* BURDENED / ETERNITY

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#𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐓𝐒𝐀𝐑. ind. private & very selective aleksandr morozov from leigh bardugo's grishaverse. canon divergent & heavily headcanon based. shadowed by jishwa ( he / him & over 25 ) affiliated with @lenzimanot

simple rules. no drama. not interested in it. i block liberally. all graphics / icons used on this blog are created by me unless specified otherwise. mun is not muse and just because i write aleksandr it doesn't mean i condone his actions.

also very important : no ai anywhere , thank you. i also will be extremely selective in following back , to feel more comfortable. this isn't personal , i promise. i have a chronic illness that can make it hard for me to respond to ooc / ic , quickly. i do however try the best i can to get to messages when i'm able.

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FRESH TINY STARTER CALL. hit the heart for something between 1-5 lines.

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#MARCHENBUCH. an ind. private & selective rp hub blog for muses on various sideblogs. explored by jishwa.

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Also may be quiet until Tuesday afternoon , on and off as having to ration my medication until then

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Also may be quiet until Tuesday afternoon , on and off as having to ration my medication until then

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FRESH TINY STARTER CALL. hit the heart for something between 1-5 lines.

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@thanflowers : ❛ In his own country, death can be kind. ❜

"i would presume that depends on the manner of death." a soft drawl leaves aleksandr as he glances over the map laid out before them. HE CARED LITTLE FOR HOW THE FJERDAN EXECUTED THEIR OWN , nor was he in the mood for kindness. he has been witness to their cruelty , when their gaze was turned to grisha & for that , the darkling could not forgive.

"i am afraid an easy death cannot be permitted , not for today , at the very least. he has information we need." ANOTHER VILLAGE , burned to ashes. more grisha lives lost. the general had no interest in peace. not now.

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FRESH TINY STARTER CALL. hit the heart for something between 1-5 lines.

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❀‧̥ — memes / accepting!

@starlesstsar said: ❛ I savor bitterness - it is born of experience. It is the privilege of one who has truly lived. ❜

        “i don't know if i could live like that,” she replies, quick and candid, without really thinking about what she's saying or who she's saying it to. something in his words had inspired a gumption that surpasses the deference she would normally show. “and i should think that bitterness is a poor privilege for one who's truly lived, compared to joy.” a pause as she seems to realize her tone, then quickly adds: “sir,” and then also, as an afterthought, though with the slightest smile, “i'm sure that must sound very naive to you.” 

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"naive is the word , yes - however , i cannot fault you for it. it might surprise you , elspeth , but i too once saw the world in a similar fashion." & HE HAD SUFFERED GREATLY FOR IT. a boy who had believed that peace could be achieved , that he need not hide his true talents from his fellow grisha. that was until a friend had attempted to murder him so that they might wear his bones. TO ALEKSANDR , that boy had been foolish & he'd had to shed his past self in order to survive. it seems elspeth had not had a similar lesson , or perhaps she was stubborn enough to surpass such a thing.

"i was taught the harshest of lessons , one that almost cost me my life. since then , i have learned to be guarded. perhaps bitterness seems foolish to you. yet when you live long enough , you learn that bitterness can serve you better than other emotions." SURVIVAL - for himself ( for his people ). that was what he was focused on and he could only hope she thought the same. the tide may turn , and he needed to have those he could count on , around him. as few as they were.

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#STARLESSTSAR. “I want you to know my name, the name I was given, not the title I took for myself. Will you have it?

“In this moment he was just a boy -brilliant, blessed with too much power, burdened by eternity.”

ind. private & very selective aleksandr morozov from leigh bardugo's grishaverse. canon divergent & heavily headcanon based. shadowed by jishwa

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i am a morgue of everyone i have ever let in.

ALEKSANDR MOROZOV.

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feeling the need to apologise bc i am slow everywhere but if i keep apologising for that it's going to be nonstop apologies.

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ooc. hi , so i am...putting this post up because i feel i have no choice ( & i am truly sorry for having to put it up , i've been wrestling with myself over this ). i am at a point where im living on leftover packets of instant coffee , ive exhausted pretty much every avenue , including giving up therapy so that the money could be used to pay bills instead ( and my brain is really suffering because of this ). if anyone could help a tiny bit i would be so grateful and i'd be more than happy to make graphics for those who can ( some examples of my work can be found on @jishwacomms & on this blog as well as @marchenbuch & @perfectpredator & @youngwlf ). i definitely understand if you can't help and it's not expected , things are so tough for everyone right now and i get that. if you could reblog this post though i'd be so appreciative. for those who wish to help , i'll link my paypal.me below. ( bc my email doesn't work for some reason )

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Go to paypal.me/navigatingisaac and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

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FRESH TINY STARTER CALL. hit the heart for something between 1-5 lines.

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FRESH TINY STARTER CALL. hit the heart for something between 1-5 lines.