I've uploaded a few more stories onto my ao3. Going through my account has made me realize how many i've made. It's too much man i've even skipped some of them for now.
So far i've uploaded 6 stories onto my ao3! My eyes are very tired so i'm going to take a quick break from transferring my stories. Just wanted to update ya'll
Hi guys! I've changed my user (my old one was bell4lan). I plan on getting rid of my old posts (specifically the genshin ones) to clean up my account without having to start over. Don't worry! I'm uploading them onto my AO3 so there's still a place to read them. Some I might not upload if they didn't do well. If there are any specific ones you'd like to make sure are uploaded just put a message in my asks.
Hey guys! It's been a while since I last posted anything on this account. I've been super busy and have lacked motivation for a while. However, I should have more time to write and I do feel a bit more motivated. Hopefully I end up writing haha. I've been thinking about deleting this account a lot recently since I am very embarrassed by my old work. I might make a new one so I can start fresh and maybe post my stories onto ao3 and orphan them. Or maybe I won't do anything lol. Anyway, thank you all for the support! I really want to be more active and give you guys more stuff to read, so I am going to be trying to do that for the next few months. Wish me luck! Lol :P
p.s If I delete my account without making a post saying I am it is likely that I deleted it due to safety reasons. Being trans is becoming significantly more unsafe in the U.S and if/when I feel the need to get rid of my online presence I will be erasing as much of it as I can. I am already considering detrasitioning for my safety, so there is a good chance I might delete everything without notice. If that were to happen, please know that I am grateful for all of the love and support i've been shown over the years and that I wish you all a wonderful life where you can be yourself freely and safely <3. I love all of my trans siblings and I wish you all the best. I hope things get better for us.
Guys I CANNOT stop thinking about nerdy loser Gojo that is an unironic discord mod. Idk why cuz i'm NOT into that shit at all 😭. Thinking about that man being a depraved loser is just....weirdly endearing? Maybe cuz he's so suave or bcuz i like pathetic men idk
Should I make some loser nerdjo smut? Over the phone..(disc) or in person meet up for da first time >:3 (feel free to leave any suggestions/hc's for him or the story if u want!)
Guys I CANNOT stop thinking about nerdy loser Gojo that is an unironic discord mod. Idk why cuz i'm NOT into that shit at all 😭. Thinking about that man being a depraved loser is just....weirdly endearing? Maybe cuz he's so suave or bcuz i like pathetic men idk
Should I make some loser nerdjo smut? Over the phone..(disc) or in person meet up for da first time >:3 (feel free to leave any suggestions/hc's for him or the story if u want!)
Genre: Smut + some fluff
DNI: NON-MLM/NBLM, non-mlm/nblm fetishizers, fujoshis, trans fetishizers
CW: Fingering, handjobs, semi-public sex (? not really idk), phone sex, e/c = eye color, pussy, cunt, folds, and t-dick used to describe reader's privates
Character(s)/Reader: Top Gojo Satoru x Bottom Trans Male Reader
Coming from a rich and powerful family sounds like a dream to many, but the reality is an absolute pain for [Name]. Money can buy many things but it cannot buy true and deep connections with others. You can't even complain about these things to anyone, because everyone thinks of you as a spoiled rich kid. No one wants to hear a rich kid complain about how hard life is for him when he practically has everything served to him on a silver platter. Everything but love.
Your family is the typical 'always busy, work-obsessed father' and 'lonely but sweet mother who loves her husband regardless' . Both of your parents had their things to worry about and didn't have much time for you. Workers and bodyguards (who are there purely because your father is overly protective and NOT because your family is mixed in some shady business..) are the only people you interact with. However, it's their job. The workers have to work, so they don't always have time to talk to you and they have to be nice to you. It's not sincere. Your bodyguard is no fun. None of them have been. They take their job way too seriously and never even crack a smile. You're completely and utterly alone. Until you met Gojo Satoru.
You had always found the son of the Gojo clan attractive. Ever since you were little and saw him in a picture of the Gojo clan that your father showed your mother. You were maybe 7 at the time. He was dressed in a white and blue kimono that matched his white hair and bright blue eyes. After that, you had always asked your father if you would ever meet the Gojo clan since you had met many others. Your father would simply tell you that you will when it's necessary. Your mother was wondering where this sudden interest in meeting the Gojo clan came from until she remembered Gojo Satoru. You still remember her playful smile as she asked little you if you had a crush on him. You denied it of course, but not well. She laughed and your father rolled his eyes in amusement. Your parents had teased you for months. Your mother still brings it up from time to time just to get a reaction out of you. It makes her smile, so you don't mind and act more annoyed than you are.
About a year ago you had gotten a friend request on your Instagram account from Gojo Satoru himself on his personal account and not his account for the public. It was embarrassing having to explain to your bodyguard why you were covering your head with a pillow and kicking your legs like a maniac. You accepted obviously, and he messaged you first. For the first week you didn't think it was him until he had sent you a selfie that had never been posted online before. After that, you were so excited to wake up just so you could talk to him. You guys spoke long into the night and early in the morning.
