You shoot me down, but i won't fall

" You don't need power ! You just need to be human. "

[starliqqht]

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#STARLIGHT : Independent, semi-private & mutuals only, roleplaying blog featuring STARLIGHT aka ANNIE JANUARY from AMAZON PRIME'S THE BOYS ! This blog will contain mature & triggering themes, so be warned. I will be tagging nsfw. I love to plot & I am open for all kinds of au ideas !!! Must be 20 + to interact. 

heavily affiliated with : @vghtsupes .

affiliated with : @wihlted . @seratem . @monstyrious . @avasmess . @moonpehtals . @depictedmorada . @jumpwingjoseph . @marvinmilks

Ask for my discord if you want it ! Mutuals only !!

[starliqqht]

“ i’m   terrified   to   lose   you to homelander. ” ( loftplxybcy )

clearing out memes || @loftplxybcy

"HEY NOW, WHAT MAKES YOU THINK YOU'RE GOING TO LOSE ME ?" Annie gently cups both of his cheeks in the palms of her hands, thumbs rubbing in circular, smooth motions against the apples of his cheeks. She tries as much as she can to soothe away all the worries that are buzzing in that head of his. Looking up at Vincent with concerns washing over her features. "You are not losing me to the likes of HOMELANDER. You know why ? Because I don't want him. I want you." Homelander just had to pull that little stunt of his, didn't he ? HASHTAG HOMELIGHT ? Get. Fucking. Real. Homelander just knew his days were coming, becoming less likable- his true colors peeking through the cracks. When his points began to lower, and Annie's began to rise.

The older supe had noticed the way they were all surrounding her. Begging for her pictures. She was taking Homelander's spotlight away. So why kill America's Sweetheart ? When can he just date America's Sweetheart ? "It's not real, you know, babe." She reminded Vincent. "He's just doing it to up his image, and have control over me." And while that sounded dreadful when the younger woman put it that way.... it's only because it's true. And she feared it. Feared what Homelander would do if she didn't play her part- dreaded having to go back to Vought and leave the sanctuary that is Vincent and his loft. On her tiptoes, her hands still cradling his face as she leaned up to plant a kiss against his lips. "It's going to be okay." And as much as that was meant for Vincent... it was also meant for herself.

[starliqqht]

❛ you look like you need a hug. ❜

clearing out memes || @marvinmilks

"I MUST LOOK ABSOLUTELY MISERABLE IF YOU CAN TELL BY JUST MY LOOKS." A half-liften smile that doesn't quite reach her eyes, a chuckle that holds no humor. Annie lets out a shaky sigh; her throat feels tight as her bottom lip quivers. Her chestnut hues were glossed with unshed tears that stung her eyes. A sniffle as the young blonde nods her head after a moment of silence. Turning quickly to throw her arms out desperately around M.M and bury her face into his chest. Squeezing tight- but not as tight, having to hold back her super strength.

Maybe his arms can keep her safe for tonight; maybe he can chase away all the horrors- all of her failures. "I made promises to protect them. I-I let them down. Every. Single. One. Of. Them. I let down, M.M." A shattered sob spills past twin flesh as tears begin streaming down her cheeks like an ongoing waterfall. It won't stop. Watching on her phone as Homelander's followers hunt down yet another group of Starlighters- taking them... most likely planning to run tests on them... let them suffer and die. The world is so cruel. "I'm a fraud." She was never a hero. Just as fake as Vought had made her out to be.

[avasmess]

Bet, she knows exactly why Marvin keeps looking. The judgment delivered by a pointed stare obviously hit its mark, arms crossed over his chest while he doesn't even consider averting his eyes. Seems like Annie has one of those days. Noted.

"Guess I'm mindin' my business just right." She's his best friend; her wellbeing = his motherfucking business. Period. Tongue clicking behind his teeth, his brows curve upward in a silent 'Wanna tell me what's wrong I do I have to guess?' manner.

[starliqqht]

AVOIDING MARVIN'S JUDGMENTAL STARE AS ANNIE PRETENDS TO TAKE an interest in some random loose thread on her hoodie. Chestnut irises would then, from time to time, glance over at M.M. Something nagging inside of her, something telling her to just SPILL HER ENTIRE SOUL OUT. Because if not, she'll be drowning in her feelings. Annie was used to doing that, holding onto her true emotions ever since she was just a little girl.

