[tullipsink]

i don’t know how to not be the problem. //A.M

[along-the-meadow-path]

Studio Ghibli + Holding Hands

[tullipsink]

waking up next to you is like a dream coming true

[cosmogenous]

jobs for girls who can't focus and are tired all the time and aren't rlly that good looking and get startled easily

[tullipsink]

“I’m trying not to sound lonely right now, but everything sucks and I just wish you were here.”

— A.M// wish you were here

[tullipsink]

“let’s be honest you could have been with anyone and why you chose me i will never fully understand because i am messy and full of troubled thoughts and shaking hands that won’t stop i am bad poetry and tears that never end and days where getting up out of bed is even hard but despite everything you still chose me and i am both terrified and grateful that you did. terrified because if you were to leave you’d be taking a big part of me with you and grateful because if you were like this i’d choose you too.”

— A.M// if your mind was a mess, i swear id still choose you

[tullipsink]

blocked texts pt 1

[tullipsink]

“I wanted to say I loved you. And that I loved you I loved you I loved you. That there was no one else for me but you. I wanted to have one more moment to remind you of the way I was always there to make you laugh when you needed it most. I wanted to remind you that you once loved me. That our late night conversations with whispered i love you’s wasn’t just a fraction of my imagination. Why did it change? Why did you stop loving me? I wanted to see if you still remembered. That some part of you still remembered the time we went to go get ice cream and you brushed your hand against my cheek. It was late and I was cold and you were looking at me like you wanted to kiss me. I loved you then. I think you knew. But that doesn’t matter anymore, does it? I can’t change your mind and you can’t make yourself stay. I wanted to cry into your chest. To push you. To scream at you. For loving me. For not loving me. For leaving, and leaving and always leaving. I wanted to do so many things to remind you of the way we used to be before things fell apart. But I didn’t and you still left.”

— A.M// prompt for anon, I WAS NEVER GONNA BE ABLE TO MAKE YOU STAY

[tullipsink]

I need you to come back to me. Why won’t you come back to me? //A.M

[stuckinapril]

girl are you okay? you’ve been consuming so much media lately that you haven’t allowed yourself to feel one single human emotion for months

[marscia]

May 🖤 physical TBR that keeps piling up, No Longer Human by Osamu Dazai (didn’t know Dazai was an alpha giga incel, Keene’s translation was good though), AOT being my new hyperfixation, and late night strolls

[for-yoongi0309]

© 민스터리

[yandere-chan]

[reuels]

The Glory Episode. 11 (2023) dir. Ahn Gil-ho

[yandere-chan]

what do you mean by “do you even love me?!?!” my whole being depends on you. a second without you drives me insane. i need you like the air to breathe, like the heart that supplies my organs with blood… without you, i would be dead.

[iricressent]

stuffing penis into the vending machine coin slot like Yessss you little slut take it. i'll have a sprite please

[the-clumsywitch]

We go through life thinking how can I be a better child to my parents(s) or caregiver(s), a better sibling, and for some of us a better spouse or parent. But how often do we take time to evaluate how we can be better to ourselves?

You matter just as much as the other people in your life you are trying to be your best for. Remember that.

- Erika, The Clumsy Witch