Hey guys 💗
Sorry for being gone for so long, idk if anyone even missed me.
A lot of things happened, after I got out of the hospital.
In short, I started university again, got a job, moved out and basically I'm trying to survive without having family support anymore (if I ever had that because my whole family is kinda fucked up is what I learned during therapy).
I also got myself into a situationship I really thought would work out, well my dumbass really believed 2025 is the year I'll get my first kiss and now it's almost Valentine's Day and I'm more lonely than ever, plus having a broken heart lol. I guess I'm destined to stay with fictional dudes because I'm apparently not lovable and nothing ever works out in my favor.
But hey I got an appointment with a therapist here, in like 2 weeks. I hope we'll match and I get to continue with therapy.
Also speaking of fictional dudes, I have no idea how I'm gonna do this blog. I'm gonna stick around for s5 that's for sure but right now I just don't feel Stranger Things or Steve vibes. I'm off till April with university, I have one more exam but I also might be able to work full time (if my work place actually gives me the hours I need bc rn I'm also not making the money and i'm struggling financially because life). So yeah I'm busy but I truly wanna get into the fandom again. It's idk I was living good for a while and for the first time I didn't need fandoms to cope for the way my life is going and now when I need it again it still doesn't feel like it used to.
I really miss you guys and Stranger Things and Steve. What's everyone been up to?