That look- well, let's say she knew that look oh too well. Annie groans. Running her fingers through her golden locks, she snorts. "Okay, fine- fine ! You know it's difficult to keep things from you when you're looking at me like that. Alright," Hands raised up in defeat and falling back to rest on her knees. "Guess I'm just feeling a little lost... WHEN I LOOK IN THE MIRROR.... I just... I don't know... I don't recognize myself anymore..."

[starliqqht]

"What is it ? Why do you keep looking at me ? If you have something to say, then say it. And if it's to question the empty bottle of Jack, mind your business...."

[avasmess]

@starliqqht, post S5 -> Michael, The Boys AU

To serve the Father means to serve humanity in humility, right? Michael hesitated for a long time to make that cutting choice— branch out of his comfort zone. Not only teach people self-defense as a trainer and be a member of the church... but to use his powers for good. Now he's here in that tower he saw flicker across TV screens thousands of times. Usually a man with high confidence, he looks out of the panorama window in awe and can still hardly grasp the fact that he's here. A strange feeling sits in the pit of his stomach.

'You are like an angel', his mother used to tell him with that proud smile on her face. 'It's the light that vanquishes the darkness and it's in you', fellow church members fawned.

The powers come from an injection, he knows. But why that set instead of invisibility or eye lasers? There must be a reason beyond mankind's understanding. However. Now? "I'm not so sure if I'm doing the right thing anymore", Michael almost absentmindedly says to Vought's new CEO and former hero he highly respects. Then he half-pivots on his heel to meet her gaze with his own. The smirk curving his mouth tentative, mirroring his uncertainty. "That I should be here. It feels kind of too big, all of a sudden."

[starliqqht]

TOO BIG AND ALL OF A SUDDEN- IS QUITE HONESTLY SOMETHING Annie January understands perfectly well. Taking over Vought was the last thing... she ever thought she would be doing. AND IT WAS SUDDEN. AND IT WAS THE BIGGEST FRIGHT in her life, because of the history associated with the name Vought.

She never thought she would find herself back here, or on a path that leads to an UNDETERMINED FUTURE FOR HERSELF. But at least she's offering a better future for all the young supes seeking guidance. The blonde supe wants to help them navigate among humanity and understand their powers... whether it's to be a hero or live a 'normal' life. Whatever path they want, Annie and the team are here to help guide them.

To prevent the next big bad, another Homelander.

NEW CEO OF VOUGHT has a strange ring to it. She still isn't used to being called boss lady, but it's something. Bringing in new members means trusting a new team. Michael is one of them. Discussing plans and scheduling, along with the promise that they won't end up like Stillwell or Stan Edgar... or like every MONEY-HUNGRY PERSON WHO LACKED EMPATHY.

The conversation is mostly Annie speaking at length. Rambling on and on ! Maybe because… she's attempting to understand it all herself. Saying it out loud makes it more true- real. When Michael expresses his feelings, it's so genuine and open that Annie can only sigh in relief, glad she isn't the only one feeling this way, even if for different reasons.

Annie delivers an understanding smile as she locks eyes with Michael.

"I get it," SHE BREATHES OUT, A SIGH OF RELIEF COURSING through her, her shoulders rising as if a weight has been lifted off of her. Doesn't have to act like she has it all put together. NOT WITH HIM. "I do, I really do get it. Trust me... I- I'm still debating whether what I'm doing is the right thing to do. Or.. if I'm insane for fighting for this position. For wanting it. For thinking I can just take over Vought and make it better after everything. File after file... every horrendous thing they've done. All the secrets... the experiments." A long pause. Emotions bubbling. "But.... But... sometimes life is too sudden,... too big at the moment. If we run away from it, if we don't even try, we'll regret it. Right ? We'll look back and think, darn, I should have—I could have- I COULD HAVE made a difference. Done better. Changed lives.... for the better. That's why I'm here. And I believe that's why you're here.'"

[soldierboys]

I gotta get this motherfucker out of my head, and end this. Or it’ll end me.

THE BOYS | 3.06 - “Herogasm”

[starliqqht]

@marvinmilks . @avasmess

[eobard-thawne]

STARLIGHT IN "GET SOME"

[starliqqht]

New ceo of vought!Annie

[d-j]

[starliqqht]

HEADS UP : IMMA BE DOING THINGS ACROSS BLOGS ! xoxo ! kids are out of school which means i have more time on my hands ( we are still dealing with the plague. but im replying to things and doing thangs.