A few months into talking, the flirting started. You didn't take it seriously at first. You've heard that Satoru is flirtatious and figured he was just more comfortable with you. The thought of it being serious never crossed your mind until one day he asked what you were doing so you sent him of selfie of you doing your favorite hobby. He screenshotted it and said, "You look cute". Your heart skipped a beat when you read his message and saw that he had saved the picture you sent. You had never felt so happy before and couldn't stop smiling for the rest of the day.
You guys skipped the whole meeting up and going on a date thing since the Gojo clan was pretty strict on Satoru and went straight to phone sex. It was late at night the first time it had happened. You were facetiming him and talking about random things that mostly Satoru had brought up while you drew in your sketchbook. There was of course flirting, but for some reason that night it had felt different. You don't even fully remember how it escalated, just that it started with Satoru saying you have a nice neck, and you looking at him like he was a weirdo because he is. The flirting and teasing got more suggestive. Satoru got bolder, telling you how sexy you looked and how badly he wanted to grab you by your waist and kiss you until you were both breathless. Bottoms came off next. Your phone camera was set up so that Satoru could properly see your fingers pump in and out of your pussy and see your expressions. His camera showed him stroking his cock as he watched you. You were so shy and embarrassed at first, but it melted away as you got more into it. His words of encouragement and praise made you squirm and cum quicker than you usually do. He teased you for finishing so quickly even though he came right after. This has become a regular thing for you guys ever since. Around the 5th time, Satoru had promised that when you guys eventually met up you'd have sex. No matter where it was or what the occasion was.
Tonight you're going to see if he intends to keep that promise. Tonight was the current head's birthday and many influential families, yours included, were attending. You were so excited to finally be able to meet Satoru. Your mother brought up the crush you had on him as a child and teased you, telling you how you should ask for his hand. No one knew what you and Satoru have been up to or that you guys have even talked. To your mother, this was the night you were finally meeting your childhood crush. To you, this was the night you were going to finally lose your virginity...to your childhood crush. You were insanely nervous. Your suit was tailored to perfectly accentuate your curves in a classy, well-put-together way. The way your hair was styled was different and felt weird, but didn't look bad at all. All of the workers couldn't stop telling you how handsome you looked. And your shoes were expensive leather that felt awkward and tight when you first put them on, but matched well with your outfit. You hoped that Satoru would think the same.
It was well into the celebration already and you hadn't gotten the chance to be alone with Satoru yet. Your father introduced your mother and you to Satoru and his parents earlier. Satoru boldly took your hand and kissed the back of it while looking you in the eye. His parents were a bit shocked, your father too, but your mother laughed and nudged you playfully. That simple public gesture made your body heat up and your palms sweat even more, which just made your mother laugh harder. You had been sneaking glances at him throughout dinner, your leg moving a mile a minute as you got more and more antsy.
Finally, dinner had ended and it was time for the families to mingle and dance. Your father had dragged you and your mother around for a bit before he finally permitted you to mingle with the adults that are actually your age. The moment you were alone you felt someone grab your arm and pull you out of the hall and into what looks like a dimly lit library.
"Hey." A soft, deep voice whispered to you. Satoru was looking at you with a smile, his bright blue eyes staring right into your [e/c] ones. He pulled your hand up to his mouth and kissed the back of it like he did earlier.
"Hey.." It was all you could say back. Your nerves had wiped your brain and left you a socially awkward robot now that you're finally alone with him. He smiled wider once he finally heard your voice.
"You're even more stunning in person." He smirked. "I'm happy I finally got to see my pretty boy up close." Satoru's voice was softer when he said that, making it feel all the more sincere.
You laughed nervously as he pulled you closer. "I could say the same about you." Even though it was a simple response it took a lot out of you. Flirting over the phone is much easier than doing it in person.
He chuckled in response and moved his hand to cup your cheek. "Hey…I know I said when we meet up we'd have sex but we don't have to do that if you don't want to." You relaxed hearing this. Not because you didn't want to have sex with him but because you did not want to be the one to bring it up.
"No- um I mean I do want to. I'm okay with it. I just haven't done it before so I can't promise I'm any good at it." Satoru let out a big sigh, making you confused.
"Whew! I haven't either so I know about as much as you do. But don't worry baby, i'll figure it out." Satoru's arm wrapped around your waist, and without warning, he kissed you deeply. It took a few seconds for your brain to process what was happening before you moved your lips in sync with his hesitantly. The kiss was uncoordinated and sloppy since you hadn't had your first kiss yet. Satoru had already, or he was a naturally skilled kisser. Neither would surprise you. He pulled away briefly, and as you were about to apologize for your lack of skill, he cut you off with another deep kiss and started walking you toward the back of the library behind some bookcases. This slow and careful walk gave you some time to better your kissing, and you were soon matching his confidence.
