a wrongdoing. Surely, no one would argue that it is only natural for His Grace to know everything happening within the family."
Even after that, he went on to mumble lengthy and convoluted opinions. To summarize, it didn't matter what else happened; Duke Apeto had no involvement and there was no reason to implicate him. The people who claimed to support his opinion also simply repeated similar statements.
"Apeto has never been involved in a similar incident before this one. Outside, there are a number of rumors aiming to defame Apeto in relation to this incident. Even the death of the key figure of this incident, the second son Lenore, did it not happen at too opportune a time? With the mouth to tell the truth gone, some people must be quite pleased."
One of them didn't hesitate to make a sly comment, glaring straight at Kishiar. Kishiar merely narrowed his eyes and smiled calmly, but his Deputy Commanders standing behind him were quite angry.
"What the hell is that bastard blabbering?"
The kind-hearted Steiber clenched his teeth and murmured curses, while Ever showed ominous signs, flexing and clenching her fists, and Kanna's face turned red with anger.
"Can he say such things freely?"
Of course not. But no one jeered at his words. Only a low-ranking judge explained with a somewhat awkward expression that 'the remark is out of the scope of the testimony.'
Yuder looked at the face of the speaker with a cold gaze. He had been a stranger until now, but from this moment onwards, he wouldn't be.
'What was his name again.'
Anyway, he said he works for the House of Apeto. Yuder made sure to remember everything about him.
Next came Beltrail Shand Apeto, the former Elder Priest from Apeto, who started this whole thing. As his name was mentioned, there was a ripple of murmurs among the crowd. Seated in his wheelchair, Yuder failed to recognize Beltrail emerging from the waiting room at first glance.
Beltrail, who looked much older and more haggard than the last time he saw him, stared blankly into space, muttering something under his breath. Despite being a criminal, he was not shackled and wore clothes made of expensive fabric, but his appearance was far from appealing, causing everyone to frown. A regular priest, pushing his chair, opened his mouth on his behalf.
"As you can see, Beltrail is not in a state to freely testify. However, when asked about the events of that day, the direction of his remarks is always consistent."
The priest claimed that he had been taking care of Beltrail on the day when Kishiar had gone to the Apeto mansion with his Cavalry members. He had not been able to witness the incident firsthand, since he had been guarding Beltrail's room in the mansion. However, the lack of sincerity was evident as he endlessly praised how excellent Elder Priest Beltrail was.
"Though he has been caught in a scandal this time, he is a person who has served the Temple and the Empire for a long time. He lost a beloved nephew that day and witnessed the death of priests who were like his own children. He's been wounded at heart. I fail to see how such a man could have inflicted wounds upon others."
Yuder thought it fortunate that the Alpha Awakeners they had rescued then had not personally heard these words. If they had, there might have been a serious uproar in the court.
"Now I will show you one last thing. Elder Priest Beltrail."
The priest knelt and asked Beltrail, who was sitting in a wheelchair.
"...Eh... Heh... Heh..."
"Elder Priest Beltrail, what happened that day?"
"That... that day... that day..."
"Please confirm your innocence, Elder Priest Beltrail."
"Innocent... innocent... I... am... Ahh..."
Beltrail, who had been mindlessly repeating after the priest, began to shake spasmodically, dribbling saliva and looking fearful. Suddenly, when his eyes caught Kishiar, they widened in terror. He started to thrash his arms and legs, screaming.
"Ahh! Awakener! Awakener! Monster! Monster! Monster!"
Following the direction of Beltrail's screams, everyone turned to look at Kishiar. Kishiar watched Beltrail's fit with disinterest, resting his chin on the back of his hand that was placed on the armrest.
"Monster!"
Beltrail was eventually led away after repeating that one word over and over. The courtroom became silent in an instant. The one who broke the silence was one of the representatives who had come from Apeto.
"While he was still alive, Lenore repeatedly argued that he did not think this matter was serious enough to warrant such severe punishment. As we all know, Beltrail's research records have been submitted as evidence. To be honest, I believe some consideration should be given to the fact that this matter involved people who had agreed to participate in the research for money through contracts."
"Contracts, you say? Is there evidence?"
"Of course, there is. Please forgive us for the time it took to find and bring them."
A stack of contracts was handed over to the judge by the Apeto side.
"Elder Priest Beltrail has been wanting to study the Awakeners since they first appeared two years ago. He's an outstanding scholar who has uncovered many facts about the Awakeners and named many of them. He paid a considerable sum of money and made research contracts with the Awakeners."
"He's an excellent piece of garbage."
Yuder heard Kanna mutter next to him. His sharp nerves felt a little relaxed at her words.
After a much longer time than expected had passed, the long and verbose excuses of the Apeto family to reduce their crimes finally came to an end. Due to tradition, after a certain period of time, there was a break. A recess was declared for the time it took for one hourglass to run its course.
"There was nothing unusual after all."
In Kishiar's brief comment as he rose from his seat, there was no hint of a reaction to those who had tried to defame him. Yuder felt a measure of relief in the fact that no one, including the deranged Beltrail, had managed to mar Kishiar.
"Then I should also pay a visit to the waiting room. Yuder, follow me."
"Understood."
Leaving behind the three Deputy Commanders, Yuder followed Kishiar into a small corridor on the left. The waiting room, where the witnesses and representatives taking part in the trial were resting, was located there. As they opened the door and entered, familiar faces turned to look at them all at once.
"Commander!"
"His Excellency Duke Peletta, to come all the way here..."
"We're, we're sorry for the inconvenience."
Devran and Revlin quickly stood and greeted him with bright faces, and the commoner Awakeners from Hartan and the Awakeners rescued from the Apeto family all bowed deeply at once. Among them, Yuder felt a touch of joy upon seeing Zachlis Hartan, who was standing tense next to Devran's younger sister, acting as the representative of Hartan's lord.
'I didn't expect him to be here.'
And Nathan Zuckerman emerged from among the Peletta Knights, who stood as if guarding them, at the very back of the room by the door.
"You're here."
"There were no issues, I presume."
"Yes. There were a couple of attempts to enter, but all were blocked."
"And below?"
Below the court, there was a temporary space for keeping prisoners who were needed for the trial but needed to be confined to a jail. Recognizing the question that hinted at that place, Nathan promptly provided the answer his lord sought.
"The ones we captured from Hartan are all well."
"Good. I'm looking forward to it."
Kishiar's lips curved upward in a smile.
Chapter 208
Under the watchful eyes of everyone gathered in the waiting room, Yuder watched Kishiar as he turned away. A myriad of tangled emotions trailed fervently on his face.
"Our turn is coming soon."
Kishiar, having surveyed everyone in the room, quietly opened his mouth.
"Each of us has swallowed many grievances to stand here today. The situation that will soon confront us may be frightening. However, once you are here, you are no longer a lone fighter."
Despite the numerous people gathered, the waiting room was so quiet that not a breath could be heard. Without raising his voice, Kishiar's words struck the deepest chords in the hearts of those assembled.
"When we leave this place, remember that I will always be behind you. Trust in me and you will not regret having come this far."
It was a speech of sorts, albeit just a few short phrases. But those words had a surprising power to stir the heart.
Over the uneasy and anxious faces of those gathered, gradually only calmness and well-crafted emotions remained. The eyes of the poor and ordinary people, who were not used to fighting, appeared so firm that it was hard to believe. It was a sight akin to a miracle.
Even after his speech, Kishiar spent the remaining time comfortably chatting with those who approached him timidly. At Yuder's side, someone lightly tapped his sleeve as he watched Kishiar silently.
"Yuder."
The one who approached him was none other than Revlin Shand Apeto. Still doll-like in beauty, the vibrant-eyed boy stood with a taciturn boy at his side and a servant, quite different from before. Yuder greeted them with a silent nod.
"Revlin."
"This is my lover, Nion. You already know, right? And this is Pip, the servant whom Lenore had entrusted with his final letter."
Yuder was already aware that the boy accompanying Revlin was his lover, Dandenion, as he had been introduced before. But this was the first time he had seen the servant who had brought Lenore's letter. Upon receiving Yuder's gaze, the servant turned away, stuttering slightly, his face slightly crumpled.
"Did all three of you come to testify?"
"Yes. It's all thanks to you and Commander. You told us that we didn't have to come if we didn't want to, even as of yesterday, and that helped all of us make up our minds."
It could be dangerous. But Revlin said it was fine, a necessary act to repay a favor and a choice he had made willingly.
"But..."
As Revlin was looking up at Yuder, he murmured with a sudden smile.
"This reminds me of when we first met."
"At the Grand Worship, right?"
Yuder recalled the moment when Revlin first sought him out at the Grand Worship during the Harvest Festival. Revlin, who was much better now than when he had been pale-faced, pleading for help that day, looked up at him.
"If you hadn't taken me seriously back then, Nion and I wouldn't be here now."
"No, I didn't really..."
"Thank you."
Yuder's mouth, which was about to say that he didn't do much, suddenly fell silent due to an unexpected onslaught.
"I just wanted to say that now."
Yuder silently looked down at the boy. His feelings were odd. He didn't know how to respond. As if to say he didn't need to, Revlin lightly tapped Yuder's arm. His smiling face looked incredibly bright.
They watched Kishiar, leaning against the wall side by side with them, converse with others. He held the hand of Devran's aging father, asking if there was anything inconvenient about his stay, and exchanged words of joy with Zachlis Hartan, their relationship having evolved from only exchanging opinions through letters. Even those who were intimidated by his imperial family member status, once they had a few words with him, swiftly relaxed.
Revlin, observing this, smiled.
"The Commander is truly remarkable. I've never admired or thought anyone to be amazing before, but now I can understand what it feels like."
"…Yes."
Could the term 'remarkable' truly encapsulate Kishiar La Orr? Yuder pondered briefly, letting out a soft breath. At that, Revlin suddenly widened his eyes in surprise and blinked several times.
"Ah. Did you just smile?"
"What?"
"I think it's the first time I've seen you smile."
Had he smiled? He wasn't sure. Yet Revlin insisted with certainty that Yuder had smiled.
"I felt when I was in the Cavalry that the Cavalry members followed and liked the Commander sincerely, but it seems even more amazing that Yuder does too. I'm sorry. You're his assistant, so it's natural… but still…"
Before Revlin, who couldn't hide his sense of wonder, could say anything more, fortunately, a voice announced the end of the break. Yuder followed Kishiar back into the court. As soon as Kishiar took his seat, the three Deputy Commanders who had silently been guarding the chair Yuder was to sit in, urgently motioned to him with their eyes and hands, asking him to tell them what had happened inside.
It was only after Yuder reassured them that those in the waiting room were fine and there were no issues that the expressions of all three brightened simultaneously.
"It's the turn of His Grace the Duke of Peletta and the Cavalry side to be the witnesses."
A voice announced the new order. All who were sitting on Apeto's side turned their gaze in unison to Kishiar and the entrance of the waiting room behind him. The first to come out following the dark corridor were Revlin Shand Apeto, Dandenion, and the former servant of Lenore.
"My goodness, the third prince of Apeto!"
"Even though he said he would sever ties with the family and leave, to come this far…"
The unexpected entrance as the first turn caused a momentary uproar inside. The representatives of the Apeto family also had perplexed expressions. However, they soon composed themselves, quickly hiding their flustered faces.
'It seems they had anticipated Revlin's appearance.'
But they would not have expected him to be the first. In trials of the Orr Empire, the most crucial witnesses were usually placed last.
Revlin, who showed a small smile towards Kishiar and Yuder behind him, stood at the witness stand for the Cavalry side and introduced himself.
"I am Revlin Shand Apeto. I swear before God that I will not feel a shred of shame for the words I am about to utter."
Dandenion and Pip also made the same introduction and pledge. Revlin, unflinchingly facing the numerous scrutinizing gazes directed at him, looked around and then slowly opened his mouth.
"It's an undeniable fact that my uncle Beltrail and brother Lenore committed a wrong they should not have. They clearly knew what they were doing. It is not something that can be downsized."
"Prince Revlin!"
"It's a lie! As if betraying our family isn't enough, how could you do this?"
"Duke Peletta, aren't you ashamed? How could you bring a young prince who can't yet discern right from wrong into this situation!"
A sharp outcry erupted from the Apeto side. Revlin, without even glancing in their direction, held his chin up confidently.
"You claimed my brother and uncle have made a legitimate contract with the contractors for research. However, this is contrary to my understanding. Dandenion, who was placed as my guard and playmate, and Pip, who took care of my brother Lenore until the end, will testify this more clearly."
The audience section buzzed louder once more. Revlin, who had stepped back, lightly grabbed and let go of the fingertips of his lover stepping forward. Then, he sighed deeply and glanced back. As Kishiar nodded and smiled, a faint smile also appeared on the boy's face.
'Of course, he must be nervous.'
It was a situation that would make anyone nervous. But Revlin did better than anyone else, displaying a demeanor befitting a noble boy who stepped forward to expose the truth. The reactions of those seated in the audience proved it.
Following him, Dandenion, who was originally an ordinary commoner boy, told the story of how he was sold to the Apeto family by his parents after his awakening, in a manner close to abduction. If Lenore had not capriciously chosen him as a playmate of Revlin after overhearing his age and birthday, his fate would have ended inside the mansion as well.
Even after that, he was imprisoned inside the mansion for angering Lenore and was only rescued when the Cavalry came to meet Revlin. At the time of his rescue, his condition was near death.
However, in today's trial, more important than his relationship with Revlin was proving how cunningly the Apeto family lured Awakeners and committed atrocious deeds. Hence, the boy explained his experiences as concisely as possible, as prepared beforehand.
Although he had been well fed and rested and had received care, Dandenion was still a small and skinny boy that evoked the sympathy of those watching. Of course, that was only in appearance; his abilities were outstanding enough to give Ever, who went to rescue him, a hard time. But those watching didn't know that.
Next, Lenore's servant, Pip, who had worked for the Apeto family for seven years, told his story, including the fact that he brought Lenore. His testimony was particularly focused on, as he was the servant who received a letter on Lenore's last day and delivered it to Revlin.
"Prince Lenore often spoke about his work with Lord Beltrail. He frequently became angry about the supply and demand of Awakeners despite the Apeto family's influence, which was reaching all over the empire. Because they often died..."
"You rascal, do you know where you are to be spreading such lies!"
"Please remain quiet in the court."
The judge hastily stopped the representatives of the Apeto family, who were showing their anger in front of the stammering witness.
Chapter 209
There had been an uproar for a while, but at the conclusion of the tumult, Lenore's servant, Pip, managed to finish what he had to say. Having served by Lenore's side for a long time, he knew more about the entire situation than expected.
When Lenore decided to support Beltrail's research to gain an advantage in the family succession struggle, Pip, as a servant, delivered messages between the two several times. He had also frequently escorted Awakeners brought from various places all the way to the mansion. As he narrated every detail, including dates and names of all those involved, even the representatives of the Apeto family had to grit their teeth, unable to completely deny the veracity of his claims.
As Pip rattled off the names of the fellow servants he last worked with, and further revealed that many of them had been killed for their silence or as scapegoats, the gallery was filled with shock and excitement. His daring act of exposure, to the extent that it was hard to understand what he was relying on, was so audacious that even the grand judges opened their eyes wide, shattering their stern expressions.
It was not unusual for servants in noble houses to die without apparent cause. However, it was also certain that if such events became publicly known, they deserved criticism and investigation.
It was a historic moment when the justification and dignity of the Apeto Ducal family, which had always enjoyed various privileges while bragging about their sacrifices for the Empire, was being trampled upon by a servant who was less significant than their toes.
Amidst everyone's excitement, Pip caught his breath and wiped his sweat. He looked terrified, but there was a sense of relief within him.
"Do you think it's okay for him to say so much?"
Ever whispered with concern, to which Kishiar turned his head slightly as if he heard.
"He's planning to leave the Empire with his family as soon as the trial ends today. Several of the Peletta Knights are waiting nearby to assist in that."
"Ah..."
Including the Deputy Commanders, Yuder finally understood why Pip was able to expose everything as if shaking off his burdens.
"But still! Lenore is already departed from this world. The former Elder Priest Beltrail is nearly dead, now you're saying the innocent members of their families should pay for their sins?"
A representative of the Apeto family far away stood up and burst into a passionate argument. Despite the witness's turn not being over, he pointed at Revlin, Dandenion, and Pip, arguing that their testimonies were too exaggerated.
"How can you believe just the words of a common boy and a resentful former servant and claim that the Awakeners were forcibly brought here? It makes no sense for the Apeto family to do such a bothersome thing! It is even uncertain if the Cavalry properly investigated this matter from the beginning, let alone without any valid evidence...!"
"Valid evidence, good point."
Then, for the first time, Kishiar, who had been sitting leisurely, raised his voice so everyone could hear.
"That's why we're here, aren't we? If it wasn't for someone's impassioned rant, we would have already presented more than enough evidence. It seems like we have a representative here who doesn't even know the rules of a trial. If he had a bit of manner, everything would have been done by now. What do you think?"
"..."
As soon as everyone recognized the implication of Kishiar's words, which were not loud but clearly pointed, all fell silent at once. The face of the representative, mocked as someone who doesn't even know etiquette in front of everyone, turned beet red.
"I got excited and... I rudely interrupted. I apologize."
Taking a deep breath, he gritted his teeth and slowly took his seat. Kanna smirked faintly as she observed the representatives and witnesses of the Apeto family, taken aback. The other Deputy Commanders also seemed a bit relieved, wearing smiles on their faces.
Taking the attention in stride, Kishiar slowly rose from his seat. Standing in place of the retreating group of Revlin, he opened his mouth again to address everyone.
"The Cavalry and I have thoroughly investigated this incident upon His Majesty's order. Based on the testimonies of the Awakeners we rescued from the Apeto House on that day, we were able to find substantial evidence after a lengthy investigation."
"..."
"Did the Apeto House say there was no need for them to commit such a troublesome act? They themselves would know better than anyone why they had to do so. That's an interesting statement."
The representatives of the Apeto family, who wanted to yell something at Kishiar, furrowed their brows in unison. They recognized the implied meaning in Kishiar's words.
Kishiar slowly smiled at them. His mouth opened and a statement that the Apeto family least expected flowed out.
"I, Kishiar La Orr, the Commander of the Cavalry, will call the victims from Hartan, one of the places where the Apeto family systematically kidnapped and recruited Awakeners, the acting Lord of the place, and the arrested criminals as the next witnesses. Additionally, I request the reading of part of Beltrail Shand Apeto's research records, which were submitted confidentially as they were deemed to contain too secretive information, only for the grand judges to view. That's all."
At Kishiar's words, everyone buzzed even louder. The representatives of the Apeto family froze. They had only planned to cause enough trouble to minimize the punishment of the Apeto House, not to make the issue bigger.
"What on earth is going on? Wasn't this trial supposed to only deal with the case related to the third prince Revlin?"
"That's all a ploy to drive the atmosphere. Didn't they say that there won't be much in Beltrail's records? Prince Aishes said so...!"
"Where on earth is Hartan? Hasn't the Duke of Apeto never mentioned such a region?"
"It's in the east. The east."
"The east? Isn't that the power of the Diarca family? Could they have conspired with the Duke of Peletta...?"
The representatives gathered to urgently discuss, but no one could come up with a countermeasure. Unlike the opposing side where Kishiar himself stood, they did not have the Duke of Apeto or Prince Aeshes on their side.
While they were hurriedly sending a letter to the Apeto family through a servant, many people appeared from the inside of the corridor. Their appearances were truly diverse. There were old men with weak legs, young women, young noblemen in armor, and ragged middle-aged men.
A young man with chains around his ankles, trembling in fear, and two Awakeners, both equally scared, were led by people in Peletta Knight's uniforms. The first to step forward in the chaos was Zachlis Hartan, the acting Lord of Hartan.
"My name is Zachlis Hartan. I am currently the acting Lord of Hartan and was formerly a Knight of the Silver Cross Knights."
Zachlis, with his righteous visage, gave a knightly salute, prompting whispers among some about the Silver Cross Knights. It was a well-known order in the east, and many recognized the name.
"First, I would like to discuss the dreadful crimes committed by my naive younger brother, and those who manipulated him into action."
Zachlis recounted how his younger brother, Zakail, had conspired to usurp their father's position as the lord, framing it as a fatal accident involving fire that resulted in the deaths of his father and sister. The crowd gasped as he mentioned how Devran and his family were wrongly accused and almost entirely abducted due to the incident.
As Devran, his family, and those who were rescued from the kidnap site each shared similar testimonies, the faces of the grand judges grew increasingly grave. It was clear to everyone that the Apeto House had committed organized atrocities.
Kidnappings, human experimentation, and murder over a long period of time. Everyone gradually began to wonder what the Apeto House had hoped to achieve through all these heinous acts.
"Had I not returned to the village once again, my brother might have achieved his vile intentions. Zakail wasn't inherently evil, but over the course of a year, someone had twisted him."
The witnesses finished their testimonies, and a grave Zachlis turned his gaze towards the Apeto representatives.
"Do you know that many young people in the East, like Zakail, are now turning against their families in pursuit of power due to someone's manipulations?"
"Do you mean to imply that this is related to the current case?!" an Apeto representative bristled, to which Zachlis just tilted his head with a serious expression.
"I just meant to say such incidents have been on the rise. The tension is making me say other things as well."
"What kind of wordplay are you...!"
"While everyone involved in the kidnapping at the time died, luckily, two mercenary Awakeners and a few Awakeners survived. I brought them here at the request of Duke Peletta. Listen to what they have to say."
Ignoring the representatives' interjections, Zachlis finished his piece. The Peletta Knights stepped forward, leading the restrained mercenary Awakeners. They had been bound with a magic oath and spell that prevented them from using their abilities.
Humbled, barely able to raise their heads, they began to speak with a tone of deep subjugation.
"We... we did not know who our employer was serving. He was called the warden, and he occasionally communicated with the 'main house'... Sometimes, people directly from the main house came."
They described the Apeto warden they knew by name and appearance and those who came from the main house. The Peletta Knights who brought them forth passed on the information about the Apeto employees they had identified based on this information to the grand judges.
"We lived in fear every day. None of the Awakeners who were taken to that so-called main house ever returned alive. They claimed to give us work, but anyone could see that wasn't the truth!"
The Awakeners rescued from Hartan cried out, trembling, their words echoed by other Awakeners who had suffered even worse at the Apeto estate.
"I still bear many scars from that time. Some died vomiting blood due to the drugs they were forced to consume, drugs that were purported to induce heat period. And you say that none of this happened?"
The representatives from the Apeto estate turned their heads in defeat, their expressions fallen, as they listened to the outraged voices of the rescued Awakeners. Any claims of the stories being lies weakened and finally faded away.
Had the victims of the kidnapping been the only ones to come forward with their testimonies, they could have easily dismissed them as lies. But starting with the composed testimony of Revlin, a blood relative of Apeto, then through the incident in Hartan, the situation had grown so tense that it was impossible to quell it, like a dam that had burst.
The spectators were no different. Being able to sit in those seats signified that they had a certain status and power. Normally, they would look down on these individuals as mere commoners, their problems being of no concern. But the stories of Revlin Shand Apeto and Zachlis Hartan had sequentially resonated with them.
The conflict between the Apeto and Diarca houses was what truly drew their attention, but that was enough.
There was no better weapon when assessing the severity of a crime than to draw sympathy from those around. Yuder recalled the crowds at the public execution site, cheering and throwing flowers without judging whether the crime was real or not, and then brushed it aside.
As the heated atmosphere resembled that of his memory, the judge once again stepped forward.
"The testimonies are now concluded. Next, we will decide whether to accept the reading of the confidential evidence that Duke of Peletta had requested. The seven grand judges will take a brief moment to share their opinions. We will take a short break. This time, no one is allowed to leave their seats."
"What did he just say?!"
Chapter 210
"What did you say!"
The representatives of House Apeto cried out, but the judge's declaration that no one could leave was firm.
"It's to protect all those gathered here and prevent any involved parties from fleeing. Please wait a moment."
"So you're implying that we would run away from here! How rude."
"What family are you from? If you dare to disregard Apeto to this extent, surely…"
'They have a notable ability to interpret everything in their favor.'
Yuder, watching these scenes play out like a farce, turned his head toward Kishiar. He was observing the seven grand judges who were locked in conversation. As it happened, it seemed the evidence they'd requested had arrived, as lower-ranking judges rushed in with paper bundles tied with string.
Not long afterward, one of the judges approached Kishiar and politely bowed his head.
"The seven grand judges have sent this to ask for His Grace Duke Peletta's opinion on the matter of reading the confidential evidence."
In his hand was a rolled-up piece of paper and a pen.
"I'll check it first."
Yuder stepped forward to receive them, making sure there were no problems in anticipation of any unforeseen circumstances.
'There's no issue, the content… they want to know which part of the submitted evidence we wish to designate for reading.'
Having confirmed, he passed the paper to Kishiar. He quickly read the content and briefly wrote his response at the bottom. The judge took the reply and immediately returned to the seven grand judges.
"Do you have any idea which part I designated?"
Kishiar opened his mouth leisurely. Yuder blinked a few times before replying softly.
"I didn't read the entire record, so I can't be sure… but since House Apeto has requested this to clarify why they've committed such acts, shouldn't it relate to that?"
"Correct."
A soft smile spread across Kishiar's face as he leaned back in his chair.
"I tried to gloss over and skip the sad history of House Apeto for the sake of Prince Aishes, but if they insist on this, what can I do?"
They have no choice but to reveal the truth to defend themselves. With that remark, Yuder instantly had an inkling of which part Kishiar had requested.
'It must be the part related to the Blood of Blessing.'
How would House Apeto react when the sins they had long hidden came to light? They probably wouldn't be able to keep posturing so boldly.
Even the mere thought brought a sense of satisfaction, but Yuder was slightly curious if the seven grand judges would indeed permit the reading of such a secretive part in front of everyone.
"But if it's that part, might not the seven grand judges refuse to accept it?"
"The reason there are seven grand judges is to decide the verdict by majority vote. It's the same in this case."
Kishiar lightly gestured toward the seven grand judges with the hand resting on his knee.
"As long as four or more agree, it can be read. Two of them took bribes from Apeto this time, and two others, though not bribed, have deep connections with other ducal houses. And the remaining three were personally appointed by His Majesty the Emperor right after his enthronement."
"So then…"
A majority of four out of seven was necessary, but if the Emperor's faction only contained three, how could the remaining one be fulfilled? It was an unfair selection process, even if it wasn't a quality trial. Seeing Yuder's furrowed brow, a slightly colder smile than usual played on Kishiar's lips.
"Yesterday, the Duke of Diarca sent a secret letter to His Majesty the Emperor. He said he would like to help, in some small way, with this matter."
"Help? Are you implying that among the grand judges from the ducal houses faction, there is one with connections to the House of Diarca?"
"There has to be."
Kishiar's crimson eyes scanned the faces of the grand judges.
"Their influence reaches everywhere in this country."
The Duke of Diarca wouldn't have reached out without a reason. Yuder speculated on the meaning behind Kishiar's brooding expression.
'Is the Duke of Diarca trying to cover up the crime committed by the Crown Prince in exchange for his help in this trial?'
It was indeed wicked. It was a proposal that would have been impossible if he had not previously understood the tendencies of the grand judges.
"Did His Majesty accept his offer?"
"No."
Kishiar curtly responded and continued.
"But they won't care about our refusal."
Of course, they wouldn't. Even if their help was rejected, they could boast about their offer once it was given. Kishiar turned his gaze towards Yuder, lost in thought. He was now smiling, a playful one unlike before.
"Truthfully, it wouldn't matter even if they didn't help. One of the two judges linked to the Apeto family had accepted money from Prince Aishes."
'...Aishes Shand Apeto?'
His frantic thoughts stalled for a moment. Yuder silently performed calculations in his head.
'Wait. Three of the seven grand judges belong to the Emperor's faction, at least one person is from the Diarca family, and one person is from Prince Aishes' side. That means......'
Four votes, easily enough to win by majority rule.
'Had he anticipated this and held back until the Apeto faction had no choice but to reveal the evidence in a decisive argument?'
Indeed, it was Kishiar. There was no match for his method of obtaining his goals through acting and patience. Yuder let out a small breath and calmly smiled.
"You took great care to prevent any relevant issues from arising, Commander. Even if permission to read is granted, Prince Aishes will likely understand."
"I hope so."
Kishiar extended his hand, feigning regret. The Commander and his assistant locked eyes, their faces full of complicity. Eventually, the grand judges, who had been discussing amongst themselves, seemed to reach a conclusion and returned to their seats.
"As a result of our discussion, six out of seven grand judges agree to the request of His Highness, Duke Peletta. The designated section will be read by the judge shortly."
"That's preposterous!"
"Six votes? How could such an absurd...!"
Although shocked voices arose from the Apeto side, the judge stepped forward undeterred. He raised the document in front of the excited and curious spectators and began to read the written words.
"...Lately, I feel my illness is deepening. It has been like this since I was born, but now I truly do not know how much longer I can live. The incurable disease that doesn't respond to any medicine or divine power, and can't be cured by magic, has long proven our Apeto's glorious and sad history."
The section he had read was part of a record that Beltrail had written in diary format. While not directly mentioning the Blood of Blessing by Apeto, he knew that the nobles in the capital were well aware that many frail individuals had been born generation after generation in the house of Duke Apeto.
In the midst of everyone holding their breath, a representative from the Apeto side hastily ran out to stop him.
"You can't! Apeto did not agree to this! Can't you stop at once!"
"What is this nonsense in a sacred courtroom! Take him out."
"No way!"
Despite the Apeto representative struggling and shouting, he was unable to overpower the soldiers holding him.
Taking advantage of this, the judge read the remaining part.
"Anything to survive, even if it means becoming a devil. I want answers, regardless of the sacrifices, since we are born to survive. The First Prince said that no answers can be found with the power of the Awakeners, but the Second Prince trusted me. Together we will definitely see the end of this research... That's it."
"..."
Everyone was speechless, except for the Apeto representative shouting in protest.
"...So that's why."
Someone sitting in the gallery muttered in a stunned voice. He was not the only one with such thoughts.
As if woken up from a dream, the people started stirring all at once, and not just the detained representative of the Apeto family; other representatives also rushed out to protest. Echoing around was the Apeto side's refusal to agree to the disclosure of this information, and allegations that it was an outright lie.
Yuder turned his eyes to the oldest man who was banging on the desk in front of him with a husky voice.
"Regardless, it's already not an issue for the Second Prince and Elder Priest Beltrail! Duke Apeto has nothing to do with it! Don't drag him into this disgraceful affair!"
"No involvement. Really?"
Once again, when Kishiar opened his mouth, the angry glances of the Apeto family's representatives turned back to him.
