a sky full of stars

random sparkles in the dark sky

[starsspeckledsky]

Love you

Becos i suddenly tot of you during the day. Love you baby.

[roseselene-blog]

I’ll be there to save the day

[pole-ambition]

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[starsspeckledsky]

So fun!

[starsspeckledsky]

Heard this song at pole areana. Its beautiful - both lyrics and melody. Would dance to it some day. I'm really glad to help out and play a part at pole areana. Setting up the poles and seats for the dancers and audience; tallying the gifts and helping in that general logistics. The dance put up by the girls were pretty and inspiring. Would be fun to be in a showcase like that in future. Saw some styles i like by the competitors too. Perhaps, one day, one day i could compete

[starsspeckledsky]

Flying

I'm so stoked! Flying to taiwan today! Yay! Food, scenery, sex, pole. Lol. The high mile club, foreign lands, maybe library and hot springs. Lol. Lol. The booking of air tickets and changing money 2 days before, getting travel insurance and packing today. I love the spontaneity 😄😄😄

[lesbianlovely]

Push me up against the wall and kiss me roughly 😍😏

[starsspeckledsky]

There's something so sexy about being pushed against the wall; kissed; and groped; till i'm whimpering and opening my legs instinctively. Grinding against her.

[starsspeckledsky]

Hugs in the Office

Somehow, there is that warm fuzzy feeling when munching on the bar of chocolate (your girlfriend sneaked you) in the office. That bit of sweetness in the routine day. I'll be a round ball soon thought 😅😅😅

[starsspeckledsky]

pigs

i like pigs she says. i like them too. they are so yummy - bacon, sausages, fried crunchy pork lard, pork floss, 3 layered belly meat, bak kut teh, meat balls. mmmmm. ooops. maybe not quite the same way 😂

[starsspeckledsky]

i love how she gets me all needy so easily with her touches and moans. that tweaking of my nips, the spanks, the sultry moaning in my ears till i'm a whimpering moaning mess. i miss being bent over, spreading for her, and moaning deeply the first time she penetrates me. her fingers sliding in smoothly, rubbing those sensitive needy spots, the sensation of being taken. i miss that thrusting, my back arching as the pleasure mounts, the moans and throwing my head back in pleasure. dammit.

[starsspeckledsky]

bah. period this round is making my emotions go haywire, from down and insecure in the morning, to being horny.

i tot she wanted space cos she takes longer to reply to my texts (she could be busy at work)

i tot my manager’s pissed over something i did or say yesterday (i think she just has a lot on her plate)

P isn’t replying or talking to me (is she mad at me? dating someone new?)

i’m not progressing in pole. my splits are gone - i’m further away from the floor compared to previously. my tricks don’t look sexy or graceful. i’m losing my flow and strength.

i’m going to get sacked at work cos i keep coming late.

she’s going to not want me one day. i miss her.

relations w colleagues seem colder.

———————————— i’ll come up with a today list to fix these tomorrow, or assure myself they’re not true. leave the adulting for tomorrow. for now, i just want to pull her with me, curl up, and munch on chocolate cake.

———————————— ooh. colleagues and i talked happily outside the office after being shooed out by the cleaner wanting to vacuum.

she’s free to meet me today! (but not sat, so oh well)

rep the manager at a mtg. passed info and list. k, i’m nt that redundant.

P replied. we’re arranging for pole practice together

——————————— happy now. horny too.

[starsspeckledsky]

i love the night we spent on the docking bay at the esplanade. that intimate moment when it was just 2 of us lying on that jetty/platform, gazing at the stars, the melty lava cake eyes and soft gaze, the easy conversations, the cute fish impersonation, the asking me to be your girlfriend. i wanted you that night, to complete the moment. i'm glad you indulged me :) I'm glad you're mine.