Once Satoru was sure you guys were hidden, his hands started to wander, exploring your body with a gentle kind of heat that made you feel both cared for and desired. His hands untucked your dress shirt from your slacks and slid underneath it. You shuddered and gasped as you felt his ice-cold hands on your bare skin. His feather-light touch on your sides made you laugh into his mouth.
"Are you ticklish?" He whispered with a smirk, wiggling his fingers along your sides and smiling even wider when you laughed and squirmed.
"Sa-Satoru- hahaha stop!" You wheezed, clutching your sides as you tried to block his hands. The tickling stopped, and you heard him laughing as you caught your breath. "You're mean." You laughed, leaning against the table behind you.
"Awe, don't say that. Here, let me make it up to you." Satoru's fingers popped open the button on your pants with ease and proceeded to zip down your zipper. He noticed that you had stiffened and your breathing was heavier. His bright blue eyes flicked up to meet yours, his hands not moving. "Is this okay?" Swallowing your nerves, you nod.
"Yeah, just nervous."
"Don't be. I got you." He gave you a cocky yet comforting smile before pulling down your pants a bit. Your lips were captured in another heated kiss as he pulled down your pants. The kiss helped get you more comfortable, and you both were soon grinding against each other, pants on the floor and jackets strewn across the table. Your hands were in his hair as he lifted you onto the table and stood between your legs, letting you feel his hardness against your thigh. The taller man pulled you closer to him, pressing his bulge against your covered cunt and rolling his hips. The movement sent a spark of pleasure through your core and had you panting into his mouth as you kissed.
"Did you bring a condom?" Satoru asked, still rolling his hips. You shook your head.
"N-No, I thought you would bring one." You tried your hardest to keep your voice steady as you spoke. Satoru cursed under his breath.
"Shit. I'm sorry [Name], I know I promised we'd do it." He looked visibly disappointed that you guys wouldn't be able to have sex. It filled you with a weird sense of pride knowing he wanted you so badly.
"We can still touch each other." You suggested, cupping his face. "It's not the same, but it'll still feel good. And…I really want to continue with this." Satoru gave you a heated look and smirked.
"Someone's desperate for my touch, aren't they?" His fingers pressed against the front of your underwear and felt as your slick soaked it.
"Very desperate." He added huskily, his fingers hooking under the waistband of your underwear as he teased you. Your underwear joined your pants on the floor, leaving you completely bare from the waist down. Satoru's mouth watered as he finally saw your dripping pussy on display for him. A shiver shot through your body as he tested the waters with his finger, swiping through your folds from just above your hole to your t-dick.
It took some time to teach Satoru where he should touch and the amount of pressure he should use. Thankfully, he was a fast learner, so his fingers were pumping in and out of you in no time. Your hand was on his dick soon after and you started stroking him in time with his thrusts. It was hard to keep your voice down as his long and slender fingers reached deeper than you ever could and curled against your g-spot just right.
"Shhh shh baby, not too loud now. We don't want anyone catching us, do we?" Satoru's free hand brushed some of your sweat-drenched hair aside as he practically purred in your ear. You wanted to roll your eyes at him because he was being just as loud as you were. His voice was higher than you thought it would be during sex. More whiny and breathy, but you weren't at all disappointed. It actually made you feel more confident knowing that you could reduce such a handsome and powerful man to a whiny, panting mess just with your hand.
"Y-You- shit. You close Satoru? Fuck I'm gonna c-cum soon." You moved your hand quickly around his length, squeezing it gently and swiping the head a few times so you could watch his legs buckle beneath him. It made you giggle seeing him so weak for you. This just made Satoru finger you even harder as payback. A gasp and a loud moan escaped your lips as he did that. He chuckled, and his free hand flew up to cover your mouth.
"Cum for me baby cum all over my fingers." Satoru panted into your ear. His thumb rubbed against your t-dick with the right amount of pressure, just like you taught him earlier, and it pushed you over the edge. Your thighs tensed and your hand stuttered around his cock as your orgasm hit. Satoru's hand muffled the moans and whimpers as you soaked the table beneath you. Your hand never stopped. Your movement got sloppy, but you continued jerking off Satoru even as you came.
"Shit baby you look so fucking sexy. I'm gonna cum-shit can I cum on you [Name]?" Butterflies erupted in your stomach at the thought of him coming on you, and you eagerly nodded.
"Yes yes Satoru you can cum on me." You stroked him faster and even tried to massage his balls, which was a smart move because Satoru almost immediately came with a deep groan. Cum spurted onto your lower stomach and t-dick as you continued stroking him and Satoru captured you in a messy kiss.
His hand stilled your wrist and you gently let go of his cock.
"That was amazing [Name]." He said against your lips, sighing into the kiss. You pulled away and rested your forehead against his as you caught your breath. Satoru looked down and noticed his cum dripping from your t-dick and down your folds. He groaned and stuffed his face into your neck and wrapped his arms around you.