"Even if the late Second Prince Lenore helped Beltrail, do you think all of this could have been possible without the tacit approval and help of the Duke?"
"Don't speak without evidence!"
"Evidence. I will, of course, present it."
"What? What are you..."
Whether they were speechless or not, Kishiar did not rise from his seat but instead smiled. As he raised his hand, Nathan Zuckerman, who had been standing silently beside the witnesses, approached and pulled out a piece of paper from his bosom.
"This is a document with the personal seal of Duke Apeto, intended to support the terrible research of Beltrail Shand Apeto."
For a moment, Yuder heard a roar that seemed to shake the entire imperial court.
"We didn't hear such a thing! It's a lie! It's a lie!"
"It's a manipulation by Duke Peletta! It's definitely a fake!"
"Whether it's fake or not, you'll know when you see it."
Kishiar elegantly twisted his hand and extended the paper toward the grand judges.
"I will submit the final piece of evidence."
'It's over.'
Yuder, watching the Apeto representatives in chaos and despair, and the murmuring crowd, had a feeling that everything was over.
Chapter 211
The trial between the Cavalry, including Duke Peletta and the Apeto Ducal House ended in defeat for the Apeto, just as many had predicted. However, the resulting storm that it stirred was beyond anyone's expectations.
The Apeto House, having braced for merely a blow to their pride if they were to lose, was slapped with an astronomical fine and the confiscation of about one-third of their official assets. Dozens of involved parties were sentenced to exile or imprisonment, having been judged guilty. Even those who were seen as indirect accomplices received relatively light punishments, their numbers reaching nearly hundreds.
The Duke of Apeto naturally resisted these penalties, but the onslaught from Emperor Keilusa and Kishiar was as if they had anticipated every possible move. As the Duke hesitated, unsure whether he should swallow his pride and seek help from other ducal houses, those siding with the Emperor engaged in 'conversation' with those members and followers of the House of Apeto.
Thanks to a fiery temperament that ran in their family, there were few in the Apeto House who possessed deep loyalty to begin with. Those who followed out of a lust for money or fear, willingly accepted the offer to lighten their own charges in exchange for testifying against the crimes of the Apeto.
While one traitor could be easily dealt with, it became impossible to handle when dozens, then hundreds began to speak out. Thus, the massive limbs of the Apeto House were swiftly severed, one by one, starting from the edges.
By the time the Duke of Apeto came to his senses, everything was already over. On the surface, it seemed like the Duke and the key members of his family had escaped punishment, but they were no more than a torso left without limbs.
Furthermore, the situation worsened when evidence emerged showing that the Duke, who had been consistently asserting his innocence, had in fact been supporting Beltrail directly. The Duke's escape from punishment, despite being responsible for his house, attracted a torrent of criticism and resentment. The numerous rumors related to Beltrail's record exposed during the initial trial also humiliated the Apeto House. It was unbearable for those who held reputation, honor, and lineage above all else.
Another incident occurred amid such circumstances. An assassin infiltrated the Crown Prince's palace, which had been quiet for some time, leaving behind a suspicion that the true killer of Lenore Shand Apeto had been found. Fortunately, the Crown Prince was unharmed, but was wounded by a poison-coated dagger and was advised to rest for some time.
The assassin committed suicide immediately upon being captured, leaving no clue as to who had hired him. However, the flower symbol engraved on a badge in his possession, presumably intended to be left behind had the mission succeeded, became the topic of discussion among the populace.
The name of the flower was Dulacrule, a symbol of sorrow traditionally placed on a child's grave by grieving parents in the empire.
Duke Apeto claimed he did not order the act, but no one believed him. Duke Diarca, despite his nickname of the 'Old Raccoon', sent a formal letter of protest to Duke Apeto, in an anger that seemed uncharacteristic of him.
Whether this was the cause was unclear, but soon after, Duke Apeto collapsed, stricken by a disease he thought he had overcome in his youth. Unable to perform his duties as the pillar of the family, all his powers were transferred to his only remaining successor, the First Prince Aishes.
Aishes, having grasped the power he had long desired, promptly embarked on a ruthless campaign to rid his faction of those who had rebelled against his father. Those who had maliciously predicted his weak constitution would render him incapable of leading the House began to fall one by one, largely due to the disgrace they had brought upon the family in such a short span of time.
Most people who were unaware of the full situation praised the fact that Aishes, the sole heir who had faithfully retained his position throughout the family's scandals, had assumed the leadership of the House, stating it was indeed a fortunate event.
All the while, Yuder Aile watched the unfolding changes from a step behind, his keen gaze concealed as he silently observed.
—---
Yuder climbed to the fifth floor and knocked on the Commander's office door. Shortly thereafter, the door opened, revealing Nathan Zuckerman's face. The tall man with blonde hair who was usually present was nowhere to be seen inside the office.
With a practiced hand, Yuder picked up the pile of letters strewn across the desk and spoke.
"Has the Commander not risen yet today?"
"Yes."
In the short period when the world was rapidly changing without a moment's rest, Kishiar also reached the 'cycle' as he had previously predicted. He was often actively leading and encouraging those involved until the trial of the Apeto family was nearly concluded. However, for the past few days, he was rarely seen outside.
'Back then, he would at least be up early in the office...'
Today marked the third day since it became increasingly hard to catch a glimpse of him, even in his office.
'I wonder if he's still here.'
What does it feel like to forcibly expel the overflowing energy within your body? Despite hearing about it, he couldn't easily imagine it because he had never experienced it himself. Kishiar hadn't sought out Yuder, so he had refrained from speaking, but at this point, he was slightly worried.
The once busy office, always filled with a man who seemed to be constantly working, now appeared deceptively vacant, with only the ever-burning stove serving as a steady source of light. After a fleeting glance at the divine sword Orr, placed on the stove, Yuder sat down at a small desk near the Commander's table and began his work. Ever since the festival period and the business holiday due to the manifestation had ended, he had been fully committed to the task of sorting letters.
Reading all the letters that had arrived for Kishiar, categorizing them, and picking out the most urgent ones was not a difficult task, but it was rather time-consuming.
'Most of them are invitations today...'
However, thanks to the enhanced reputation of the Cavalry, there had been no rude requests since the festival to send an Awakener to be used as a clown, or to arrange a meeting with a young and beautiful Awakener for some pointless purpose.
Yuder quickly went through all the letters, setting aside those that were not party invitations or unilateral love letters to Kishiar. This alone reduced the pile by about eighty percent.
Just as he was about to start reading the remaining letters in earnest, Nathan Zuckerman, who had disappeared into the office earlier, returned with a cup of tea and set it beside him. Accompanying the tea was a mountainous assortment of chocolates.
"Please, help yourself."
"..."
Yuder lifted his gaze from the mountain of chocolate, focusing on Nathan. Nathan had provided him with five slices of cake just yesterday, and the day before, he presented cookies of various hues smeared with jam. No matter how many times Yuder told him that it was unnecessary, Nathan's terse reply was always, "I'm just following orders."
"Did the Commander order you to give me these, too?"
"Yes."
Seeing Nathan's commitment to following orders daily, Yuder could only find the situation peculiar. It was as if he was going through this routine for the first time, and he wasn't sure whether it seemed normal to Kishiar as well.
Yuder glanced at Nathan, wondering if he had anything else to say about Kishiar, but Nathan's expression was as impassive as ever.
"Please wait a moment."
Eventually, Yuder called out to Nathan just before he turned and disappeared.
"It seems too much for me to eat alone. Would you care to join me?"
"I thought the quantity was just enough for you to finish…"
Nathan's gaze drifted toward the pile of chocolates. Yuder recalled the dessert plates that Nathan had silently emptied in the past, and after a moment of silence, he spoke again.
"...There's something I'd like to ask."
"Understood."
Finally, Nathan took a seat across from him. He didn't touch the tea or chocolate, instead maintaining a knightly posture and gazing at Yuder.
"Do you have any questions?"
"When Kishiar's cycle was approaching, and I asked if there was anything else I needed to be mindful of, you told me there was nothing to worry about."
That conversation occurred when Yuder was restarting his duty of sorting through the correspondence. Nathan had said that it was a routine that was already familiar to Kishiar and him, and that there was no need for others to be overly cautious.
"Yes."
"So, is this also normal?"
"If you're referring to being excessively sleepy and distancing yourself from others... Yes. It's quite common."
Becoming excessively sleepy and distancing oneself. Yuder digested this piece of information and nodded.
"I see. Understood."
If it was something that had already occurred in the past, then there was no need to worry excessively. Yuder realized this was just the first time in this lifetime he was experiencing such a situation. In his past life, he had grown accustomed to Kishiar disappearing for days at a time without a trace.
Kishiar had already explained and warned him about the impending cycle. Not just to Yuder, but everyone around him. If everyone was being distanced, there was no particular need to worry.
Just as he was lost in his thoughts, Nathan unexpectedly asked a question.
"...Are you worried?"
"Of course, I am worried. I have heard about it, but this is my first time experiencing it."
If something were to happen to Kishiar, it would also impact the new future chosen by Yuder Aile. Kishiar's existence itself was synonymous with the future.
Upon hearing Yuder's reply, Nathan's lips pressed together firmly.
"That's surprising."
It was a while before Yuder turned his head towards Nathan, who had finally spoken. Nathan was looking at Yuder, his eyes a mix of curiosity and some inexplicable emotion.
"Did you think I wasn't worried about the Commander at all?"
"To be honest… It seemed that way."
Chapter 212
To express vague worries would only invite danger in return. There was no need to make a fuss every day just because one was worried. Yuder had merely been waiting in silence, but it seemed that his demeanor appeared extremely calm to others. He recalled a particularly serene expression on his face and absently stroked his chin.
"When I heard the Commander's words, I assumed that this cycle would end quickly. But isn't it lasting far longer than expected?"
"Indeed, it is lasting quite long this time."
Nathan Zuckerman nodded in agreement.
"Yet it still hasn't surpassed the longest duration."
"What was the longest period?"
"One month. It was two years ago."
Two years ago. Around the same time that Kishiar had awakened. Yuder could not even begin to imagine Kishiar of that era, who he only knew from stories, and who he could never truly know. Giving up on this fruitless effort, Yuder raised his head. Nathan Zuckerman was still sitting upright, looking straight ahead.
"Does the cycle lengthen when his physical condition is poor?"
"No. Rather than that…"
Nathan Zuckerman's words trailed off, and his eyes darkened.
"It is known to lengthen when the power does not dissipate properly."
"Dissipation, you mean…"
Yuder recalled the small potion Kishiar had shown him.
"Isn't that why he drinks the potion? That's what I heard… But even after taking the potion, are there times when the dissipation is particularly good or bad?"
Nathan Zuckerman did not immediately answer. Just as Yuder was about to give up on waiting for his response, a soft, low voice resonated in the room.
"That is…"
"Oh, you're already here."
At that moment, the aura in the inner hallway surged, and Kishiar appeared. The man, who usually kept his aura well suppressed, was releasing it so much today that it could be felt from afar. He was, as always, dressed in a white uniform. Yuder was captivated by Kishiar's beautiful face, which looked freshly washed and still damp. His appearance was already eye-catching, but today the combination of dampness and languor made him even more devastating.
"You're here."
Nathan Zuckerman promptly rose from his seat and bowed. After Yuder also stood and greeted him, Kishiar's gaze moved towards the desk. He scanned over the classified pile of letters, the pile of chocolates on the tray, and the single cup of tea, before his red eyes returned to Yuder.
"Were you two chatting?"
"Sir Aile had a question, so we were briefly engaged in conversation."
"It seems you've become quite friendly in my absence. I feel a bit jealous, Nathan."
"…"
Where in this cold silence could there be jealousy? Yuder read from Nathan Zuckerman's silence that he shared the same thought.
"Was there anything urgent to confirm while I was asleep?"
"Nothing urgent. The sequential tasks are over there for your review."
As Kishiar's adjutant, Nathan Zuckerman primarily handled the communications related to Kishiar's territory of Peletta, but that was not all. Besides managing Peletta's Knights, he received all sorts of secret communications through various channels when Kishiar was absent. Seeing how he managed to handle such a volume of work while also attending to Kishiar, Yuder couldn't help but admire him.
‘He might have done something else as well...’
Kishiar, who slowly approached the desk, skimmed through the piles of paper laid upon it. As he unrolled the scroll on top, he suddenly froze his fingertips.
"Beltrail Shand Apeto is critically ill."
"Wasn't he imprisoned in the Regien Tower?"
"It seems someone poisoned his food. It's unlikely he'll survive today - perhaps he's already departed for the long journey."
While countless individuals paid their penalties from the House of Apeto, Beltrail, naturally the greatest sinner of them all, also faced his judgment. He was stripped of his entire fortune and sentenced to 15 years in prison, leading him to Regien Tower, where most noble criminals were incarcerated.
In reality, the grand judges aligned with the Emperor argued that he should be imprisoned in the most remote land at the edge of the empire. However, the opinion of the House of Apeto that the punishment was too severe for someone of unstable mind was accepted, and instead, an agreement was reached with the confiscation of his property. He was to be sent to the Regien Tower within the capital.
The result of his punishment became the significant standard to conclude all the matters surrounding the House of Apeto. It was a victory for the Emperor and Kishiar, publicized far and wide.
Kishiar did not personally attend it, but Yuder saw with his own eyes how the people of Hartan who returned after witnessing the verdict, the Awakeners who had suffered, and Devran rejoiced. He recalled their faces when they finally returned to their homeland after Beltrail's trial, as if they were finally free from their pent-up resentment and anger.
If those who had left quietly in the middle of the night, so as not to bother Kishiar any further, heard this news, what would they think?
Without a doubt, it was a job well done. However, Yuder had to think about what was next. He moved to Kishiar's side and opened his mouth.
"Has it been determined who did it?"
"Of course, there's no evidence. But circumstantially, it's probably Aishes Shand Apeto."
Aishes. If he, who now took control of the family, had wished to eliminate Beltrail, it was completely possible. After all, having him alive wouldn't bring any benefit to the future of the House of Apeto.
"So the first son has officially made his move."
"Yes. The Duke of Apeto is trying to defend, but the Duke still hasn't woken up. It'll be tough for a while. I'm curious about who will win."
Kishiar, who said this, looked much better than he had yesterday. There was no comparison since yesterday Yuder had only seen him when he had finished his work.
Yuder looked at his face and naturally responded.
"Whichever of the two wins, there should be no harm to you, Commander."
"I'm trying to make sure that's the case."
"And so it will be."
Regardless of who won, the future of Duke Apeto was dark, and Aishes wouldn't be able to beat his frail body.
Kishiar chuckled lightly.
"Your assurance is as strong as if you've seen the future."
Yuder paused for a moment but quickly regained his composure.
"Well... my prediction is that the first son will win in the end. Once he takes over the Duke's position, we'll have to wait and see what happens next."
As he muttered, Kishiar slumped into his chair and let out a long breath.
"Nathan, could you make me a cup of tea?"
"Of course. Is there anything else you need?"
Kishiar shook his head.
"Just wait a moment, please."
Nathan Zuckerman, who had nodded to Yuder, left the Commander's office. Kishiar beckoned Yuder closer with a gesture of his hand.
"How have things been lately? It's been hard to check in since I haven't been able to get out."
"Everyone is training diligently. Their morale has risen since the trial of the House of Apeto..."
At Yuder's response, Kishiar suddenly wore an odd expression. Yuder stopped mid-sentence and blinked.
"...Wasn't that what you asked about?"
"No. I was curious about that too. But what I asked about..."
Kishiar trailed off, chuckling weakly as if he found his own question amusing. His red eyes softened.
"...was about you."
Something in Yuder's chest felt tight. He could feel the atmosphere subtly shift.
Unintentionally, his gaze fell to Kishiar's lips before dropping away. Looking at his smile was, for some reason, difficult.
"I am, of course, well. You saw me yesterday, didn't you?"
"That was brief."
"..."
"Very brief."
Nothing had changed since they had admitted their attraction and shared a kiss. Despite the trials they had faced, including the first conflict with the House of Apeto and Kishiar's constant struggles with his own body, Kishiar's attitude towards Yuder had remained unchanged. The only shift was a subtle change in how he addressed him.
Whenever their faces brushed past each other in passing or they locked eyes during conversations about work, the intensity of his gaze was warm yet fierce. It was incredibly difficult to ignore such a powerful pull, strong enough to make one forget the presence of others.
Time and space seemed to melt away in his presence. It had been like this before, but now it was even more intense. Once Yuder looked at him, it was impossible to look away. That precarious feeling was subtly knocking at the back of his mind now.
"Is your work for today done?"
"No, I've just finished sorting."
"That's good."
Not understanding what he meant by 'good', Yuder looked at Kishiar who was smiling at him.
"Then you can stay here a bit longer."
"...Do you want me to stay here longer?"
"If possible."
His answer was light, almost joking, but it could have been serious. Yuder hesitated, unsure of how to respond, before cautiously opening his mouth.
"I will try."
"How?"
His languid voice asked, seemingly teasing.
"Why don't you give me more tasks to do here, Commander?"
Yuder thought this was a pretty good response. However, Kishiar's red eyes, holding a deeper heat than usual, seemed to disagree. He soon tilted his head and spoke, a smile playing on his lips.
Chapter 213
"Yuder, I hear you've been training at dawn with Ever Beck lately."
"Yes?"
"Did you start with a particular goal in mind? If so, is it going well?"
"Ah... yes."
Taken aback by the sudden change in topic, Yuder nodded. These days, as he'd asked, he was training with Ever every morning. Although they called it 'training', it was essentially observing the flow of Ever's power as she exercised it, and it turned out to be more interesting than expected.
Ever was clumsier than her previous life that Yuder knew of, but her power control was undeniably more delicate compared to other Awakeners. Yuder's current goal was to learn that technique and apply it to himself.
However, he hadn't expected Kishiar to bring up the topic abruptly, and it took him a while to understand the implication and respond.
"Ever is currently the most proficient among us in controlling small units of power. I am getting her help as I am somewhat clumsy in that area."
"Thais Yulman and his apprentice are continually assisting you as well."
Kishiar changed the topic again.
After the underground lab incident, Thais Yulman had moved his research lab at the order of Kishiar. His new lab was a warehouse building within the Imperial Knight, a short distance from the Cavalry. Despite the fatigue from moving his belongings over several days, he seemed even more ecstatic than ever, tirelessly planning his future research.
His apprentice, Alik, was training his awakened water control abilities while assisting his master. Every time Yuder visited, Alik would fervently bombard him with questions, leading to hours-long conversations if he got a hold of him.
In truth, the total amount of water Alik could summon was barely enough to fill a cup, so it couldn't be deemed powerful. However, his development speed surpassed any other member, perhaps due to his experience of watching mages wielding elemental magic over his shoulder. Because of this, Yuder had high expectations for him.
Combining all that, Yuder responded in a word, "Yes, it's my duty."
"Aren't you also frequenting the medical division, monitoring the training of the Deputy Commanders, and investigating the two Awakeners who belong to the Star of Nagran?"
"...Yes."
'Why would he ask how I've been when he seems to know more about my routine than I do?'
Kishiar laughed a bit more deeply at Yuder's awkward response that seemed to contain that question.
"And yet, you're asking for more tasks. Are you serious?"
"I wouldn't mind having even more tasks than now."
"A typical answer from Yuder Aile. But I didn't bring this up to watch you suffer from overworking."
Suddenly, Yuder felt a formless energy drawing his body. He slightly turned his head. Although it was invisible to the eye, an energy that had filled the Commander's office was now fluctuating in the air.
'This is...'
It was Kishiar's energy. He could tell right away. The unrestrained energies, in sync with their master's will, freely fluctuated in a rather fierce manner, circling around Yuder. Yuder watched Kishiar while trying not to be distracted by that energy.
"But isn't that the best way?"
"There is a simpler alternative."
What else could keep him longer in the Commander's office besides work? As Yuder frowned slightly, Kishiar whispered in a voice so sweet that it made his heart flutter.
"When you wish to stay, stay for as long as you like."
"..."
"What do you think?"
Even if he tried to consider it casually, he could immediately understand that the implied meaning was far from ordinary. Seeing the face tinted with the blatant color of desire, seemingly expecting a response, thirst reflexively sprang forth within Yuder. His mouth began to dry, but he swallowed hard, struggling to suppress that heat.
"...I will keep that in mind."
"Just keep it in mind?"
The precarious atmosphere felt more potent today, probably because of the unrestrained aura that Kishiar exuded. Reason warned him not to be swept away by such a formidable force.
"I will also make an effort."
"Well, you won't be swayed easily."
Kishiar smiled slightly, a twinkle in his eyes. Not knowing why he found it amusing, Kishiar laughed softly for a while before leaning back in his chair, exhaling deeply.
A few moments later, only a deep gaze remained in the place where the laughter had faded, and silence followed. Kishiar, staring as if piercing Yuder's innermost thoughts with his red eyes, opened his mouth.
"Were you not upset that I haven't been around much?"
Yuder suddenly wondered if this was what Kishiar had wanted to ask him all along. He couldn't be sure, but it felt like that.
"I was fine... but."
As he continued, Yuder noticed the peculiar look in Kishiar's eyes and quickly changed his words.
"When I heard from Sir Zuckerman earlier, he mentioned that your cycle has been longer this time. I was quite worried about that."
"So that's what you were discussing with Nathan."
Finally, it seemed that the mystery was resolved. Kishiar nodded slowly.
"There's no need to worry. This cycle being longer is simply because I've been trying to release my energy in the most natural way, doing nothing in particular. Despite how Nathan may seem, he worries a lot, and sometimes sees situations too negatively."
So the lengthening of his cycle was due to a natural release of energy, did that mean he had been expelling it in some other way before? The phrasing was odd, but it would be strange to probe further. After hesitating for a moment, Yuder asked briefly.
"But are you okay?"
"I have to make sure I am."
There was a glimmer of heat in Kishiar's gentle gaze.
"Having discovered the truth, I don't want to cover my eyes with other things and live in vain."
He didn't understand what that meant, but for some reason, seeing Kishiar so exhilarated made him feel alright. His skin prickled where the gaze full of warmth landed.
Yuder swallowed, as if shaking off the sensation that seemed to crawl up his spine.
"Understood... If there's anything I can do to help, please let me know."
"I want to touch."
The sudden remark changed the atmosphere again. As Yuder’s mouth fell open as if he was about to question, ‘what?’, Kishiar repeated his statement.
"I really want to touch."
"What do you mean?"
Yuder questioned, but he already knew the answer. His gaze was fixed on his face; he couldn't feign ignorance even if he wanted to. A moment later, as if to ask whether he really didn't understand, Kishiar raised his hand slightly, a secret smile creeping up the corners of his mouth, and his premonition turned into a complete certainty.
‘Why such pointless acts…’
He found himself unable to tear his eyes away, as if the spectacle before him was verging on the obscene. How he wished he could brush it off and flee as easily as in the past, when he saw the man as nothing more than a pesky serpent. But those days were long gone.
"...Where would you like it to be?"
"Are you really going to let me touch you?"
A heavy murmur broke the silence, yielding an unexpected reaction, as though the proposition had never been anticipated.
"As long as it doesn't cross any inappropriate boundaries, it should be fine."
"Inappropriate, huh?"
Kishiar shot a question back at Yuder, who was gently nodding, as if to confirm the boundaries.
"Can I... touch your hair?"
"Yes."
"And your hand?"
"Yes."
"Can I touch your cheek as well? What about your ear?"
"...Yes."
It felt ridiculous to check each point, but Yuder answered nonetheless.
"Hmm. How about, here?"
Kishiar lightly tapped the area below his own lips with his index finger, a playful smile in his eyes.
"...Are you sorry, or were you planning on mocking me from the start?"
"Ha-ha-ha."
Chilled by the reply, Kishiar suddenly hid half his face, bursting into a gleeful laughter. Yuder, about to retort, instead stood stupefied, staring blankly at his face.
Perhaps a flower blooming and melting under the warm sunlight was akin to this moment.
Despite having seen Kishiar La Orr's smiling face countless times before, Yuder realized he had never witnessed such an expression. The recognition surfaced fleetingly in his mind before quickly dissipating. The laugh of a man he thought he knew so well seemed foreign, something never seen before, and it pierced deep into Yuder's heart.
"I'm sorry. I do want to touch you, but I can't right now."
“I'm afraid once I touch you, I won't be able to stop.”
His bittersweet muttering, tainted with laughter, echoed in Yuder's ears. It was only after these words settled did Yuder manage to blink and return to his senses.
"It's such a shame, given you had even given permission."
"..."
"Your Grace, your tea is ready......"
Yuder, who should have responded but couldn't muster a thought, was fortunate that Nathan Zuckerman returned at just the right moment. Seeing the remnants of Kishiar's laughter on his face, Nathan paused momentarily, then glanced briefly at Yuder.
"Did something happen?"
"Just a very cute incident. Want to know?"
Despite Kishiar's jesting remark, Nathan showed no reaction. Having dealt with Kishiar's teasing numerous times before, Nathan placed the teapot and cups on the table with an unchanging stoic expression. This allowed Yuder to regain his composure.
"I'll finish the rest of my tasks, then."
"Do so."
Kishiar waved a hand in dismissal, still smiling. Yuder quickly returned to his seat, pulling the letters he had sorted towards him. His intention was to read them all as quickly as possible and leave, but the gaze on the side of his face was quite unnerving.
'This is a letter from the Imperial Mages. This one looks like it's about the costs incurred from summoning those people for the trial... and this one too. And this is...?'
His gaze, moving at top speed to decipher the words, suddenly halted at one point. Yuder frowned as he held two letters, staring at the characters written on their fronts.
'One is from the Commander of the Imperial Knights, Theorado Van Tain. And the other from the Second Prince Ejain Afnan of Nelarn. Both of them, request letters.'
Chapter 214
At a glance, both letters were far from ordinary. The unrest that Yuder had felt due to his conversation with Kishiar moments ago swiftly subsided. With a steady hand, he first unsealed the request from Theorado Van Tain.
The letter, sent ostensibly to the beloved Duke Peletta, commenced with a friendly preamble. Though it wasn't long, the content was anything but mundane as expected.
Perhaps Your Grace, Duke Peletta, has come to know about the frequent monster appearances beyond the western border of the empire lately. Despite it being much earlier than usual, multiple hordes of monsters numbering in the hundreds have been observed, and in the western surrounding nations, including Durban, several nearby cities and towns have already suffered significant damage. This distressing information has come to our attention.
'...What is this?'
Yuder silently read on, pressing his lips together.
So far, the empire has not suffered significant damage, but it is uncertain whether this will continue to be the case. We, the Tain family, who have defended the western lands of the empire for generations, are considering advancing our monster subjugation plans. If Your Grace, the Duke Peletta, who brilliantly led the Cavalry during the Harvest Festival, would consider this matter seriously and is willing to offer assistance, I request that you kindly reply to me.
The sudden surge of monsters in the west, much more than usual years, and the subjugation.
It was an all too familiar tale. Yuder looked at the letter and tried to recall his memories from his past life.
'Right. It's exactly like that time. But then... the timing was later than now.'
The same thing happened in his past life. However, by the time Yuder of that era learned about what was happening in the western part of the empire, the damage had already been done.
Several knight orders that headed there first suffered near-annihilation, and the empire's forces could not properly respond. This led the once-overlooked Cavalry to be pushed toward the west. It was the Cavalry's first official mission, which was anything but glorious.
Heading west burdened with heavy responsibility and without sufficient time to prepare, the Cavalry members somehow managed to convey news of their first glorious victory to the capital.
However, there was no time for celebration. The onslaught of monsters, which kept appearing no matter how many were slain, relentlessly continued whenever they let their guard down. Lowly sabotage and restraint aimed at the victorious Cavalry followed suit. Casualties were inevitable.
Even after Commander Kishiar personally entered the battlefield multiple times, it took more than three months to fully suppress the monsters. In the process, many of the original members were seriously injured or killed, including Gakane Bolunwald, which was highly respected within the group.
The Cavalry was greatly shaken by the incident. The voices of unrest grew louder as Kishiar, who had to stabilize the group, designated Yuder as his successor and frequently absented himself. The situation reached a peak of chaos when Emperor Keilusa also left the world around the same time. Many members who had believed and followed the Commander either defected or fled. The remaining members could never return to their previous lives.
Looking back, it was almost a miracle that the Cavalry was not disbanded then.
'I've been training the entire Cavalry so hard since I returned to prepare for this, but I didn't expect to get the information in this way.'
Even earlier than in his previous life, it happened through a letter from Theo, a member of the Tain Ducal House and also Imperial Knight Commander.
Yuder suspiciously glanced over the part that was labeled as the Tain Ducal House.
‘To subjugate them in advance… sounds good. Excluding the fact that I don’t think highly of their reason for wanting to do something they didn’t do in their previous life.’
Although it was correct that since the main territory of the Tain Ducal House was in the west, it wasn’t strange if they were worried about the news of monsters starting to break out from their homeland. But in his previous life, the Tain Ducal House was so reluctant to ask the Cavalry for help until monsters had encroached upon the very doorstep of their main territory.
If they really wanted to subjugate the monsters in advance, wouldn't it be easier and more convenient to hire mercenaries, or call for a group of knights with whom their family had ties, instead of asking for help from the newly formed Cavalry?
‘Still, it would be easier to assume this is a trick aimed at putting pressure on the Cavalry and Kishiar's side.’
He would have ignored it if he didn’t know what was going to happen in a few months, but this matter couldn't be ignored. Regardless of when it was going to be dealt with, the sooner, the better.
Yuder sighed, folding up the letter he had been glaring at.
‘No matter what they do this time, they won’t get away with it as easily as before. So it doesn't matter.’
But what really didn’t sit well with him was that the plea for help was sent not by the Tain Duke himself, but by someone else.
Theorado Van Tain might be a member of the Tain Ducal House and Commander of the Imperial Knight, but in this matter, he was nothing more than a third party. If the Tain Ducal House and Commander Theo really sincerely wanted help, they should have at least made the effort to come directly to the Cavalry building. After all, the Imperial Knight and the Cavalry share the same premises.
The fact they didn’t do so could only be interpreted as an intention to avoid stepping into the Cavalry building, including Kishiar, and even more so to avoid face-to-face interactions.
Even now, the Imperial Knights, who were under Theo, were ignoring the Cavalry members like bugs, disrespectfully passing by Kishiar without even a greeting. What more could be expected from such folks?
With a cold heart, Yuder unfolded the second letter sent by the second prince of Nelarn, Ejain. The main content was not long this time either. He first courteously explained who he was and revealed that he had stayed in the capital so far to further admire the culture of the empire, which he might not see again after the festival had ended and all other diplomats had returned home.
