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starve now or you'll regret it later!

Heard my neighbors kid today saying ," Why is she letting those kids smoke ?" about my mom lol .

First we are not kids lol . I am 25 , my friends that were over are 28 and 26 .

But we look like kids lol .

So the mom said those aren't kids those are women .

The kid said , " Oh maybe that one is about my friend christina ."

But said me and my friend sarah were still kids lol .

The mom said no those are all women stop arguing with me and get in the car !

Lol . Mom was right ! But thanks kid ! ❤️

Staying up all night on my stimulants because I am scared to go to sleep .

I hate how when your somewhat skinny and you run to the bathroom after eating and people think you are bulimic ...

Umm no !

I have gastroparesis , Which makes me throw up a lot and my prescribed laxatives make me have diaherria !

ps.Not saying anything bad about people whom are bulimic . It's just everyone assumes I am because I get sick from my medical illness all the time . I do have osfed though . it goes between anorexia and bed . I recovered from bed though .

taking a bath instead of eating is my fav thing to do !

just in case you didn't know there is an episode of lizzy mcguire about anarexiia .

and the simpsons also .

I absolutely love when I go to the doctor and every time my weight on the scale shows less !

Its so validating !

My doctor has even noticed the weight loss just by looking at me every time before he looks in the chart and says dang girl looking better and better every time I see you the weight is just falling off you! then says he was right I did lose a lot of weight when he looks at my chart and compares the numbers from last time .

pain-isnt--needed

Is it so bad to want to rot in a grave and have people cry over me ?

Physically I am dying ..

Mentally I an dying ..

Can't I just be dead already ?

not going to hurt myself but wouldn't care if I died in the next few months or so .

Got back on track just in time lost another 3lbs without gaining any !!

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Forever trying to get used to cold baths ... 🥶

How do ya'll do it ?

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I lost 16 lbs in 4 days !!!

Having bulimia and binge ed is weird .. I had it so long . And now I am no longer binging or purging .

Idk if its considered osfed or ana or orthoana .

Because I will only eat healthy food everyday between 550-900 cals a day .

and drink mainly water . no diet sodas . no real sugar . only stevia . only 1 bubbly water a day . only 1 lmnt packet a day .

and I walk 1 mile or more a day while restricting .

and take diet pills , supplements, vitamins, black coffee , green tea, probiotics, laxatives, diuretics.

and I really get the romanticizing thing now .

I mean I can't wait to be skin and bones and see my ribs sticking out !

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