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I was once a dove that goes away Never lowered down as I enjoy the height. I was once a dragon that breathes and blows Never fear as I stand tall and terrified by everyone. I was once an informer... Forever I shall be.

#poetry #journalist

Sa kabila ng nagsisigabong palakpakan ng mga bomba Dulot ay nagkalat na kasalanan at kasawian Sumabay ka sa takbo ng dumadaloy na ilog Bitbit ang resulta ng trahedya ng pagbabago

Sa kumpas ng tugtog ikaw’y sumabay Sa mundong puno ng poot at sakim Natuto kang magdiwang at magsaya Bakit ka kaisa sa mga tiwali?

You are you

We have that insecurities and imperfections to our system. We cannot simply ignore this things... as a matter of fact we’re just anchoring ourselves to the mindset of being positive but we cannot be that positive person if we don’t whimper onto something. We just cannot take it out of our system, this makes us sensitive, this sometimes show how and what kind of a person we become... but that doesn’t mean you’re alone. It’s such a reckless world I know but I bet you know how to soothe and ease things up. It’s your way.

This Is How You Know How She Changes Your Life And Soul

It’s not how you see her as the jewellery that she wears that make her shines like the ray of sun that drops from your skin as you felt the tenderness of her touch that reaches your soul. In sway she shows glamour and grace by your description and as she softly says “I love you” that cheers up your mood.

It isn’t about the fancy shoes she wore every time she go clubbing, that it makes her out-stand to the rest that enlightens your mood as you see her laughing and smiling face to your corniest jokes and invented stories as she tells you that you’re funny even if no one believes to me. It’s her undeniable 5 senses that make her steal your heart as she uses it. It kind of stings but it’s fantastic.

It’s not about her crazy charisma that boosts your confidence that she get along with your crazy vibe as you shares laughs (and food sometimes) as if it is better that she gives you everything that she has and so as you that even you spend the very last quarter that you have in your pocket. Even if she shares the way you get lost in the moment and in the streets. It’s okay as she says and simply moves me that she is my compass and so we did fond the same route.

It’s not how you caught her off guard to her flaws that embraces your laughingstock personality, she usually catches up with it and be the most ugliest person that she can be. In fact I see the Venus in her that no one cares about. I didn’t mind it at all she kinds of funny but it suits her well.

It’s not about the dress that she wore that make her look gorgeous and make you say that, that is the girl I love. It definitely gives her the right vibrance and contrast that matches her complexion and dazzling eyes that make me want to go inside and see her inner soul. In fact she wears clothes like a man.

It’s not how she tackled her story and bring up her past that makes her her, as she weeps and sobs to the struggles she faces and the weight she carries to her shoulders that makes me want to lift it up and remove it from her as I don’t want to see a hazy fog to her face. I don’t mind the weight as long as she feels light and bright, it doesn’t really matter.

I love her not the way she glances but for the life she has that I solved like a mystery and drama on a film.

#inspired #loved #thoughts

You have the most genuine smile. The generous looks, yet humble lifestyle. I don't see the imperfections you have. In fact I love to see the flaws you got. It makes me feel connected to the harmony you got. The symphony of your breathe. The solemn kisses as you peck. This moment sharing the same bed with just us seeing everything. From head to foot. To my heart in to my soul. Your comfort makes me whole. Liberated as what they say. But what the hell they care anyway. They don't me. Especially you. It's just us who see the imperfections in our phase. Do you hurt me? Will you do it the same? I don't know. I just want to be with you.

I didn't plan to commit But you did one thing To break me with heart crying

#haiku #lying

Hindi madali para sa'yo ang makalimot pero madali ang mangiwan? Aba kagaling naman.

#hayop

Deja Vu

It's been awhile after what Jose Rizal did to the country. To save it from the hellish fire of Spaniards. The way they torture and unfairly treated the Filipinos. It gives us heartache and heartbreak and compassionate to Rizal. Now... Why is it feel like it repeats? There are treacherous and unfair people, sadly to say that some of it are Filipinos. There are someone who's on the top and low. Is it another sequence of before?

Iniwan mo tapos babalikan mo? Ano akala mo? Parang window shopping lang sa mall?

#random #prangka #i shall return

Excluded

Not just because you're different means you're unique You're different because you can't prove the worth You can't get the goal of having a fair decision You don't comply, you're feeling doomed Feeling betrayed that you're watch in every step Feeling relentless because you're exagge You feel doomed because it's not you. The shadows that lives within your conscience Dark force holding the weight of odds Declining the effort of others, you're loved ones Pursuading yet no one hears you You're condemned. You're trap. Trapped yo the freedom you chose and hid once more in the dark.

Carousel Of Life

Round and round as we go You know what happened before That time when you fall And collect each part to fix my wound. Stardust of magic we felt You feel the tremor and reaches my spine Sealing me in an uptight embrace Containing me in the power words can't describe. Fluent language that isn't spoken I must latch you to the lips of an evil Those four letter word that easily spelled Complicated to express for you.

More Than That...

I'm secretive. Why? Not that I'm alone neither escape or don't face my problems. It's that I choose the people I share it with. Those who are mature enough everything. Those people who choose the words that's appropriate to the situation. I have you all for being my friend but I have those that are best. Those who don't criticize on my mistakes but understands the situation.

Nadala ako

Hinangin ang aking payong. Ngayon ako ay mistulang nagmukhang basang sisiw na nakasilong sa puno. Namangha ako sa taglay nitong tangkad at kung paano ako nito pinoprotektahan sa bawat patak ng ulan. Malakas ang ulan ngunit sa aking sinisilungan naramdaman kong ako’y ligtas. Wala ni isang patak ng ulan ang dumadapo sa aking balat. Malamig pero alam ko ligtas ako.

Ayaw Ko, Pero Gusto Ko

Pumapatak nanaman yung ulan. Wala na ba itong tigil? Ayaw ko umalis aking napagisip-isip, pero sinasabi ng damdamin ko na gusto ko. Ano mas papakinggan ko, ang sinisigaw ng isip ko o ang binubulong ng damdamin ko? Hindi ko na kasi alam kung hanggang kelan magtatagal ang ulan. Patuloy sa pag-agos ang mga patak ng ulan. Bumabaha na rin dito sa amin. Talagang tinututulan at nagmimistulang stop light ang ulan na ito para hindi ako patuluyin sa aking pupuntahan.

Hanggang dito na lang ba muna o ipagpapatuloy ko ang aking plano? Hindi ko naman malalaman ang resulta kung hindi ko susubukan. Alam ko na kahit anong piliin ko sa isip at damdamin ko, negatibo ang magiging resulta nito. Hindi sa pinanghihinaan ako ng loob pero ganun talaga ang daloy.

Kung maaari lang ibalik ang mga panahon na kung saan walang ulan at baha siguro puro liwanag at saya lang ang meron. Walang halong bagabag at walang makapipigil sa lahat ng plano ko.

#Ulan #tumblrista #tumblrdaily #tumblrhugot

Somewhere in place.

You can let go right?

Embrace your difference. 😄 #vsco #vscoph #vscophile #vscodaily #vscophilippines

#vscoph #vscodaily #vsco #vscophile #vscophilippines

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