...The reason I am sending you this letter is straightforward. I originally planned to stay in the empire a bit longer, but due to unexpected circumstances, I will be returning to Nelarn soon. However, due to some somewhat dizzying political situations surrounding me, I find myself in a situation where I must depart with as few people as possible.
Ejain did not detail what the dizzying political situation was. Thanks to that, Yuder had to rummage through his memories for a while before recalling the information that Ejain was often threatened with his life by his brothers due to the exceptional abilities he demonstrated during his prince days in his previous life.
‘I remember him becoming the king only after he had clearly sorted everything out after becoming an Awakener.’
Yuder continued to read the section below.
According to our sources, the number of monsters appearing in the western borderlands has increased dramatically of late. It's quite risky to leave the imperial border with a small group and head to a safe location for many reasons. Therefore, we requested if the emperor could grant us humanitarian assistance. In response, we were given the most gracious answer that a letter should be sent to His Grace the Duke of Peletta, who is in charge of the Cavalry.
Although it was written as humanitarian assistance on the surface, its true meaning aligned with the intention of Emperor Keilusa to firmly protect Prince Ejain by leveraging Kishiar. Knowing the succession battle taking place in Ejain's motherland, Nelarn, if the Emperor made such a decision, it was highly likely that a politically understanding conversation had been established between the prince who came as an envoy and the Emperor.
'... Perhaps the reason why Prince Ejain came to the Empire as an envoy in this dangerous time was for that purpose from the beginning.'
Ultimately, as Ejain would be the ultimate winner of Nelarn's throne, Emperor Keilusa's decision would turn out to be correct.
Yuder, with a sudden realization, folded the letter thinking that Emperor Keilusa too was a man with a perspective and sense that were too valuable to die early, just like his brother Kishiar.
As if he had been waiting for that, Kishiar's voice came from beside him.
"Your expression has been unusual while reading, what are these letters about?"
"These letters, it seems that Commander should see them and reply as soon as possible today."
"Is the content that urgent?"
Instead of explaining, Yuder got up and put the letters on Kishiar's desk. A moment later, Kishiar, having read all the letters, lifted his head with an absent smile.
"Interesting. Both of the letters are discussing the same monster incidents happening in the same region."
"Did you already know, Commander?"
"If you're talking about the information that a much larger number of monsters is appearing in the western borderlands compared to last year, yes, I did know."
An unsurprising response returned.
"How did you..."
"Do you remember? Before the festival, there was a letter where some lord from the west suddenly asked for help from the Cavalry to subdue the monsters that had appeared."
"That letter... Ah."
Just as he was about to ask when such a letter had arrived, a vague memory suddenly surfaced.
'Was it the day I first helped with the letter classification?'
The day he realized that the Cavalry's schedule, which he thought would be neglected all along, had completely changed due to a single letter, Yuder selected two letters he thought were rather normal from numerous ones. One was a letter sent from the imperial palace, and the other was the request that Kishiar mentioned.
"Thinking it was the first proper request letter, I eagerly checked and found it to be an extremely rude request from someone who thought it would be cheaper to have an awakened slave rather than to spend money on knights."
"...I see. I apologize."
Kishiar, who slightly shook his head as if saying it was okay to Yuder's apology, continued his speech with a calm face.
"Anyway, the only truth in that letter was the part about the monster appearances. But that was really strange. It's not the season for monsters to appear within the border now. So I ordered a few of the Peletta Knights to continuously survey the surrounding situation."
Chapter 215
Even amidst his busy schedule, he had consistently examined the situation in the West, all based on a tiny suspicion embedded within the rude letter. It was a skill beyond admiration, enough to send chills down his spine. Yuder blinked blankly for a moment before he managed to open his mouth.
"That's... really impressive."
"Impressive, what nonsense. I merely gave the orders. The loyal knights carried out the task."
"Are you saying that Sir Aile wouldn't believe it was real? Please clarify the whole process."
Suddenly, Nathan Zuckerman, who had been standing near Kishiar, interjected. Kishiar's previously laughing face subtly changed. Yuder, puzzled, turned to look at Nathan.
"What do you mean?"
"It's true that you dispatched our Peletta Knights to verify the truth of the contents of the request letter. But after you grasped the dark intentions of the local lord there, you didn't order an immediate return. Instead, you sent more people, not just because of the monsters that had appeared out of season…"
"Oh, Nathan, that's enough."
Kishiar interrupted Nathan's words. However, Yuder seemed to understand the rest of the cut-off sentence.
"Did you order them to sit there helplessly as a form of protest?"
"Something like that."
"It wasn't that direct, though."
Kishiar sighed, resignedly answering.
"Monsters are often referred to as a curse of the god, aren't they? If they really appeared at this time, it looked certain that it was the lord's fault, so I just asked them to stay and observe. It turned out that he was indeed extremely immoral."
"Thanks to that, the lord there is about to be anonymously reported with the evidence we collected and is scheduled to be tried in the capital. The unusual movement of the monsters compared to previous years was an incidental discovery, so we could say it was a secondary harvest."
Nathan spoke curtly. Kishiar narrowed his eyes and smiled contentedly.
"It's like we did some advance research."
"Do you know how hard it was for the rest of us knights, including myself, to deal with the absence of several people chasing after that swine during this busy time?"
It was only then that Yuder understood why the usually stoic knight had responded to his lord's words.
'So that's what it was.'
If they had to deal with reduced staff during the busy festival period due to an inconceivable reason, anyone would have been upset.
"You've ruined my chance to show off my skills in front of my respectful assistant because of you, Nathan. The momentum's gone."
"Sir Aile should also know the truth, shouldn't he?"
"If this issue causes my assistant to lose respect for me, you'll be responsible."
"… I believe you made a reasonable choice, sir."
At Yuder's response, Nathan and Kishiar simultaneously turned to look at him.
"Do you mean that sincerely, Sir Aile?"
"Yes."
"Do you mean you would have done the same?"
"Well, I'm not sure. If I had the authority to punish the fake request, I might have personally overturned their entire living area into a field."
Compared to that, how humane and rational was it to find evidence of immorality and hand it over for trial?
Nathan Zuckerman held his silence for a moment. Kishiar, who had opened his eyes slightly wider, burst into laughter. A knight's gaze, seeming to scrutinize Yuder's mind, swept over his face.
"...When Sir Aile speaks like that, it doesn't feel like a joke at all. It's as if you've done it before."
'He's quick-witted.'
In fact, Yuder had experienced similar events several times in his previous life. However, he could not reveal that fact and hence maintained his silence.
"Well, look. Even the assistant admitted I did well."
Fortunately, Kishiar, with a brazen face, intervened and changed the atmosphere. Yuder stepped back and watched as Kishiar and Nathan resumed their conversation.
The admiration he felt for Kishiar, who he thought had a more impressive predictive power than he did, having seen the future, had now faded. But in its place, his thoughts lingered on the casual remark that had just been made.
'A chance to show off my abilities in front of an assistant who admires me...'
A peculiar part of his heart felt agitated. Anyone might feel this way, but he hadn't expected Kishiar to say such a thing. He was equally surprised by the considerably harsher than usual response to the impudent request, something he hadn't anticipated.
To be able to see the genuine emotions of a man, who was normally difficult to comprehend, felt strangely new.
His serious mood due to letters from the Tain Ducal House and Ejain had significantly improved. Feeling lighter, Yuder waited for Kishiar's conversation to subside before asking a question.
"So, Commander, do you intend to accept all the requests written in these letters?"
"I'll have to talk to both, but probably so."
Kishiar answered without hesitation.
"I've felt the need to send the Cavalry and tidy up the western border even without collaborating with the Tain Duchy. It'd be better if we could discreetly deal with Second Prince Nelarn along the way."
"..."
It was perfect. Just the answer Yuder had imagined.
If Kishiar hadn't been so worried about the monsters appearing in the western territories, his hesitation about how to persuade him would have seemed foolish.
"Are you worried about facing a terrifying monster?"
"Why would I be?"
Yuder glanced down at his gloved hand and smiled coldly.
"...I'm looking forward to it immensely."
—---
Two men stood in front of the Regien Tower, faces deeply hidden under pilgrim hats, wearing the clothes of priests who serve the sun god. Several knights solemnly stood their ground in front of the tower, protected by magic to imprison nobles with exceptional abilities.
"Good day. I am here to see Mr. Bertrail..."
As one of the priests approached the knights and began to speak, all eyes turned toward them.
"Are you the priests who have come to offer the final prayers?"
"Yes."
"Show me proof that you have come from the temple."
At the knight's words, the shorter priest hastily took out a holy symbol and a scripture from his bag. His hands trembled slightly, but the knight didn't notice. With a solemn face, he merely nodded and gestured toward the interior.
"Please enter."
The tower gate opened. The two priests followed the knight's guidance, climbing the stairs to the topmost floor of the tower. The taller priest followed the knight well, but the shorter one's pace slowed considerably after climbing a few floors.
"My apologies. May I carry my company?"
"Ah... Please do."
The knight thought the taller of the priests had a surprisingly vigorous strength for a cleric. Only after they had walked to the point of exhaustion did they finally reach a door. It took seven turns of the magical key to unlock the rusted locks and push the door open.
Although the room was as worn as any typical noble's quarters, it was filled with the stench of death. The ragged breath of a man, teetering on the brink of death, echoed from the bed placed beside the window. The priests approached the bedside and looked down at the man lying there.
The only prisoner trapped in this place, Bertrail Shand Apeto, lay there with his eyes half-open, his body emaciated and shriveled to the point that his former appearance was barely recognizable. His clouded, milk-white eyes flickered restlessly, reaching into the empty air as if possessed by a demon. His lips, nearly devoid of teeth, mumbled something incoherent.
Thinking the priests were stunned into silence, the knight who had led them offered consolation.
"It was said that the poison is the cause of this transformation, not possession by a demon. His mind has merely gone."
"...I see."
The taller of the two priests muttered under his breath.
"If the priests are worried, I'll stay here."
"No, we appreciate your offer, but it is tradition that no one other than family should accompany during the final prayer. If anything happens during the prayer, we will call for you, knight."
"Very well. I'll be outside the door. Call me immediately if you need me."
Well, whether a man about to die would be able to hear the prayer, he can't say for sure. With a glance of disinterest at Bertrail, the knight turned and left.
The priests stood still until they heard the door close. A few moments later, the shorter man removed his pilgrim's hat, revealing his face before letting out a sigh.
Surprisingly, he was a young man from the South, with the distinctive deep red skin of his people.
"...Young Master. Is it really necessary to go this far? This man has already been punished. He'll die soon without us doing anything."
"Hosanna. If you were going to complain, you should have stayed behind."
"But..."
"The true punishment does not end with death, you should know that."
The taller man let out a cold laugh.
"I resolved to kill the culprit with my own hands, but I didn't succeed then. Now it's time to finish what I started. He must not die in peace, listening to prayers, not for the sake of our dying brothers."
"…Still, if those outside discover who we are."
"They didn't even notice you walking with prosthetics thanks to my abilities. Why worry now?"
The eyes of the young man called Hosanna darkened. His gaze turned to the prosthetic leg hidden beneath his priestly robes.
"…I apologize for the inconvenience of carrying me."
The taller man clicked his tongue at the crestfallen Hosanna.
"I'm tired of hearing that. If you can't watch, turn around. It will be over soon."
Leaving Hosanna behind, the taller man approached the front of the bed. He knelt down as if about to pray devoutly and removed his pilgrim's hat.
"Bertrail Shand Apeto. Look at me."
The moment the face, half-covered with a dreadful scar, was revealed, Bertrail's eyes, previously aimlessly fluttering, widened as if torn apart.
"Are you coming to your senses after all this time?"
"Hu, hu, help, you, you're......!"
"I am the Reaper, here to harvest your life."
"Sa, save... there, no, no one......!"
"For our brothers, you cannot die peacefully."
With his icy retort, the man extended a hand to grasp Bertrail's face. Despite Bertrail's desperate thrashing and screams, the noises from his throat, now on the cusp of death, were pathetically weak.
"Ahh, no...!"
Moments later, a dim light flowed from the man's hand. A terrible convulsion, its sound unable to manifest, continued. Avoiding the sight, Hosanna, with a voice stricken with fear, cautiously asked.
"...What happens to him now?"
"He will perceive the last few minutes before his death as hundreds of years. And during those hundreds of years, he will burn alone in the fires of hell, screaming in agony as his body is torn apart."
As he said, a few minutes later Bertrail's spasms ceased. As the man removed his hand from the head he was holding, the hair, which had gone stark white within minutes as if aged by hundreds of years, began to fall out onto the sheets. His shriveled face was frozen in a grotesque mask of pain, mouth agape in a terrible expression.
"Is he dead?"
"Yes."
The man stood up from his place, casting a scornful look at Bertrail's corpse as he muttered.
"Even this was too peaceful an end for him."
"..."
"Let's go, Hosanna. We have to finish what the sage asked us to do."
"Just that? What about Gayle and Doyle..."
"Yes. We'll look for those two you're so concerned about."
In the middle of speaking, the man furrowed his brow, turning his head to look out of the heavy window.
"...It seems like someone is coming."
"Eh?"
No sooner had Hosanna questioned, a rough shout accompanied by the sound of horse hooves could be heard from outside. The man, listening to the noise, lifted a corner of his mouth, muttering.
"Seems we found the real priests who were supposed to be here sooner than expected. It won't be easy to leave without a trace. We'll have to escape using your power."
Hosanna's surprised expression quickly froze over.
"Understood. Give me your hand......"
Moments later, the knights who had rushed to the top of the tower unlocked the seven padlocks and kicked the door open to enter.
"Stay still, you charlatans! State your identities now...! Huh?"
"There's no one inside!"
"Magic and magic tools are unusable here, how could they possibly...!"
"Search the area thoroughly!"
As the confused knights scoured the narrow interior of the tower, the corpse on the bed continued to lie coldly like garbage, growing colder still.
Chapter 216
Light blazed and space tore open in the most tucked-away alley of the Seventh Wall of the Empire's capital. Two men dressed in pilgrim's robes emerged from the opened space, unperturbed by the startled rats scurrying away. They calmly surveyed their surroundings.
"Is this the place we remembered?"
"Yes. Just in case, I set our location here."
"Good. It seems we are close to the meeting place as well. Hosanna, put on your hat and gloves. We're moving immediately."
The man with a horrific burn scar covering half of his face, Nahan, donned a pilgrim's hat, which concealed his features up to his neck. Despite having just committed a murder, his face remained disturbingly serene. He put on long gloves, entirely concealing his skin, and began to walk as if nothing had happened. Beside him, Hosanna, looking a little anxious, followed suit and put on his hat and gloves. He limped slightly as he stuck close behind Nahan.
"Why have the noble priests of light come to such a desolate place...? Would you like to try some medicine that I sell?"
"..."
"Gentlemen, who are you looking for? Shall I help you...?"
As they exited the spiderweb-like alley, their surroundings swarmed with cautious and greedy eyes. Nahan ignored an old man who extended a hand with a sinister smile and passed by, but Hosanna didn't know how to react. He stopped, only to have an old man grab his wrist.
"Don't be a nuisance. Scram."
Nahan, who had returned, spat out a word to the old man who was holding Hosanna. With a scream, as if they had seen a terrifying monster, the menacing glances momentarily vanished.
"Th-thank you, Young Master. Did you use your power?"
"Yes."
"You shouldn't get caught because of me... I'm sorry."
Nahan disregarded Hosanna's apology, pulling him by the arm, and resumed walking. This time, they were able to make it to the main road without any interruptions. Ordinary folks bustling in the market entrance didn't find anything odd about the two priests in pilgrim's attire.
It had been a while since they naturally melted into the crowd and started walking when Nahan finally opened his mouth again.
"Hosanna."
"Yes, Young Master."
"There probably won't be any big problems, but just in case, I'm telling you this beforehand. Once we reach the meeting place, do not open your mouth. If there's an emergency, and I give you a signal, open up the space immediately. Somewhere we can escape to."
"...Understood."
"Don't let your guard down. We're almost there. One of the brothers sent by the sage will be waiting there."
The cruel voice echoed somberly from within the pilgrim's hat. They entered an alley close to the Sixth Wall and arrived in front of an old house located amidst aged, dilapidated inns. As soon as Nahan checked the small plaque attached to the heavily rusted gate, a man emerged from the alley behind them.
"You're late. Do you know how long I've waited?"
"Well, it just happened."
"Nahan, why do you always take the sage's requests so lightly..."
The man who was about to speak further with a frown, let out a sigh and dropped his gaze.
"Just come inside for now. I'm definitely reporting this."
"Do as you wish, brother."
Nahan followed him, his face entirely devoid of fear. When the man knocked on the rusty door, someone peered out from inside after a moment.
"When did the priests arrive? This isn't a temple."
"We heard there was someone here who wished to mend what cannot be mended."
The brash tone of Nahan's words immediately changed the expression in the eyes of the man who emerged from within. He scanned the three of them from top to bottom before sharply opening his mouth.
"State your name."
"Star of Nagran."
"...You've come in strange attire."
Only then did the man snort and step aside.
"Enter. The person you seek has already arrived. But, we must perform a small check to ensure you carry no danger before you proceed, I hope you understand."
Nahan, Hosanna, and another man patiently waited as the host checked their pockets. He found nothing on Nahan but, when he pulled out scriptures and holy symbols from Hosanna's possession, he adopted a visibly shaken expression. He seemed to doubt if they were truly priests.
"Fine. Follow me."
The house inside was very dark and smelled musty. However, following the host up to a room on the second floor revealed an improbably clean space. In front of the curtain that covered half the room, incense had been lit, casting an enchanting fragrance. Through the faint light cast by the incense, Nahan and Hosanna could see the silhouette of someone sitting behind the curtain. Although seated, the robust stature of the middle-aged man was clearly visible.
"Master, the guests have arrived."
"Finally, they are here."
The shadow of the figure behind the curtain moved gently, waving a hand.
"Sit down there."
If there was a typical noble demeanor, full of arrogance and formality, this man embodied it. Even after all three had taken their seats, the man did not speak for quite some time, observing them as if scrutinizing something.
Any ordinary person might have been too intimidated or terrified to speak first, but even after a considerable time had passed, the guests maintained their composure. Finally, the man behind the curtain seemed satisfied and broke the silence.
"Hmm. Indeed, you do not seem ordinary."
"..."
"Thank you for coming. We can skip the boring parts about where I heard about you and why I invited you."
"Yes."
At Nahan's response, the middle-aged man chuckled quietly.
"Even though I am in exile due to unfortunate circumstances, a friend of mine, who used to be an Apeto's collaborator, highly praised your abilities. Frankly, when I first heard about it, I doubted how a man could cure a disease of the mind. But seeing you today, oddly enough, I am convinced."
"..."
"I will get to the point. Can you show me once again the miracle you showed him?"
A miracle. It was a heavy word. After a brief silence, Nahan nodded.
"Certainly, it's possible. Given a few conditions are met."
"Conditions. You mean seeing the face and making direct eye contact?"
"Yes."
"So, it means that it's possible right now if you just see the face?"
"That's right."
"More bold and succinct than I thought."
After making that evaluation, the middle-aged noble tapped the end of the cane he was holding. After a moment, he seemed to have made a decision and gestured to the attendant standing in the corner of the room.
"Good. The curtain may now be drawn back."
"Yes, Master."
The guide respectfully approached and pulled back the curtain. The man hidden inside finally revealed himself, grinning haughtily at Nahan and Hosanna.
"Do you know who I am?"
"We do not."
"Aren't you curious?"
"We understand it's not our place to be curious about your identity."
"Indeed. Clever. Now, let's see your faces."
Hosanna hesitated for a moment. But after seeing the subtle gesture from Nahan, indicating that it was safe, he removed his pilgrim's hat.
"..."
Unlike the other, more ordinarily looking person, Nahan and Hosanna were distinctively noticeable, yet the noble man showed little reaction upon seeing their faces. This was due to Nahan's ability, which he had employed the moment they entered, enabling him to control the small space and distort what was seen.
"Very well. I'll give you one chance. I've been plagued by a horrendous migraine for a long time. If you can cure it, consider it a small test passed, and I'll open the way for an introduction to the person who truly needs you. But if you can't...you may not leave here in one piece today."
It was a threat, not a test. But Nahan didn't flinch; instead, he gave a chilling, sly smile. He stood up and walked closer to the curtain. The middle-aged man leaning on his extravagant, jewel-encrusted cane watched him.
"Judging from those rings on your fingers, I can guess how much you've suffered."
The noble wore several rings, each with a large gemstone, designed to press against his temples for relief.
"You recognized them."
"Could you now look into my eyes, please?"
"Like this..."
The moment their gazes met, the haughty expression on the noble's face slackened in surprise.
"..."
"Hey. You're not intending to trick our master, are you?"
The guide, worried that Nahan might be up to something, drew his sword from its sheath. However, as his gaze briefly met Nahan's, his face, too, went blank in astonishment. An eerie illusion started to disrupt their sight and hearing. The sword clattered to the ground, but no one responded to the sound.
"Idiots."
Nahan murmured towards them, opening his mouth with an expression like he was looking at insects.
"You all can't even resist making eye contact, and yet you keep doing repulsive things."
"Nahan, we can't kill them. The sage said..."
"I'm not going to kill them, so be quiet, will you? You're distracting me."
At Nahan's response, his comrade scowled. Hosanna looked at them anxiously, but Nahan didn't care and put his hand on the noble man's head. Then, the man, as if he'd seen a delightful fantasy, broke into a wide grin and chuckled while rubbing his hand.
"Hehe, Duke Diarca... Yes, this is the method that Durmand found for His Highness the Duke. Now that the Crown Prince is better, he no longer has to worry or lose sleep anymore. Those poor souls, stars, or whatever they were, have been taken care of, so there's no issue with what comes next. Please remember my loyalty even after His Highness the Crown Prince ascends to the throne. That would be enough for me..."
When Nahan withdrew his hand, the noble man's face returned to its blank state. Nahan looked down at his face, lost in thought for a moment before turning his head. Both Hosanna and his comrade couldn't hide their surprise at hearing the names of such significant figures.
"Diarca and the Crown Prince, huh? Did the Sage know about this?"
Chapter 217
"Diarca, and the Crown Prince. Did the sage know about this?"
"No. He didn't. If the Durmand that I know of is the same Baron Durmand, he's a powerful noble from the Diarca Duchy. Had I known, would I have risked coming here in madness?"
Their colleague spoke so, but Nahan did not nod. He only stared quietly at the man's face. A cold sweat began to bead on the man's forehead under Nahan's gaze, as if trying to pierce his thoughts.
"Nahan. You're not planning to use your power on me, are you? Isn't the reason they contacted us after stepping on our tails because you used tricks to infiltrate Apeto? The sage really…"
"Hey, brother. Have I ever done you harm?"
A cold smile spread across Nahan's scarred face.
"Doubts like that aren't good. In many ways."
"I, I didn't mean..."
"Anyway, that's that."
Nahan quickly changed his expression and turned sharply.
"It is true that I borrowed the power of the sage to infiltrate Apeto and put a line on the sidelines. I came here to repay and clean up, but I never thought that such a big man would be caught... What should we do?"
His gray eyes scanned over Baron Durmand and his subordinate coldly.
"It's certain that this guy needed power to cure mental illness. After verifying that the power is real, he probably planned to introduce it to the Crown Prince, achieve his goal, and then deal with the aftermath."
"Deal with…?"
The colleague's face turned white once again.
"Nahan, can't you erase their memories with your power?"
"My power is to manipulate illusions, not memories. It's much easier to drive them mad by showing continuous illusions. Or we could just kill them now, while they're defenseless."
At Nahan's cold response, the man bit his lip.
"We can't do that. Killing a high-ranking noble for such a reason is far too dangerous. Instead... let's pretend to cure his migraine and then run away. I will explain it to the sage."
"If they believe we cured them, won't they keep looking for us? Didn't you complain about how hard it was to evade the Peletta Knights? You want to add the Diarca to that?"
"That's true, but we need to let the sage know so that he can come up with a plan. And in the first place, all of that is because of you…!"
"Shh. If you raise your voice, they might wake from the illusion."
The man, who had started to raise his voice, was taken aback by Nahan's words and shut his mouth. He looked anxiously at Baron Durmand, who was lost in the illusion. Thankfully, the Baron was still swaying in a daze, regardless of the loud conversation.
The man sighed softly and spoke in a hushed voice.
"Anyway, the reason our situation is becoming increasingly dangerous is because of you. If it weren't for you, Gayle and Doyle would still be with us, and the Peletta Knights wouldn't be so relentless."
"Gayle and Doyle. The sage didn't look for them either."
"Have you forgotten who Peletta Duke is? How do we find them when they're caught by the Cavalry that's much stronger than us? I don't think they're alive. They're probably already…"
The colleague gritted his teeth and turned away.
"So please, stop taking risks and just heed the sage's advice for once! Who do you think pulled you out of that deathly swamp?"
The moment his words ended, an icy chill seemed to plunge the atmosphere to sub-zero.
The man stifled the laugh he had barely managed to muster and stiffened at the sight of Nahan, his face expressionless. He raised his hands in immediate apology.
"... I apologize. I know you dislike hearing about it, but I spoke without thinking in my anxiety."
"It was Hosanna and the sage himself who saved me. Neither you nor your brothers have a place to debate that."
Nahan responded with an unnervingly calm voice.
"And has the sage ever objected to my saving the brothers?"
"…He hasn't, but still…"
Before the man could add anything to his muttered words, as if helpless, Nahan, his lips slightly curved up, cut him off.
"Both you and I owe our lives to someone else's rescue. Don't you think it's too cowardly to refuse to save other brothers in danger just because you don't want to disturb the peace you've regained? That would be an unfair thing to say to Gayle and Doyle, who chose to risk their lives and came to help me, knowing the danger."
For a moment, Hosanna, standing behind him, clenched his fists with a gloomy expression. Nahan knew that he felt guilty for roping Gayle and Doyle into their troubles, but he said nothing and pretended not to know, simply staring at his comrade.
"..."
In the end, the man closed his mouth, his face a mix of anger and complexity. Nahan turned back with a peaceful expression and opened his mouth leisurely, gazing at the two men lost in fantasy.
"In any case, I will follow your advice this time not to kill people indiscriminately. But before that... We should ask what problem the Crown Prince has that made him look for us."
"Why are you doing that again? I've told you not to do anything unnecessary…!"
"Be quiet. Even the sage needs to know the reasons."
Ignoring his comrade coolly, Nahan moved forward, and as he waved his hand lightly once more, Baron Durmand seemed to suddenly notice something and looked around. The man, still staggering with a cloudy gaze, opened his mouth as if bewitched.
"When did I get here... Hmm? Oh, sorry. You're asking if the Crown Prince is okay? Stop it."
The nobleman sitting in his place moved his hand as if smoking and sighed.
"Everything has been chaotic since that damned assassination attempt. Despite the scars on his face healing completely, he constantly sees red scars and has smashed every mirror. Just like those Apeto bastards. If he had stayed a little longer, he would have had enough time to reflect and bow down to Duke Diarca. Who knew it would turn out like this."
Hearing the words, Nahan's eyes narrowed. His comrade was instinctively terrified at the thought of having heard the deepest secret of the imperial family.
"He must rise again. He must. How did we put him in that place? It's unthinkable that he would fall here…"
The man finished speaking and stared blankly into space, his eyes lost in thought once again.
"…The Crown Prince's insanity, indeed."
Nahan absentmindedly stroked his chin as he murmured,
"That's just about when they would contact the likes of us."
"Na-Nahan, you don't mean to tell me you're actually interested in that story? I thought you said you would rather die than deal with nobility."
When his comrade exclaimed in shock, Nahan shrugged as though he was stating the obvious.
"Of course, I hate it. No interest whatsoever. What these swinish characters do or don't do is of no concern to me. If I can help it, I'd prefer to avoid them for life."
At Nahan's retort, his comrade frowned and shook his head.
"Then we should hurry and pretend to treat them before escaping. The moment they realize we've heard this story, we're as good as dead!"
"Understood, so try to keep your composure, brother. I'll end the illusion soon."
After a while, Nahan showed a few more illusions to the nobleman and his subordinate before flicking his finger. They were left believing that they had merely had a dream.
"From now on, you will not feel any migraines. Once a few days pass and you begin to believe, contact us at the same place."
"Is that true?"
The nobleman, skeptical but hopeful, touched his face and smiled.
"Good. I'll let you leave unharmed for today. Begone."
As an arrogant noble, he believed that sparing their lives was a generous enough favor. Having received their dismissal, the three of them swiftly retreated and left the premises. Only once they had moved a considerable distance from the house did Hosanna, sweat glistening on his forehead, dare to speak.
"...What if the illusion doesn't work? You said it might not work on those with strong mental fortitude."
"For me, that doesn't matter, but those kinds of characters have such weak mental power that they fell into my illusions without me exerting any effort. Don't worry, Hosanna, there won't be a problem."
Nahan replied nonchalantly. Their colleague listening nearby interjected with a skeptical face.
"Is there anyone who could escape your ability?"
"Of course, there is."
"Have you seen them?"
"Yes. Several times."
At Nahan's reply, his colleague blinked in surprise. He hadn't expected that response.
"Oh... I see. Whoever they are, I hope they come to our Star of Nagran. If they are that mentally strong, even the sage would be pleased."
"He said he didn't want to."
"Pardon?"
Nahan didn't give any further explanation. His colleague, assuming he had heard wrong, quickly forgot about the matter. His mind filled with thoughts of reporting to the sage, he bid farewell to Nahan and Hosanna with a heavy heart and disappeared in another direction.
Nahan watched in silence as he departed, then turned to Hosanna and asked,
"Hosanna, what do you think the sage would think about that story?"
"Pardon?"
"It's the Crown Prince."
"Well... I don't know."
Hosanna glanced around and shook his head with a bewildered expression.
"He's a good person... He wouldn't put us in danger twice. I think..."
"A good person."
Nahan's lips closed tightly.
"Yes, let's hope so."
"Why? Are you worried?"
"No. Never mind. Also, it seems that the swinish character we just met doesn't trust us and has sent someone to tail us. We should teleport directly across the market from the next alley."
Hosanna was startled and widened his eyes, but he didn't turn to look behind. He nodded and shifted his stride with feigned nonchalance.
A moment later, a flash of light streaked from beyond the alley. By the time the henchman of Baron Durmand, who had been tailing them, sluggishly pursued, there was no one left in the alley.
—---
"Yuder."
At Ever's voice, Yuder turned his head and squinted at the rising dawn sun.
"Yes?"
"Do you really think we might be dispatched to the West?"
