I Still Believe In Heroes

Ally. 23. Slytherin. Cancer Survivor. Marvel Fanatic. INJT The Derek Morgan to my Spencer Reid. Currently Reading: Cinder by Marissa Meyer NYR: 9/75 books read. 95% of my posts are queued Captain America. Marvel. Chris Evans. Sebastian Stan. Criminal Minds. Matthew Gray Gubler. Shemar Moore. Rooster Teeth. Achievement Hunter. Bioshock Infinite and more.

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Requested by shazza018.

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'I guess I gotta let the cat outta the bag…'

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My order from Sock Dreams came know. ;)

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:3

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Monday book haul. (I have a shitton of packages coming this week) Vampire Academy Books. 1-6 by Richelle Mead First 3 of the Uglies series by Scott Westerfield (need to pick up the 4th Throne of Glass by Sarah J Mass Asylum by Madeline Roux The Statistical Probability of Love at First Sight by Jennifer E Smith Ready Player One by Ernest Cline

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Progress! Now to write out the book titles and put them in the jars.

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Project of the day. TBR jars. The before!

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Got the holiday print up too! #achievementhunter #roosterteeth

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About time this got put up! #achievementhunter #roosterteeth

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Where the hell I've been

I was admitted to the local hospital after experiencing intense joint pain in my legs that we thought was a side effect to a clinical trial chemotherapy regime I had been put on. 

Well, we were wrong.

They treated the pain but it wasn't going away so they admitted me. The pain was getting to the point where I was using a walker to walk around. They did ct scans and X-rays, they weren't showing anything.

What we found out was they thought I was there for a drug addiction and that I was claiming hysterical paralysis.

So two weeks passed, no diagnosis. Random doctors coming in, not giving me answers. As this was happening, parts of my legs started falling asleep, then went completely numb with no feeling.

There was a physical therapist who thought it was still hysterical paralysis and his way of doing PT was "let's get you walking, if you fall we'll catch you with a wheelchair"

No one seemed to understand that I couldn't move my legs.

Then finally, finally, my actual oncologist came off from a vacation an ordered a lumbar puncture which didn't show anything and finally a MRI showing a tumor on my t9-l1 parts of my spine, crushing my nerves.They gave me an extra strength dose of radiation to control the pain. 

Because of a doctors negligence, I'm 23 and permanently paralyzed from the waist down. 

Don't you love modern medicine. 

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Finally saw it. All the feels.

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Welcomed home by my team nice dynamite shirt :)

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Finally home! And the first thing I do is setup the One. Priorities.