[thisisthynegligence]

[starsspeckledsky]

you

-bliss- I had a great evening, from when we had dinner and talked about random silly things, to sharing an ice cream, to being teased then satisfied in a public toilet, to sitting by the river and enjoying each other's company. only you, baby, can turn me on while sharing an ice cream, then making me finish it while looking for a private place. the lustful looks shared and returned, the melty gazes. The sight of you kneeling, with your mouth on my nether lips, your soft hair falling over your face, the arch of your back, and your shapely bum sticking up, is beautiful. like you. i card my fingers gently through your hair. you are so much more than gratification for my lust. it feels right, like a shared moment of intimacy than supplication. I cum lightly from that sight, and more after with you taking me with your fingers. i love time spent lightly cuddling by the river and the light conversation too. with the breeze, with your hair falling softly down your face, your company. maybe its post coital bliss at its finest 😂😅and i think i am very lucky.

[starsspeckledsky]

they did say a woman’s mind like a bunch of jumbled wires, with one memory linked to another. and its all connected and fueled by this thing called emotions.

and since i’m fuming and recalling, the memory wire pulled another thread.

this is the earliest unhappy memory. butchex just wanted a breakup and patch the first time. and i was a wreck. i just wanted to meet her and work things out.

she arranged for another friend to come. poor Clo cld feel the tension between us, see my lack of appetite, and occasional hide in butchex shoulders to contain my emotions and tears. she dodged soon after.

i think butchex asked if i could have controlled better. i remember an instant when she told me she pulled Clo along to meet a rebound (her ‘lifebuoy’) because she was afraid it’ll be paisey. You utter coward. I remembered thinking.

looking back, how could I have been so blind and stupid? sigh. i always told myself to walk and nvr turn back after a break up. i guess this drove home the lesson androf was trying to teach me.

[starsspeckledsky]

I remembered my first denial and sex with the butchex. It wasn't pretty. there I was asking if she was going to punish me in jest. she joked that she would turn me off but not satisfy me. we kissed and caressed each other, our tongues like mini washing machines. slowly, her hands crept up to more sensitive areas like my thighs and breasts. and they withdrew. we lie down and chat. and kissed and caressed again. repeated cycle until it deepened. and she tweaked my nipples. I was very turned on. "deardear, stop. we've got to stop or you got to run me" (run was the code for fuck). she stopped and we chatted for a bit. and slowly she rubbed me between my legs. "stop" "stop or run me". and it went on, until my entire mind dropped to where my pussy was. "please, please, please, please, please?" "Walau. It's already very late. Ok, fine. Quick one ok?" Wow. that cut through the lust filled haze quickly. that something that was meant to be intimate and enjoyed together was just something to entertain me? that she got her kicks off watching me get high? that i was just an object for her ego? i went home. sleepless night trying to cum but couldn't. it was past that point. I was pissed and considered breaking things off. I didn't. She threw a tantrum over something the next time we met, and I couldn't cajoled her. I told her we got to fuck to clear that haze. she and i cajoled her, but somehow that was the start of things worsening between she and I. She would be unhappy and not say why, while i would tell her why, and how to fix it. that created this wariness of keeping things from partners in me i think. and the start of separation of intimacy and sex.

[starsspeckledsky]

melting

I think my heart melted the first time you called me baby, and leaned in closer to my embrace.

[starsspeckledsky]

taking you

and while we’re on the subject of fucking, I want to take you too.

to hear that moan and feel you arch when i bite into your shoulders.

melting into me when i suckle on your nips and play with them.

to tease you to the state where your senses are on fire, and my slightest touch cause you to twitch and pull away from the ticklishness.

when you get needy, and try to push my shoulders downwards. when you thrust your hip into me stomach and give that cute whiny moan. when you whine ‘dowwwwn there’. 😂

and that moment when I indulge you, with my tongue slowly and softly gliding up your slit to your cute exposed clit. when you’ll grasp and moan for me.

that thrashing and hair pulling when i lick you furiously. taking your clit into my mouth. when you clamp my face with your thighs, and start rubbing your lips on my face. and i continue to lick you, until you cum hard for me, calling out my name as you throw back your head a little and arch your back. you, baby, are oh-so-sexy.

and that moment when u kiss me and taste yourself, after i grin at you with my chin and face glistening with your juices. and the way you melt into me after.