river fortis

river | 22 | she/her | forever nerd | pfp by @tealtilltea

[xdecayedangel]

im sick of everything being found family no i dont see fluixon and thomas as father and son or zombros or anything of the sort leave me alone

[beannibun]

HAPPY 3RD LIMBUS ANNI

FACE THE SIN, SAVE THE EGO!!!

[notgrayce]

headcannoned decayed design - human 4cvit

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I imagine all of the skins are just representations of what the characters are as humans, with Zam, Woogie, Saps, 4cvit, etc. Like 4c is this very bright, bubbly character compared to everyone else in the smp. Just a fun concept to mess around with

[highendsheep]

delusion tax

[syquinox]

your chained life art is always so wonderful and full of character I love it... can i humbly request legacy

thank you so much anon, have a fisher boy legacy :)

[starsinoceans]

i will gather my thoughts about the finale when i watch more then 2 and a half povs but i just want to say no one made me cry more in this series then legundo

idk what is with this man and his voice acting but he gets me every time. i rarely cry watching media (unless someone also cries on screen) but his episodes got me so close. and his devastated “i didn’t mean to do that” in the finale made me start bawling and i had to take a break. he wanted to save them so bad. he tried so hard. and still lost two people in the end. my heart breaks for him

[starsinoceans]

finally started watching abolish’s pov and I REGRET NOT DOING IT SOONER….. genuinely so engaging and i love his roleplay and editing style… i also didn’t properly watch povs from the “human side” aside from legundo (he was literally the only cc i knew in vampires haha) and this is a very nice perspective

most people are saying avid or owen are like great for lore and cinema (which i agree, they’re awesome) but abolish grabbed me from the first few minutes and did not let go for a second

[starsinoceans]

not him clocking cleo in literal seconds and being dismissed my everyone about that…. man

[starsinoceans]

i really thought i would start posting about minecrafts stuff after rebranding this blog but latest episode was something else for sure

[starsinoceans]

finally started watching abolish’s pov and I REGRET NOT DOING IT SOONER….. genuinely so engaging and i love his roleplay and editing style… i also didn’t properly watch povs from the “human side” aside from legundo (he was literally the only cc i knew in vampires haha) and this is a very nice perspective

most people are saying avid or owen are like great for lore and cinema (which i agree, they’re awesome) but abolish grabbed me from the first few minutes and did not let go for a second

[starsinoceans]

i am sad about avid and think his dynamic with scott and others was super interesting (also all the gay jokes were very funny) but it’s making me a bit ???? to see this situation actually turned into some tragic love story by viewers. it’s not a jab at anyone! i’m just very surprised to see this. it didn’t feel like this for me for a second. more like avid being desperate to cling and hold onto someone he thinks is Safe

maybe my view on romance is just different and there was obviously some affection on both sides but it wasn’t Romantic Love. and scott caring for someone who gave him unconditional love and attention (like a pet. ahem) doesn’t suddenly make their dynamic uh. romantic. but thats just me!

[starsinoceans]

vsmp episode 7 honest reaction

[arnrdsjj]

you big into momoyuki? don’t even joke lad. this has stopped being a crack ship of mine. now i am dead serious

shoutout to my friend for supporting all my neat and not so ideas. i’ve had them on my radar for a while now, but i’ve grown a bit more confident with the thought only just recently and so made two ship charts which i might as well show here because they’re one of my favorite ship dynamics and i’m here to talk about what i love in the first place :3

credits: chart 1 | chart 2

[arnrdsjj]

only just now remembered i wanted to post these a few weeks ago lol

here are some kurokasa (kokuto/tsukasa) memes i made because they’re the funniest and most precious duo and i want more people to take a closer look at them and their dynamic

[starsinoceans]

almost done with soshiro's route and not going that crazy anymore, but wow, kakuto impressed me a lot more than I expected on the other hand, my feelings on chui are forever complicated, and i feel like if i post some of it i will be killed

[starsinoceans]

been going through soshiro's route last few days while also down with sickness so that's been. an experience for sure

i swear im not a kisa hater its just always hard to sell a protagonist to me. they need to feel as much of a person as everyone else in the story to me otherwise its just hard to connect