"Didn't you hear from the Commander? I thought he mentioned it to the Deputy Commanders."
"We only got a brief message, so it doesn't feel real."
Ever, who had frowned as if to say, 'isn't it obvious?' quickly broke into a smile.
Chapter 218
"But I thought you, Yuder, being able to meet him directly, might have heard something more detailed."
Yuder scanned the surroundings. The training ground was nearly deserted, the dawn training period nearing its end.
It had been about three days since Kishiar had announced his plan to deploy the Cavalry to accomplish two tasks at once. The cycle was not yet finished, but he tried his best to keep up with work, using letters and other means.
There was not much issue since only three Deputy Commanders and Yuder, who often interacted with the Commander, were involved in the tasks. However, Yuder wondered how the other Deputy Commanders perceived the permission he had obtained to freely enter the Commander's office under the pretext of sorting letters.
Neither Ever, Steiber, nor Kanna would ostracize or dislike Yuder merely because he received special treatment from Kishiar, but one could never be sure. Yuder answered as cautiously as possible.
"There wasn't much difference for me either. The Commander was often away."
It wasn't a lie. Even though Kishiar had allowed Yuder to stay in the Commander's office as long as he wanted, he had only shown his face once in three days. And even then, he had appeared with a weary face, received the letter, and entered the room again with a regretful smile.
"I see... He still seems quite busy."
"But he has already decided on the matter of the Western mission, so I think he will provide more details soon."
Kishiar's image faded from his mind at Ever's worried words. Fearing that she might worry excessively, Yuder steered the conversation in a different direction.
"But, Ever. Are you not worried about having to fight monsters if we go West?"
"Hm. Have you forgotten why I first awakened, Yuder?"
Ever grinned and clenched and unclenched her fist in a playful gesture. Power flowed like a ripple over the special glove designed to reveal the fingers, disappearing quickly.
"I slew dozens of monsters that were ravaging our village right after I awakened. I'm not scared of that at all. What worries me more are leading the Shin Division and members who won’t listen."
"Are you sure, considering that the monsters that will appear there might be entirely different from the ones we have observed and learned about so far?"
"Absolutely. I'm stronger than I was then, and now I have comrades I can rely on. Are you worried, Yuder?"
He had tried not to create reasons for worry and was confident about the results. But listening to Ever's confident smile and direct question, he felt strangely unsettled.
The members had learned the names, appearances, and weaknesses of monsters that frequently appeared across the continent, preparing for the mission that they would eventually undertake. As this information was the accumulation of people's long-term efforts, it was highly accurate. If one memorized that, they would be confident in defeating any monster.
But Yuder had realized that this information was useless in practice when he was first dispatched to suppress the monsters in the West in his previous life. The monsters recorded were only a part. Most of them had not been recorded properly because most of the witnesses had died, or there were several times more monsters that were entirely new.
He had meticulously planned to avoid experiencing such a situation again, and countless rehearsals took place within his head, but it was an immutable law that he could never guarantee a 100% certainty. Even with his exceptional abilities and plans, it was impossible for him alone to control everything.
Yuder condensed all these thoughts into a simple response.
"Expectation and worry are separate matters."
"I suppose so."
Ever, who gently nodded in agreement, cracked a small smile.
"Still, I somehow feel this mission will turn out well too. It has always been the case so far, hasn't it? We were really worried during the Harvest Festival, but it worked out well, and the trial of the Apeto family also ended satisfactorily. Plus..."
Looking at her enumerating on her fingers, a faint smile crossed his face. As she rattled off her words, it somehow felt as if she was summarizing and praising all the issues he had resolved since his return.
'Yes, just like she said, everything has been going smoothly so far.'
"...So, it will be alright. Ah, did I just talk like Kanna just now?"
Looking somewhat sheepish, Ever admitted that she may have picked up the carefree personality of the girl she spent most of her time with lately. In response, Yuder shook his head.
"Thanks to you, I feel a bit more relaxed now. Thank you."
"I'm glad to hear that. I used to be a worrywart too, but my perspective changed quite a bit after watching the trials of the Apeto family, so I try not to be like that."
"What changed your perspective at that time?"
It seemed she hadn't taken on any special duties related to the trials beyond escorting the witnesses. Intrigued by what might have occurred, Yuder asked, to which she responded that nothing in particular happened.
"Just from standing behind the Commander and watching the trials alongside those who came forward to testify, I had a realization."
"What was it?"
"Even the nobles that I used to fear turned out to be nothing special in the court."
Ever revealed a playful grin.
"They looked pathetic trying to reduce their mistakes, and their stubbornness or crying to avoid punishment didn't seem noble at all. It was also funny to see those who tried to intimidate the witnesses run away without a word at the display of my power."
"..."
"Do you remember? When all of us from the Cavalry gathered to drink, we had a conversation like this. Yuder, you said that I could become someone who steps forward and speaks up for the weak, regardless of the circumstances around us."
At first, he wondered when he had said such a thing, but soon enough, the memories came flooding back.
'Was it around the time when I first met Kiolle Diarca in the training field and knocked him down?'
At the training field of the Imperial Knights, the trainees who were merely commoners and had just joined the Cavalry couldn't say anything when the members of the Imperial Knights, who were against the use of the training field, behaved rudely. Ever regretted not being able to step forward at the time, but Yuder, who came from the future, told her there was no need for that. In a few years, they would become so powerful that they wouldn't even notice something like the Imperial Knights. All they lacked was the realization and experience of their own strength.
"...Yes, I remember."
"At that time, I doubted if it was possible, but while helping those who came for the trial, I realized that I had truly become someone who could do that. Can you believe it?"
Ever described it as a novel and wonderful feeling.
"So now, I'm not afraid of anything anymore. I realized that having faith in the future and confidence in myself can be this much fun. And all of that faith came from the Commander, you, Yuder, and our fellow Cavalry members."
"Hmm. I..."
"You're trying to say you didn't really do anything there, right?"
When he started to mumble uncomfortably due to the praise at the end of her nice speech, Ever interrupted him.
"Don't say that. You, Yuder, have done enough to earn such praise. Even now, you're helping me by observing my abilities more meticulously than I am. How could I not be grateful?"
"...That's just what I did while training together."
"Everyone is very jealous of me. You know, some people were really upset because they thought I alone had the opportunity to train one-on-one with you, right?"
Yuder nodded awkwardly. At this, Ever burst out laughing and patted him on the shoulder.
"Even the Commander added in a letter to me that he was jealous of the great opportunity I had gotten. Can you believe it?"
"…The Commander said that?"
Did the Commander insert such a thing in between the letters to the Deputy Commanders, even though he couldn't go out because of his duties? When Yuder swept down her face with a feeling of bewilderment about five times greater than before, Ever's laughter grew louder.
It felt very strange. The past and the present tangled in his mind, then unraveled and disappeared into a blank slate. Unable to figure out what to say in response, Yuder remained silent until the fully risen sun in the sky above caught his eye.
"Ah, it's time for breakfast now. Let's go inside."
Yuder, following the footsteps of Ever who brushed off her seat and stood up, turned his gaze slightly. He thought of someone who might be behind the curtains drawn so as not to see inside, on the top floor of the sparkling Cavalry building in the light.
Suddenly, he felt an illusion as if the heat rising from the inside of his chest spread to the end of his lips.
—---
"The Duke of Peletta sent a reply saying he wouldn't help us?"
An astounded voice echoed within the beautiful reception room of the Tain Duchy's main residence. The Duke of Tain, who stylishly trimmed his beard, rarely fiddled with it carelessly, but at this moment he couldn't hide his rage and unwittingly roughened his chin.
"What the hell does this mean? Did his liver swell because he won a trial against Apeto once?"
"Exactly, he has no intention of collaborating with the Tain Duchy, but he does agree that the situation with the monsters appearing in the west doesn't look ordinary, so he said he would dispatch the Cavalry separately."
"So, he's saying the same thing, isn't he, Theo?"
The sharp gaze of Duke Tain turned toward Theorado, the Commander of the Imperial Knights, who was sitting in front of him. Commander Theorado also happened to be the Duke's cousin.
"He's saying he won't cooperate with us but he'll deal with the monsters in the west on his own? What kind of nonsense is that? If the people sent by Duke Peletta roam and wreak havoc in our territory, we won't be able to say a word."
"In that case, couldn't you send the knights and mercenaries as you initially planned and draw a line to prevent any approach?"
"The timing is the problem."
Duke Tain mumbled as he rubbed his forehead.
"I've recently sent a large number of goods through a newly developed sea trade route. In order to protect that, I've already dispatched all those who can be mobilized. Who would've known that right after that, such a large amount of monsters would appear?"
Duke Tain, sighing, turned his head and looked at Commander Theorado.
"Theo, can you lend me just a few of the Imperial Knights?"
"That would be difficult."
"We could use the pretext of training to send them over there."
"Don't you know? A few months ago, we sent a few knights, including Kiolle Diarca, to the East for training for the same reason. After an accident occurred there, the oversight has become strict."
"Damn that Diarca. Worthless as always."
Chapter 219
"Damn that Diarca. Worthless as always."
Duke Tain spat out a curse, breaking his gaze in another direction and resting a hand on his forehead.
"All that drivel about making use of Duke Peletta to sort out the Western territories. Was this a ploy to watch me flounder? Quite possible, knowing that sly fox."
"..."
Commander Theorado responded by merely nodding slightly instead of replying. His disinterest in the Duke's grumbling was palpable.
"Theo, do you think this is only my problem? What exactly were you doing while I was gallivanting in the South for months over investment matters? You should've informed me sooner about the situation in the capital... No, forget it."
The Duke started to say something to his cousin, but abruptly shut his mouth, not wanting to stoke his rage further. He couldn't forget the fact that he wouldn't have contacted Theorado if not for this incident. Their notorious indifference towards others, combined with an obsessive digging into their interests, was as good as a birthmark ingrained in their blood.
The only difference was that for Theorado it was the sword, and for the Duke, it was speculative investment.
'I bet he's going to argue that he's done his part just by forwarding a letter to Duke Peletta on my behalf.'
A sigh slipped out involuntarily, leaving a bitter taste in his mouth. He hadn't expected Duke Peletta, of all people, residing like a parasite within the Imperial Knights' territory, to refuse the request of the Imperial Knight Commander. Including Theorado's seeming indifference, it was utterly despicable and infuriating.
Duke Tain rubbed his chin nervously, muttering under his breath.
"Theo, is there any way you could use your power to get the Cavalry and Duke Peletta to leave the Imperial Knights' territory?"
"The Imperial Knights' territory isn't my personal property. It belongs to His Majesty the Emperor. It's impossible with my authority as the Imperial Knight Commander."
"What about if you went personally to ask?"
At the Duke's words, Commander Theorado frowned.
"Do I really need to go that far? Can't you just slightly compromise the pace of the investment hub development beyond the border?"
"Compromise? You make it sound so easy!"
"Even if I went now, it's unlikely that I would be able to meet Duke Peletta."
"What? Why's that? Does he consider us, the Tain, lesser than Apeto? Even if it's the Emperor's will?"
Duke Tain glared furiously. After a moment of silence, Commander Theorado spoke softly.
"He hasn't left the grounds since his visit to the Imperial Mage's office. It's not certain, but it seems he may not be well."
"Not well?"
Duke Tain echoed before rubbing his chin as though something came to mind.
"Ah. You're referring to that thing that half of the Dukes experience. So, it persists even after awakening?"
"I'm not sure about that."
"Typical. The idea that someone on the brink of death would suddenly recover just because they obtained some kind of power, like the Awakener, is preposterous. Those fools of Apeto are indeed idiots. To leap into an investment that won't profit them just based on that. If I were the Duke of Apeto, I would never approve such foolish requests for support."
"So, it is only natural that Duke Apeto is in the state he is now," concluded Duke Tain after pouring out his blunt words, his mood noticeably improved. Suddenly, as if a delightful thought had crossed his mind, he smiled.
"Hmm, Theo."
"Yes?"
"If Duke Peletta's condition is really as bad as they say, he wouldn't personally appear for the monster subjugation mission. He would probably send his underlings, wouldn't he?"
"That seems likely."
"Then, it seems you must send another letter to Duke Peletta."
A cold smile passed over Duke Tain's face.
"Write that we regret his refusal but understand it, and as the situation has become urgent, he should send his men to the West as soon as possible."
"Will that be sufficient?"
"Yes. And as the ruler of the family responsible for the West, I must also notify and prepare my territory there."
'I will make you pay for daring to ignore me.' Duke Tain, swallowing the words unspoken, twisted his lips in a sly smile.
—---
Recently, responses to the replies that Kishiar had sent to Theo, the Commander of the Imperial Knights, and Prince Ejain of Nelarn had arrived.
Yuder quickly opened the two letters and skimmed their contents.
'Tain has written that although they regret our refusal to cooperate, they urge us to go West as soon as possible. Prince Ejain wrote that the situation is urgent and he will set off ahead of us. He suggests we meet near the Great Sarain Forest...'
Great Sarain Forest. Yuder murmured the name, slightly furrowing his brow.
'So they intend to go through there.'
The Great Sarain Forest was a massive woodland that could envelop the entire Western border of the empire. It spanned the borders of no less than four nations, including the Orr Empire. With the forest’s tangled vegetation growing back faster than it could be cleared and its perilously rough terrain, anyone lost would meet their end. This was why handling the monsters in the West was more difficult than in other regions.
Also, the fastest route to Nelarn, Prince Ejain's homeland, had to pass through that forest.
'It must be an incredibly urgent situation.'
He neatly folded the two letters and looked over at the Commander's seat. It was empty again today.
Was it an illusion that Kishiar’s condition didn't seem to be improving at all? He was fine the rare times they had spoken, but since then, he had returned to this state.
Was it that hard to exert one's natural strength?
Yuder sighed and shifted his gaze toward the corridor. Working alone without Nathan made the fact that Kishiar was there feel oddly like a fantasy. The only sound filling the quiet space was the crackling of the magic stone stove.
Suddenly, he got up and, with the letters in hand, headed towards the inner part of the corridor. The tiles were laid in a way that it was hard to silence one's footsteps, in anticipation of intruders. But to someone who had lived in this space for nearly ten years, it was not a difficult obstacle.
Finally, after slowly making his way between the slight gaps in the tiles, he stood before the Commander's bedroom. A large door stood in the way of his entry.
'...This is too impulsive and rash.'
A cold voice echoed in his mind.
'Why are you here?'
Indeed. He himself couldn't entirely understand why he had acted on such an impulse.
Kishiar understood why he was locked alone within, fending off others. He wasn't resting; he was battling the vast energy within him. If he deemed himself unable to meet others, that judgment must have been correct.
Even though he knew...
"..."
The hand he'd raised as if to knock stopped at the door. For a brief moment, Yuder was torn between a peculiar urge to knock on the door in front of him and his rational mind. Yet, that moment was shattered by the sound of knocking coming from not too far away.
Yuder glanced at the closed door briefly before turning his body. Unlike when he arrived, his movement to leave was incredibly swift.
Heading back toward the office where there was a magic stone stove, another soft knocking sound was heard as he approached the door.
"Who is it?"
"Ah, Yuder. So you are there. It's me, Kanna. I've been looking for you and they told me you'd be in the Commander’s office at this time."
A familiar voice sounded from outside the door. Before he opened the door, Yuder adjusted his uniform robe with a tug. Suddenly, a peculiar mark was revealed by the reflection of the light streaming in through the window above the dark blue double doors.
Five indents, as if something blunt had been pressed hard into them. It was clear that they were artificially created, and peculiarly, they were a bit higher than his eye level. The moment his gaze was stolen by those indents, Yuder suddenly realized what they were.
'...Fingers?'
The day he couldn't open this door, Kishiar had braced his hand around there. Even if it were a wooden door, there would have been dozens of protections applied to it, making it harder than steel. Yet, he couldn't believe how easily it was dented.
"Yuder?"
"Ah. Sorry. I was tidying up a bit. I'll come out now."
Yuder opened the door and stepped outside. Kanna, who had been about to say something with an apologetic expression, suddenly cocked her head.
"Did the Commander happen to be out today? If so, I could directly speak and pass on the message to the Commander here..."
"...No. He's not here. Just tell me."
Fortunately, Kanna didn't ask any further and opened her mouth as she moved her steps down the stairs first.
"I'm sorry for bothering you when you're busy. It's about Gayle and Doyle."
"What happened to them?"
He thought that perhaps they had caused some accident being allowed to freely wander within the Cavalry, but Kanna started a completely different story.
"Gayle and Doyle originally lived in the West and drifted into Star of Nagran, so we thought that one of their bases should be there, and we've been trying to read the information. While they were helping with the dishes today, I used my abilities a bit and it seems that I've read the correct locations, maybe because their guard was down."
"Where are they?"
"One is deep within the Great Sarain Forest, another near the Southern Desert, and the last base is... If I read it correctly, it seems to be near the mountain where the Red Stone was."
"The Rik Mountain range?"
"Mm-hmm."
Kanna, who had just nodded, soon wore a serious expression.
"Could the assassins who attacked the Commander at that time have been from there? And we're supposed to head to the West soon. We might encounter them again. That thought worries me."
'Indeed.'
It didn't seem likely that a guy like Nahan who forced strange beliefs and called all Awakeners his siblings would be involved in such actions. But, if their speculation about the division within the group called Star of Nagran was correct, it was a possibility.
'If we exclude the fact that those who could access the top-secret information related to the retrieval of the Red Stone were extremely limited within the Empire...'
Moreover, if it was the Great Sarain Forest in the West, it was indeed the destination they were about to head to soon. Several thoughts crossed his mind in an instant.
"Thanks for letting me know. I will report to Commander and Zuckerman."
After replying, Yuder added a remark after a moment of silence.
"There's no need to worry."
"Mm."
Only then did Kanna turn around with a much brighter face. Yuder added another variable, the 'Star of Nagran,' to the plan for the Western monster extermination mission he held within him.
Chapter 220
"Sir Aile. Why are you standing here?"
After Kanna had disappeared at a brisk pace, saying that she would go down first for training, it wasn't long before Nathan Zuckerman emerged from the opposite side. He was holding a familiar box in his hand.
"I thought it was about time for you to finish your work... Is there a problem?"
He seemed curious, as the location where Aile had been standing was midway down the stairs leading from the Commander's office.
"No, I was just about to leave. I had some discussions with Kanna who had just arrived to report something…"
"But isn't that a letter for the Commander in your hand?"
Only then did Yuder realize that he was still holding the letters that were supposed to be left on Kishiar's desk. He was considerably flustered.
"Ah, yes. I just need to return this and then I can go."
"Then give it to me. I was about to go in anyway."
"Yes, but there is one more thing I need to tell you before that."
While handing the letter to Nathan, Yuder relayed the story that Kanna had shared. He responded that he would report it directly to Kishiar after listening to the story with a serious expression.
"It's rather startling, the power of an Awakener is truly amazing. We, the Peletta Knights, couldn’t have discovered this information no matter how hard we tried. Thank you."
"It was Kanna who did this, so you should thank her."
After making sure that the gratitude which should have been directed towards Kanna didn't veer off course, Yuder cautiously asked Nathan another question.
"If the Peletta Knights have been pursuing them as well, have you had any other gains?"
"We are still in the process of tracking… But as of now, there is nothing definitive I can tell you."
He wished he could know more about the situation, even if it wasn't certain yet. However, that cautious knight was not likely to reveal any more to Yuder.
'It's unfortunate. Unless something is confirmed, Kishiar won't speak up. I guess I have no choice but to find out on my own.'
Until now, Kishiar had assigned all tracking-related tasks to the Peletta Knights, not the Cavalry. It was a natural choice, as the Cavalry were less experienced, but it was a bit disappointing that they lacked information.
'I should consider assigning some of my five nominating rights to them. Eventually, I will have to select some people within the Cavalry to handle such tasks exclusively...'
Yuder recalled the nominating rights he had never used so far, and remembered that he had not yet asked Kishiar if he could include Enon in it.
'I should ask him once the cycle has passed.'
Thinking of Kishiar, he naturally remembered the five fingerprints left on the door.
Were they really his fingerprints left that day? A strange mixture of emotions, both wanting to go up and check again for sure and not wanting to, came to him. Unconsciously, he glanced up at the Commander's office door, and perhaps Nathan Zuckerman noticed something odd because he paused and opened his mouth.
"Sir Aile. Is there anything else you need to do up there?"
"No, there isn’t. It's just that…"
After hastily denying it, Yuder suddenly noticed the box held by Nathan Zuckerman again. Yuder quickly changed the subject.
"...That box, as big as a knuckle, seemed familiar," he said.
"Ah, yes. It's the same as what I had brought from the Imperial Mage's Office before."
Nathan looked down at the box as he replied. It seemed his hunch had been correct.
'He brought the same potion as last time? Why?'
"Wasn't it something that one only needed to consume once?"
"Usually, yes..."
Nathan trailed off, furrowing his brows. He glanced around as if inspecting his surroundings, caught his breath, and then spoke in a lower voice.
"There was a warning that his heat period might coincide with the end of the cycle. So, just in case, I requested and brought an additional dosage."
'Heat?'
The unexpected term made his heart jump momentarily. He thought he had heard wrong, but that wasn't the case. Only after seeing Nathan's face, which looked more serious than worried, did his startled mind begin to function properly again.
'Right. It makes sense. I should have entered my second gender manifestation around this time, and since Kishiar's heat coincided with this cycle before... It isn't strange that it's happening now.'
Some things had changed significantly in this life compared to the previous one, and some events were progressing faster, but the overall pattern hadn't altered. Kishiar's heat period was one of the forthcoming events.
However, the timing was inconvenient. This heat period was unexpectedly occurring during a time when Kishiar was naturally exerting his power, and the cycle time was extending. Nathan's worry about what could happen if the two periods overlapped became understandable.
"This hasn't happened before, right?"
"Correct. After His Grace's awakening, there have been only two cycles. This is a first."
"...You must be worried."
"To be honest, yes."
Nathan heaved a small sigh.
"And... has His Grace considered finishing this quickly in his usual way, instead of this... natural method?"
He didn't fully understand the difference between the two methods, but it seemed better to propose a way that wouldn't increase risks. But Nathan could only shake his head bitterly.
"Don't you know His Grace's personality, Sir Aile? He's not one to waver so easily once he makes a decision."
'True enough.'
"His Grace claims there won't be any major issues even if the two periods overlap, but I am not an Awakener, so I can't say for sure. What do you think, Sir Aile? You probably know more about Awakeners' heat period and transformative elements than I do."
Suddenly, the direction of the question pointed towards Yuder. But even Yuder couldn't possibly know the answer.
"I'm not entirely sure either. However, in my case, I was fine even when my second gender manifestation and heat period coincided. So, if His Grace says so, you don't have to worry too much."
After responding, it suddenly occurred to him that as an Omega Awakener, it might not be safe for him to keep working close to Kishiar. He swallowed his hesitation and continued.
"But if the heat period really is approaching, it would be best if I didn't go upstairs for a while. My presence, as an Omega Awakener, might not be beneficial."
"Is that so? His Grace has never mentioned anything of the sort..."
"Haven't you heard about 'scent'?"
"I have heard."
"Then you would understand. It wouldn't be best if I’m too close."
"I remember the Duke never being particularly affected by the scent of other Awakeners... But as you said, Sir Aile, it won't hurt to be careful. Understood. I'll keep that in mind and survey my surroundings a bit more."
'No effect? Hardly likely.'
Yuder recalled the time when Kishiar had kept his distance until the scent from his heat had completely faded. He'd even used magic to deliver items without getting too close.
'It's a sensitive topic, so there's a chance he might not have disclosed it all to Nathan.'
Feeling awkward to discuss such matters, Yuder swiftly changed the subject.
"After delivering Kanna's message, please send any other information for me in a letter, along with the rest of the Deputy Commanders."
"I understand. I heard that Sir Aile is almost done with preparations for your trip to the West, but if you need my assistance, feel free to ask."
As Nathan had suggested, Yuder was overseeing preparations for the Cavalry members heading west according to Kishiar's instructions. Strictly speaking, Kishiar decided on how to divide and mobilize the Cavalry, with Yuder consulting with the Deputy Commanders to implement it. But once they set off, Yuder was likely to be the one in charge.
'Given that Kishiar might not be able to come with us, it'll probably end up that way.'
In his previous life, Kishiar hadn't initially gone to the West. Instead, in his absence, Yuder and the other Deputy Commanders had led the members on the journey.
Then, everyone was apprehensive as if being pulled towards death, but this time it would be different.
"Thank you."
After expressing his gratitude, Yuder turned and descended.
His next agenda was to visit the new laboratory of Thais Yulman and Alik Pelgin, to check the progress of their research.
"Oh, you're here. You're later than usual."
"How are the research plans going?"
"Well, so far it's no different from yesterday."
Thais Yulman chuckled, glancing at the black medium stacked inside the basket. He was currently searching for a way to harness the power of the Red Stone stored in the medium, which was now harmless compared to their previous dangerous influence. He was also investigating the changes that the power caused in the human body.
"Because I'm a mage, it's a bit hard to extract the power inside. But it's a relief that my disciple has awakened. Observations of the changes are going pretty well."
The old mage enthusiastically discussed the notes and logs from his observations, but Yuder couldn't understand half of it due to the complex magic terminology.
"If I could also observe your body... it could speed things up... but that seems like a no-go."
It was obvious who was denying permission. Since Yuder had prevented a power explosion in the basement, the old mage had repeatedly expressed his desire to research him. Yuder was also interested in understanding more about what had happened to him, and was willing to cooperate if possible, but Kishiar had not permitted it, citing unproven safety.
The old mage glanced over Yuder with a covetous look before sighing in disappointment.
Chapter 221
"There's nothing we can do for now. When my apprentice returns, let's look more closely at what we've recently discovered. We've stumbled upon something quite intriguing."
Not long after, Thais's apprentice, Alik, appeared, his arms full of various items.
"Oh, Yuder, when did you arrive?"
"I've just arrived."
"For now, set those things down and come over here, Alik."
Upon hearing his master's command, Alik approached, and Thais Yulman picked up one of the mediums laid out in front of him and handed it to his apprentice.
"Now, Yuder, observe closely. This is a phenomenon that Alik coincidentally discovered while he was practicing his awakened abilities, with the medium in hand."
Upon hearing his master's words, Alik seemed to instantly comprehend what he needed to do. Clutching the medium tightly, he began to channel energy. Yuder, watching the energy swirl around over the back of Alik's hand like a whirlwind, narrowed his eyes and focused intently.
The energy spread like mist, and tiny droplets began to form in the air, just as they usually did. But the situation changed when a red light began to flicker from within the medium Alik was clutching.
The droplets, which were barely distinguishable from the mist, suddenly began to swell with a strange noise. In no time, they transformed into water droplets as large as fists. In the blink of an eye, the area around the three men was filled with numerous large water droplets.
"What in the..."
"Ugh, master. I'm already straining so much..."
"Alright, you can dispel it now."
At his master's permission, all the water droplets vanished at once, and the red glow from within the medium faded. Alik, gasping for breath, collapsed onto a seat.
"Even though it was just a few seconds, it was really exhausting. But you saw it properly, right?"
"What exactly just happened?"
At Yuder's question, the old mage stroked his beard with a confident smile.
"It's absorption and amplification!"
'Absorption and amplification?'
Asking for more explanation with his gaze, Alik started to speak.
"Do you remember when I explained the principle of magic tools?"
"Yes, I do."
Yuder recalled the principles of magic tools he had learned from their past encounters.
'The user's magical power is sucked in a fixed amount, then a predefined magic is spat out.'
"This medium doesn't contain any laws, so normally, it shouldn't output anything. But when an Awakener's power manifests while in contact with it, the medium immediately absorbs that power and outputs the same result with greater amplification. So, this might be evidence supporting the hypothesis that the master once proposed."
"The hypothesis you mentioned is..."
"The hypothesis that the power of the Red Stone changes a person's body and the more exposure, the stronger the power that might come out."
"So, I tried to see if I could absorb that power into my body, but so far, I can only amplify and output it, I can't absorb it from here."
Thais Yulman added with a regretful expression.
"Alik seemed quite strained. Can't you control the energy that is being absorbed?"
"Well... I'm not sure if it's because I haven't been awakened for long, but it does feel difficult."
Alik responded, wiping his sweat.
"The sensation at the moment of amplification feels as if the medium is sucking all the power from my body."
"Still, the more I try, the longer I can endure. At first, I couldn't hold on for even a second, but now I'm holding on for a significant amount of time. This also lends some weight to the hypothesis."
Listening to the explanation of Thais Yulman, who lovingly gazed at the accumulated mediums, Yuder picked up a medium and brought it close to his face to inspect. The moment the medium landed in his hand, two mages stiffened in surprise, but nothing happened as he didn't exert any force. He ignored their reactions and quietly opened his mouth.
"So, if I grip this and exert force, will the power of the Red Stone inside diminish?"
"Ah, yes. It should. It's hard to measure, but theoretically..."
Alik began to explain, but once again the lengthy conversation filled with numbers and magic jargon made Yuder tune out.
"I'm tempted to try it myself."
"Don't do it here. If something goes wrong again, this time the Commander might seriously kick us out."
Thais Yulman had completely retracted his previously condescending gaze towards the young Duke since he was scolded by Kishiar. He realized that Kishiar's permission was crucial to continue his research.
Yet, as a persistent mage, he carefully added to Yuder,
"But it might be alright to try it once in the training ground at dawn when no one is around."
"Hmm... I'll consider it."
"Good. If you really want to try, be sure to call me."
Yuder looked down at his own hand. The spots on the inside of his gloved hand had barely hurt since he went through the second gender manifestation and the incident in the basement. It still spread a bit when he used force, but the color had faded significantly and was easily cured when he received divine power from Lusan.
Enon suggested that it might be the process of his body becoming accustomed and normalized to the power of the Red Stone that had seeped in through his hand like poison. He thought that Enon's hypothesis and the experiments of the mages he saw today seemed to coincide in some ways, but he still couldn't be certain.
'I don't worry too much about this western dispatch mission now that my hand is fine, but I shouldn't let my guard down as the situation can change.'
Yuder resolved to test this amplifying effect at least once before heading west. Luckily, he always carried one medium with him. It seemed like the day had finally come to take a good look at the one that Kishiar had given him as a gift.
'If it's useful, I might consider bringing a few to the west.'
The thought might have shocked Thais Yulman, who lamented that Kishiar had taken away a significant amount of the produced mediums, but Yuder calmly planned his future.
"Well, I should get going now."
"You're leaving already? I wanted to show you my newly conceived water power application method..."
Alik managed to muster up some energy and stood up, looking disappointed.
"I have to prepare for a departure soon."
