the gif wrangler

kai. pilipins. 20s. gifs sometimes to create, one must first destroy

[kaizsche]

#gif-masterlist | #fic-masterlist | #video-edits | #graphics | #fic-media | #wips

glen fucking powell used my gif!!

your gif source for all things glendaisy ( ꈍ◡ꈍ)

so long as we're mutuals who've interacted, feel free to talk to me on discord/add me! i go by the same username!

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new fics . . . !

parallax (elena gilbert/kol mikaelson)

keeping up with the mikaelsons (elena gilbert & the mikaelson family)

pursuit (klena)

twelve sad poems and a love ballad (jake "hangman" seresin/kate carter)

upcoming fics ... !

dangerous liaisons (elejah)

[kaizsche]

very very personal stuff. read at ur own risk

my grandpa just died yesterday morning. i've been very busy with the arrangements and stuff so there won't be much gifs til sunday i think...

i didnt honestly wanna broadcast it but like... idk man. this is my blog and i can do whatever the fuck i want with it and since ive been very vocal about all the shit ive been through i might as well just add this into the pile...

i feel guilty for not crying enough loool but i think it hasnt just sinked into me yet that he's gone - while i do have friends and i love them and i feel really really supported by them its just not enough. i dont know what kind of "relief" im looking for, or if im just looking at this whole thing wrong, or if its just me deflecting idek atp

i've just lost sooo many loved ones since march. some are 10000% my fault, but im slowly learning to live w it loool but this one with my grandpa was just... a long time coming and idek...

ive been trying to get though each month much as i could with (false) positivity that i can do it but i genuinely dont even know what to do anymore. this year, every month since march shit just keep getting worse and worse and worse and i just miss all the people and pets ive lost and ive been angry at myself and beating myself up and thinking and overthinking about my faults and just the general "i couldve done better. i shouldve been better. tried harder"

BUT I DIDN'T!!! NOW I HAVE TO LIVE WITH IT!!! AND I HAVE TO ACCEPT IT!!!

...but i dont... i wish i couldve done things differently...

i wish.

anyway, yeah.

sorry for the fuckass longass personal rant.

and if you've read this far, i appreciate it. i love you and thank you for taking 2-3 mins (??) of your time to gaf about what this random person on the internet has to say...

[catchymemes]

[2colde]

it's thousand yard stare summer

[pollen]

happy Barely Keeping It Together Wednesday to all who celebrate

[bunnywoman]

deep down you know june is actually going to feel like this. put down the poem excerpts

[dogpuppy]

[goldenduckie]

Ok i know that too some people it will just look like a question mark but i am in love with this 🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪new 🫪🫪🫪🫪emoji apple added it dosent even feel real🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪do the peo🫪🫪🫪🫪ple know🫪 about🫪🫪🫪 this🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪🫪

[notahorseindisguise]

imagine six thousand people read your journal every single day . thank fuck only like 10 of you max interact with me

[anxietyproblem]

[exitwound]

mutuals

[the-valiant-valkyrie]

Which is prev?

Unmarried girl

Apologist

Craftsman who works with a wheel

Archivist

Dying person

Educator

Girl

Jurist

Knife sharpener

Lawyer

Librarian

Remaining time: 4 days 18 hours

[imjunebitch]

"can mutuals dm" "can mutuals ask for your discord" girl, mutuals have an implied invitation to my wedding

[applepieandcupcakess]

one thing i love about tumblr is somehow everyone is always online

[oonpy]

Keep in mind I do some blogging while walking at active crowded roads

[pinkpalmdrive]

[bloodgutsangelcakes]

being me is a humiliation ritual

[fairycosmos]

like what is the point in scraping by and just like barely surviving for years and years when the world waits for no one and it never amounts to much anyway

[cowboycasanovaaa]

how it feels to have follow rlly cool people and have cool moots but being to nervous and awkward to talk to them