the muse

“I’ve fallen in love with the moon because it resembles who you are, beautiful yet so untouchable.”

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cynthiajoyce:

“ Well, I mean, I am I guess. Not like, a crazy fan. I just . . I really like your music and songs and - your message. The messages you make in them really mean a lot to me. ” The brunette sucked in a deep breath before she issued a shrug, trying not to start swinging the sandals she held in her hand. Although music was a basic component of her life, she didn’t find herself being too enthralled in it - much like everything else lately. Truthfully, Cynthia was floating through life without much thought and to her, it was as scary to think it would never end as it was to think that it would. “ But I mean, you’re here at the bonfire so that’s not really entirely applicable to the situation. Clearly, your music doesn’t take up your whole life and it shouldn’t. But I still don’t . . why are you here? ”

her smile only grew as she heard her talk about her message. that was very important to star being that was the critical thing that she wanted to be taken away. the beats were not everything as music is story telling to her. its the way that people are able to express themselves and talk about their feelings. music was all about making the next move and telling the story of someone life. you could have zero idea about who’s life but it was surely someone. she only smiled before answering her, “ music takes up 99.8 % of my time so i decided that the best place to take some time to myself was the beach. “ she stated to her as she looked out into the sea. “ i mean why are you here ?? “ 

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cynthiajoyce:

“ Just . . ” The gentle voice tapered off, her eyes clearly widening. Realization had so hurriedly crossed over her face that it was almost difficult to not notice it. Her thinking process dawned over her features as well, clumsily moving a hand to push back a strand that had slipped. A smile refused to break out, however. It was clear Star was a personality that she saw often and Cynthia wasn’t quite smitten with the singer, but appreciative of her music and message. It meant a lot to the short, quiet bartender that kicked up the sand near Star’s starboard side. “ Y-You’re Star. The lead singer of . . of . . ” Once again, she trickled off, her bare feet sinking farther into the warm sand.

star began to noticed that there began to be a change in emotion in the young female face in front of her. she only let out a giggle before nodding her head in agreement. she repeated the same motion as her hair was flipped over to the side. her smile only grew as star was just excited that someone knew about her music. “ yeah, that’s me.” she finished off by saying to her before letting out a chuckle. “ so, i’m guessing you have heard of my band music of course. you a fan ?? “ she questioned her as star was all about the music. and that what she wanted her fans to be about as well. not about who was the hottest member or what was stuck in their heads but all be about music. 

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lifeimitatcsart:

     Madeline didn’t quite expect an answer to her query, after all she was used to not getting them from third parties, alas hearing the response startled the artist for a swift second. In return, the brunette shot the blue-haired a tiny smile as a greeting before turning her gaze back to the sky, taking a deep breath and analyzing the other’s concept. “Aren’t you? Certainly, nothing has made me feel quite as seeing HQ pictures of a super nova, but black holes? Are the most terrifying thing I’ve ever heard of. Also, I’ve seen Gravity, I know how it plays out for us. “

star just let out a laugh as she dug the tip of her combat boot into the gravel beneath her before answering the young girl. “ see but if you are scared of everything, then everything going to come after you. “ her eyes were studying the girl as that was one of the things about her that she was good at. star needed to analysis every person before the conversation was over and this was no different to her. “ i mean, don’t wanna be rude or nothin’but the world is a scary place. but here we are, living it. “ star stopped her self for a second before reaching in her pocket grabbing her extreme beat up notebook and writing that down. to her, that was a potential lyric to a song.

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ccsinclairs:

so much of cc’s life is performative that he has no trouble draping his arm casually around her shoulders, drawing her closer to his side so that they didn’t run the risk of being overheard. he recognizes her, actually, which is a first for him since he tends not to be the type of person who cares to remember a face. however, he knows her bandmate quite well which probably explains why he even almost remembers her name. almost. “okay so you see,” he whispers conspiratorially, eyes darting around them in the most casual way possible, “they’re obviously swamped, yeah? but they’ve still been letting bigger parties be seated. it’s like they’re trying to encourage people to group up or at least strike up some kind of deal with a stranger, just to be given priority seating. so i’m saying we should lie and say we’re soulmates or whatever so we can be seated. the anniversary detail is for the free champagne. establishments like this absolutely scream romance so i’d bet they’d eat it up.”