"Ah. You're leaving for some monster subjugation mission, right? I completely forgot even after reading the letter from the Commander! So, where are you headed?"
"I'm headed west."
"The west, hmm. Do you know exactly where you are going?"
"No, it seems I'll be traveling to several places."
Then, after cocking his head as if deep in thought, Thais burst into a smile and clapped his hands.
"Come to think of it, is this the Cavalry's first monster subjugation mission?"
"Yes."
"That must be nerve-wracking. I remember shaking in my boots when I first encountered a monster in the Pearl Tower. Not being able to use attribute magic was terrifying. But thanks to the magic tools I'd made, they proved quite useful... enough to flatten the noses of those snooty Red Wolves Tower guys..."
After going on for quite a while about his youthful exploits, Thais made a subtle proposal with a cunning smile.
"Yuder, would you mind if I wrote a letter for you?"
It turned out that the letter Thais was offering was something akin to a letter of introduction.
"I may be old, but I've known quite a few mages since my time as an Elder in the Pearl Tower. If you show this to Micalin, who heads the Western Mage Union, they won't treat you badly. He's a friend of mine."
Yuder recalled the knights and mages from his previous life, who were perpetually hostile to the Cavalry. Their conflicts had made his mission in the West more difficult. He had braced himself for a similar struggle this time, but he hadn't expected this letter. It was an unexpected boon.
"Thank you very much. This will be of great help to the Cavalry, on their first mission."
Upon receiving Yuder's unusually long thanks, Thais beamed with satisfaction.
"Of course. Always glad to help. Just make sure to tell the Commander how cooperative I was. Make sure!"
He mentioned that Micalin, the mage, was likely to be in Tainu, the home of the Tain family and also the largest city in the West. Yuder gratefully accepted the letter and left the laboratory in high spirits.
—---
Yuder forced open his eyes that had been tightly shut.
Night had fallen, and everything before him was shrouded in darkness. His mouth was parched, and he craved a drink of water, but he couldn't hope for such a luxury here. As he felt around the straw-filled bed, trying to prop himself up, a sudden hand grabbed his shoulder, forcing him back down.
"Stay lying down."
Startled by the deep and heavy voice, he turned his head to see a familiar face. Kishiar La Orr. Even in the darkness, his golden hair and red eyes seemed to emit a faint glow. How could he not recognize them?
Yet, he hadn't expected to see this face here.
As he blankly stared up at Kishiar, the man furrowed his brows and gave a faint smile. It was a peculiar expression, more like a forced movement due to lack of any other appropriate expression, rather than a genuine smile.
A moment later, Kishiar reached for a cup he'd kept behind him. His white gloves, normally immaculate, were stained and dirty. Where had he gotten this cup, which clearly hadn't been there before? Yet, given his thirst, Yuder reached for the cup. However, he soon realized that he couldn't grasp the cup with his arm, which was entirely bandaged from shoulder to fingertips.
Their gazes met over his heavily bandaged arm. As he pondered what to do, Kishiar silently brought the cup to his lips.
"..."
Would it be okay?
Deciding to let whatever happens happen, he cautiously opened his mouth. The lukewarm water moistened his parched lips and trickled down his throat. After draining the cup in no time, he lowered his head to catch the last few droplets of water trickling down his chin. A slow question came.
"More?"
Yuder nodded. Kishiar offered him another cup. This time, having done it once already, it was easier to accept and drink. As he opened his mouth and swallowed, all the while keeping his head up, Kishiar's red gaze never once strayed from him.
Only after he'd emptied the third cup and the strength left his body did Kishiar, who seemed to have been waiting, open his mouth.
"They say you were mauled by a monster."
"..."
"Can you explain what happened?"
Chapter 222
“Can you explain what happened?”
To be honest, he didn't want to answer. But he had to.
Kishiar seemed prepared to stay up all night, sitting right there until Yuder spoke. It was only when the sensation of being stabbed by a sharply whetted knife reached its peak due to Yuder's silence, that he finally moved his parched lips to speak.
“It didn't work.”
“Your power?”
Kishiar precisely pointed out the part Yuder had left unsaid. Yuder turned his head away, avoiding his gaze.
“...Yes.”
“Not at all?”
“I could use my sword. But apart from that…”
Kishiar said nothing. He was speechless. The man who had been so confident in the power he possessed had turned out to be the most useless piece of trash at the actual scene. Anyone would find it not just laughable but pathetic. Yuder easily recalled some of the things he had heard.
‘Do you even know how many got hurt just by trusting you?’
‘This useless guy who can't exert any power is the Deputy Commander? How can you show your face to the Cavalry now? Surely you're not planning on sticking around?’
‘...Coming here with such an arrogant air. Serves you right!’
'...'
As his stomach churned again, he decided to stop recalling. Rather than waiting for what might come out at the end of Kishiar's silence, Yuder decided to speak first.
“I'll step down from the scene as soon as dawn breaks, and I'll resign from my Deputy Commander position. I'll accept any further punishment you decide to give me.”
“You're going to give up your position and step away?”
Kishiar slowly questioned back.
“Why?”
A voice as parched as sand ready to blow away scratched uncomfortably at Yuder's ear. He gritted his teeth, continued avoiding Kishiar's gaze, and mumbled.
“Because over ten people were injured due to my inability to use my power. I should be rightfully punished and held accountable.”
“No one could have predicted your power wouldn't work. If we're going by that, I, who sent you, should be the one responsible and be punished.”
‘Enough of your unacceptable words! Who would accept them just because you, the Commander, said them!’
He swallowed the rough voice that had almost leaped up his throat.
“...Just punish me.”
“What kind of punishment can I give to someone whose arms are nearly severed?”
‘Are you asking me to tell you what kind of punishment I should get?’
Yuder swallowed a sigh, eyes narrowed and closed.
“Anything will do. Whip me in public or make me leave the Cavalry, please.”
That would be enough to finally quell the angry voices. Gakane, who had high respect among other members, or Ever Beck, who had proved herself this time, would make a sufficient successor.
If he was to be dismissed, he would have to return to his hometown alone... But so what? It didn't seem to matter now. If he couldn't carry his belongings with his arms, he could bite them with his mouth. And perhaps this would be a better ending for the man in front of him.
He might be able to escape from this unbearable awkwardness and weird atmosphere that always arose when they were left alone. He would soon forget the dark memory of being forced to commit an unforgivable sin...
“Are you serious, Yuder Aile?”
“Yes.”
“Look at me when you speak.”
A chilly voice gave an order. Yuder, resisting at first, managed to drag his gaze from the floor to Kishiar. His sharp, crimson gaze was staring at him without a hint of amusement.
"I... I'm serious."
He had expected him to get angry or to spout a harsh rebuke, regardless of how weak his words might have been. But, surprisingly, Kishiar didn't get angry.
"Even if you're the first Awakener, you've only been awakened for two years."
"..."
"No one knows the extent of their abilities, or what limits exist. Even I don't fully understand the weaknesses of my power."
Yuder was suddenly at a loss for words. As he stared blankly, Kishiar spoke quietly, yet heavily.
"You're just aware of it earlier than others. Consider yourself lucky."
"What do you mean?"
"There were 11 casualties in the last battle. You're the only one who was severely injured and required a priest. I heard that once you realized your power didn't work, you held your sword and fought alone until reinforcements could arrive. Am I wrong?"
"..."
Yuder clenched his teeth again. He didn't know what to say.
"But."
"Your power didn't stop working entirely, did it? Have you tested whether it still works on other targets?"
He didn't know. After the chaotic battle, he had been too busy getting treated and finding a place to rest to test such a thing. He barely managed to borrow this barn because there were no shrines nearby.
Kishiar sighed heavily as Yuder shook his head slowly. He scooped up a handful of the straw that had been covering the floor. Just as Yuder wondered what he would do with it, Kishiar quietly gave an order.
"Light a fire here."
"What?"
"A small fire will do."
Yuder was skeptical about what good it could do, but he also doubted whether he could do it. As his mixed emotions left him hesitant, a soothing voice resonated in his ear.
"It's okay, hurry."
That's right. What did it matter if he failed? They had already seen the worst of each other, so there was nothing more to lose.
As if guided, he gave up and exerted his power. Instantly, flames appeared out of nowhere. A small, crimson fire spread over the straw that Kishiar was holding.
As he looked at the easily created flame, Kishiar smiled softly. It was a different smile than when they first met.
"You can do it."
He murmured as he looked down at the pile of straw that had quickly turned to ashes. Yuder was overwhelmed by strange emotions and couldn't easily open his mouth. After a while, Kishiar, who had been looking down at the ashes on his white glove, called his name.
"Yuder Aile."
"Yes?"
"I'll give you a homework. If you solve it, we will forget about this incident and you will maintain your position."
"What homework... are you talking about?"
"Find ten ways to clean up these ashes so that they are invisible."
As he spoke, Kishiar turned over his palm. His riddle-like voice landed on the black ash piled on the floor.
"However, any direct methods that involve physical actions are to be excluded. Use only your 'power'."
"What do you mean..."
"This is your punishment. You don't need anything else."
And the moment the approaching hand covered his bewildered eyes, the engulfing darkness unfolded, and his consciousness slipped away…
—---
“...”
Once again, Yuder opened his eyes. Only after seeing the familiar ceiling of the Cavalry quarters did he realize that what just happened was a dream from his past life. Rubbing his throbbing head, he sat up, and faintly saw the still-dark window.
Unable to fall back asleep even when he closed his eyes again, he got up and drank some water. Even though it should be no different from the water he drank in his dream, it left a bitter taste in his mouth for some unknown reason.
'I'm having some strange dreams.'
He wondered if it was because of the tension he felt, considering he was due to depart for the West soon. The vague image of Kishiar from his dream lingered in his mind.
The memories from that time remained quite vivid even now. It was a highly memorable experience, after all. It was the first time he realized that his power did not affect anything beyond what was born and grew in this world.
A few days after receiving an unfamiliar task from the belatedly arrived Kishiar, Yuder finally understood the true meaning of his words. He realized that the only way to achieve his goals was not just by burning or killing things directly as he had done before.
It didn't matter if his direct power didn't work against monsters. If their bodies decayed, they were bound to die. And Yuder had the power to move nature itself to crumble even the largest and toughest creatures.
Thanks to this, in the next battle, Yuder drove hundreds of monsters into a narrow valley with the help of others. He won a great victory by collapsing the entire cliff. Several landscapes in the West changed due to this, and it was deemed a historic battle that would be recorded in history books, helping him to earn the title of Count.
In this way, after a few appearances, Yuder hardly participated directly in battles due to intense check, but his experience from that day continued to be a great help even after he became a Commander.
Yuder looked down at his hand, lightly clenching and unclenching it. Because he didn't bother to wear gloves when sleeping alone, his palm, dotted with small spots, was clearly visible. Observing the rough fingertips scarred from various jobs he had done since childhood, he suddenly remembered the bandaged hand he saw in his dream.
'Come to think of it, that injury... It was serious, considering it now.'
He had never really thought about it before, but seeing it again in the dream, it was surprising that there were no aftereffects, given how severe the condition was. It was an injury inflicted by a monster, a natural enemy of his abilities, and until Kishiar arrived, he had only wrapped it in a bandage without receiving proper treatment. Even if it was treated later, there was a high chance of not fully recovering, yet how did it heal so cleanly?
The temples he visited afterward didn't seem to have cured him well either. They were reluctant to use the holy water that Kishiar had procured from other regions on the Cavalry members.
'Back then... Since it was the first injury, I just thought I recovered faster than others.'
After becoming a Commander, the injuries he received from dealing with monsters for similar reasons healed much slower than other injuries, and the scars did not fade easily.
"..."
Suddenly, Yuder stiffened his shoulders.
'Could it be?'
He didn't know it at the time, but there was one piece of information he had now. The fact that Kishiar could use divine power.
If his complete recovery wasn't a coincidence, the only plausible explanation was that.
Chapter 223
'I cannot be certain now that I can't even ask him directly...'
With just the suggestion of the possibility, a sudden chill ran through his mind. Yuder rubbed at the corners of his eyes and took a few deep breaths.
'It's pointless to think about it now. It's all in the past...'
All in the past.
Despite the truth of his words, a deep pang of something pierced somewhere in his chest. Since turning back time and returning to the past, he had never once regretted his old life. It was the same now.
But what was this feeling, this emotion?
He was in turmoil, not knowing how to describe the sensation he was currently experiencing.
Despite repeating to himself numerous times and trying to clear his mind as he sat back down on the bed, sleep eluded him. Instead of drowsiness, his mind was filled with thoughts of Kishiar, not the upcoming Western subjugation mission or thoughts about the Red Stone.
The enigmatic man whose secret he thought he'd never understand until the day he died.
The first human whose life he had taken with his own hands.
And the face he had recalled in that final moment, despite suppressing it for such a long time.
'...Maybe I should ask Enon.'
He had always considered the irregular dreams, whose reality he could not ascertain, as just that—dreams. But this time it was hard to pass off. Since Enon knew so much, wouldn't he be able to point out something Yuder missed upon hearing this story?
His face might flare up, saying, "You think I know everything?" but he had no choice. Enon was the only one who knew the story of him coming back from the future.
'It's late, but Enon usually doesn't sleep much, so he might still be awake.'
Deciding to check if the light was on in his room, right next to the medical division, and if not, to come back, he felt lighter.
However, as Yuder, who silently opened the door and stepped into the dark corridor illuminated by the moonlight, stopped in his tracks before he could take a few steps. He sensed something before he even turned his eyes.
A presence stimulating his senses beyond his five senses.
"...Commander?"
Responding to the faint call, the man who was leaning against the corridor wall slowly opened and closed his eyes. A faint smile adorned his face hidden in the darkness, his red pupils shining darkly.
"Out for a night walk?"
"Why... are you here?"
"..."
He asked, concealing his surprise, but Kishiar didn't answer. Seeing his face quietly staring at him as if it was his turn to ask, he felt the dream memories he had barely suppressed beginning to surge up. Yuder tried his best not to recall them and opened his mouth.
"...I was about to head down to the medical division."
"Why?"
"I couldn't sleep, so I thought I might talk to Enon if he was still awake......"
It sounded a bit awkward, but it wasn't entirely a lie.
"So, you were going to talk to him without even knowing if he was awake?"
"If he wasn't awake, I was just going to come back."
"Then isn't there a better choice than the uncertain one?"
Right in front of him. As he mumbled, his pale face left Yuder speechless. Struggling to find a response, Yuder licked his lips, and finally let out a sigh.
"Why are you here, really? Surely you didn't come to see me."
"Why do you say that with such certainty?"
"...So, you're saying you really came to see me?"
At this late hour, without even knocking on the door, simply standing in the corridor?
Facing Yuder's gaze, full of complex suspicion, Kishiar faintly smiled. His face appeared more languid and dreamy than usual, as if half-drowned in sleep.
"To be honest, I'm not sure myself. After hearing Nathan's report, it seemed I was just resting alone, and when I came to, I was here."
"Is that so..."
Could it be sleepwalking? Or perhaps a sign of health issues due to his cycle? Either way, moving unconsciously wasn't a good sign.
"Should I call Priest Lusan?"
"It's okay."
Kishiar, who responded lightly, removed himself from leaning against the wall and approached.
"Just, would you like to chat?"
Even if it's just a little. The end of the sentence was in such a small voice that it was uncertain whether it had been properly heard. As the distance lessened, he could distinctly feel an immense flow enveloping and moving Kishiar, unlike anything before. Being near Kishiar felt like floating in a very deep, black sea - a heavy, smooth sensation that pressed on the skin. It wasn't a painful sensation, but it made Yuder feel somewhat choked, so he unknowingly loosened the collar of his shirt a bit.
Immediately, Kishiar halted his steps and his gaze followed the movement.
"Are you uncomfortable?"
"...No."
Yuder alternated glances between his closed room door and Kishiar.
'Meeting Enon is out of the question.'
He had been worried about him not showing his face properly for several days, but he hadn't hoped to encounter him this way. Let alone in a situation where dreams of the past muddled his mind, what conversation was he to have with the person involved?
A proper assistant would have advised him to go rest considering his poor health.
'But...'
Nevertheless, Yuder felt a deep regret for his difficulty in telling Kishiar to leave immediately.
'Even though Nathan told me that the cycle and heat might overlap, I can't smell anything yet... Considering what could happen if he goes out in that state, it's better to invite him in for a while.'
Once again, after a deep sigh, Yuder reopened the door he had shut.
Was this a choice he wouldn't regret? He couldn't know.
"Would you like to come in for a while, perhaps have some tea?"
Kishiar, who had been standing in the corridor since his arrival, widened his eyes a little, perhaps not expecting an invitation. After a moment, he gently smiled and slid his foot into the open door.
"Sure."
Although the room wasn't large, being suitable for a single person, it didn't feel cramped. However, strangely, once Kishiar entered, it felt as though the room was suddenly full. Watching the man unfamiliarly looking around the new space, Yuder cleared the water glass on the table and lit the lamp.
"Please, take a seat."
After roughly sprinkling the tea leaves that Kanna had once forced onto the two tea cups, a small movement of his finger formed two droplets of water in the air. The droplets divided into two streams, filling each cup. With another flick of his hand, the tea heated to a suitable temperature, steaming in the cups. Looking down at the steamy tea cup, Yuder lightly pushed one toward Kishiar.
"Wait until the aroma comes out before you drink."
"You are remarkably efficient in brewing tea. Nathan would be disappointed if he saw this."
"If you have the skill, why not use it?"
Kishiar chuckled lightly at the firm reply.
"I've never had tea made with power before, so I'm looking forward to the taste."
The elegant man seated across reached out and picked up the cup. Despite its humble appearance, it transformed into something incredibly valuable and precious once held in his grasp. Why, indeed?
Yuder took the opportunity to speak as the man took in the aroma of the tea.
"Do you feel a bit better now?"
"If you're asking if I feel normal, then no."
The answer was as he expected, not particularly surprising.
"However, my mood is much better now that we're sitting across from each other."
"Do you really not remember how you ended up here?"
"That's correct."
"Do you have any suspicions?"
"Suspicions, you say..."
Kishiar, muttering under his breath, took a sip of his tea and fell silent, seemingly lost in thought as he gazed at the flickering lamp light.
"Ah, yes, I remember now."
Just when it seemed that he had remembered something, Kishiar set down his cup and spoke in a soft tone.
"You came to my room earlier today, didn't you?"
Yuder, trying to hide his surprise, almost dropped his own cup. He quickly regained his composure to prevent the trembling cup from spilling over, but it was already too late. Kishiar was watching, a small smile on his narrowed eyes.
"...Did you know?"
"I could feel it from inside."
Yuder recalled Nathan saying how Kishiar could sense the movements of others even when seated quietly. He felt a slight pang of defeat.
'Knowing who the opponent is, why did the impulse surge then...'
"Why did you come and then just leave?"
"It was nothing."
"I might have believed that if someone else said it."
Kishiar replied softly, his chin propped in his hand and his head slightly tilted. The small movement made the distance between them feel much closer due to the small table separating them.
"I can't believe it because it's Yuder Aile."
"Even if you can't believe it, it was truly nothing. What should I say in response?"
"Fine, let's change the subject. I don't want to believe it."
Despite the firm denial, Kishiar quickly changed the subject, letting out a laugh at Yuder's sour expression.
"To be honest, I was waiting for you to come in. I was really looking forward to the sound of knocking on the door. I swear."
"..."
Was the feeling of the pressure on his skin intensifying due to the aura Kishiar was emanating, or was it just his imagination? It could have been both.
"But then you turned around and left, and Nathan came and told me to correspond through letters for a while, wasn't that it?"
"That was..."
"I understand it's because of the heat period."
Kishiar cut in, exhaling a sigh.
"But sometimes, that's what makes it more bitter."
"So, is that why you came here?"
"Um... That wasn't really the intention. But the last thing I remember was thinking about it before closing my eyes."
His fingers, which had been circling the rim of his cup, came to a stop. His red gaze fell onto the lightly rippling surface of the tea.
"I thought perhaps if you tell me you were worried about me and that's why you wanted to come in, maybe this cold could also be dispelled."
Chapter 224
The whisper was as cold and barren as the darkness trying to swallow the dim light of the lantern. Yuder read unfamiliar emotions within that voice, feelings he hadn't expected Kishiar to reveal. The inside of his throat felt numbing and he felt queasy, like riding a rough wave.
What could this possibly be?
This was different from the intense impulse of the moment their lips met, and from the burning attraction that had spread like a wildfire.
There was no coercion, no commands, but strangely enough, the gate of his heart was easily swayed. He wanted to honestly admit his urge to check if Kishiar was in the room. However, he also worried about what might happen afterward.
Was this what it felt like to be thrown at a crossroads where nothing ahead could be seen? Lately, when standing in front of Kishiar, he often found himself caught up in such restlessness. Had he ever felt this much hesitation about what he intended to do? Yuder looked down, feeling like an explorer standing at the last moment before a point of no return. Kishiar's hand, still on the glass, caught his eye.
Unlike his dreams, that large hand, not wrapped in a glove, was the strongest proof that the past and the present were different.
The clearest of the leftover pen marks in the middle of the finger must be because he was working almost until he arrived here. An image of Kishiar working in the bedroom flitted across Yuder's mind.
Seeing him lying in bed when he wasn't well before, it wasn't hard to imagine him lying down working. Had he been like that all day today as well? Listening for any noise outside the door, quietly, and alone.
'It all leads to the same conclusion, no matter what I think.'
Just when he was about to avert his gaze in disbelief, he suddenly noticed something red inside Kishiar's sleeve. It was a fleeting glimpse that could be dismissed as a misperception, but Yuder's eyes, well-versed in wounds and death, instinctively discerned its nature.
'…A scar?'
All the complex thoughts that had occupied his mind until a moment ago vanished, leaving him blinking in surprise. Before he knew it, he had acted on impulse. Next thing he realized, he was lifting Kishiar's sleeve, holding the cuff in his hand.
"Commander, what is this…"
Sure enough, it wasn't a misconception. The thin, red mark revealed inside the sleeve was undoubtedly the trace of a healed wound. Even with divine power healing, deep wounds tend to leave a reddish mark for some time, and Kishiar's mark precisely matched that. It was a mark he had seen so many times in his past life that he knew it even if he didn't want to. His hand on the scar felt numb, possibly due to the intense shock and anger.
"What is this? Who did this?"
"There's no need to worry."
Casually, Kishiar pulled his arm away from Yuder's grasp. The scar vanished back under the sleeve.
"So, are you not going to answer me in the end?"
"Is the answer important right now?"
"It is important, of course."
His casual response was stupefying, but Yuder chose his words as calmly as possible.
"First, tell me who did this. Where and what did you do to leave such a deep wound? Who healed…"
Kishiar sighed.
"Who else."
"Excuse me?"
"I inflicted it myself. And I healed it myself. So, calm down."
Kishiar had personally inflicted and healed the wound? Was that true?
But why?
Yuder was speechless for a long time before he finally managed to move his lips.
"Why..."
"Because it's the most effective way to temporarily drain a large amount of energy from a human body. But of course, it does seem a bit extreme."
The response was so cold, it didn't feel like he was talking about his own body. It took several blinks for Yuder to understand that what he had just heard was related to the energy release cycle. Suddenly, a feeling of being choked hit him.
"You said you were drawing it out naturally. Is this your idea of natural?"
"..."
"Isn't it?"
Kishiar did not reply. Of course, it wasn't. Self-harm couldn't possibly be a natural method. So, had he always used this method to cycle his energy? Did Nathan Zuckerman know about this? Had he done the same in his past life?
'No, that can't be.'
No matter how Kishiar had transferred his energy before, Yuder instinctively knew this was not it. He might not know all about Nathan Zuckerman's nature, but he was sure Nathan wouldn't nonchalantly accept a method that hurt his lord. But then, why had Kishiar abruptly abandoned his original method and chosen to rip his arm?
Was there a reason that compelled him to?
His head started spinning. Looking at the speechless Yuder, Kishiar lifted the corners of his mouth in a troubled expression.
"It seems like you're quite shocked."
This was no time for a simple expression of surprise. It was enough to completely awaken him from what little sleep he had left.
"Does Zuckerman know?"
"Nathan doesn't. He'd be surprised, so let's keep it a secret."
"Have you been doing this since the start of this cycle?"
"No. Didn't I say this was a temporary method?"
Despite his denial, Yuder found it hard to believe him. He decided to consult with Nathan Zuckerman as soon as dawn broke.
The pale, bloodless face he had seen in the corridor wasn't just because of the night. His comment about the chill subsiding wasn't a mere metaphor either. Naturally, when blood leaves the body, one feels colder.
Mixed feelings of astonishment and directionless, intense emotions came over him.
'Didn't he say he values his body more than I do mine?'
Why would someone who is different from ordinary people in every way do such a thing?
Staring once again at Kishiar, Yuder suddenly felt as if he had found an answer in those watchful eyes. It was an implausible answer from a logical perspective, but for some reason, in this emotionally charged moment, it made sense.
'Could it be.'
"...Is it because of me?"
"..."
Again, there was no response. But unlike his smiling lips, his eyebrows softened slightly.
His absurd speculation shattered all at once. He saw his own face, mouth agape and speechless, faintly reflected in Kishiar's eyes.
'Did he tear his arm to come to me? Really?'
Something within him felt like it was being pushed off a cliff and tumbling down. Whatever had started rolling inside him, he knew he couldn't stop it with his own power.
"I'm sorry. When I said I couldn't remember anything on my way here, that was a lie."
Kishiar muttered, unsure what Yuder made of his silence.
"But I really wanted to see you. The thought that if not now, I couldn't ask, was too intense to bear. But my condition was too unstable to go outside…"
Behind the whisper that he had no choice but to rip his arm, it seemed as if countless words were echoing.
Why he had come to my bedroom door today.
If he had been thinking of me.
If he knew I was waiting.
"…"
"Are you disappointed? That I lack the restraint you have."
The lamplight flickered over a peculiar smile. The swaying light, due to an indiscernible sigh, made Kishiar's smile seem like a warped portrait. Something that had been tumbling inside Yuder reached a point of no return upon seeing that smile.
Remembering a dream of a day in a past life when Kishiar had said similar words, Yuder closed his eyes.
"I'm not particularly strong in restraint, either."
"People would be angry if they heard that."
"If I had such strong restraint, I would not have impulsively made my way to you, knowing where you were and what you were doing."
The gaze that fell upon his face was scorching. It was a straining feeling, but Yuder struggled to finish his final words.
"I was really impulsive. But then, I wanted to confirm something so badly that I couldn't resist."
Just like when he had torn his arm and stood in front of Yuder's room, unable to do anything.
In saying that he had come because he felt it had to be done then, he was no different from Yuder. Thinking this, a faint smile slipped out. He had considered them different in every way, but looking at it this way, they might have been quite similar.
'It makes sense that our behavior would be similar, considering I learned everything from Kishiar to become a Commander…'
"What was it?"
Kishiar asked what he had wanted to confirm.
Exhaling a sigh, Yuder looked straight at him.
"I wanted to confirm if you were really there."
That was it. Nothing more, nothing less. It was the simple truth.
After uttering it, the statement seemed too concise, feeling almost meaningless, and that left a sense of emptiness. However, it appeared the listener did not feel the same.
Gradually, the shadow lifted from the face of the silent Kishiar, and a smile brighter than the light blossomed.
"We were the same."
He whispered.
"Both of us were the same, weren't we?"
"Yes…"
Whether he heard the small response properly or not, the brighter smile illuminated the room.
Chapter 225
Yuder momentarily forgot everything at the sight of that smiling face. The fact that this was his untidy quarters, and the realization that the coming dawn would bring a day busier than most, all disappeared from his mind.
He stood dazed, merely staring ahead when Kishiar reached out slowly, their gazes locked. He guessed he wanted to touch his cheek, but he halted at a certain distance, trembling slightly, unable to move any closer.
Her hesitant fingertips twitched a few times, only to stop again.
"…Commander?"
When he asked him, implying why he was behaving in such a manner, Kishiar muttered slowly,
"I am so tempted to just let my hand reach you."
After closing his eyes briefly as if suppressing a powerful emotion, he continued,
"...But I can't. I'm too happy. I'm afraid I'll hurt you if I can't control my strength."
His expression mirrored the one he wore when he teased him in the Comander's office about how far he could touch him, only to avoid his response. Surely, he wouldn't need to restrain himself that much just to touch his cheek. Yuder, looking down at his own hand on his knee, cautiously spoke up.
"I'm not so fragile as to get hurt from that."
"I know that. But wouldn't you be repulsed if I accidentally released the energy of an Alpha Awakener?"
"Well..."
It was an answer he hadn't expected. Yuder blinked for a moment, then furrowed his brow.
It seemed Kishiar thought he feared or at least disliked Alpha Awakeners, considering the incident he had experienced during his second gender manifestation. That past incident was tied to his efforts to prevent a recurrence of old memories, but Yuder couldn't explain that, so he remained silent.
He wanted to say that then and now were different, but he didn't know exactly how to put it. He felt like a fool.
"I'm not... I don't dislike Alpha Awakeners. It was just... back then..."
When he fell silent, Kishiar let out a faint smile.
"You're quite affectionate, my assistant."
Affectionate. That was a compliment he never thought he'd hear in his lifetime. He wouldn't have been as surprised if he'd been ambushed. Yuder was bewildered, unsure whether to lower his head or not, when Kishiar suddenly started another topic.
"Do you know the easiest way to identify a broken imperial family member?"
"I don't."
"When they can't control their energy and it leaks out, it can hurt those around them. Something as small as a glass in their hand could shatter, or a living creature that touches them could suddenly die."
Kishiar murmured casually, looking down at his own fingertips.
"In my case, a horse's leg that I touched broke."
A chill ran down his spine.
"It was a creature I cherished, a gift for my birthday, but it couldn't withstand that incident and died."
"…"
"Nathan almost died several times being at my side. Not from battling like a knight, but simply because his master couldn't control his power."
Her tone was gentle yet self-mocking.
"I still think about those times, even now. Even knowing there's no need to worry, I find myself having such weak thoughts."
Perhaps it’s because this is a period of erratic energy, his gaze turned toward Yuder's face as he mumbled. Suddenly, a smile graced his lips.
"Recently, whenever I saw my adorable assistant, such thoughts occurred to me. Perhaps I had grown too fond of him. If I were to hesitate further, it would only grow, never lessen."
Despite the blatant tease, he found himself at a loss for words, perhaps because of the nature of the content.
"But when this tiresome period passes, then..."
Though joy was visible in his eyes, the seemingly cold expression on his face returned. Watching him, Yuder reached out impulsively, ignoring Kishiar's mumbling. The moment his hand unexpectedly touched Kishiar's pale cheek, Kishiar stopped speaking, as if he had been struck by lightning.
