how to touch me, i could teach you, use me ༄ .ೃ࿔*.・𓆉 𓆝・.˚
salacious, salty and sweet
i'm overwhelmed by tasty thoughts of you...
don't the waves pull the sand
don't the moon pull the tide babe
mdni! explicit content ahead
summary: after rafayel admits what he does when he misses you, you show him how much you want to help him. (heavily inspired by the "drawing time" secret times and title is from the song "use me" by miguel)
pairing: rafayel x afab!reader (established relationship but they have not been sexually intimate very much or consistently)
cw: tittyfucking, brief oral sex (m! receiving), cum eating, cum swallowing, rafayel cums on reader a little, mentions of male masturbation, mentions/references to penetration and unprotected sex or cumming inside, reader teases him a bit, talks of "using" within romantic driven intimacy, porn not much plot, subby!raf and subby!reader ig idk, more like switch dynamics, they're both so in love, i tried to reflect their canon dynamic
a/n: hopefully i didnt forget any tags, nova's finally putting out some of her writing yay, first full length post so be kind please, i tried to do my main li justice but if i reread this later and hate it and this post drops from the face of the earth just pretend you never saw it hehe
“don’t stare at me,” you mutter when the intensity gets to be too much.
“msorry, hah…. cant help it.” his eyes stay locked onto your chest, hypnotized by the steady bounce of your tits and the way his throbbing length was nestled in between them. “i just dont wanna forget what you look like right now”
rafayel had never been harder in his life.
the warmth radiating from your soft breast was far better than anything he’d previously imagined.
his cheeks flush at the memory of all those nights he’d spent stroking his aching cock told the thought of you.
“how come?” your teeth tug at your bottom lip, attempting to hide your cat like grin. “so you can think about it later when you miss me?”
a choked gasp escapes from rafayel’s open mouth at your suggestive words, and embarrassment warms his already blissed out face.
the glare he sends your way is completely ineffective. in fact, his flustered state only makes you want to push him over the edge.
his expensive bed frame rocks into the wall behind you with each motion, increasing the bounce of your exposed tits.
“it’s okay, raf,” you coo at the man above you, undeterred despite the severity of his repeated thrusts. “you look really cute like this. keep going.”
he practically growls at your words. it won't take much to make him unravel now.
“hah…” rafayel pants, and you can feel his cock pulsing as he slides between your soft breast, murmuring incoherently. “cutie… you feel really good.”
his breathless voice mixes with a low moan on the last few words and your stomach dips at the sound, causing the heat between your thighs to feel warmer.
“rafayel.” it’s a whisper, your voice coming out more tenderly this time. there’s no teasing in what you utter next.
“do you always feel this way when i’m not around….”
you pause to carefully lick your bottom lip, before catching his throbbing tip on your tongue as it rapidly moves between your breast.
his hips still when he feels the warm, wet heat of your tongue press against his cock, lapping sloppy circles on the underside of his tip.
fuck fuck fuck, that felt way too good.
his head dips back, caught up in the blissful combination of your soft skin and the warmth of your hot, eager mouth.
“next time, you know you can just call me, right?” your hand cups his heated face. “this is the kind of problem i want you to rely on me for, ‘kay?”
rafayel locks eyes with you, and there’s something dark and indescribable behind his gaze.
the man above you is panting with such a shameless need, completely devoid of the usual quick retorts and remarks that categorize your lover.
but as he throbs and thrust against your chest, full of desperation and unabashedly present, you feel your heart swell with appreciation.
this raw passion and desire is something recognizable at any capacity, because it will always linger behind these magenta eyes.
his emotions can feel dangerous in their intensity, but every moment with rafayel is a part of a larger, ever present work of art that says one thing:
you breathe the words quietly, half expecting him not to hear it.
“ngh- cutie don’t say that, i’m gonna-”
his hips pick up their pace, and he feels that familiar blur of pleasure.
shit, he was gonna cum on you.
hopefully you didn’t hate him for it, but the oncoming wave melted the thought from his mind. all he could think about was your body beneath him, and how achingly beautiful you were.
how good your tits looked in that dress and how sweet you were for letting him use you to get off. you were so, so perfect and kind and sweet and beautiful.
maybe next time, when he calls you instead of just spilling into his own hand for the thousandth time, you would be even kinder.
he can't stop the thoughts from slipping past his lips, brain muddled with lust.
“…next time i’m like this, cutie… how much do you want me to rely on you?”
his hips snap forward even harder, making his cock nudge into your breast with even more force.
“hah…. will you let me show you just how intense i can really be?” his head tips back again, half drunk off his own fantasies and the warm reality of you beneath him.
“would you let me cum inside you? ngh- again and again and again… mmm?…. until you just couldn't take anymore?”
your eyes briefly narrow at his words before bringing your hands down to grip at your chest.
you bounce your tits against his leaking cock, whimpering at the pool of slick now forming in between your legs from his filthy words.
“mhm….already told you…. i want it all!” you say before repeating your earlier affection. “i love you.”
“i love you even more cutie you have no…. ngh— no idea.”
he only manages two more shallow thrust before his whole body stills and he’s completely unraveling.
your tits were still jiggling from his efforts, and combined with the loving way you were looking up at him he thought he might pass out.
the first few spurts of his seed land just above your lips.
before he can even react, you lean forward and take his entire tip into your mouth, suctioning your lips around him to take the rest of his spend.
the sensation of your soft lips around him again pulls a deep moan from rafayel, his chest heaving from the stimulation.
he leans forward, his hand grasping the headboard behind you as he catches his breath. his toned stomach twitches with each heavy exhale as he leans over you.
you don't think he even notices the last bit of cum that dribbles from his spent cock onto the sheets below.
it’s a mouth watering sight.
but rafayel slumps against you before you can take the opportunity to taste even more of him, his face nuzzling into your chest.
as soon his gaze reaches you, he’s sitting back up with sincerity in his eyes.
“didn't mean to get it on your face, I'm sorry.”
his calloused thumb reaches out and wipes away the glob of cum next to your lip. before he can move his hand away you reach out and take his finger into your mouth, licking away the last of his warm spend.
rafayel’s eyes widen, and you can’t help the smile that forms on your lips.
the warmth stats to creep back into his face and for a whole of five seconds he's unable to respond, let alone look at you.
he turns away to hide his reddening face from you, but you can see the fire hydrant color of his ears.
“cutie… that’s not fair.”
“what?” you ask with feigned innocence.
rafayel looks over at you.
though his face is still flushed, you sense the oncoming wave of something else behind his gaze.
“now that i’ve used you….” a large hand slides down your waist to grip firmly onto your thigh. “its only fair you do the same with me, right?”