"You look so good. Next time I'm bringing a condom. A whole pack if I have to." He muttered as he planted sweet kisses on your neck.
"I think a whole pack is a bit excessive."
"Not for what I have in mind."
"Satoru, we cannot use a whole box of condoms in one session. I'd pass out." He pouted at you before sighing heavily.
"Fiinee. I'll just take my sweet time savouring you instead." He started wiggling his fingers against your sides, smiling as he did so.
"Sa- Satoru- hahaha stop! W-We need to clean up!" The white haired man was too smitten to stop, and he started kissing all over your face and stomach as you laughed.
The grin you both had never left your faces for the rest of the night.
"That Gojo boy seems to have taken an interest in our [Name], darling." Your dad said to your mom as you guys were driving back home. You had been exhausted by the end of the night, so you were asleep in the back seat.
"I know! I'm sure our [Name] is over the moon. You know how long he's liked that boy." She beamed, glancing back at your sleeping form with a smile. Your father stayed silent, a slight frown on his face.
"Don't do that! There's nothing wrong with the Gojo boy." Your mother softly slapped his arm, secretly liking how protective your father was of you.
"I just don't like how they disappeared for so long. Who knows what that boy could've done." He grumbled, keeping his eyes on the road.
"Oh, please, honey, you don't need to be so protective all the time! They were just chatting. Our boy was probably charming him." Your father sighed in defeat at your mother's words. He knew he had no reason not to trust the son of the Gojo clan. He was rebellious, yes, but he wasn't abusive or destructive. Plus, it wasn't like he could do much with you since there was so much security around.
Hi guyss! Sorry if there any errors I did not feel like reading all of this again. I used grammarly to help me with punctuation and stuff so if it looks too polished that's why lol. I think this is my longest story i've written which is so crazy to me cuz it only took me a couple days! Using a computer really helps me write longer stuff lol.
Feeling insecure about my writing abilities but then I remember I write smutty fanfiction for fun and am not a published author who writes in depth novels
DNI: NON-MLM/NBLM, mlm/nblm fetishizers, fujoshis, trans fetishizers
CW: Unprotected sex, fingering, pussy, cunt, hole, and folds used for reader's privates, reader's called good boy once (I think..), reader really likes the thought of him and Gojo having a family together. NOT a pregnancy kink though...nothing like that..just love
Character(s)/Reader: Top Gojo Satoru x Bottom Trans Male Reader. Geto, Shoko, Tsumiki, and Megumi are also here :3
"Dammit! Why are you guys targeting me?!." Gojo pouted as Megumi sent his 'sorry' pawn all the way back to the start. The raven haired boy had a mischievous grin on his face while his sister, Tsumiki, laughed. You four, along with Geto and Shoko, are sitting on the ground playing a board game while eating snacks to celebrate you guys graduating from Jujutsu High. Originally, you guys had planned for a more grown up celebration, but Gojo's sudden adoption made you guys have to change your plans. Not that you, or anyone, minded. You actually really liked the kids he took in. Tsumiki was an absolute sweetheart, and Megumi...well he's a bit closed off and rude. You understand though considering his situation. Despite his coldness you were still fond of the boy and always tried to respect his boundaries, which he seemed to appreciate. He never really joined in on fun activities with you guys, but he did tonight and he sat right next to you with Tsumiki on his other side. You were happy that he decided to play, and that he was having fun. Even if most of his enjoyment came from ticking off Gojo.
"We're not targeting you. You just happen to be in the places we need to go." Geto said with a smile. Megumi nodded in agreement.
"Wh- Not true! (Name) kicked me back to start when he could've kicked you instead! You were ahead of me!" He exclaimed, arms waving around as he spoke. His exaggerated movements had Megumi joining his sister in her laughing fit.
"I don't know what you're talking about." You say as you grab a card from the deck. Gojo looked at you with his mouth open before he started pouting again. You felt someone poke your arm as Shoko went and immediately knew it was Megumi asking for another cookie. The boy isn't talkative and is, again, closed off. So instead of asking you for a cookie he just pokes you. Tsumiki gently tried to get him to say 'please' and 'thank you', but you assured her that it was okay. You leaned over to the plate of cookies between Shoko and Geto and handed one to Megumi.
"Hey don't reward him!" Gojo said as Megumi started to munch on the cookie.
You laughed, "I'm not rewarding him he's just eating." Megumi nodded, face contempt but his eyes had a spark of mischief in them as he stared at Gojo. Gojo stuck his tongue out at him and crossed his arms, making you roll your eyes at his childish behavior.
A few more rounds went by before it was time for the kids to go to bed. You ruffled Megumi's hair before he got up and told both him and Tsumiki goodnight before Gojo took them to brush their teeth. After making sure they did, they got into bed and he said goodnight before closing the door.
"Damn, it's already 10?" Shoko yawned as she looked at the clock on the TV stand.
"It's not even that late." Gojo said as he sat back down.