"…Nothing's wrong, is it?"
Fortunately, a steady voice, albeit awkward, flowed out.
"I believe you're capable of handling this much. Even if you've become sensitive due to the cycle, over-worrying can be harmful, so please refrain."
Only then did Kishiar glance at the hand touching his left cheek. The sensation of strength entering his cold cheek felt oddly comforting.
'…If someone saw this, they'd arrest me on the spot for an outrageous blasphemy.'
The audacity of touching an imperial family member first. Had any commoner ever dared such an act in the history of the empire? Feeling the sweat pool in his palm, he contemplated whether he should withdraw his hand, just as Kishiar gave a barely perceptible smirk, closing his eyes.
Moments later, a cool warmth enveloped Yuder's hand. Kishiar, who had placed his hand atop Yuder's, tilting his head slightly, tightened his grip on Yuder's hand.
It was as though a giant beast was nuzzling its head into his hand. Before he could respond, a faint voice came to his ears.
"…You're right."
"…"
"Nothing really happens."
"Yes, nothing happens at this level."
Kishiar laughed. Simultaneously, warmth flooded his previously cold cheek. It was as if he could feel the sculpture of his life turn into a living person through his hand. Maybe this was that feeling.
"It's been so long…"
With each murmur akin to a sigh, he could feel the movement of Kishiar's lips beneath his palm.
"It's much warmer than I imagined."
As Kishiar slowly moved his head, his lips got closer to Yuder's hand. He thought about pulling away, but the firm grip on his hand didn't weaken. Finally, Kishiar, with his lips completely against Yuder's hand, closed his eyes and breathed out.
It was a thin breath, as if a bird had finally found a place to breathe.
"…Commander."
"Just a bit more."
As soon as he spoke, Kishiar's lips moved within the tight grip. When Yuder's fingers twitched at the ticklish sensation, he could feel everything, even the contours drawn by the moving lips.
"Sigh…"
Only after a considerable time, when his hand had started to numb, did Kishiar release his lips and reluctantly let go of his hand, sighing like a tired beast. The lips, visible even in the darkness, were noticeably flushed compared to before. The sight was unexpectedly provocative, making Yuder instinctively avert his gaze. A faint laughter echoed in his ears.
"It's time to get up."
Yuder, who was about to ask if he was leaving already, was startled to see that the darkness outside the window had significantly lightened. They hadn't exchanged many words, yet he was taken aback by how much time had passed.
"If we linger much longer... Nathan will realize my absence."
"As soon as you go back, get some rest, even if it's brief."
"I have something to say."
His face, murmuring apologies for stealing sleep time, relaxed even more than before. It seemed that the tension he had been suppressing since their hands touched had finally eased.
"I'll open the door for you."
"It's fine. You don't need to follow me out..."
As he was speaking, Kishiar, who was first to rise, suddenly swayed and steadied himself on the table. The sound of tea cups clashing echoed through the room.
"Commander?"
Worried something was wrong with him, he jumped up in surprise, only to see Kishiar, head lowered and holding his brow.
"...It's nothing. Just a sudden wave of sleepiness."
"Sleepiness, you say. Haven't you slept?"
"Well... I haven't really slept much lately."
He was about to ask if he had been having trouble sleeping when Kishiar, trying to take a step, wavered again. he sprang up quickly to support him.
"Don't... even though I said it’s fine..."
He forced down his hand that was trying to push him away and put his arm around his shoulder. Given his much taller height compared to his, even this was a little challenging.
"We're okay now. I'll move you to the Commander's room. Please hang on a bit longer."
But before they could even take a few steps, Kishiar's knees gave out entirely. He couldn't hold up his weight and they both fell down.
'...Ugh.'
Fortunately, his instinctive use of wind magic cushioned their fall and prevented any injury. He swiftly got up and checked on Kishiar first.
His closed eyes, the still warm cheeks, his firm body... nothing seemed out of the ordinary as he checked him over. His regular, rhythmic breathing suggested he was simply asleep, not ill.
'...Even if he hadn't slept well lately, to suddenly fall asleep like this.'
He had been acting fine, but clearly, something wasn't right. He sighed heavily as he looked down at him. He could use his wind magic to move him, but the problem was that dawn was approaching. How could he be certain no one was already up and preparing to go out for their dawn training? If anyone saw him moving the collapsed Commander from his room, he didn't know what would happen.
'I should move him to my bed for now and report this to Nathan in the morning.'
He waved his hand, summoning a gust of wind, and gently lifted Kishiar's body onto his bed. After taking off his indoor shoes and covering him with a blanket, he found the sight of him laying there somewhat disconcerting.
'Kishiar La Orr is sleeping in my bed...'
It was an absurdly novel and unfamiliar sight. Not once in his previous life, nor in this one, had he ever seen him in such a vulnerable state.
'Now that's settled, but his legs are so long they hang off the bed... What should I do?'
He hadn't expected to worry about bending his long legs which hung off the bed. Feeling awkward with this unfamiliar problem, he tentatively put his hand on his leg, and suddenly felt as guilty as a criminal.
Chapter 226
‘Just leave it.’
Having finally withdrawn from the task more arduous than cupping a cheek - attending to the stiff legs, Yuder slumped into the chair where Kishiar had been seated, massaging his weary shoulders. From his position, he had a clear view of the face of the man lying on the bed.
The sleeping Kishiar looked surprisingly peaceful, much more than Yuder had expected. His breath was so faint, it was barely audible. Looking down at Kishiar, who lay motionless without a single toss or turn, Yuder felt his feelings start to settle.
‘... Isn't he sleeping too much like a corpse?’
Corpse. At the unbidden thought of the word, a long-buried memory suddenly surfaced. The funeral scene of Duke Peletta that took place before the first winter had passed after he became the Cavalry Commander. Even though it was the funeral of the last imperial bloodline, it was quite desolate in front of the casket.
Did the face in the coffin look like this when he silently laid a flower and turned away amid the hostile gazes and murmurings that were pecking and poking him all over?
"..."
Yuder clenched his fists, which were placed on his knees, and drove away his idle thoughts.
‘Am I daydreaming about my past life too much?’
Each time he was faced with Kishiar, and was tempted to kneel to his burning urge, memories and emotions of the past would suddenly spring forth as a backlash. Time had been turned back, but the memories remained unchanged. It was only natural, but the weight of the secret that hadn't been too uncomfortable at first felt increasingly heavy day by day.
Each time Kishiar revealed a bit more of his inner thoughts, Yuder was made painfully aware of the weight of his own hidden memories. Who would have thought that he, who had wanted to know Kishiar's secrets in his previous life, would now be in the opposite situation.
But the difference was clear, even though they found themselves in similar situations. The Yuder of that time had cried out for Kishiar to reveal the truth, but the present Kishiar was silently showing his innermost feelings without asking anything of Yuder, drawing him in.
While he was fine now, he wondered where this growing urge would lead him. Most of the changes from his previous life had been welcomed, but his relationship with Kishiar always felt different.
As he unclenched his hand, the nail marks were clear. Yuder looked down at them, then brought his hand up to his lips, pressing it against the inside of his palm. Unlike when Kishiar's lips had touched, this time it felt no warmth.
Releasing a sigh of disappointment at the foolish action, he noticed the rising sun beyond the window. Avoiding the sunlight, which he would usually have been happy to bask in, he rose to draw the curtains, Yuder thought of one thing.
‘I have already crossed the crossroads.’
Regardless of what he thought, he was now too far along to turn back.
The memory of kissing him still surfaced from time to time, as would the heat of his palm that had touched his lips today, and the sensation of embracing a collapsing body with no strength. He would never forget them.
So, in the end, there was only one thing left.
‘The situation has changed a lot from the initial expectation, but I still have to protect Kishiar. Just think about that.’
Yuder was about to sit back down in the chair, but he paused, looking down at Kishiar.
The energy that Kishiar had been wrapping around his body while he was awake seemed to have also fallen asleep, and the surroundings were much quieter than when he was forcibly suppressing it. Still, if he concentrated, he could feel a heavy energy slowly radiating into the air.
'The vessel…'
Within Kishiar, four distinct powers coexisted - Sword Aura, Magic Power, Divine Power, and the Awakener's Power. His existence could almost be considered a blessing in itself, yet it was a heartbreaking irony that he suffered for so many years, precisely due to the overwhelming nature of his powers.
'If only I could visually perceive this vessel, or feel it more tangibly…'
Mages were said to have ways of knowing how much magic power they had accumulated. Swordsmen, too, at the Swordmaster level, could roughly gauge how much aura they had built up over time. Priests, in particular, were quite adept at quantifying the amount of divine power they possessed.
Out of the four powers, determining the amount of power held by an Awakener was the most challenging. Still, those like Yuder, who had used these powers for a long time and had become sensitive to their flow, could gauge it to some extent. This was in the same vein as being able to visually perceive the flow of power when focused.
The power of an Awakener typically gathered below the navel, where the upper and lower body divided. Some individuals accumulated it elsewhere, but from what Yuder had observed in his past life, this was the general pattern.
'...There may be much I can't do in regards to other powers, but at least the power of an Awakener…'
Maybe it wouldn't hurt to confirm how much of it was present. Considering his state of heightened sensitivity, he might be able to sense the power enveloping him without too much struggle.
With his hand extended, he hesitated momentarily before it landed on the blanket. He then gently lifted the thin veil to gaze at the area around his belly underneath the revealed skin.
He thought that lifting his clothes would make it clearer, but he wanted to avoid any misunderstanding if he woke up.
'After all, I'm trying to discern it through the flow, so there's no need for that.'
With that thought, he placed his hand on his belly, concentrated his vision, and gave it his all.
Suddenly, he felt a tremendous pressure from beneath his hand.
'Huh?'
Without a chance to brace himself, a robust energy from within Kishiar, as if repelling an intruder, burst out with a 'whoosh' and shoved Yuder's hand away. At the same time, a red light emanated from the heated back of his hand.
Light, bursting along the faded purple spots that had been recently thinning, fiercely contested with the energy flowing out of Kishiar.
'...What is this?'
Even when he swiftly withdrew his hand, the light didn't stop flowing. Yuder was caught in a peculiar sensation, somewhat similar to the incident with the Red Stone in the basement, where he felt as though he could touch and manipulate the energies present in this space.
"…Ugh…!"
Groaning as the energy was rapidly drained, he stretched his hand towards Kishiar's body again with great difficulty. The energy radiated once more, causing his body to jolt. Thinking that Kishiar had awoken, he quickly turned his head, but Kishiar's eyes were still closed.
'This is…'
Slowly bending his fingers, Yuder tightly grasped a part of the energy surrounding Kishiar. Although he could not feel anything physically, the sense of 'holding onto something' registered in his mind.
He held onto the energy tightly to prevent it from escaping. After what felt like an eternity, the energetic trembling within his hand gradually calmed down. The energy surrounding Kishiar's body simultaneously weakened and then, abruptly, Yuder began to see unfamiliar landscapes that were starkly different from before.
Yuder saw the differing hues and textures of energies swirling above Kishiar's entire body. It was like watching a moving painting. Though he had never seen or learned about them before, he strangely felt an immediate clarity about their identities.
White divine energy wrapped around his head, the wind-like blue aura concentrated in both hands, golden magic power emanating from the heart like branching blood vessels, and the solid red power enveloping his body from the navel downward.
The latter red energy was, he was certain, the Awakened power that Kishiar possessed.
'I hoped to see it, but who would have thought I'd see it this way.'
The shock was so great it rendered his mind momentarily blank, but he could not afford to stop here. Yuder mustered the waning red energy and focused his mind. The four energies, coursing around his body, seemed to maintain a semblance of balance. However, they tangled and knotted where they met, preventing a smooth flow. The most significant entanglement was near his middle, close to the vital point.
Seeing the fist-sized lump pulsating as though it was a second heart, Yuder unwittingly held his breath.
'...What in the world is that?'
When he focused harder, it looked like the root from where all the energies started. They flowed out and returned to this knotted root, defining and merging their boundaries repeatedly.
Aside from the fact that energy flowed instead of blood, it indeed appeared to be a second heart.
The outermost layer of the lump was, once again, the red energy. Its strong presence maintained the form as though it wrapped and protected everything within.
'...Could that be the vessel?'
The sensation was incredibly intense and overwhelming, yet it also made him exceedingly anxious. Watching the flow of energies swirling around Kishiar's body, Yuder tentatively reached out to touch the nearest tangled bundle. He wanted to confirm if he could physically feel them.
The moment the red-tinged fingertips touched the entangled energy, the knotted portion twitched and recoiled with a sensation akin to sparking fire.
And Kishiar also seemed to feel pain at the same spot, his eyelids flickering and brows furrowing.
Grinding his teeth against the pain in his hand, Yuder bore it for a moment before releasing his breath.
'...It hurts similarly to when the spots were inflamed.'
Still, it was bearable for now. Looking down at his hand, enwrapped in the red glow, he couldn't determine if the spots had spread.
After taking a deep breath, he reached out once again, this time towards the navel where most of the red energy was concentrated. The Awakened energy, glowing the same hue as that enshrouding his hand, softly rippled as if welcoming him.
Chapter 227
The power of an Awakener, as radiant as the light that wrapped around Yuder's hand, gently rippled as if welcoming him.
'Maybe this side is a bit easier to handle.'
However, contrary to his thoughts, the power of an Awakener was not that easy to control. It didn’t react or inflict pain when he tried to manipulate it like he did with other powers. Yet, the power merely twined around Yuder's hand as if trying to cling to it, only to return to its original place, repeating this cycle. It was uncanny how it seemed intent on touching of its own volition, yet always slipped away, as if mocking its own master.
'Do powers also take after their master?'
Regardless of the numerous attempts, the outcome was always a failure.
'The remaining three powers are too resistant, and the power of an Awakener is hard to grasp...'
He wondered if he should just give up for now. He didn’t want to rashly tamper with it and risk causing more harm. But there was no guarantee that this fortuitous opportunity would present itself again. If this was a once-in-a-lifetime chance, he knew he would undoubtedly regret not seizing it. Looking at the red aura that encased his hand, Yuder gritted his teeth.
'I must at least try to touch the power.'
Fortunately, Kishiar had not yet woken up. Even though he felt his energy draining faster than when he summoned the fiery pillar that seemed to pierce the sky, he could still endure. With his other hand, Yuder wiped the sweat accumulating on his forehead.
'Instead of blindly trying to touch it, I should carefully observe it first.'
He took a deep breath to calm his rushing thoughts and focused. With a splitting headache, he started to see the flow of the aura wrapping around Kishiar's body more clearly.
'The problem is definitely those tangled lumps, regardless of how you look at it...'
Ideally, each power should flow in its own place like blood circulating in the body. The current situation, where powers were tangled together, blocking their paths, couldn’t possibly be good for the body. The flow of power was very slow now, possibly due to Kishiar's sleeping state. If the flow sped up, the collisions and tangles would undoubtedly worsen.
'The expression "a crack in the vessel" must refer to the situation where the power lump, which seems like a vital point, gets stressed and causes a problem.'
With this understanding, he could also see why Kishiar mentioned a 'cycle' as necessary. If the four powers inside his body failed to maintain a proper balance and one of them inflated too much, or all of them swelled and blocked the flow, the number of those tangled lumps would increase correspondingly.
If such problems escalated, it would inevitably lead to a breakdown. Therefore, it was necessary to extract some of the accumulated power before it expanded too much.
'...It’s probably better to let it out before it gets too congested and bursts.'
Kishiar mentioned that the imperial family members who broke their vessels died as their bodies exploded. No matter how strong a being was, they could not defend against an attack from within.
'But in the end, it wasn't a fundamental solution.'
Considering the issue originated from having multiple powers, which most humans found challenging to possess even one, finding a solution was difficult. Frankly, even Yuder, who was observing these enormous powers clearly through his eyes, had no clue where to start.
Yuder felt a shiver down his spine thinking that if it weren't for the power of the Awakener one, which was solidly wrapped around the other three remaining energies from the outside like a fence, Kishiar might have already died from his body exploding. When he had heard the tale of the imperial family member dying from an exploded body, he'd only vaguely imagined it as a dreadful scene. Now, however, seeing the flow of energy firsthand, he could easily envision how such a calamity might occur.
Unconsciously, Yuder shook his chilling head, grinding his teeth.
'At least, Kishiar is safe from such a death now.'
But recalling once again that Kishiar had ripped open his own arm to extract blood and power before coming here, Yuder's emotions were somewhat complicated.
He wiped the sweat emerging from his temple once more and then tensed his hand. Of all the energies flowing within Kishiar, he moved his arm towards the smallest tangled part which was closest to where the power of the Awakener one was gathered.
Just like the last time when he thought that he must control the power of the Red Stone, which might collapse the basement, he focused all his strength to grasp this energy.
'Just like before... Just one more time!'
An intense pressure that felt like it could break his bones rushed in, making his fingers tremble uncontrollably. Although his lungs felt like they would burst due to his heavy breathing and he was in agony, Yuder, in his intensely concentrated state, didn't feel a thing.
'I can grab it.'
The power of the Awakener that was wrapped around the tangled energies. He had to seize it.
Heat rose above his wide-open eyes. His body was shaking violently. An energy akin to smoke seemed to bloom, dyeing the inside of Yuder's eyes a red hue, but he himself was unaware of it.
And finally, when he felt something catch onto his fingertips with a thunk.
Yuder seized it without missing a beat. A red energy glowed intensely within his trembling hand.
'I've got it!'
He'd grasped the 'power' of the Awakener flowing within Kishiar.
Yuder gripped something invisible trying to escape from his hand, inhaling sharply. The energy of Kishiar in his hand flickered, transmitting a strange sensation he'd never felt before. It felt like forcibly holding onto something too massive to be held in his grasp. His fingers were throbbing as if they might explode and it was hot, but he didn't loosen his clenched fist. It was the same as when he had grasped the power of the Red Stone in the basement. At this moment, he was connected to the power through his hand.
'As for Kishiar...'
After he seized the energy, he instinctively turned his gaze to the man who was still asleep, as if nothing had happened. It seemed that he did not feel any pain unlike when he touched the tangled part of the energy earlier and there was a backlash. Seeing him like this, Yuder felt a little relieved.
'What should I do now?'
He pondered absentmindedly, and as if to provide an answer, the power of the Awakener writhed.
'...Right. The tangled lump is surrounded by the power of the Awakener, so by creating a pathway from the outside for the tangled energy to move again... If I move...'
Yuder exhaled and moved his hand very slowly. As his hand enveloped in red energy moved slightly, the energy of the Awakener, which was surrounding the small lump of tangled power, expanded or contracted in response to his will.
"Is this the right thing to do?" The doubt that had meekly raised its head gradually became overwhelmed by certainty as he observed the dwindling energy, seemingly swallowed by a rising wave of uncertainty. A gale seemed to roar in his ears and sweat poured out like rain. All his energy seemed to be sucked away, focused solely on moving his hand.
How many times had he moved it like that?
The tangled energies had completely untangled, vanishing with a rustle. All that remained was a clean flow of energy, finding its original place with no obstructions. Yuder finally let out the breath he'd been holding, quietly observing this spectacle.
"Ah..."
He had actually done it.
The sight was astonishing, almost unbelievable.
He had only managed to remove one entangled root of power within Kishiar's body, but it felt like he had accomplished the greatest feat of his life. His heart pounded like it had when he had managed to run over an entire mountain. He couldn't be sure, but Kishiar, who had his eyes closed, seemed to be breathing more slowly and steadily than before.
'...I think it's impossible to do anything more.'
Along with his instinctive judgement, Yuder slowly let his hand fall. The red energy that had wrapped around his hand gradually faded and all the sights that he had seen through his eyes blurred. Intense fatigue and hunger struck him.
After a while, when he opened his eyes again, he only saw the normal room with no strange power visible.
"..."
He was seated in a position where he could watch Kishiar, who was asleep with his eyes tightly closed.
But the morning sun pouring in through the closed curtain, the deep purple spots on his hands, and his palms feeling hot as if they were burned were all shining like evidence that something had happened here for a considerable amount of time.
Yuder slowly rolled up his sleeve. The skin that turned purple stretched endlessly. Lowering his sleeve and pulling a bit on the clothes near his shoulder to look inside, the spots had spread below his chest.
'...'
His head felt dizzy for a moment, but oddly enough, there was no pain.
'I wonder if it would be different if I use my power...'
Yuder cautiously tried to use a bit of water power with one finger raised. His initial plan was to conjure a small stream of water.
But a moment later, enough water to fill a kettle spilled over in the air, drenching his knees and face.
While blankly blinking at his wet knees, Yuder tried to summon wind. He had only planned to conjure enough power to dry the water, but in an instant, a hot wind strong enough to take his breath away blew, not only drying his clothes but making them stiff.
'What on earth...'
There was no doubt about the control of his power. But the results were amplified by several times. It was only natural that the experiment shown by Thais Yulman and his apprentice Alik flashed through his mind. He fumbled in his pocket wondering if there was a catalyst in his clothes, but there was nothing in the casual clothes he wore to bed.
Yuder, who was about to get up from his spot relieved that Kishiar hadn't woken up yet, suddenly found something and paused again.
'Has the spot faded?'
Chapter 228
'Have the spots faded?'
He thought it might be an illusion, but it wasn't. His hand, which had been so deeply dyed it almost appeared black, had noticeably lightened to a faint purple hue.
Yuder flipped his hand back and forth, examining it, then once again pulled down the collar of his shirt to peer inside.
'The area hasn't shrunk.'
The spots that had spread from his shoulder to his chest hadn't significantly reduced in size. However, it too had faded considerably. Yuder stared at it for a moment before letting out a deep sigh.
'Let's think this through.'
What had changed between the time he received divine healing and now?
'Back then, every time I used the Awakener's power, the stain spread and the pain increased. Healing was painful too. After the second gender manifestation and the basement incident, things improved... but now...'
He hadn't used the Awakener's power in the usual way, but rather, during the process of examining Kishiar, a red energy suddenly burst from his hand and wrapped around his arm, causing the stain to spread. Despite the discoloration area increasing significantly, the pain was less than expected, and when he used his inherent Awakener power, the color faded. Unlike when he received divine healing, there was no pain, and the most distinct change was not a reduction in area, but a lightening of color.
'The lack of pain is understandable, considering my body has been like that since it manifested the second gender. But how should I interpret this red power that flowed from my hand?'
Yuder speculated that the cause of this strange situation was the red power that had flowed from his hand. The Awakener's power he usually used didn't have that color. Like other Awakeners, it was barely visible, like a faint shimmering haze, only when he concentrated intensely.
'Except for when it glowed while connected to the power of the Red Stone in the basement, and today...'
Various events he had seen and heard about passed through his cluttered mind.
The similarity of the red power that flowed from his hand when connected to the Red Stone.
The gradual changes in his body related to the spots.
The hypotheses and speculations of Thais Yulman. The metaphor of poison that Enon had mentioned.
The amplified power after removing the tangled mass of energy inside Kishiar.
And the medium.
Yuder stopped the repetitive motion of clenching and unclenching his fist.
'The medium.'
Enon had previously speculated that if his body had successfully absorbed some of the power of the Red Stone that had infiltrated his body, he might have become a living medium, indistinguishable from the Red Stone itself. In that case, the original power he possessed might have been enhanced by the addition of the raw power of the Red Stone.
'After hearing that, I thought that the power of the Red Stone, which had infiltrated and merged like the stain, might have transformed to enhance the Awakener's power I originally possessed... But could it be that it's not transformed, but able to move in its original form?'
He didn't know why it was flowing out, but once it did, it could be controlled to some extent by his will.
'If the reason for the increase in my spots is the absorption of power different from my own, then the increase this time... maybe it's because when I untangled Kishiar's tangled powers, I absorbed some of it in the process. I recall hearing that mediums have a nature of drawing in power...'
Even though he had done it, the sensations from that time felt hazy, like something that happened in a dream. However, the sensation of firmly grabbing and moving an invisible force, and the burning tension of the moment when the two forces were tightly connected, were still relatively clear.
Yuder looked down at his hand, recalling Kishiar's power mass that had gradually welled up and then decreased within it. At the time, he hadn't given it much thought, but now, looking back, didn't it seem similar to something being sucked in?
He couldn't be sure if that was the right answer. Perhaps all his guesses could be wrong, but it seemed to be the best fit for the current situation. Yuder frowned, feeling a sudden strangeness in his own body, which had previously moved so familiarly.
'It's creepy... but there's a possibility. If I've really become similar to a living medium...'
Thais Yulman had said that a medium containing the power of the Red Stone, despite not emitting any magic, absorbs the power of the Awakener, amplifies it, and then outputs it. The power that Yuder had just used was also displayed in a much amplified form than the amount used.
'After using it, the power of the Red Stone in the medium was said to decrease slightly, and my spots also faded.'
Could this be interpreted as a sign that his guess was right?
Feeling an inexplicable dryness in his throat, Yuder swallowed and sighed deeply.
'I was already considered non-human because of being too strong, I wonder what will happen if this fact becomes known.'
Becoming stronger was good. However, Yuder preferred getting stronger through training rather than gaining an unknown power in this way. More than anything, the hazy feeling when the red energy wrapped around or connected with his body was not to his liking.
The strange sensation of knowing the essence of things he didn't know or understanding how to move next just by looking.
'But, thanks to the red power popping out at the right moment, I was able to see the state of Kishiar's body. Should I be thankful, then?'
He was a little worried about how the mass of energy, which he wasn't sure whether he had properly removed or absorbed, would affect Kishiar when he woke up later. But seeing his much more relaxed breathing and expression, his instinct seemed to tell him that it wouldn't lead to a bad outcome.
"Huff..."
Once he had somewhat organized his thoughts, his eyes felt gritty as if he hadn't slept for days, and fatigue rushed over him. Yuder sat down on the chair and looked at Kishiar's face.
He had a truly handsome face. The golden eyelashes that sparkled in the faint light coming through the curtain, and the alluring lips that caught the eye with their returned vitality were all delicate and beautiful.
However, Yuder thought that it was far better to see things with his eyes open than with them shut.
'I can't believe I'm having these thoughts in this situation.'
He let out a sigh of hollow amusement, finding it ridiculous that he was even capable of such thoughts in his terribly exhausted and chaotic state.
'First, I cannot walk around looking like this, so let's put in some more effort to eliminate the spots as much as possible. I don't know how much they will disappear, so I should check that too… And what else am I checking?'
In all honesty, he wanted to simply sit and close his eyes for a moment. However, Yuder shook off such desire, gathering his strength. After doing several calculations considering the amplifying situation, he moved his hand slightly, and a flame of appropriate size flared up over the dying lamp.
Even after accomplishing what would have made his struggling comrades fall to their knees in despair, not a trace of pride showed on Yuder's face. While maintaining the flame, he alternated his tired gaze between the gradually fading spots and Kishiar's face, mentally calculating the time.
His head was beginning to grow fuzzy.
…
Suddenly, someone touched his body, which had fallen into a sleep so deep it was as if he were dead, without even dreaming.
'…Oh dear.'
A low muttering filled with complicated emotions echoed in his ear, and shortly after, another hand cautiously crept under his legs, lightly lifting him into their arms.
The scent that flooded his nostrils from the chest his face was pressed against was very familiar. It was strange as it was definitely a scent that shouldn't exist in this world. As he furrowed his brows at its strangeness, he thought he could hear a chuckle from above his head.
'Why is it that my body feels so light? I wonder if it’s a fairy.'
The arm that gently lowered Yuder onto a soft place didn't leave immediately, instead lingering around for quite a while. Each time the hand gently brushed his tousled hair away from his forehead, the cool warmth strangely lifted his spirits.
This pleasant and drowsy sensation couldn't possibly be real. After all, such a reality couldn't exist for him. With a simple conclusion, his consciousness once again sank deep beneath the surface.
It couldn't have been anything but a strange dream……
Yuder suddenly woke from his sleep, opening his eyes. He was in the middle of keeping watch over the lamp flame, intending to confirm the fading spots till the end, but he couldn't remember when he had fallen asleep.
Baffled, he raised his hand to see his skin had completely transformed. It appeared he had fallen asleep only after all the spots had faded. As he let out a sigh of relief and turned his gaze, he noticed the room was empty. Kishiar was gone, and Yuder himself was unexpectedly lying down on the bed.
'When did I lie down?'
He blankly turned his head towards the window which was shrouded in darkness due to the firmly closed curtain. Faint noises came from beyond, indicating that he hadn't been asleep for too long.
Yuder managed to lift his languid body. Something fell from on top of him even before the blanket did. He looked down to find it was the edge of someone's overcoat.
An overcoat much larger than any ordinary person's and far too luxurious to be worn by anyone less than nobility. He didn't need to see it to immediately know to whom it belonged.
'…Why is this here?'
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'...Why?'
Why had it been left behind? Puzzled, he picked up the clothing, and the long, trailing hem was suddenly tugged tight. Only then did Yuder realize that a portion of the garment had been trapped beneath him, causing a moment of embarrassment.
'Surely, it wasn't removed because of this... Does this mean I should return it today, after I leave first?'
No matter how much he thought about it, the latter seemed more plausible. After completely freeing the trapped hem of the garment, Yuder folded it roughly and set it aside, then rose from his spot. He felt less fatigued, perhaps due to the sleep he had, but his eyes were still quite heavy.
'It's a relief that I don't necessarily have to participate in today's training...'
Normally, he wouldn't have been this tired just from staying up for a day. The likely cause of his poor condition was closely related to the incident that had occurred in the early morning, but since it was all a result of his own choices, there was no one to blame.
He sighed and prepared to go outside. First, he wanted to check if there was anything wrong with Kishiar's body, so he folded the outer garment that he had left behind, draped it over his arm, and left the room.
However, before he could reach the Commander's office, someone called out to Yuder in the hallway.
"Yuder!"
Turning his head, he found himself face-to-face with Steiber Rendley, who was the Deputy Commander of the Sul Division. He was with a few other members. As soon as they exchanged brief eye contact, Steiber immediately opened his mouth to ask a question.
"You weren't seen all morning, did you go somewhere?"
His gaze was fixed on Kishiar's clothes hanging on Yuder's arm. He probably didn't recognize whose clothes they were, but he seemed to guess that Yuder had been somewhere related to them.
"No, I just woke up a bit late... I was just about to get moving."
"Oversleeping? That's unusual."
Steiber, who had widened his eyes, chuckled after a moment.
"You must have been tired from working too much these days. No matter how young you are, health is the most important. I'm over 40 now, and I can definitely feel that my body isn't what it used to be. You should be careful in advance. You look quite pale, do you want some special health juice made at our bakery?"