[calirph]

𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃 𝐎𝐍 𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐓: 𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄, 𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐓 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒, 𝐃𝐈𝐑𝐓𝐘 𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐊 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐍.

All these sentences were found on pinterests about romance, longing, pinning, sweet whispering, dirty talk and intimacy. Those that are intimate and smutty are label as such so please beware. Change names, pronouns, locations as you see fit.

For former lovers, separation and the longing:

I wish we never met, you are too hard to forget.

You don’t even know how beautiful you are.

You broke my heart. You killed me.

I just miss you all the time.

There is only one heart in this body. Have mercy on me.

For you it’s all just a game, isn’t it?

We all have our seasons, my issue is that all remind me of you.

I’m jealous of everyone who can see you everyday.

We will meet again in our dreams.

Perhaps in another life. . .we would’ve worked.

I don’t care how complicated this gets.

I wish you loved me like I love you.

Am I not good enough for you?

I wish it was easier to hate you.

Just because I let you go doesn't mean I wanted to.

Please stop making me think you are in love with me.

What is this? Whatever we have, it’s not longer simple.

You knew I loved you and you broke my heart anyways.

You left. I woke up one day and you were gone. Not even a goodbye.

I love you and it’s killing me.

Come back alive and I’ll say it. Come back to me and I’ll say anything you want.

I’ll wait for you, but don’t take forever.

I wish I had met you a long time ago.

You are putting words in my mouth.

I might be heartless but you are naive.

You’re right I don’t want to feel anything.

You are scared of the way I make you feel.

I have loved you since we were children.

Stop denying what happened between us. 

You keep saying it was just an affair. But it wasn’t. 

Who hurt you?

I’ll always find you.

Wherever you are, if you need me, I will find you. If you need me.

You don't need to say a word. I never expected you to feel the same.

You are still searching for me in every woman.

Intimacy between lovers, nsft:

You can control what I eat, what I wear, who I talk to.

Good girl, you are taking it so well.

You are making me proud.

This is just for you.

You're taking it so good.

Eyes on me while I fuck you, baby.

You like that, uh?

Lift your hips for me, love.

Mine. Only fucking mine.

If you can still walk, then we are not finished.

You say we are friends, but friends don’t know the way you taste.

Dirty and loyal, that’s my girl.

You deserve to be fucked until you can’t stand up.

Shh, just a bit more. That’s it.

There you go, that’s a good girl.

We have to be careful, we can’t fall in love.

I’m going to eat you up.

I’ll do things you never forget.

We are lovers, we can’t stop loving.

You little aristocrat, I want to fuck you. Teach you things, humiliate you.

I never stopped wanted you. I want you now so bad.

Maybe I should get on my knees and worship you.

Lift up your dress.

You don’t need pleasure, you need shivers.

I want you in my mouth.

Tie me up, tell me I’m yours, take control.

You got to be quiet or someone will hear you.

Does it get you wet? That someone might walk in?

Bend over, hands on the bed.

Brace yourself on the wall. 

Are you going to come for me? 

Come inside me, please. 

You like a gentleman who knows how not to be gentle.

I can’t hate you. Not like this. Not now. 

The taste of you is so addictive. 

Do you want me to turn over? Take me from behind? 

Oh, I thought you were mad at me.

Wet my fingers for me, sweetheart.

Use that mouth of yours. 

Move with me, grind on it.

Did he ever touched you like this?

Don’t let a single drop go to waste.

Strip for me.

Do you let all your enemies fuck you like this?

Open up for me.

Don’t come until I give you permission.

Have I not been a good girl?

I learn fast. Does that feel good?

You deserve the best, because you are my good girl.

I'm going to ruin you.

[starliqqht]

// but also - season 5 in the beginning - like notice how annie was using sex to 'not talk about things' like home girl really used that as a weapon when she didn't want to think about all the horrible things she was going through / the loss that she dealt with. And was like 'how about no talking and we do something other than talking' - and annie isn't ever one to use people- ever and it would be more like, feeling safe w/ your muse.... an escape. Someone that she can get lost into and take her away from her failures- and i just ugh. i sob.

her pretty much like without saying it : take my pain away please. take all the horrible things way please.

[citywidespecialll]

you’re gonna look me in my big brown eyes and tell me no?

[starliqqht]

ROMANCE ! TOXIC ! PLATONIC ! YOU NAME IT I'LL SUPPLY IT !