as her eyes met with his, she simply just nodded along to what the curly haired boy was telling her their game plan. it sounded like a smart plan but she was more worried about if someone saw her with anyone else but her public lover. star was someone who was reckless at times and this just had to be one of those nights. “ i like the idea...” there was a short pause as star eyes danced around the room to make sure no one was looking. “ excuse me ?? “ she called out to the hostess at the desk and drag the slender man with her. “ hi, it’s a pleasure to meet you but the love of my life and i are celebrating our anniversary.”there was a short pause as she grab on to the young mar arm tightly. “ and it would be just wonderful if there was any itty-bitty way we could get seated anytime soon. right,boobear ??” 

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micaahs:

dressing up under the guidelines of fancy was easier than the previous night of the flashy silver, but micah would have to admit, this was less fun– the attire, at least. the food downtown made it worth the while, and he guessed it was better to have lessened the possibility of blinding someone with a reflective sweater. besides, he wanted tacos, and he was going to get them. his phone was a distraction, as usual, as he walked down the crowded and narrow street full of other minglers and the sound of aimless chatter and muffled live music filled the air. he was looking down, checking social media to see where anyone else he knew ended up, if they even came at all, but in the process of being completely unaware of what was happening around him (VERY typical of him), he felt the all too familiar feeling of bumping into someone accidentally, “ah, no—honestly, that was probably my bad,” it usually was, he really needed to work on that, “are you alright? blame the food—it’s way too distracting,” he tried joking afterwards with a shrug and a small sympathetic smile. 

her nose scrunch up a bit as she let out a small giggle came out of her lips as she shrug her shoulders at the young man. “ hey dude. you chill, don’t even worry about it. looks like what table i wanted is gone now, so we are chilling seriously. “ she insured him as she gave him a friendly smile before nodding her head in agreement. star was just studying him as he threw a joke toward her direction. to not be rude, star just gave the sympathetic smile back before answering him. “ i mean the food is very distracting but my thing was to get that table over there,” star eyes flew over to the table that two mid age couple were sitting at. if star could throw up, she probably would being that love was gross. it made her bittersweet to see such a happy couple aging together but at the same time, they probably had to sacrifice things to get there. that surely wasn’t going to be on the tables for her any time soon and before she knew it she had to snap out of her world to listen to what he had to say next. 

[hotelhalsey]

A Story Like Mine by Halsey

[starthemusican]

stuffing her music notebook back into her beat up purse, she walked her way through the crowd trying to find an open spot to sit down and relax. she just really came to the dressed up event because of the food. star would never miss two things; food and music. in this case, food overtook the music and she left her cave in a hotel room for some new cuisine. the young girl was stopped in her track by something interesting. her brown hues found their way to an empty table and she was quite determinded to get there before the next person.  star was about to sit down before she may have bumped into a figure and she let out a small gasp. “ oh shit !! my bad, i didn’t see you there. i  usually would blame it on the heels but for real, i just didn’t see you there . “ she quickly told the person in front of her, as her eyes peered at another person sitting down at her desired spot.

[cacoxthes]

Impending fireworks were the least of Cynthia’s worries as the evening sun began to dip towards the horizon. Her hands trembled as her fingers slipped strands of hair behind her ears and the nearby fire blazed noisily. Of course, she was decked in silver in anticipation of the sparkling moon and stars that would twinkle in the sky. Her eyes frantically shot from end to end of the sandy shore, rabid at the idea she could be the only one dressed and she struggled to raise her voice to the only person nearby dressed up. “ Uhm, nice outfit ? ”

[starthemusican]

looking around as the noises all around her, people laughter filled the air as star eyes were fixed on the motions around her. she was looking okay for the event but clearly wasn’t good at the whole ‘dressing up’ memo. to tell the truth, star didn’t really think of herself as much of a dressy person. the most dressy she ever got was for her tenth birthday when her mother begged her to wear a pink dress to the family cookout. she had to do at least one thing for her bird and that was the only one thing. after that day, all she wore was crazy hair colors and combat boots at every event. this was no expectation expect that her combat boots were replaced with heeled combat boots. that counts, right? her thoughts were interrupted by a young blonde girl beside her as she simply giggled to the comment. “ i mean, thanks... it’s nothing too fancy.. you could thank hot topic, i guess,” she simply shrugged at her as she moved her bright blue locks to one side.