Yuder thanked the kind middle-aged man who was showing concern for his pale complexion, assuring him that he was fine.
"But... what were you three discussing here? Was there an incident?"
The atmosphere between him and the other members was strangely different from usual. It didn't seem like they were just chatting, and sure enough, when he asked, Steiber expressed admiration.
"How did you know? Actually, we were discussing an incident that happened at the training ground."
An incident at the training ground? Yuder's eyebrows twitched at the unusual feeling.
"There doesn't seem to be anyone in the Commander's office, and it's also difficult for us to handle it on our own, so when I saw you, the assistant, I called you... haha."
"There's no one in the Commander's office? Nathan Zuckerman should be there."
After Kishiar entered his cycle, the Deputy Commanders rarely came to the Commander's office, but if they deemed it necessary, they occasionally came up to convey their opinions to Nathan Zuckerman or Yuder. Of course, Nathan Zuckerman wasn't always in the Commander's office, but if that were the case, he would have called Yuder to take some action, so it was incomprehensible that he had left his post without any news.
"I thought so too. But the door was completely locked. And there was someone who saw the Commander's carriage leaving a few hours ago. So we thought the Commander had temporarily gone out with Zuckerman and you."
Steiber, stroking his chin, sighed in response.
"It's fortunate that you were here... Hmm."
'The carriage left...?'
In that case, as Steiber said, it was highly likely that Kishiar had temporarily left the Cavalry and accompanied Nathan Zuckerman.
'I wonder what happened. He should barely be able to move since his cycle hasn't ended yet. Is he okay?'
He couldn't think of where they might have gone. Yuder decided to abandon his plan to go to the Commander's office for now.
"I see. I didn't know the Commander had left."
"If he didn't tell you, he probably didn't go far. It's better to wait for him to return and tell us."
"But Steiber... can everyone wait until then? The atmosphere isn't very good right now..."
One of the members who had been with Steiber interjected with a furrowed face. It was Dover, who was relatively quiet among the members.
"If we go back and wait for the Commander to come, someone might really rush into the training ground to fight the Imperial Knights.
"That's the problem... Hoo. Everyone has been patient enough, so I don't know what to say..."
"I'm also worried about the condition of the item."
"What exactly happened?"
Yuder cut off their conversation and opened his mouth. He couldn't ignore the mention of the Imperial Knights.
'What happened? Is it related to them?'
"Hmm. Well..."
Eventually, Steiber began to speak with a troubled look in his eyes.
"To put it briefly, it's an emotional issue related to the use of the training ground. We were allowed to use the training ground only until the morning, and when one of us left, he realized he had left something behind and went to get it, but the knights wouldn't let him in."
"They wouldn't let him in?"
At Yuder's question, Dover, with his shoulders slumped, muttered, “And they were extremely insulting.”
"Even though it would only take a moment, and it was an important item, so we promised to get it right away, they mocked us. There have been similar incidents before, but it never got this serious. Today, it almost exploded. We thought of calling the Commander through Steiber and a few of us came back first, but we don't know what to do in this situation. Phew."
Among the training grounds that the Cavalry could use, the rest, except for the open space behind the barracks and the small space inside the barracks building, were originally used by the Imperial Knights. Kishiar had chosen the training grounds close to the barracks and allowed the Cavalry to use them for a set time, which the knights found extremely unpleasant.
They often sent silent threats and pressure to the Cavalry members during the change of training ground usage rights, and some even started quarrels as if to make them hear from outside before the training ended.
"Ever since the festival where the Cavalry's name rose, it had been quiet, but I never thought this problem would erupt. I understood Steiber's words, 'we've endured as much as we could.'”
"So... where are the other members who were training there now?"
"They're still in front of the training ground."
"How many?"
"About... fifteen."
"And the Imperial Knights?"
"Over twenty."
Yuder looked at the faces of the members, each with a different expression. Even the cautious Steiber, who suggested waiting for now, couldn't hide his discomfort, indicating that he had been quite troubled by this issue. And yet they had endured until today. The long-standing feelings towards the Imperial Knights stirred anew.
"Yuder. Would you come with us if you're okay?"
Dover, sighing deeply once again, asked Yuder for help.
"Whether we wait for the Commander or not, it seems difficult to calm those guys down with just us. The Imperial Knights might have provoked more in the meantime..."
The incident where Yuder single-handedly took down several Imperial Knights knights who were picking fights was already famous within the Cavalry. Seeing the hopeful looks in their eyes, Yuder felt strangely unfamiliar, but he nodded firmly.
"Okay."
"Thank you, Yuder. It's a matter that I, as the Deputy Commander, should be responsible for... It's embarrassing, but I can't be more relieved that you're coming with us."
Steiber lowered his voice and expressed his gratitude with a relieved face.
"No problem. I'm glad if I can help."
"Just being there is already a big help. We're sorry to call you out for this when you looked tired."
Yuder looked at Steiber's face thoughtfully. He was popular among the members and had excellent abilities, but he still lacked experience in playing the role of Deputy Commander in hostile situations. It was impressive to see him smiling honestly, without any sign of hurt pride, in such a situation.
'Just like Ever, experience comes with time, so it doesn't matter.'
This opportunity might be a good chance to show him how to handle such situations to some extent. It was a good choice for them to come to Kishiar first, but they also needed to know that there was no need to be considerate of the Imperial Knights.
"Dover! You're here?"
"Where's the Commander?"
"Huh? It's not the Commander, Steiber and Yuder came together."
"Yuder?"
"Yuder?"
Following Dover's lead, they headed towards the training ground where the Cavalry members were said to be gathered. As they approached, the faces of those who could not hide their anger rushed toward them. Amidst them, Yuder spotted the familiar faces of the Eldore siblings and let out a low sigh. Indeed, if the Eldore siblings were involved, it was understandable why Dover was worried that the angry members might not be able to hold back any longer.
As he looked around, he saw knights inside the training ground, flaunting their swords as if to show off. They pretended not to care about this side, but anyone could see they were mocking. Most of them were strangers, but three were familiar. If he didn't know their names but recognized their faces, there was only one reason. They were the ones who had ignored Kishiar and passed by some time ago.
Upon recognizing their faces, Yuder's eyes gradually narrowed.
'Hmm...?'
After imprinting the faces of those who had ignored Kishiar in his mind, Yuder, who was looking around again, spotted another familiar knight.
'Kiolle da Diarca. Seeing him here again.'
He was the one among the knights who was yawning with the most nonchalant expression. He hadn't noticed Yuder yet, but after seeing him, Yuder thought that this matter might be resolved much better than he thought.
"Steiber! Listen! Those guys..."
"Did the Commander give permission? Then we can now enter the training ground, right?"
"Wait, just a moment. Let me speak first..."
In the midst of the excited Cavalry members, Yuder took a step forward to rescue Steiber, who was waving his hands as if surrounded by excited puppies.
"I'm sorry, but the Commander is not here right now."
"Huh?"
Upon hearing the soft yet strangely nerve-grabbing voice, the members all quieted down at once.
"He's not here? So we can't go in again?"
"Do we have to wait until we can go in tomorrow?"
The Eldore siblings asked in unison. Yuder, enduring the gaze of several pairs of eyes turned towards him, continued his words.
"No."
His lips, which had been tightly closed, drew a faint upward curve.
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"Of course… we must go in."
"… Yuder?"
Startled by Yuder's unexpected proposal, Steiber, who had thought that Yuder came to help calm the members, could not hide his surprise as he stuttered from a distance.
'What is he trying to do?'
Yuder looked back at the members after flashing a reassuring smile in Steiber's direction.
"Who said they left something inside?"
"It's me."
From behind the gathered crowd, a Cavalry member, who had been looking somber, raised her hand and stepped forward.
'Phieny Moffle. She can shoot arrows of wind that are invisible to the naked eye.'
Although she could only shoot about five arrows per day, the invisible attack was a valuable ability with high growth potential. Yuder glanced at the bow she was carrying on her back and nodded.
"Alright. Can you tell me exactly what you left inside?"
"It's a leather pouch with a bow pattern."
Phieny stared at her bare hands and replied in a gloomy tone.
"I thought I had taken it after training… I didn’t realize I dropped it because I was in such a rush to leave."
"When did you realize it was missing?"
"I noticed it as soon as I left the training ground and started walking."
Upon realizing her pouch was missing, Phieny returned to the training ground but was blocked by the imperial knights who were already inside. Her companions who had followed her out of concern protested, but all they received were cold disdain and scoffs.
"I feel so sorry and ashamed in front of everyone else. I should have checked my pouch more thoroughly… It's all my fault."
"Don't say that, Phieny."
Another member standing next to Phieny raised his voice in fury.
"It's not a simple bow-patterned pouch. You're worried that the damned knights will trample on the bow-patterned pouch that your deceased mother made, what's wrong with that? We're not here because we want to be. You don't have anything to apologize for."
At his words, everyone nodded their heads in agreement. Yuder surreptitiously glanced at Steiber who by now looked displeased. He had heard about the lost item, but he didn't seem to know about its sentimental value.
"Steiber."
After saying his name with the meaning of 'you should go in after hearing all this,' Steiber met his gaze with a complicated look in his eyes.
"Phew... alright. If that's the case, we should go in and retrieve it. But, do you have any good ideas?"
"What kind of plan could there possibly be?"
Yuder quietly answered as he moved.
"Even though the training ground usage time is divided, that only applies to training activities. They can't prevent simple visits. We just need to go in and find it."
"Uh, um. Okay. I don't know whether I should say it's good because it's simple, or… it's quite clear."
Looking at Yuder with a peculiar gaze, Steiber looked up at the sky once, bowed his head towards the ground, and let out a long sigh again.
"I'm asking just in case, what if they attack us?"
"What do you mean, what if?"
Yuder, who was walking through the parted Cavalry members, stopped right in front of the entrance to the training ground and turned around.
"Steiber. Surely, you're not worried that we might lose to them?"
A word of provocation, accompanied by a smirk, had quietened the crowd.
A moment later, Steiber broke the silence with a hollow laugh.
"There's no way that could be."
"Yes, I think so too."
‘No problem then.’ Yuder left his words unspoken, but everyone understood his intention. The members, finally permitted to enter, began to chatter in deep excitement.
"Good. Of course, it has to be like this!"
"We can go in now, right? We will show them what we are made of!"
"Wait, just a moment."
Phieny, who still wore a sorry expression, raised her voice lastly, standing beside the members who were preparing to enter with clenched fists and high spirits.
"But the Commander is not here, what if he finds out about this later……."
Yuder glanced back at her and responded briefly.
"It's okay. That's the least of our worries."
"What?"
He was willing to bet that Kishiar, who learned of this event belatedly, would regret not having been part of such an intriguing incident.
"Alright, let's go in. Whoever finds the leather pouch that Phieny lost, immediately raise your hand and shout out loud. Don't delay the search."
Steiber loudly gave the final notice to the members. Once the decision was made, his attitude became carefree, as if a weight had been lifted off his chest.
"Find either me or Yuder immediately if you think it's dangerous. Well, there shouldn't be anyone like that here, though."
"Of course."
The members responded in unison.
They entered the training ground eagerly, ready to blow off all the frustration they had accumulated so far. The area was spacious enough for dozens of people to train scattered about, so it seemed that finding a small pouch would take some time.
"What are you doing!"
Then, a knight swinging his sword nearby came straight forward and started yelling.
"I kept telling you not to enter, yet you intrude? Leave immediately. If you do not retreat within three seconds, I will attack you for ignoring the warning."
"Let's scatter and start looking."
Steiber gestured dismissively, ignoring the knight's threats. The members scattered smoothly as if they had been waiting for this. The knight who had been brandishing his sword dramatically was taken aback, his eyes wide open in surprise.
"Can't... can't you hear me? I said, leave right now......!"
"Why should we?"
Yuder opened his mouth in place of Steiber.
"We're not intending to stay here forever, we will leave as soon as we find the item we lost. I don't understand why you're threatening us for that."
"Threatening......? How dare this insolent peasant slander me!"
Why did these guys always bring up "peasants" when they ran out of arguments? It's as tedious as it was in his previous life, Yuder thought, letting out a small sigh. The knight took his action as an even greater insult.
"You insolent boy. I will correct that bad habit of yours today."
The knight aimed his sword at Yuder, making Steiber, who was standing nearby, furrow his brows. Yuder responded with a slight nod to his inquiring look, signaling not to worry.
"My beloved sword Alrund has no mercy. Even if you lick the ground crying, bark like a dog, and beg, I will never forgive you! You will regret provoking me!"
'That's a peculiarly detailed description. Perhaps he's a pervert of that taste.'
Yuder distinctly remembered there being a rule in the Imperial Knight about never drawing one's sword without cause, yet for some reason, the knights he encountered had no problem whipping out their swords and bragging about it, regardless of what was said. It was questionable whether they even realized that their conduct lacked the knightly or aristocratic dignity they so boasted about.
'Well, no matter. All I need to do is kill off their deception today.'
‘Shall we start with this one?’ Yuder contemplated, as he eyed the knight's sword.
"What's going on here?"
However, at that moment, the other knights seemed to sense the impending crisis and peered from behind. Yuder noticed among them the ones who had previously ignored Kishiar, and felt relieved that he wouldn't have to go hunting for them.
"The impudent commoners who have been making a ruckus outside have dared to trespass into the training grounds. And among them, this one has shown particularly insolent behavior, so I thought it would be best to teach him a lesson before expelling him!"
The knight, who had behaved entirely differently when dealing with Yuder and the Cavalry, reported loudly.
"He did that?"
The knights collectively glared at Yuder. Instead of answering, Yuder straightened Kishiar's clothes, which he was still casually draping over his arm, an act that anyone could interpret as a clear sign of disregard.
"Huh! He must have nine lives. Is he of a significant rank?"
It was so like them to judge everything based on rank or social status. Yuder just tilted his head in response, swallowing a twisted smile.
"What's your name?"
"..."
"Ha, it seems you'll need to be half-dead before you regain your senses!"
'You lot are the ones more likely to be half-dead.'
However, Yuder was once again prevented from acting as another group of knights made their appearance.
"Everyone's here. I clearly asked you to find out why the Cavalry members suddenly came here and started wreaking havoc..."
The man approaching with an angry voice suddenly stopped his sentence. Kiolle da Diarca stared at Yuder with wavering eyes.
"..."
"..."
‘Why are you here?’
To the agonizing silence, Yuder could only respond with a significant smile. Kiolle, who faced the smile, momentarily tried to step back but stopped himself just in time.
"Sir Diarca, what's the matter?"
Another knight standing next to Kiolle asked him cautiously, sensing something was off. Kiolle then regained his composure and turned his pale face.
"Nothing... nothing at all. But why is everyone crowding around... one... person?"
"Listen, Sir Diarca, this man has...!"
The knight who had first attempted to attack Yuder came forward, excitedly opening his mouth like a fish out of water. With every word he uttered, the hostility towards Yuder among the knights escalated, and Kiolle's face turned increasingly pale.
"...So, it was time to teach this man, who dares to ignore the entire Imperial Knight, a lesson. Judging from his fearlessness, it appears he holds a significant rank. I believe it would be appropriate to discipline him first, and then expel the rest."
"...How could you do what even I couldn't?"
"Pardon?"
A knight who hadn't clearly heard Kiolle's muttered question asked for clarification, but Kiolle didn't repeat himself. With a quick intake of breath, Kiolle looked at Yuder, his face a mixture of unease and impatience.
"Y-you... No, what... What in the world are you doing here?"
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He seemed desperate to declare, "You're such a pest," but the oath prevented him from doing so. The fact that he didn't want to acknowledge their acquaintance was evident in his awkward phrasing. Yuder clenched his jaw inwardly at the strange dialogue.
'So be it... Well, Kiolle complied with my request during the second gender manifestation, so I can fulfill this small wish of his too.'
Even if Kiolle, the person he was dealing with, had hardly met his expectations, he had to admit he was grateful.
Scanning over Kiolle and the other knights, Yuder responded in a low, even voice.
"What do you think we came here for? You should know why we are here, yet you ask. I find it hard to guess why."
"What don't you understand? What are you talking about?"
As Kiolle raised his eyebrows, the knights standing beside him raised their voices all at once.
"There's no need to listen, Sir Diarca! Sir Diarca may not know because he arrived late, but they've been making unreasonable demands from before training started."
"That's right. Despite the time for using the training grounds having passed, they insisted on entering! You should stop listening."
Ah, that's when Yuder realized. Kiolle must have arrived at the training grounds later than the other knights, hence he didn't know the details of what happened. The entrance was at both ends, so if he had come from the opposite side, he wouldn't have encountered the Cavalry members on this side.
"Our team dropped something during training here. We said we'd leave as soon as we found it, but you wouldn't listen. How is that unreasonable?"
"Nonsense! Clearly, it's an excuse to interrupt our training!"
It was a childish and malicious interpretation, doubting its very credibility. Yuder turned his head toward the knight who had yelled at him.
"Unlike you, sir knight, we are very busy people. Would over ten of us, including the Deputy Commander and Commander's assistant, be here digging in the ground for no reason?"
"What?"
The knight who asked in confusion soon grew furious, as if he were about to breathe fire.
"You, you insignificant wretch, what are you saying? Are you implying I have nothing to do?!"
"I didn't say that."
"Cursed fool, draw your sword, now!"
"Quiet!"
Kiolle raised his hand to calm the enraged knight. His deep, coal-black eyes skeptically scanned Yuder's face.
"So… you came here just for an item?"
"As I've mentioned."
What conclusion would Kiolle Diarca draw? Whether he believed or not, Yuder's task wouldn't change, but seeing the man's furrowed face and hesitation, he realized that the man had indeed changed since their first meeting.
'If it were the past, he wouldn't have listened to a word and would have attacked immediately.'
He had thought the man had no ability to learn, but it seemed even he accumulated experience.
"Sir Diarca! Why are you hesitating? Are you thinking of listening to this guy?"
As Kiolle's moment of hesitation lengthened, the knights at his side became restless.
"Sir Diarca, you must know these guys are..."
"Enough with the chatter. It's too loud!"
Kiolle finally exploded due to the knights who didn't allow him time to think, raising his voice sharply.
"You think I've been thinking, don't you? Because I've been quiet recently, you must think it's amusing. I'm the highest-ranking here, yet looking at your attitudes, it's like you're the superiors. Is my decision-making really that detestable?"
"N... No, not at all."
In truth, the knights had begun to take Kiolle, who had been quiet of late, lightly. They became instantly anxious at his words and clamped their mouths shut. Kiolle, too, with an insider's instinct, quickly realized their momentary prick of conscience. He glared at the knights, grinding his teeth, then turned his head towards Yuder.
"You!"
"Yes?"
"I will give you five minutes. Find whatever it is within that time!"
"Sir Diarca!"
The knights opened their mouths in surprise, but Kiolle's fury did not abate.
"Training will temporarily halt. Everyone will gather around and commence Basic Training Drill Number 16, from beginning to end. Move, now!"
The knights' lips twitched, as if they wanted to protest. However, nobody wanted to make an enemy of the Diarca Family, so they did not dare voice their objections. In the end, they had to gather their comrades and perform the hardest physical exercise routine that could be done on the spot, known as Basic Training Drill Number 16.
'I did not anticipate things would turn out this way... Well, let's observe for now.'
Watching the pitiful sight of the knights, who had once looked down upon the Cavalry, straining so much their faces turned bright red, Yuder turned away as the members approached him.
"Yuder."
"Did you find the item?"
"Um... that's the thing, we found it, but..."
One of the members replied with a peculiar expression on his face.
"Well, it's a bit..."
"What? Is there a problem?"
"Well, it's in pretty bad shape."
"Bad shape? How bad?"
Upon Yuder's inquiry, Phieny, the owner of the item, came forward, showing a pouch she was holding.
"...This is it. Found it near the entrance on the opposite side where I've never been."
The leather pouch resting in Phieny's hand was in shambles, as if it had been slashed with a sword. Fortunately, the bow pattern had not broken, but it was severely scratched and dust-covered as if someone had deliberately stomped on it. To anyone who looked, it was an act committed with malicious intent to insult.
The warmth faded from Yuder's eyes as Steiber's expression darkened.
"...Who would do such a thing."
"All the commoners' stuff is the same, why act so shocked?"
At that moment, the knights, who had finally finished their basic training routine and risen from their spots, jeered loudly as if they wanted everyone to hear.
"Now that you've found your precious item, stop dirtying the Imperial Knights' training ground with your filthy feet and get out!"
Phieny moved her shoulders roughly as if trying to suppress a sob. The eyes of the Cavalry members filled with a sharp light.
"Hah, glaring at us? What are you going to do about it? After all, you're just a bunch of nobodies."
"..."
There wasn't a single person present who didn't know that the term 'nobodies' was a derogatory nickname referring to Kishiar, the leader of the Cavalry. Some of the knights gave disapproving glances to the one who had uttered these words, but he showed no signs of remorse.
'Well, I guess it's not surprising, considering this is the same man who disrespected Kishiar himself.'
Yuder took a deep breath, closed his eyes, and then opened them again.
Kiolle involuntarily swallowed a gulp as he faced Yuder's darkened gaze. He had seen Yuder wear such an expression several times before. Each of those times had ended with a not-so-pleasant outcome for him.
"Kiolle, Diarca."
"What, what is it?"
"I am going to personally find out who tampered with our member's item, starting now. If you want to stop me, come out now."
Kiolle had joined the training late, so he wasn't involved in this incident. Despite his wounded pride, he had allowed the members time to find their item, so he was willing to give him a chance.
"If you step back, I won't lay a hand on you. But if you come forward, you will have to remember the consequences."
"How dare that arrogant brat disrespect Sir Diarca!"
"Sir Diarca! Do not forgive him!"
However, Kiolle did not point his sword at Yuder as the knights had hoped. Although his face expressed immense anger at the insulting speech, he turned his body slowly after a long silence and stepped back.
"... Sir Diarca?"
"I can't be bothered to intervene in matters that have nothing to do with me. I won't deal with this personally."
Although his words sounded arrogant, they were clearly an act. The memory of Yuder easily rendering several men helpless with a single button at the Harvest Festival was vividly stirring in his eyes. He did not want to experience that again. The man in front of him from the Cavalry was the most powerful and ferocious monster Kiolle had ever met in his life.
Yuder removed his gaze from Kiolle, who had made the wisest decision of his life, and looked at the remaining knights.
'The rest... 23 of them.'
He handed Kishiar's clothes, which he had been wearing on his arm until now, to one of the members next to him.
"Sorry, but can you take care of this outfit for a while?"
"Huh? Oh, sure."
"Stay back where you won't be affected."
"What's he saying, that arrogant brat. Ha ha ha. I guess he's finally feeling scared?"
Yuder confidently stood in front of the knights mocking him. He had a sword on his waist but had no intention of drawing it.
"It seems you're ready to shed tears for your comrade, but from the beginning, you and us were never in a position to duel... Oh!"
One of the knights who was sneering suddenly slipped and hit the back of his head on the ground. His last memory was of a flash of light in front of him before he passed out without a sound.
"That's correct. There's no need for me to duel with you guys."
Yuder, who had easily knocked out the knight by manipulating the ground under his feet, quietly replied to the astonished knights.
"Because there's no need to draw my sword against those who are far inferior to me."
"You... you arrogant...! Aaargh!"
The knight who had eagerly drawn his sword screamed in surprise as Yuder's gesture made his sword swing forward uncontrollably. Kiolle, who was watching from afar with his arms crossed, furrowed his brows, feeling a sense of déjà vu.
"You call yourself a knight but you can't even handle a sword properly."
"You damn brat!"
The knight, angered by Yuder's nonchalant voice, grabbed his sword and charged again, only to stumble awkwardly forward due to the ground and sword not moving as he intended. Strangely, the ground where his face had hit had suddenly become soft, and he had to flail around, trying to get up, his face buried in the dirt.
"What, what is this. Ptooey! Spit! Ugh!"
"Quite a brave display, indeed."
The knight, his face covered in dirt, spat out the earth that had entered his mouth, his face turning crimson as he hurled abuse.
"You bastard, die!"
However, moments later, he shrieked in terror as he saw his sword, which he had hoisted up to strike down with full force, warping and twisting as if it were soft clay.
"Ahhhh! My sword!"
The knight, who had thrown away his beloved sword, took several steps back as he looked at Yuder with eyes full of terror. Overwhelmed by humiliation, disgrace, and fear, he turned and sprinted, only to slip again, hit his forehead on the ground, and lose consciousness.
'I'll make sure they fall in the most humiliating manner in front of everyone. Because that's what hurts them the most.'
His power had appeared much stronger than usual. There was no pain in the back of his hand. On the contrary, he felt an overwhelming sense that he could do anything, even if he only tried a little. It was somewhat difficult to control.
"Randen!"
"You monster, we won't let you get away with this!"
A few knights charged at Yuder simultaneously, crying out the names of the fallen knight. They seemed to think that there would be a chance if there were many of them. However, the skills of these mere knights, who hadn't even produced a piece of Aura yet, were only pitiful.
Chapter 232
Yuder leisurely watched those charging at him, not moving until they came close. A flurry of swords ruthlessly descended on him all at once.
"Yuder!"
Despite knowing his strength, his companions screamed in surprise from behind, but the horrendous scene they imagined did not materialize. The steel swords, failing to penetrate Yuder's body, paused in mid-air as if struck against the void. At his casual gesture, they exploded outwards.
"Ugh, damn!"
"Arggh!"
The clash of steel against steel sounded as those who lost their grip on their swords appeared one after another. Their weapons, too, bounced away, scattering in all directions before tumbling to the ground.
"Ah, it hurts. My wrist... my wrist..."
"This can't be... it's a nightmare... it's not true...!"
There were those who, writhing in pain from their broken wrists, rolled on the ground clutching their arms. Some, terrified, scrambled backward, and some murmured in denial, shaking their heads. No one dared to pick up their fallen swords. As they frantically retreated, more knights charged forward, but their movements were bereft of vigor.
"You, insolent cur!"
‘Who's the insolent one here,’ Yuder thought, as he deftly dodged an incoming sword with a slight duck of his head. He swiftly cut at the exposed wrist of the knight, sending his sword flying.
"Ah, monster!"
"You can't blame others when you can't even master the basics."
The knights who had charged so far were all riddled with flaws, their bodies stiff from inadequate training. They lacked even the determination to fight till the end. They were worse than Kiolle, who at least fought fiercely till the end. The name of the Imperial Knights was laughable. He had suspected it since they began their pointless exercises in the name of training. Most seemed to be idle nobles who had joined the Knights just for their lineage.
Yuder coolly addressed the remaining knights, who were hesitating to charge at him.
"Do you not even have the courage to charge?"
"..."
"If you won't come, I will. Is that fine with you?"
At his cold, uncompromising tone, as if training subordinates, the knights charged again, their faces filled with rage.
"You, damn you, you think I'm standing still out of fear? Ah, aaargh!"
However, in the end, no one's sword could land a proper attack on Yuder. The ludicrous confrontation, unprecedented, insulting, and relentless, continued. The knights stumbled around, falling between their uncontrollable swords and the rebellious ground, their screams echoing as they rolled and writhed.
In this process, where all twenty-three of them were impartially struck down, Yuder made sure to deal a slightly more heartfelt blow to those whose faces he had taken care to remember.
Those who had insulted Kishiar, those who had looked down on him, those who had threatened to make Yuder kneel and lick the ground, all were taken aback by the force from behind, and screamed as their faces hit the ground. They couldn't regain their senses as the ground shook when they tried to escape, the wind blinded them, water and fire charged at them, and their weapons refused to obey.
"Ah, please, save me!"
Witnessing the scene, the Cavalry members were newly immersed in a surge of emotion. Everything they had imagined, everything they had swallowed down in irritation and anger, was unfolding into reality before their eyes.
None of them would have lost against the knights if they had stepped forward, but none could have manipulated their opponent and made them look so ridiculous as Yuder. The knights, stumbling about and shouting, did not look noble in the slightest. It was doubtful they would ever witness such a hilarious spectacle again in their lives.
"Ah... haha. Hahaha."
At first, they had remained on edge, ready to assist Yuder if necessary. Gradually, however, they began to laugh, one by one. The laughter grew, and as time passed, they transformed into something akin to a cheering squad.
"Watch out, Yuder! One's coming from behind! Yes! That's it!"
"Where's that cockiness they showed when they were laughing at us earlier?"
"Hang on a little more! Is that all you can do after boasting about your daily training and swinging your swords around? Even Jimmy, the youngest in the Cavalry, would do better than ten of you!"
"..."
But the knights no longer had the spirit to even hear their taunts.
'That monstrous guy...!'
Watching from afar, Kiolle shivered privately at the chilling sensation running down his spine. He was tremendously relieved he had made the pretense of retreating. If he had stepped forward, he would have ended up just like the others, groveling on the ground. When he had faced Yuder before, he had passed out instantly and had not known what had happened. Now, watching from a distance, it seemed like the ones charging at Yuder were like small insects rushing into a great natural disaster and falling.
'No matter how I look at it, he's not doing his best. He's intentionally showing weakness to let those on the receiving end feel their powerlessness.'
Those on the receiving end might not realize, but from the outside, it was clear that Yuder was purposefully showing vulnerabilities so they wouldn't completely lose hope. When a desperate man rushed in, the gap would disappear in an instant, and all that would return was punishment as if he had been waiting.
"Why are you doing this? We haven't done anything to you! What have I done wrong?"
Finally, a knight who had fallen into utter despair cried out in terror. Yuder, who had been exerting his strength, momentarily halted and looked down at him with a blank expression. The knight, guessing that Yuder had stopped moving due to his words, shouted even louder.
"Do you think might makes right?! Or are you prancing around because you trust the Duke of Peletta behind you?! Either way, doing this without clear reasons is cowardly!"
"Why do you think they did it then?"
"What?"
"Isn't that what my comrades should have said to you guys? Even when we endured it numerous times and tried to let it pass, you kept insulting us just because you were part of the Imperial Knight. Now you're saying that me, a member of the Cavalry, shouldn't do this to you? Why?"
For a moment, the knight's mouth hung open, his face resembling someone who had been hit over the head. He seemed to want to respond but couldn't find the words. A cold air settled over Yuder's face.
"If I weren't stronger than you, you wouldn't be saying any of this now. Am I wrong?"
"No, no..."
"I have no intention of listening to the words of weaklings who, with nothing but the title of an Imperial Knight, mistake the prestige built up by their predecessors as their own."
"Do you honestly believe that a mere Cavalry deserves to be compared to the Imperial Knights? Don't insult us!"
"Insult?"
As Yuder snapped his fingers, water formed from thin air and smacked the knight across his face.