"Yes, but we've been doing things all day. I'm beat." She replied as she stretched her arms. Geto yawned as she did and nodded.
"Yeah. I think I'm going to go home." He said as he stood up, also stretching his body. Everyone stood up after him and walked toward the front door.
"Can't believe you two are leaving so early. Will you be staying (Name)? Pleaaassee?" Gojo pleaded, a puppy dog look in his eyes.
"Yeah yeah i'll stay for a bit longer." You said with an eye roll and a smile. Gojo gave you a big hug and started rambling about how you're his "real friend". Geto laughed tiredly while Shoko rolled her eyes and waved goodbye. You both waved back before shutting the front door softly, not wanting to disturb the kids sleep. Gojo stretched as he walked back to the living room and flopped onto the couch. You followed him, but instead went to clean up everything on the floor.
"Awww are you cleaning up for me (Name)? Are you my little maid?" He teased, rolling onto his stomach and resting his head on his hands while his feet kicked in the air. You gave him a look as you stood up and went to the kitchen to put the snacks away. You heard Gojo get off the couch and follow you into the kitchen. He took the plates of snacks out of your hands before grabbing the proper packaging for them so he can put them away. You looked at him a little shocked since Gojo usually isn't one to willingly do chores especially when someone else is already doing them. You smiled at him softly before going back to the living room to clean up the board game. Your heart raced at that kind yet unusual gesture.
Yes. You have a crush on him. A huge crush on him. One that hasn't gone away since it developed 3 years ago. Hell, you might as well call it love at this point. Despite your feelings being so strong, you thankfully knew how to keep your cool around him. It took some practice and some very embarrassing moments, but you've got it down now. However, that didn't mean you didn't get nervous. Externally you appear calm, but your palms are sweaty and your body is heating up.
Once you were finished putting the game back in it's proper place you sat on the couch next to Gojo, who had already finished cleaning up the snacks. You both sat in silence for a bit, enjoying each others company without acknowledgement. You had never been this close to him before, at least alone, and you could feel your heart race in your chest.
"Megumi seems to like you." He said, looking up at the ceiling with a grin, resting his head on his arms that are folded behind his head.
He broke you out of your anxious thoughts and you quickly put on a smile, turning your head to look at him. "Really, you think?"
"Yeah. The kid won't even touch me, but he kept poking you for cookies." You giggled at that and felt butterflies in your stomach. You didn't know he had been paying close attention to you two.
"Just give it time. He'll end up liking you soon." You said softly. He turned his head to look at you, his grin not as wide anymore, but still there.
"I hope so! I'd be pretty sad if he didn't." He laughed while laying his head back onto his hands and closing his eyes.
"He definitely will. You're too stubborn to let it go." Gojo nodded in response, not saying another word. There was a comfortable silence for a few seconds before you took a deep breath and spoke again. "You know, I think it's really kind of you to take in those kids, especially while you're so young. Megumi may not like you now but he definitely will once he sees how much you truly care about him and his sister. I can tell you care about them a lot. You may not act so outwardly nice, but you are very nice. You took in kids that needed a home, you helped Geto when he was in a dark place. You're a good person. I think you're really sweet Gojo-" You stopped talking as you saw his reaction. His eyes were wide and the glasses he usually wore were pushed up onto his head. His beautiful blue eyes stared right at you intensely. It felt as though they were looking into your soul. Your eyes went wide as well, and you stuttered a bit as you tried to back track. You had thought he was just going to tease you and start laughing or start bragging about how he knows how great he is, so being met with silence made you panic. You were scared that you had crossed a line and had weirded him out. During your rambling, you felt his hand cup your cheek and something soft against your lips. Your eyes got even wider as you froze. Was Gojo Satoru kissing you right now?
Gojo had started pulling away since you weren't responding, but you snapped out of it and pulled him back in. His lips were softer than you had ever imagined, and they tasted sweet like the candy he ate during the game. He kept pressing into you, making you lay back into the corner of the couch while he was practically on top of you. Heavy sighs and the sound of fabric rustling was all you could hear as you both tried to get comfortable while roaming each others bodies. The kiss, the sounds, his touch, it all made your head spin with slight arousal. Gojo's right hand went to your hair, while the other rested on your hip. Your hands traveled up his body and your arms rested around his neck. You never wanted this to end. You never wanted this gorgeous man to stop kissing you. It felt so hot, so right.
Gojo pulled away and hovered over you, looking down at you with confusion, want, and desire. He sat up and watched as you followed. You both just stared at each other, waiting for the other to say something. You decided to take the leap and started first.
"Gojo..I...I really like you. I've liked you for years. Fuck I might even be in love with you. Shit i'm coming on too strong aren't I? I-"
"Really?" Gojo cut you off before you could finish. You looked at him with surprise, wondering how the confident, cocky Gojo Satoru could really be doubting this. You nodded and moved to get into a more comfortable position on the couch. Right as you found a comfortable position, Gojo pulled you over to him. You were leaning against his torso as you looked up at him with surprise.