[marianamp3-blog]

“fuck, it’s cold as shit.” she mumbled as she pulled her jacket tighter around her body. “I’m alarmed,” she said with a smile, trying to make it obvious she was cracking a joke. “I was always told hoes don’t get cold, but i’m absolutely freezing.”  she scrunched her nose at a gust of wind. “whoever decided to throw a party outside in 40 degree weather is honestly satan.”

[starthemusican]

star eyes began to glaze around the scenery before she realized that a young lady was beside her talking to her. in order to not be rude even though she was very much interested in the things around her. the girl nodded to what she was saying and letting out a small chuckle at the joke. “ i mean i did my touring on the east coast and you have no idea how cold boston got. i thought that i was surely going to die of frostbite anytime soon.” she said to the young lady beside her as stars hands buried themselves in her pockets.

[awkwardrobot]

     A contempt smirk formed on Madeleine’s lips as she decided to take a break from the sketching notebook resting on her lap, deciding to admire the beauty of the night and indulge herself instead of capturing it on paper, a soft sigh escaping her lungs. “ How is it possible that it looks beautiful yet terrifying at the same time? “ she questioned to no-one in particular before reaching out to the bag of chips she had brought along, tracing the tiny freckles on her own forearm “ Freckles and constellations, that’s a good title. “ 

[starthemusican]

combat boots crushed the gravel as star began to make her way to her hotel room after a long night of rehearsal. she could be heard quietly humming along to the tunes in her head and the tempo of the notes running through her mind. practicing the next move of the notes and how each note shines by itself, the love of music was powerful and her heart fluttered. she heard a soft voice ahead of her and she rose her head up to hear exactly what was being said. her head titled only the slightly as she clears her throat before responding to the young brunette “ it is only terrifying if you are scared of the unknown” her answer was short but her eyes ran over to the night sky above her. 

[ccsinclairs]

at least this second night of ‘festivities’ was more cc’s speed. high end restaurants and dressing to impress was kind of a part of his regular routine when he was feeling spendy and self-indulgent. again, he doesn’t necessarily need the wristband access – his money gained him access all on its own – and he’s definitely not going for the socialization but, well, he doesn’t have any other plans on this chilly saturday night. of course, because practically all of st. augustine was taking advantage of this opportunity, however, a quiet evening alone just wasn’t going to be on the agenda. he idles in the waiting room, watching the host of this particular dining establishment give precedence to larger groups or even couples on dates. apparently, even letting a single man take a table for two wasn’t being economical with this high of demand. cc thinks it’s a set up. with a sigh, he scans the room for the first attractive face he can spot who has also been waiting around for a seat to open up. sidling up beside them, he fixes his best charming smile onto his lips and leans in to whisper in their ear, “listen, i bet if you pretend we’re soulmates out on an anniversary dinner, we’ll get free champagne and a table. y’game?”

[starthemusican]

star began to direct herself through the crowd as- for a small town-there seems to be just everyone here in this place. the young girl didn’t even understand why she was exactly there, to begin with. she was never honestly good at the whole socializing scene and rather be up in her hotel room writing the next arrangements in her notebook. yet, here she was, after being told on twitter that there was going to be some good local artists playing at some of the hangouts. so, she needed to see what was in and what was out when it came to the sunshine state music scene. also, star needed to get to the owners about allowing her band perform a couple of gigs at these high-end joints. every gig counts.  her eyes were like ping pong balls running from person to person to see if she knew at least a single person in the room. that was when to her surprise, a voice came from her right ear and she quickly turned around to face the voice. a little smirk danced on the young rockstar face as she looked around to only look back and say, “sound like something i’m interested in..keep talkin’,”

[starthemusican]

okay whats good fam??? my name is becky and im soo excited to be apart of this yall have no idea. you know im over here with my beautiful young star. the light of my life and i am so ready to bring what i am thinking to the table.  i just wanna say that i havent rp in like fr so like go easy on ya girl ...

please??

or not i mean i dont judge. do you boo boo

buttttt if yall wanna chat with me or get to know me lmk!!

also plots.

lets make magic..wink

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[lemonuke]

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NOT AFRAID ANYMORE // HALSEY