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So I had an interview week and I got the job. My only issue is I have job orientation monday and no way to get there....I'm scared I might loose the job now...

ojibwa

also speaking of like internet horror and stuff like that, for anyone w/ paranoia: deep web does not automatically mean bad or dangerous. if uve ever been on an unlisted yt video, thats the deep web. technically, the deep web is just content u cant reach w/ a search engine. ntm, many things that r branded as “dark web” or From The Dark Web uwu are just surface web args, given backstories that have absolutely no legitimacy to them. ur much more likely to find drugs on the dark web than u are to find someones organs. ur safe, nobody is watching u, and ur not going to accidentally stumble onto the dark web. it takes genuine effort to get there, and a tor browser. nothing bad is gonna happen, u dont need to be scared

mrspider-deactivated20221213

remembering the time i ate an entire loaf of pumpkin bread and my mom got so enraged she called me a “little loaf eating freak”

A trip to California on the 28th....I gotta get some paperwork done out there. I have to get custody of my child sister. Shes already with me, but I have to finalize the paperwork out there. So she is staying here with her cousins til I get home. Dm for full story ig.

#littlesis #custody #familysucks #sadstuff #sarahallanpoe

chillcrafting

𝕄𝕖𝕣𝕣𝕪 ℂ𝕙𝕣𝕚𝕤𝕥𝕞𝕒𝕤 𝕒𝕟𝕕 ℍ𝕒𝕡𝕡𝕪 ℍ𝕠𝕝𝕚𝕕𝕒𝕪𝕤 ❄

along-the-meadow-path

Studio Ghibli + Running Water

bewaretheblackdog

you’re in a wheat field. a man is sat on your left, flat and gangly, all knees and elbows with no meat to hold him together. you don’t know who he is, but he treats you like an old friend.

“the sunset looks nice,” he says.

but there’s no sun. it hasn’t risen for a while now. you don’t know how long you’ve been here, and time is beginning to lose its hold on your understanding of this place.

there’s no moon either, only something fiery and incomprehensible encroaching on the horizon, bubbling and frothing with the rage of murdered gods. the wheat erupts into flames as it lumbers onward.

your hands shiver, terror raw as that of a cornered animal. the man notices, and he launches towards you, brimming with the ill-contained hunger of a hunting predator. wide white eyes stare at you– through you–, pressed close enough so the man’s nose bumps against your temple. his skin comes off in greasy flakes against your cheekbone.

your mother once told you to play along with creatures like this one. be boring enough, and they might just let you go. you should listen to her.

look at the sky. don’t look at him. i don’t care what he does in your periphery, don’t look at him. nod, delicately voice your agreement– yes, the sunset is so, so beautiful. you’ve never seen anything like it–, and try to blame your trembling on the nighttime chill.

quietly beg every pitiless god watching you through the wheat that the distant blemish of heat gets you before he does.

I finally have phone service again!!!

When I go to live in the woods. I'll be naked everyday.

#black and white #photography #femalebody #lighting

The struggle of self image.

Hello. I'm Sarah. I have a few new followers and I think I only have one of my original followers in this account. This is mainly for my original follower and if he sees this, he'll know its him. But this (in a larger picture) is for all of my followers. Self Image is a very damaging thing is you aren't lucky. Most of us are born with the capability of loving ones self and seeing yourself as good. But some of us aren't born that way. Some of us have to take medication to feel right. But that's not what I'm here to talk about. I'm here to talk about our body's. The way we see ourselves or another. Ladies, we aren't only fuck holes. We are beautiful creatures who deserve to have our bodies treated with care. Not abuse. The naked female form is so beautiful and theres nothing sexual about it.

Boys, you are more than what your fathers have told you you are and you are more than what society makes you out to be. You are the ones we give birth too who have always been kind and proactive. Dont let society make you think of us a sex objects. Our bodies are beautiful. And so is yours. The naked form of humans is just beautiful.

I'm soon to be posting my body to my tumblr for those to see. Not because I want attention, but I want you all to know that a naked body is nothing sexual. We're born naked, not clothed. It's only natural.

An older gentleman friend of mine (through his posts) has made me become more accepting of my body and true nature of a pure human. So for that. I must thank him.

#ted talks #natural beauty #femalebody #truthoflife #not sexual #informative #sarahallanpoe