*DRAG / PATH.

a cycle.

[iamtorchbearer-moved]

#IAMTORCHBEARER. ind private & selective portrayal of clancy & torchbearer from twenty one pilots lore. heavily headcanon based. guided by jishwa ( he/him ).

IMPORTANT INFORMATION REGARDING LORE ETC.

EXPLORING THEMES OF : a cycle of depression and anxiety , pushing through , repeating the same cycle but finding new tools to grow , tragic and doomed love , surviving the darkness , overcoming fear & acceptance.

simple rules. no drama. not interested in it. i block liberally. all graphics / icons used on this blog are created by me unless specified otherwise.

also very important : no ai anywhere , thank you. i also will be extremely selective in following back , to feel more comfortable. this isn't personal , i promise.

[iamtorchbearer]

#IAMTORCHBEARER. fast-forward 13 years now. don't know what it was, but somehow we played it out in reverse. i'm afraid of you now, more than I was at first , and i know you just left, but can i take you everywhere we've ever been?

lose my sense a time or two , weeks feel like days. medicate in the afternoon , and I just want to know - have you lost your footing, too? i just pray that I'm not losing you

ind. private & selective torchbearer & clancy from twenty one pilots lore. heavily headcanon based. guided & protected by jishwa. sideblog to @marchenbuch

[iamtorchbearer-moved]

moved them over to a sideblog on @marchenbuch !!! organising my blogs this way bc its easier for me

[iamtorchbearer-moved]

ooc. hi , so i am...putting this post up because i feel i have no choice ( & i am truly sorry for having to put it up , i've been wrestling with myself over this ). i am at a point where im living on leftover packets of instant coffee , ive exhausted pretty much every avenue , including giving up therapy so that the money could be used to pay bills instead ( and my brain is really suffering because of this ). if anyone could help a tiny bit i would be so grateful and i'd be more than happy to make graphics for those who can ( some examples of my work can be found on @jishwacomms & on this blog as well as @marchenbuch & @perfectpredator & @youngwlf ). i definitely understand if you can't help and it's not expected , things are so tough for everyone right now and i get that. if you could reblog this post though i'd be so appreciative. for those who wish to help , i'll link my paypal.me below. ( bc my email doesn't work for some reason )

Pay Isaac Ruse using PayPal.Me

Go to paypal.me/navigatingisaac and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

[iamtorchbearer-moved]

LYRIC STARTER CALL : FROM VARIOUS TWENTY ONE PILOTS ALBUMS. i'd love to interact with more of you , so if you're interested , feel free to hit the heart for something small c:

[iamtorchbearer-moved]

ooc. hi , so i am...putting this post up because i feel i have no choice ( & i am truly sorry for having to put it up , i've been wrestling with myself over this ). i am at a point where im living on leftover packets of instant coffee , ive exhausted pretty much every avenue , including giving up therapy so that the money could be used to pay bills instead ( and my brain is really suffering because of this ). if anyone could help a tiny bit i would be so grateful and i'd be more than happy to make graphics for those who can ( some examples of my work can be found on @jishwacomms & on this blog as well as @marchenbuch & @perfectpredator & @youngwlf ). i definitely understand if you can't help and it's not expected , things are so tough for everyone right now and i get that. if you could reblog this post though i'd be so appreciative. for those who wish to help , i'll link my paypal.me below. ( bc my email doesn't work for some reason )

Pay Isaac Ruse using PayPal.Me

Go to paypal.me/navigatingisaac and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

[iamtorchbearer-moved]

ooc. hi , so i am...putting this post up because i feel i have no choice ( & i am truly sorry for having to put it up , i've been wrestling with myself over this ). i am at a point where im living on leftover packets of instant coffee , ive exhausted pretty much every avenue , including giving up therapy so that the money could be used to pay bills instead ( and my brain is really suffering because of this ). if anyone could help a tiny bit i would be so grateful and i'd be more than happy to make graphics for those who can ( some examples of my work can be found on @jishwacomms & on this blog as well as @marchenbuch & @perfectpredator & @youngwlf ). i definitely understand if you can't help and it's not expected , things are so tough for everyone right now and i get that. if you could reblog this post though i'd be so appreciative. for those who wish to help , i'll link my paypal.me below. ( bc my email doesn't work for some reason )

Pay Isaac Ruse using PayPal.Me

Go to paypal.me/navigatingisaac and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

[iamtorchbearer-moved]

#IAMTORCHBEARER. fast-forward 13 years now. don't know what it was, but somehow we played it out in reverse. i'm afraid of you now, more than I was at first , and i know you just left, but can i take you everywhere we've ever been?

lose my sense a time or two , weeks feel like days. medicate in the afternoon , and I just want to know - have you lost your footing, too? i just pray that I'm not losing you

ind. private & selective torchbearer & clancy from twenty one pilots lore. heavily headcanon based. guided & protected by jishwa.

[iamtorchbearer-moved]

LYRIC STARTER CALL : FROM VARIOUS TWENTY ONE PILOTS ALBUMS. i'd love to interact with more of you , so if you're interested , feel free to hit the heart for something small c:

[iamtorchbearer-moved]

LYRIC STARTER CALL : FROM VARIOUS TWENTY ONE PILOTS ALBUMS. i'd love to interact with more of you , so if you're interested , feel free to hit the heart for something small c:

[uniiicornsources-old]

Send 🍁 + any question you've been curious to know about my muse

Could be absolutely anything. Don’t be shy!

[iamtorchbearer-moved]

#IAMTORCHBEARER. fast-forward 13 years now. don't know what it was, but somehow we played it out in reverse. i'm afraid of you now, more than I was at first , and i know you just left, but can i take you everywhere we've ever been?

lose my sense a time or two , weeks feel like days. medicate in the afternoon , and I just want to know - have you lost your footing, too? i just pray that I'm not losing you

ind. private & selective torchbearer & clancy from twenty one pilots lore. heavily headcanon based. guided & protected by jishwa.

[clancysletter]

TWENTY ONE PILOTS LIVESTREAM EXPERIENCE (2021) Favorite moments ψ

[clochanam]

we can't hide, not this time. the people need us, even if they don't realize it, they need us. and i know, okay? the fear, the tiredness, the little voice inside that keeps hitting you with that age-old question: why bother? but that voice isn't you. and it's not going to help these people. but we can. we can bring them here, and protect them from this. but we have to do this together.

CLOCHANAM // AN INDIE, LOW-TO-MED. ACTIVITY ROLEPLAY BLOG FOR A MARVEL-BASED OC, AISLING JONES. PENNED AND ADORED BY BLUE.

promo graphics by @jishwacomms

[iamtorchbearer-moved]

LYRIC STARTER CALL : FROM VARIOUS TWENTY ONE PILOTS ALBUMS. i'd love to interact with more of you , so if you're interested , feel free to hit the heart for something small c:

[iamtorchbearer-moved]

so scaled & icy won xD

[iamtorchbearer-moved]

#IAMTORCHBEARER. fast-forward 13 years now. don't know what it was, but somehow we played it out in reverse. i'm afraid of you now, more than I was at first , and i know you just left, but can i take you everywhere we've ever been?

lose my sense a time or two , weeks feel like days. medicate in the afternoon , and I just want to know - have you lost your footing, too? i just pray that I'm not losing you

ind. private & selective torchbearer & clancy from twenty one pilots lore. heavily headcanon based. guided & protected by jishwa.