( sounds like I'm selling drugs but I'm not I'm sell ships-- for free... )

Doing a SHIPPING CALL always did help give me get an idea of who wants to do things ship wise, and maybe it's an easier way to approach people. Also to see who feels comfortable enough by just liking or commenting- to get something going. It doesn't have to be just romance, by the way. I do love some chemistry as well and willing to see where that may lead us ! But this can lead to romance, a good ol' hate relationship, friendship of some sort ! Something toxic, found family. Do love for toss some ideas, and we can see where that may take us.

Liking ( or commenting ) whatever you prefer, means ;

- me popping into your dms ( aka discord ) or IMs if you don't have discord. - sent ship things ( NSFW or NOT ) depends how comfy you are with the smexy things. - random starters will be a thing if you wish to ship with me. - random edits will be made for you of your muses + ship edits as well when the inspiration hits me. - plot ideas that I have of said ship or whatnot will also be tossed your way first- of course, if you want to do it, I mean. But that would also mean for you to toss ideas if you have any of our muses.

xoxo

[starliqqht]

Nothing but the truth now. Nothing but the proof of what I am, the worst of what I came from, patterns I'm ashamed of. Things that even I don't understand. I tried to fix it, I tried to fight it, my head was twisted, my heart divided. My lies all collided. I don't know why I didn't trust you to be on my side. I broke into a million pieces, and I can't go back. But now I'm seeing all the beauty in the broken glass, the scars are part of me, darkness and harmony. My voice without the lies, this is what it sounds like. Why did I cover up the colors stuck inside my head? I should've let the jagged edges meet the light instead. Show me what's underneath, I'll find your harmony. The song we couldn't write, this is what it sounds like - Kpop demon hunters // what it sounds like

[gloomglimmer]

›     FIRST   TO   ADMIT      →      receiver    to    sender.

i   think   about   you

you   make   me   nervous

you   feel   like   home

don’t   leave   just   yet

i   missed   you   today

i   want   you   close

you’re   hard   to   ignore

you   matter   to   me

my   heart   knows   you

i   care   too   much

you’re   all   i   want

i   waited   for   you

i   feel   it   too

i’m   drawn   to   you

it’s   always   been   you

i   can’t   stop   looking

i   like   you   more

don’t   make   me   fall

stay   a   little   longer

i’m   not   over   you

you’re   more   than   beautiful

you   feel   like   safety

i   need   you   here

you’ve   ruined   my   plans

i   can’t   unfeel   this

i   like   your   laugh

you   have   my   attention

you're   in   my   dreams

i   noticed   everything   about   you

i   didn’t   mean   to

just   say   the   word

i’d   choose   you   again

you’re   impossible   to   forget

i   want   more   time

i   still   remember   everything

i   can’t   fake   this

you’re   not   just   anyone

i   want   to   try

i   want   you   badly

i   wish   you   knew

i   think   you   know

i   meant   every   word

you’re   more   than   enough

you   make   me   better

i   feel   something   real

you’re   messing   me   up

i’m   not   afraid   anymore

don’t   make   me   say   it

i   love   your   voice

you’re   too   important   now

i’d   ruin   everything   for   you

i’m   trying   not   to

you’re   in   my   blood

don’t   let   go   yet

i   ache   for   you

you   already   know,   right?

i   didn’t   expect   you

you   mean   so   much

this   can’t   be   casual

i   need   to   tell   you

it’s   killing   me   inside

you’re   all   i   see

i   feel   so   alive

i   wanted   you   first

it’s   always   been   this

i’d   wait   for   you

you’re   more   than   temptation

i   keep   choosing   you

i’m   not   good   at   this

please   don’t   walk   away

you   were   worth   waiting

you   make   it   hard

it’s   not   just   physical

i   feel   every   second

i   want   to   stay

i   can’t   do   this

say   something,   anything   please

you   still   have   me

i’m   not   pretending   anymore

this   is   all   real

just   let   me   in

i   feel   everything   now

i   tried   to   hide

you’re   already   in   deep

this   changes   everything,   doesn’t   it?

i’m   terrified   to   lose   you

don’t   make   me   guess

you’re   all   i   crave

i   wasn’t   supposed   to

this   is   more   serious

i   didn’t   expect   this

i’ve   never   felt   this

you’re   messing   me   up

can   you   feel   it?

i   don’t   regret   us

i’m   scared   it’s   real

we’re   not   just   friends

you   feel   like   forever

do   you   feel   it?

i   think   i’m   falling