"I love you too." He whispered before kissing you again. The kiss started off deep and full of love before quickly becoming hot and heavy. Your hair was a mess as Gojo got up from the couch and pulled you up with him, still kissing you. He stumbled over some random things on the floor as he led you to his room. Once you were in, he closed the door and pushed you against it, hand slithering behind your back to lock it, before leading you over to his bed and laying you down on it. A hand went to the bottom of your sweater and he pulled away, looking straight into your eyes.
"Tell me you want this." He whispered breathlessly.
"I do, I do Gojo I swea-"
"Satoru." He corrected in an almost desperate yet demanding tone. Your heart skipped a beat. He wanted you to use his first name!
"I do...Satoru I do-" This time you were cut off with another kiss. His cold hands ran up your stomach and sides, making you shiver under him. Soft lips kissed down to your neck before moving to your stomach. He kissed up your torso before stopping at your nipples and taking one into his mouth. You whined quietly as his lips wrapped around the sensitive bud and gripped his shirt, pulling at it so he'd take it off. He got the hint and quickly took his shirt off along with your sweater, leaving you both bare from the waist up.
"You're so handsome baby." He whispered in your ear beforr kissing and sucking at your throat. While his mouth was leaving marks on you, his hands moved down to your pants and unbuttoned them. You felt his thumbs hook under the waistband and pull them down, leaving you in just your underwear. Satoru pulled away and looked at you again, smirking when he sees the wet patch on your briefs.
"So wet already baby? I've barely touched you." He teased as he pulled down your underwear, chuckling at how flushed you are. You felt so exposed and vulnerable underneath him, but in a way that made you feel safe and desired. His breath hitched once he saw your cunt. He can feel his cock throb in his underwear as he takes in the puffy, slick folds of your pussy. You tried to close your legs when you started feeling self conscious, but he pulled them apart before they could close.
"No no baby let me see you. Fuck you're so hot. You look good enough to eat." His grip tightened on your leg as you hid your face behind your arms. You never felt more beautiful, appreciated, and turned on in your life. He made you soaked and left you breathless with just his words. Satoru looks up at you like he has an idea. "Would you like me to.." He trails off, but you know what he's offering.
You shook your head. "N-No. I just...I really want you inside me Satoru, please." You whimpered as your back arched slightly. He stared and nodded as he pulled off his pants and underwear. You looked down when he pulled them fully off. His dick was big. Long and thick, perfectly suiting a man like him. Your hole clenched around nothing and you whined. Satoru shushed you gently before rubbing two fingers between your folds, getting them lubed up so he can prep you. Your hips twitched at his touch and you sighed, looking up at him. You couldn't believe this was real. You couldn't believe that Satoru, the man you've been in love with for years feels the same about you. He thinks you're handsome. He kissed you. And now he's touching you, fingers pressing against your hole. You guys are about to have sex. You were going to have sex with him. Holy shit.
Your thoughts were interrupted by two of Satoru's fingers pushing into your pussy. You gasped and almost let out a loud whine, but Satoru covered your mouth with his left hand. "Shh shh baby you gotta be quiet okay? Don't wanna wake the kids up." He whispered, sticking two fingers into your mouth as he spoke. You clenched around him and whimpered. 'Don't wanna wake the kids up.' Fuck he makes it sound like you guys are married and they're yours, and you really enjoyed that for some reason.
Satoru could tell obviously, because he felt you clench around his fingers. He chuckled at your reaction and started moving his fingers into and out of you. "Did you like that? Do you like me so much you want them to be your kids too? Hm? Do you want to be their other dad? Want us to be their parents together?" You wished he would shut up. You felt so embarrassed by enjoying the thought of you both being together, being parents together. Not in that way, but just in a 'oh my god i love this man so much marry me and lets be a family' kind of way.
His fingers muffled a whine as his other fingers pulled out of you, finally finished with prepping you. He pulled his fingers out of your mouth and placed it on the bed to hold him up. His other hand rubbed your slick all over his dick. "I'm gonna put it in, okay? You gonna be a good boy and stay quiet, (Name)?"
The way he said your name sent a shiver down your spine. You nodded as you looked up at him and felt the head of his cock enter you. You gasped and clutched the sheets, trying your hardest to stay quiet as he fills you. You only let out a few soft whimpers as he continues to push into you and he whispers how good you're doing until he's fully inside.
Minutes go by as you adjust to his size and Satoru makes sure to pamper you with soft kisses and whispers in your ear. After a bit, you feel comfortable enough for him to move and tell him to do so. He starts to slowly thrust in and out of you, wanting to let you get used to it before going any faster or harder. You sighed heavily each time he thrusted into you since you couldn't be loud. However, it was getting harder and harder to hold back your voice with each thrust. Especially when he sped up. You couldn't help but moan softly at the new pace. You felt like you were going to explode if you didn't make a little noise. You had never felt so good in your life. Sure you've touched yourself, but nothing compares to the man you love losing himself in your pussy as he fucks you.