[arnrdsjj]

school band jj edition

me and @starsinoceans had lots of fun assigning musical instruments to all the jj characters

please note: everything's based solely on the Vibes we've been getting from the characters and that vague knowledge both of us gained by spending a few years playing a mobage about high school boys in a concert band-

a short explanation for red crosses: mare started with a french horn, but it was too difficult to handle (unpretentious, too), so he changed to piccolo quite soon; kisa used to be a clarinetist together with souchan when they were kids, but had to quit for family reasons, then came back a few years later picking up a trumpet instead

if you have any questions, want to hear more about our choices, or even add something else to the headcanons, don't be shy and let me know. i've never been a band kid specifically myself, but i LOVE the achetypes, memes, and drama school bands can catalyze. jj cast has ALL the potential, believe me

here's a small bonus as well because i couldn't help it

[starsinoceans]

talked a bunch with my bestie today on our headcanons in jj and other things and as always it got my head spinning because i want to talk about so many things but keep stopping myself out of embarrassment by now I already finished mitsuki's and fumi's routes and going through soshiro's slowly and still didnt manage to write my thoughts about it. even though i want to. but i hope to still do that later ^^ i love them so much and both routes were a delight to go through today is about my mitsufumi brainrot tho. a bit of a rant just to get some thoughts in order. for a while it still felt weird that i locked in so much on them when my priorities were so different before but it was also inevitable as they check all the boxes for me huh i still adore every combination of mitsu fumi kai trio of course but. those to got to me in ways i never expected it was a silly little idea for a while when i was going through mitsu's route but everything from winter to the finale convinced me all the way through the way mitsuki cherishes his senpais is obvious and always present. how much he sees in them and admires them and wants all the best for them. for fumi to be free. for kai to see his own worth. for them both to still shine brightly as partners. it's all in plain sight in the winter. and they care for him so much in return, knowing how kind mitsuki actually is and how he cares for people and how he can do and be so much more and always believe in him it's the way mitsuki saw the literal worst of fumi's behavior, watching it closer then most. and also saw him struggling. got close enough to see who fumi really is and grew to love him so much.

and how fumi in turn saw mitsuki too. from his place, seemingly far above everyone else at the time

this is the moment that solidified them for me btw

it's about how they watched each other like that and got to see more and more of each other as people. with deep respect and admiration (which mitsuki didn't even know about. for him fumi is the brightest star and also a person he wanted to support and later set free. but didnt have the courage to. didn't think he could)

it's how mitsuki, despite knowing how good fumi, still doesn't take it for granted and cares about him as a human being. you know, something fumi always wanted. to be treated like this. he is just a person who works really hard in hopes to make people he loves happy. to be told he did a good job. i also love how mitsuki's whole thing is about trust and boundaries. how he was denied those boundaries in his family and had to close himself off. and then went even deeper because human connections are always difficult and he cares to much. hide and try to seem like he doesn't care is always easier. and it never worked on fumi though. and in return, fumi is one of the most honest and open people mitsuki could meet. he's the one you can always trust and rely on, by the time he is a third year and finally got to look at people around him properly. appreciate them. care for them. he always has that undeniable trust in mitsuki even when mitsuki himself doesnt believe it. and he knows how warm and caring of a person he is and respects his boundaries always but also doesn't want him to close off too much. and mitsuki lets him in. of course he does. both of them just see so much more in each other then most people do and are so determent to make things better for each other. to protect and cherish that light they admire so much.

“i will do my best to support you so please be free and go all out” and “because you are here, i can be confident and free” do i maybe talk about the same thing over and over? maybe. but oh well. i want to say so much more about them but i am a bit sleepy and pretty much putting this together on a whim. i also think their proper romance blossoms after mitsuki graduates... after a year of hard work and a lot of thoughts and missing each other too much. and realising that the presence of the other person was always so nice and refreshing and made everything easier. missing this and being worried and finding time to meet and still help each other or just get away from the noise and hard things together. knowing they will be understood and getting to stand more and more on even ground with each other (because mitsuki is more confident now and it shows) the process of falling for each other might have been subtle because of a lot of things but when they finally get the chance to properly be together again it all falls perfectly into place. as if they were meant to be after all