"Splutter, ugh!"
"I'm not sure who's insulting who here. The real insult to the Imperial Knights seems to be you, who've forgotten both your knightly code and your honor."
"..."
"And the Cavalry has no need to stand shoulder to shoulder with anyone else. We'll make sure of that."
Kiolle swallowed his dry saliva. The way Yuder paid back any insult several times over was terrifyingly devilish. Yet, he couldn't help but be drawn to the man who was devilish in his own right.
He absentmindedly gazed at the small mark, a testament to the oath, imprinted on his hand. The restrictive symbol left by the man before him didn't cause much practical inconvenience, but it tormented him effectively nonetheless. At first, he couldn't reveal this shameful proof to anyone, then he couldn't find anyone capable enough to release the oath without crossing his father, and he didn't dare free the oath against such a monster, not knowing what kind of repercussion he'd face. Now looking at the mark, the harsh words Yuder had thrown at him came flooding back.
'Do you always have to offer something to persuade others, is that it?'
'All I asked for was a reason for you to survive here, not unnecessary wealth or status. Can't you even provide that? Are you really more exceptional than a corpse?'
'Those who know neither knightly code nor honor.'
Watching the knights struggling and thrashing before him, he felt an odd sensation. But no matter how much he pondered, he couldn't pinpoint the reason for his confusion. All that remained was his profound question about Yuder.
How could that man go so far for the Cavalry?
Was there something so prideful about working under a powerless Duke Peletta that he could reject an enticing recruitment offer from Diarca Family and relentlessly beat down noble knights as if there was no tomorrow?
Up until now, he'd thought him to be a madman, but somehow, his words carried a certain consistency. The man was speaking of a value unknown to Kiolle, who had grown up in Diarca Family.
While Kiolle was still puzzled by this newfound question, Yuder finally paused and scanned the area. No knights stood on their own two feet. Only the 23 defeated, trembling in fear, sprawled on the ground.
'I intended to prolong their humiliation as long as possible, yet the resilience of the Imperial Knights is merely this?'
"Stand up. Is this all you've got?"
He nudged a fallen knight's side with the tip of his foot. The knight gasped and violently shook his head.
"S-stop. Enough! Please, n-no more!"
His speech was muddled due to a broken tooth, sounding like a child with a lisp. The immense humiliation and shock reduced him to tears. It was truly pitiful, but there was no one there to feel sorry for him.
pairing :: renjun x reader
genre :: equestrian au / fluff
word count :: tbd
warnings :: a shit ton of equestrian discourse / swearing
author's note :: it's (kinda) here !! i've been putting this off for pretty much the entire year ,,,,,,,, so here's part 1 so i can be bullied into writing the rest LMAO 💀 this is also very self-indulgent so ,,, enjoy
masterlist :: part two :: haknyeon spin off
you’re pretty sure you have hay up your EVERYWHERE ʘ‿ʘ
up your seeve, up your helmet, up your asscrack and in your moonboot
you are THIS (this || !!!) close to losing it
but since you were forced to drop out of the olympics this summer, you decided you would make use of your time by helping out at your local stables (•̀ᴗ•́)و
and you were definitely !!!!! not going to teach anybody
and you were definitely !!!!! not going to get distracted by cute boys
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, well, except until you met renjun
pairing :: renjun x reader
genre :: equestrian au / fluff
word count :: tbd
warnings :: a shit ton of equestrian discourse / swearing
author's note :: it's (kinda) here !! i've been putting this off for pretty much the entire year ,,,,,,,, so here's part 1 so i can be bullied into writing the rest LMAO 💀 this is also very self-indulgent so ,,, enjoy
masterlist
you’re pretty sure you have hay up your EVERYWHERE ʘ‿ʘ
up your seeve, up your helmet, up your asscrack and in your moonboot
you are THIS (this || !!!) close to losing it
but since you were forced to drop out of the olympics this summer, you decided you would make use of your time by helping out at your local stables (•̀ᴗ•́)و
and you were definitely !!!!! not going to teach anybody
and you were definitely !!!!! not going to get distracted by cute boys
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, well, except until you met renjun
pairing :: renjun x reader
genre :: equestrian au / fluff
word count :: tbd
warnings :: a shit ton of equestrian discourse / swearing
author's note :: it's (kinda) here !! i've been putting this off for pretty much the entire year ,,,,,,,, so here's part 1 so i can be bullied into writing the rest LMAO 💀 this is also very self-indulgent so ,,, enjoy
masterlist :: part two :: haknyeon spin off
you’re pretty sure you have hay up your EVERYWHERE ʘ‿ʘ
up your seeve, up your helmet, up your asscrack and in your moonboot
you are THIS (this || !!!) close to losing it
but since you were forced to drop out of the olympics this summer, you decided you would make use of your time by helping out at your local stables (•̀ᴗ•́)و
and you were definitely !!!!! not going to teach anybody
and you were definitely !!!!! not going to get distracted by cute boys
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, well, except until you met renjun
{Special} College!AU Baekhyun
this post was commissioned | request: med school au
baekhyun graduated with a bachelors in chemistry and a minor in acting, but decided that med school would be the best step forward
chanyeol, his best friend, had been confused by the decision
“are you doing it for the money?”
“oF cOURSE nOT!!!!!! ,,,,,well maybe a little”
but no no baekhyun really does have a passion for helping others!!! he’s always had this charm to him
that makes him naturally able to connect with others
even as an intern patients found comfort in him - the professors who worked with him were always so surprised by how easily he could handle situations with people
like all it takes is a smile and some comforting words and patients who’d otherwise be crying, shaking, so so afraid
are happy and holding baekhyun’s outstretched hands with so much gratitude
people would confuse him for a nurse sometimes, just because he’s so sociable and sweet
and nursing had crossed his mind, but being a doctor was much more up baekhyun’s alley
because, even though jongdae thinks he’s a little annoying and more interested in getting drunk with the upperclassman’s more than he’s interested in studying
baekhyun has proven time and time again that it might look like he’s slacking (sometimes he is,,,,,) but the reality is he gets his work done
actually,,,,even though junmyeon hates admitting it because he’s already finishing up med school,,,,,but baekhyun’s MCAT score was higher than his ,,,,,,
but shhhhhh we don’t talk about that hehe
plus baekhyun is fiercely committed to this - and once his mind is set, it’s set for life
he’s stubborn, but that’s a good thing for med school. especially since he’s aware of exactly what he wants to do when he graduates
see,,,,baekhyun has always liked playing video games,,,,,of course after he became a first year he had to drop it
but while he was playing he’d heard lots of talk about people’s joints hurting, he himself even had to get his wrist checked up on
and plus, he’s always thought bones were like cool, he’d play with the skeleton in lab and make it talk
sometimes he’d make fun of chanyeol like “your bones are TOO long” while telling jongdae his were too short
for something as serious as internal medicine study, hopefully to specialize in rheumatology
baekhyun is able to bring light and laughter to the overworked and sometimes even depressed students around him
plus he’s always like “if you keep playing league of legends or being on the computer you’ll get arthritis”
chanyeol: “don’t tell me how to live my life”
baekhyun: “im a doctor”
junmyeon for the millionth time: “you’re not a doctor YET baekhyun please,,,,,”
has the brightest colored scrubs of everyone doing their residency and people can spot him from a mile away in the hospital
there’s sunflower baekhyun LOL
but also,,,,he cleans up really well. like when he has to dress casual with the doctors coat, his hair swept from his forehead and the glasses he sometimes wears when dealing with patient files
let’s just say a couple of fellow students have BIG crushes on him
(maybe some of the nurses too heh) (baekhyun has capitalized off this by being the first person to get residency floor picks - all he’s really gotta do is smile LOL)
you actually know baekhyun since you both entered med school together
you had a lot of lab classes with him in the first two years
and to be honest, unlike most people who were his friends, you didn’t ,,,,, seek out his attention
you didn’t ignore him either - for some reason baekhyun had picked up on your interest in internal medicine as well
so he’d often ask to compare notes, invite you to study groups, etc.
people had claimed for the longest time he had a soft spot for you,,,,,,,calling you his “rheumatology buddy”
even though you reminded him constantly that you were actually studying to be internal physicians - rheumatology is a subset of the residency-
and he’d just pat your head and be like “i know! i know, but we both like bones right!”
once asked you to show up to class with him on halloween wearing matching skeleton onesies but you were like baekhyun im not going to do that
and he was like ):
but did it on his own anyway (the professor was not amused)
sometimes you’d question how the hell he was even still in medical school - he was always just so happy go lucky
it had even ticked you off in the beginning, like hows this always happy, always bright person making millions of friends and taking photos on his instagram at parties or in pretty places
while you had to sit at home and slave over homework and tests
but,,,,you learned as soon as you and baekhyun become resident students in the same program that he was,,,,good
he handled people in ways you’d never seen before
from older patients to young kids, baekhyun just had this knack for making everything feel safe and comfortable
but,,,,,there were things that had began to grow weird for you
he still,,,,even though you two were at the same level - two lowely residents answering to active physicians and upperclassmen
somehow his teasing, adoring way of being around you became a hassle
he’d pat your head still
sometimes when you were both assigned a patient together, baekhyun would actively do all the talking
help you fill information in that you already knew
he seemed to take all the burden and work on himself, even when you were just as eager to do it too
in ways,,,,,,you felt like he was treating you like you were a kid
and there had been moments were you’d want to pull him aside, go “baekhyun i can handle myself. let me do the work”
but,,,,there was this element of guilt
sure it was weird to be treated like you couldn’t do the work, but you knew from the way baekhyun was that he was trying to make things easier for you
“always craning your neck over our textbooks!” “did you sleep last night? you better have gotten at least four hours!” “i bought us coffee - i know you need it!”
just a couple of the things that made you feel,,,,,worse about wanting to tell him to stop
you could sense his concern for you,,,,,you knew he was trying to act like the older brother or something
but you were both on the same track, wanting to become the same type of doctors and it was like,,,,,you had to take on this journey yourself
you wouldn’t have baekhyun or anyone to be there to take your tests, to get you your license
you didn’t know chanyeol enough to ask him why baekhyun acted like this, you also were too nervous about approaching junmyeon - you and baekhyuns senior about this
so you’d settled for talking to jongdae - who wasn’t in the same hospital as you and baekhyun for his residency
“oh, baekhyun? he’s just like that with people he likes.”
you were holding your bag, waiting for the bus from the dorms with jongdae
“im happy he thinks im his friend, but he doesn’t have to be so overprotective.”
jongdae’s lips twitch a little
“oh, you think of him as a friend only? i think baekhyun will be sad to hear that.”
you grimaced, not sure what jongdae meant by that. it didn’t help you at all.
the bust pulled up, on route to jongdae’s hospital so you watched him board and stood there alone with your thoughts
maybe i should tell him i need space? there’s going to be exams coming up? the residency program might switch our shifts, i could ask junmyeon about that…..but do i really want to-
an arm suddenly found its way around your shoulders
and you jerked, looking up into the smiling face of baekhyun
“we’re both early for our shift!”
you give a tight lipped nod, but baekhyun continues to grin
the cold air makes it all the more awkward for you because baekhyun talks about something that happened yesterday
yet all you feel is the sting of air on your face and the thoughts that circle your mind
tell him now, you’re alone, he’ll understand - just tell him you don’t need him to always be there for you
you open your mouth, but baekhyun’s ringtone cuts you short
“ah chanyeol! he’s always calling me about something stupid, sorry i have to take this!”
the bus shows up, you get on first but baekhyun slides so easily into the seat beside you
you avoid looking at him, or thinking about the feeling of your knees touching
you stare out the window and try to maul it all over
if ,,,, if it was anyone else they’d be so happy to have his attention like this. maybe you’d like it too if it wasn’t,,,,,so,,,,,,
you shift and pull your knee away
the ride is short and once you and baekhyun are there, he’s hung up and as usual turns to you with a cheeky grin still on
he ruffles your hair, you swat his hand but don’t say anything
“another great day at the hospital with my rheumatology buddy!”
and then he’s nearly skipping to get inside and something swells in your heart
i should have told him, if i let this keep going im,,,,
jongdae’s voice comes back into your mind
you only like him as a friend?
you bite back your lip,,,,no - that’s not what this is about. no.
the day goes as usual, you and baekhyun have been assigned the same floor, some of the same patients you’ve been seeing trickle in
all of them focus on baekhyun, you’re left to taking notes and reporting anything to nurses while baekhyun engages
you feel left out,,,this is your residency,,,,why does it feel like it’s all about baekhyun?
when lunch comes around you see a group has gathered at the doors - baekhyun is in the middle like the budding center of a rose
people gravitate to him,,,,it’s his thing
and you turn to grab what you’ve packed from the tiny locker room allowed to the residents
you think that the usual spot up on the tenth floor is a good place to eat lunch. it’s a sleeping clinic ward and empty until it hits around eight at night
but before you can sneak away, to eat and study baekhyun comes into the room
for you - it’s awkward
but for him, he lights up like it’s christmas and shrugs off his white lab coat
“do you wanna come with us, we’re going to eat in the cafe-”
“it’s fine.”
you curtly answer, eyes avoiding his
and it seems as if this time,,,,baekhyun catches on - catches on to the shake in your voice and the light in his face washes away
“what’s wrong? did one of the residents or patients say something - should i talk to junmyeon-”
“no. baekhyun, listen to me.”
you clutch the bag of lunch and you see him straighten up
his handsome face stiffens a bit when he realizes this is serious
“baekhyun im not, im not some first year gripping your coattails. im a third year like you. im a resident student. im trying to be a doctor and you,,,,you keep getting in the way. so please, im asking you.”
you swallow, so many words so fast are coming out and you can’t stop yourself
“im asking you to just leave me alone. i don’t want to ,,,, i don’t want us to be friends anymore. im sorry.”
with that, you push past his frozen body and out of the doors
i don’t want us to be friends anymore? what a lie - you’re a liar. you’re just scared that you don’t want to be friends anymore because you like -
you shut your eyes as you push the door to the stairs open and start to climb them
you shut out your thoughts. what’s done is done.
baekhyun, standing alone in the room tries to process what you’ve said
time must have passed because someone comes looking for him, pulls him by the arm out to the group of students waiting
and he plasters a smile he’s rehearsed many times before - the many times he’s been hurt and couldn’t show it - on his face
“all good dude?”
some upperclassman nudges his elbow and baekhyun grins “you know it!”
the distant between you and baekhyun grows - steadily and faster then you anticipated
it only takes a week for him to switch shifts with someone, and you get what you wanted
you start interacting more with patients, you’re stuck doing paperwork late and alone because the person you’ve been assigned is an actual slacker
but hey,,,at least you’re getting that experience,,,right?
and baekhyun seems the same as before. he’s still the center of most peoples attention, patients ask about him, teachers roll their eyes at his jokes but continue to be impressed by his hardworking attitude
he continues telling everyone rheumatology is his interest - continues befriending nurses
he exists perfectly fine without you - at least from what you see so why does it hurt so much,,,,
why do your eyes get foggy with tears when you’re trying to focus on studying but all you can think about is how baekhyun would have been hanging over your shoulder
pointing something in the textbook out and laughing about how funny it sounds, but explaining it in perfect detail
why do you find yourself letting one bus pass by in the morning just to wait a bit longer to see if baekhyun ill come out onto the stop
why does it feel so,,,,so weird when you see chanyeol outside of the hospital
you’re not his friend,,,,but you know he’s baekhyun’s closest one
and he’s always here on thursdays to hang out a little
and when baekhyun runs out of the building, the two causing chaos just in moments of being around each other
do you hurry off and hope he doesn’t see you,,,,
you said you didn’t want to be his friend and now you miss him? that’s selfish. you should have just told him the truth. that you like him. you like him and you want him to like you back, and not just as a friend.your thoughts haunt you,,,,,and you try to push them away,,,,,,but,,,,,
it’s the early morning of a clinical examall of the residents from your program have to gather in the hospital lobby and wait for the professor that’ll be administrating it
you’re alone, aside from baekhyun most of the people you know are assigned to another hospit
also as everyone swarms around him you flip through some of the note cards from your lab coat pocket
you don’t notice it,,,,the way baekhyun is sort of detached from all the chattering
his eyes flicker between faking happiness to his peers and stealing glances your way
he sees the familiar nervous quirk of yours, tapping a pencil against your wrist
everything is tugging for him to go over and calm you down, help you go over some last minute pointers but ,,,,,
but you said what you said and he wants to respect that
until the professor arrives, looking at their list and calling you and baekhyun up first
your gazes meet for the first time in weeks but you step forward
the test is basic, there’s a scenario given by the professor and you and baekhyun have to approach it like it’s a real patient
usually,,,baekhyun talks the most for these things - you’ve been partnered with him before
but this time,,,he’s silent on the first question and you’re the one that runs it through with the professor
baekhyun stutters over a part when the professor asks him
and you look at him with concern
everything goes smoothly for you - you’ve learned a lot from all the hands on work and studying you’ve been cramming
but baekhyun,,,seems a little out of it
“is something distracting you byun?”
the professor asks, eyes narrowed but baekhyun shakes his head
of course,,,that’s a lie and when the test is over you see the professor grumble something baekhyun’s way
usually you can just return to the lobby but you have to take the elevator down so you stop baekhyun before he goes in
“can we talk?”
you’ve never asserted like this before - usually baekhyun comes to you
he nods, slow and you both walk to the end of the hospital hall, away from everyone else
“are you ok?”
baekhyun leans on the edge of the window, stares down at the busy street below
“not really. i mean, i just don’t understand what i did to make you hate me.”
you shake your head, “i don’t hate you. baekhyun what i said - it-”
you feel the tension in your heart when you think about what you’re going to say,,,,there’s a lot to say and baekhyun has always been the talker
this position feels weird but you look up at him again
“what i said it was from a place of confusion, i,,,,,,i am really grateful for your friendship - but sometimes you’d be so protective of me that i would feel like you were trying to do my work for me,,,,and this is med school,,,,,the real deal,,,,”
baekhyun’s shoulders seem to relax a bit when he realizes you’re not pissed
“and i want experience too, im so happy you help me - it makes me feel,,,,special,,,,but i need to be able to do things on my own if i want to be a doctor and,,,,,and that isn’t even the reason i said i don’t want to be your friend the truth is,,,,”
baekhyun takes a step closer
and you’re trying to push the truth past your lips, but it’s embarrassing - you’re turning bright red
and you can’t even look at baekhyun now
not until you feel his hand on the side of your neck and he’s looking over his shoulder - just to make sure he can kiss you safely
and when he does,,,,,it’s like all the anxiety of telling him is gone
because baekhyun,,,he knew what you were going to say,,,,didn’t he
“well, im glad because i don’t want to be friends either. i want to be something more.”
his hand drops to find yours and give it a squeeze
“but next time don’t just say ‘i don’t wanna be friends’ and storm out on me - i almost had a heart attack!”
“baekhyun, don’t say that!”
“sorry, sorry but it’s true i thought you were never gonna talk to me again!”
the light has returned to his gorgeous brown eyes, his entire body seems to be smiling as he jokes with you again
and everything that felt like it was gripping you,,,,,has loosened
because the truth is on the table,,,,your truth and his,,,,
and when you return to the lobby you’re not just friends anymore,,,,,
believe me - everyone notices the hand holding and giggling LOL
especially junmyeon who is like “oh finally!” and you’re like ???? and junmyeon nudges baekhyun like
“ive known this kid has liked you since the beginning of the semester,,,,,,,,tWO yEARS AGO”
and baekhyun has agreed,,,,it’s true he can take the protectiveness and teasing too far so he’s going to regin it in
but also you’ll be working with patients and as soon as you’re alone baekhyun is like
“GOD yOU ARE SO CUTE I WANNA HOLD YOU!” and throw his arms around you
and you’re like baEKHyun we aRE STILL on SHIFT stop doing that everytime we get a second alone
and you know he’s pouting like a puppy like ,,,, but babe i love you so damn much you’re so damn cute being so smart and sweet with patients god can i kiss you?
you with your hand literally pushing his face away: baekhyun not when we’re working
but also,,,,you let him give you SOME kisses in the locker room,,,,,sometimes in the supply closet,,,,depends on whose around LOL
being able to study something you both love together,,,,actually brings you closer
and even though you guys are growing independently as doctors,,,,,,having someone in your court in something as stressful as medical school is a blessing
i mean you come home exhausted together, you study until the late hours together
and live off of packet ramen and coffee together LOL
honestly chanyeol is the one that has to keep you and baekhyun alive with regular food and water
which is another benefit of dating baekhyun,,,,,you get to be friends with chanyeol who supports you and baekhyun’s happiness 100%
while people like jongdae are like “wow so you’re dating this big mouthed child huh” and you’re like ,,,,, oh my god and baekhyun is like “WHAT DID YOU SAY? COME HERE-”
but no seriously chanyeol once asks you to come with him to get baekhyun a present for his birthday and as you’re shopping
chanyeol is like “im happy he found someone,,,,,that loves him for who he really is. he deserves that. you deserve it too.”
and you’re like on the verge of tears because oh my god that’s so sweet
baekhyun of course is like “chanyeol you flirt with them and i will,,,,,,,,i will,,,,,,break your guitar”
and chanyeol is like first of all if you ever put your hands on my guitar i will sUE- isn’t yixing training to be a lawyer - i wILL call him
but ok baekhyun is a “surprises are the best!” kind of boyfriend
so catch him leaving love notes tapped to your dorm door
he stuffs a cute fluffy puppy in your locker at work and he’s like “look! it’s me! here to love you even when boyfriend baekhyun isn’t around!”
god he’d 100% be the type to get the nurses in on a valentines day surprise for you or something like that
medical school means no breaks,,,,
but when you do get it baekhyun has already planned dates
you know he daydreams about making you happy all the time
so he knows where to take you, what kind of food you like, what kind of movies you’ve been wanting to see
he seems like a careless, sloppy guy but he’s not - he notices these things
he was the one that reminded you to get a new pair of scrubs when he noticed you’d still been wearing some from last year
he’s a cuddler
so like if you’re staying up to study and fall asleep, you wake up to being spooned - everytime
even if you’re just resting on a weekend and you’re sitting down, baekhyun has to sneak up and rest his head in your lap
our throw his arms around you and pull you down into his hold
because god he’s full of love and wants to share it
but with you only
i can imagine he’s so good looking so he gets flirted with but you know baekhyun flaunts having a significant other
if he could he’d wear “I LOVE MY S/O” facemask at work
he’s so extra,,,,,and sometimes you’re like idk him but deep down you love it about him a L O T
you notice that sometimes when he’s doing something and he’s super focused, he hums
and his voice is so,,,,,,calming to listen to,,,,,,,it makes you fall in love all over again
because even though you’ve been friends for a while - baekhyun has so much more about him that you’ve yet to discover and it’s all so beautiful,,,,
oh you know he has petnames for you,,,,,and insists on changing your names in each others phones to them
even though he thinks of new ones every week
baekhyun texting you is like: “ily so much you’re my entire universe and more” “can i get a kiss? how about 100?” “LOOK AT THIS DOG!” “chanyeol is so dumb” “i love you so much and you look so cute in your scrubs but you’d look better out of them”
you: endeared, laughing, and embarrassed all at once LOL
but also you know one night it’s late and you and baekhyun are finishing up your rounds and the next day is free,,,,,and you were gonna study,,,,
but baekhyun is like let’s go get drinks or something!
and it’s fluffy, lots of flirty kisses at the bar,,,,,touches on the waist,,,,looking into each others eyes,,,,
anD WELL idk,,,you wake up over at baekhyuns
and you’re like oh,,,,,there’s my clothes and scrubs on the floor
and baekhyun pops back into his room and is like “wanna take a shower together!”
chanyeol: hey why is your facemask pulled down?
you: no reason
baekhyun wearing the biggest smirk: oh haven’t you heard?
sometimes baekhyun is at the hospital when you don’t have shifts and you’re like why
turns out he goes over to help some of the pediatrics nurses - he’s,,,,he’s like really good with kids
and you’re like stop being so cute,,,,,
but it’s baekhyun he’s born with it LOL
sometimes things can be so high energy with him, you know it’s like he has a never ending battery
so he could work a whole ten hour shift and still be up to dancing around the living room with you
but there are days were he’s burnt out
and you two just lay around in pajamas talking shit about some of the worst professors you had in your first two years
and sharing little behind the ear kisses
one shift you guys are doing a patient exam and when baekhyun leaves to get the doctor
the old man is like
“so, he your husband?”
and you’re like .,,,,HUH,,,,WHAT and he just shrugs and he’s like
“ive been alive a long time and i can see when someone is in love with someone else and that boy,,,,,,well he’s head over heels for you!”
you almost faint, holding the clipboard
and when baekhyun comes back he’s like hey you’re all red are you ok
and you’re like i ,,,, gotta go get some water
afterwords baekhyun is like “that patient asked if we were married” and you’re like i know and baekhyun’s like “not a bad idea right?”
and you’re like BAEKHYUn and he kisses your nose when no one is looking but good god his love for you?
radiates like the SUN
day6: jae | wonpil | youngk | sungjin by group: bangtan | vixx | got7 | nct | kard | monsta x | seventeen gg specials: amber | momo | irene commissioned: iu | chanyeol | hongseok
this was so cute !!!!!!1! im so soft for doctor baekhyun 🤧honestly i will eat up anything by skye so expect to see a lot of her works here lol
in your court
Grouping: Reader x B-ball player!Jaehyun (feat. BFF!Hyuck)
Word Count: ~10.8k
Warnings/Themes: Two idiots in love, oc is scary when mad, hyuck is crafty always, jae is a bit intense but he’s just trying his best, gratuitous descriptions of dimples, a kiss!!! sfw!
Prompt: “awkward!oc with his basketball teammate jaehyun. Honestly anything with bff!haechan.”
“Make sure you don’t make it look shaky.”
Donghyuck puts the phone camera close to his face so he can better see your handiwork through the video call. He looks a bit like a fish, but you can’t see him because you’re focused on the mirror in front of you.
“Remind me why I’m being forced to do this?”
“Because I’m your best friend and I deserve a sign just as much as Jisung and Johnny.”
You have to stop yourself from rolling your eyes so you don’t mess up the number 14 you’re drawing carefully onto your cheek in eyeliner. Although you hate to see good makeup go to waste, you’re trying to be a better friend while also trying not to accidentally write the number backwards. It’s Donghyuck’s new number this season and he begged you to show some team spirit despite the fact that you normally mix with sports the same way oil mixes with water. The last time you showed up at practice was the first day of the season and you fell from the third courtside bleacher after Donghyuck called you over to introduce you to a cute new walk-on team member. If anything, just being around sports is dangerous for you.
this !! was so damn cute !!!!!! had so much fun reading this and laughed a couple of times too 🥴🤧 honestly am so soft for b-baller jae and meddling hyuck lmaoo 💞
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field day | jung sungchan
pairing: sungchan x fem!reader
synopsis: when you, as cheer captain, are best friends with the pride and joy of the soccer team, rumors are bound to fly around.
genre: high school au, soccer au, bff2l, fluff
words: 7.5k
warnings: language, jung “the risk i took was calculated but man am i bad at math” sungchan
request: sungchan + ball + “ everyone is looking at us. is that a good or a bad thing? ” (from the first option) ^__^
song recs: after school - weeekly / pleaser - wallows / some - bol4 / sweet talk - saint motel / love so sweet - cherry bullet
a/n: i tried recalling some hs memories for this and im hoping i wasnt the only one that went through the “shipped with a random dude” ordeal LOL. i haven’t written shorter fics in a while so i’m glad i got to. tq for requesting, lovepie <33
In high school, peer pressure tends to come in different forms. For you, it’s taken the shape of this.
“Kiss! Kiss! Kiss!”
You look around your classmates, scanning each and every face chanting with glee like you’re a star player scoring the winning point. The tall figure shifts beside you, glancing at you like a blinking idiot. You’re not even on the losing team but it feels just as frustrating.
You glare at the boy beside you. The trouble is Jung Sungchan. The trouble has always been Jung Sungchan.
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hi !!! i was wondering if i could recommend field day by @wincore ??
sure thing 💞 edit: thank you for the rec, it's been reblogged! 🥰🥰
bitter brews (i) | syh
“Johnny laughed again, eyes crinkling at the sides. Your mind wandered briefly to a half formed thought about how endearing that was. “Maybe so, but despite your efforts to make me an enemy, I think you’re actually a really good person. You even guessed my favorite coffee drink, so that has to count for something.””
genre | not quite a coffeeshop!au, (mild)slow burn, this thought about being an adversaries to lovers fic for six minutes
rating/warnings | a stupid amount of exposition about coffee plants, catch me throwing in the random recipes that have been my go-to for cooking during quarantine, is this angsty?, discussions of mental health issues {see tags for details}, overall mature content/themes {foul language, alcohol consumption, references & discussion of masturbation, awkward boners, future smut}, some soft moments, and some good ol’ tooth rotting waxing poetic nonsense fluff. Don’t expect too much out of this I just got tired of editing this part so I’m finally posting it.
word count | 19.6k (I meant for this to be a super long one-shot but it’s turning into a story in parts for the sake of ratings w h o o p s)
pairing | Johnny Seo x fem reader
writing playlist | Egotistic - Mamamoo, Black Swan - BTS, Sober - HYO, I Blame On You - Taeyeon, Heartbeat - BTS, Close to Me (Red Velvet Remix) - Ellie Goulding feat. Red Velvet
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“So, what you mean to say is… you’re not coming? Like, at all?”
The bright yellow plastic of the rotary phone was slightly cool against your overheating skin, which was constantly veiled in a thin layer of sweat whenever you stayed on the farm property instead of the main house on the opposite side of the island. It was the first week of May, which meant it was already humid again. If it wasn’t the time for the daily afternoon rain showers, it might as well have felt like it was raining with how saturated the air was.
“I’m sorry, Bean, I just can’t get on a plane right now. I thought it would be fine it we stretched out the time between flights, but all my doctors are saying I need to just stay here between now and the birth, so…”
Your sister’s voice trailed off and you had to wait for a moment to be sure it wasn’t the poor reception for the phone call running across the four thousand miles that separated you— the four thousand miles that would continue to separate you for the rest of the summer.
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i had scrolled past this like 10 times before actually deciding to read this and i am so damn glad i did because honestly wow 🤧😭✋ this was so fun to read and i actually felt transported to an actual coffee bean farm ✋✋ not even mentioning the heat because the descriptions made me 💀💀 reading long ass fics are probably my own form of self care now 😌😌 the cliffhanger is just killing me and i am eagerly awaiting the second part 💖 a great read! 💞💞
“This may be the night that my dreams might let me know, all the stars are closer, all the stars are closer, all the stars are closer...”