As things got harder, faster, Satoru had to cover your mouth with his hand. He was currently thrusting deep inside you as fast as he could since you both were so close. "You feel so good (Name). F-Fuck i'm gonna cum. I know you're close baby c'mon cum with me." He groaned. Your nails scratched at his back as you came around him. He cursed at how tight you got before pulling out and cumming on your lower stomach, the fluid running down to your twitching cunt. Satoru laid beside you and moved your hair out of your face before cupping your cheek. He placed gentle and loving kisses all over your face as you calmed down and asked if you were alright. You nodded and he went to get some water and a cloth to clean you up.
It was around 2AM when you guys were clean and dressed, snuggled together in Satoru's bed. He held you close as you were pressed against his chest. His hand brushed through your hair as you both stared at each other, eyes full of love and adoration.
"I love you (Name)."
"I love you too Satoru." You kissed him gently and smiled at him.
"Who knew innocent (Name) would be so needy and loud! Especially when I- hey!" You hit his arm before he could bring up the embarrassing domestic fantasy moment and turned away from him.
JJK is taking over my brain. It's been really easy writing this one and the Sukuna one! Both were done in a day. I'm happy I have some of my motivation back!
It is pretty late when i'm posting this so i'm sorry for any errors. I'll try to go back and fix them later. Thank you for reading and I hope you liked it! <3
DNI: NON-MLM/NBLM, fujoshis, mlm/nblm fetishizers, trans fetishizers
CW: Mild sexual content (compared to my other stories), oral sex, pussy and cunt used to describe reader's privates, choking (kinky), light degradation, bottom reader, top sukuna
Character(s)/Reader: Sukuna x Trans Male Reader
Being with Sukuna was the best relationship you've ever had. Many would doubt this due to his snappy demeanor and intimidating looks. But Sukuna was caring, gentle, sweet, understanding, and a gentleman.
You had first met him at a party your friends brought you to. Sukuna was a friend of one of your friends, so you introduced yourself to him. He was intimidating, mean, and really fucking hot. That night you didn't speak to him much outside of introducing yourself until he punched a guy for saying transphobic shit to you. You were surprised he did that and a little scared by his strength since the guy went out like a light, but that didn't stop you from immediately finding him 100x hotter. Maybe it was pathetic to automatically be so attracted to someone you don't know because they beat a guy for you, but no one had done anything like that for you before. Not even previous boyfriends had. You didn't hesitate to thank him. He brushed it off saying he "hates bigoted fucks". It made you laugh, and the conversation continued from there. Talking to him was surprisingly easy. You didn't know at the time, but it was mainly because Sukuna acted a little softer than he usually was. He was interested from the moment he saw you and thought you were the prettiest thing he'd ever seen. He was still an asshole, but if you couldn't handle him then that's your problem. It wouldn't work if you couldn't, but you could.
After 6 long months of flirting back and forth, Sukuna asked you out. You were so nervous the day it came. Clothes were strewn about all over your room, and you couldn't stop styling your hair in different ways. You had once thought that this scenario was just a stupid movie cliche, but now that you're living it you take back all the shit you talked about it. You ended up having to call a friend so they could force you to stay in one outfit and hairstyle.
Sukuna pulled up in his car instead of his usual motorcycle since you had told him you weren't a huge fan of loud sounds. You didn't know that was why though. He brought you to a nice restaurant. Not too fancy, but definitely more than good enough for a first date. Sukuna paid for everything despite your insistence on paying for yourself saying, "A pretty boy like you shouldn't have to spend a dime." and chuckling when he saw how flustered you got. The rest of the night was spent walking around town hand in hand talking about whatever. Sukuna would flirt and you would try to one up him at it, but every time you were the one shying away in the end. The stroll ended with you and him kissing deeply under a street light, his arms around your waist pressing you against his body while your arms were around his neck. It was the best night of your life.
The first time you guys had sex was just as great. Since it was your first time with him he took it slow. He made sure to kiss every inch of your body, sucking and biting at the places you're most sensitive. His tongue worked at your pussy until you came for the first time that night. When he fucked you he kept you in missionary so he could see your handsome face as you took him deep inside. You felt so good that he ended up thrusting into you harder without thinking, making you moan even louder. He told you how perfect you felt and how sexy you were as his eyes were glued to your cunt. He couldn't get enough of you. When you both finished he made sure to clean you both up and take good care of you. The night ended with you in his pajamas cuddled close to him.
Sex with him wasn't only gentle though. The man has his kinks, and you weren't opposed to trying them out. He'd listen to whatever preferences you had and immediately adjusted to your liking. He wanted you to enjoy it too after all. If his hand was squeezing your neck too hard his grip would soften. If he was being too kind with his words he'd immediately start calling you a dumb whore that's desperate for cock and other absolutely filthy things. If it was too much altogether, he'd immediately stop. He might feel a bit frustrated, but he'd never get mad at you for it.
Even though you two have been together for almost three years now you still take each other out on both casual and fancy dates. They almost always end up with you two fucking since you both can't keep your hands off of each other. Without a doubt your sex life was still healthy and very much active. You guys had your arguments, but they were never too serious. You both knew how to communicate, and Sukuna has learned to regulate his anger and keep his mouth shut when he's mad so he doesn't say something he doesn't mean. If you guys don't patch it up within the day, you usually wake up to your favorite breakfast and a note saying he wants to talk. He'll usually come home with flowers and an apology if it's his fault, and will try to be very understanding if it isn't. You both forgive each other in the end and learn from the experience.
There isn't a day in your life where you regret meeting him. He can be a bit of an ass still, but hell he's your ass. Others may not understand why you're with someone so scary and rude, but that doesn't matter. At the end of the day you are in a healthy relationship with a man you love dearly, and are even going to marry soon. He proposed last night and you swear you haven't cried so many tears of joy in your entire life. In terms of love, life couldn't get better than this. Sukuna was rude, sarcastic, whitty, sweet, gentle yet rough, caring, and you absolutely loved it. You couldn't wait to marry him.
Hello guys! Sorry if this story isn't well written or structured. I read a fanfic and in the story Sukuna was so attractive I had to write this for him. I wasn't sure how to write it so I had a bit of trouble. I also wrote it really quickly heheh- I hope you guys enjoy it anyway :)
I've been struggling with something for a long time and don't have anyone to really talk to about it and no one to relate to. I need to get all of this off of my chest because if I don't say anything to anyone I feel as though shame will swallow me whole. I was sa'd when I was younger. I don't remember the exact age, but it was before I was 8 years old. This trauma has led me to develop kinks that I am very ashamed of. I've spoken about it to a friend before, but they didn't get me. They didn't understand just how gross I feel about it, and how guilty I feel for having it. They were supportive and understanding, but not in the way I need someone to be, you know?
I have an odd liking for calling partners 'daddy', which at times makes me uncomfortable, but it's something I developed from the trauma. I have an odd like for wanting to feel innocent and dumb during sexual situations, as though i'm being taken advantage of, but not really? I don't like cnc, I consider my preference consensual all the way through. As though i'm being taught to do something I don't know about by someone that knows a lot more. I don't like being thought of as a kid during it or being referred to as one (i've been called kiddo while experimenting with this to cope, it made me deeply uncomfortable and just triggered me). I enjoy being called 'baby boy' though that is not entirely because of trauma. I do just generally find it endearing. I enjoy being called 'little boy' not in the way that makes me a child, but in the way that feels a bit like degradation and emphasizes the power dynamic. I feel as though I have to make all of that clear to convince not only others, but myself that it is not as disgusting as it could be. I say it to comfort myself. It's all true, i'm not lying, but I feel deep shame as if I am.
I age regress when badly stressed/upset. I don't think my age regression really goes into any of my kinks. I feel repulsed sexually when I am regressed. Though both in regression and in separate sexual situations, I enjoy being taken care of and 'babied' in a way. I know that is the right word for my age regression, but I don't know if it is for my kinks. I'd enjoy dressing in cute and pastel clothing. Not childlike, just like kawaii japanese fashion. I just want to feel cute and innocent even though I know i'm not and never was. Because I like these two things in both, it makes me feel worse. Like i'm sexualizing my age regression and am someone so deeply disgusting even though i'm aware that they are separate things for me and it's just a little overlap and nothing bad.
I feel shame so heavy it's like the world is on my shoulders. I cannot speak to anyone about this, in fear of being judged or misunderstood. I have no real ways to cope with it. I have no ways to be comfortable in my age regression or my sexual preferences. I have no one to relate to. No one who understands me. I thought medication would make it all go away. I was hoping I wouldn't need therapy but I do. I refuse to see a therapist about this.
I feel as though writing would help me as it sometimes does when getting feelings out. But writing stories involving those kinks that I have would make me feel so ashamed and disgusting, especially to others. I don't want anyone to view me as a predator because i'm not. I already hate myself enough for even feeling this way, I don't want others to hate me for the same reason.
I don't know what I want or expect by posting this. Maybe I want someone to relate to me. Maybe I want someone to tell me that i'm not gross and that i'm safe and everythings okay. Maybe I just want to let everything out and tell people anonymously about my struggles with convincing myself i'm not disgusting and horrible. That i'm not just as bad as the man who did what he did to me because I have these kinks.
If you read all of this, thank you. Keeping all of this mess of feelings and thoughts inside made me feel as though I was going to break one day. Maybe todays that day. I'm not really sure. I'm sorry to anyone that enjoyed my work and views me negatively now. Trust me, I wish I wasn't this way far more than anyone else ever could. I don't think anyone could hate me for this as much as I hate myself.
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