sometimes I think I'm cursed

162cm|hw:65(143)|cw:47(103)|gw:42(92)

[starvingmin]

i am still alive. somehow.

[starvingmin]

i'm back in my eating disorder era!!

[starvingmin]

"oh yeah my mental health is fine!"

[starvingmin]

woohoo guess who's back on ed tumblr once again

[oatmilk-s-deactivated20220618]

why do people on this godforsaken app shame others for eating more than like 700 calories

like why do you think most calorie tracking sites/apps won’t give you plans below 1,200 calories?? it’s because it’s DANGEROUS and UNHEALTHY. 1,200 is still restriction. hell, 1,400 is restriction for some people, 1,400 is close to my bmr (the number of calories your body burns each day just existing).

stop acting like you’re better than people because you eat less. shit isn’t cute and i am tired

[starvingmin]

why do i have to be so unattractive like????? i want to die

[deadr0sesxx]

if you don’t know what you look like anymore clap your hands 👏🏼

[narcoticoutsider]

When I say “I hate my body” I don’t mean “oh I’m a little insecure about my belly” or “I could lose a few pounds” I mean I have physically repulsed by it. It’s horrifying and upsetting to see. I wanna crawl out of my skin.

[dhalirious-deactivated20210531]

It hurts knowing that no amount of weight loss will make me sexy. It might make me skinny but I’ll always have a wide ribcage, I’ll always have small boobs, I’ll always have thick thighs just because of the natural shape of my body.

I wish I was the type who lost weight and looked beautiful but I’m the type who lost weight and just looked sick

[meltories]

[featherlightforflight]

i just want to be “this content has been removed for violating tumblrs community guidelines” skinny.

[00pustyleb]

[tingledbones]

fuck

[006rei-deactivated20250429]

Pretty much...

[thefactsofthematter]

[inksplit]

[saturngi-deactivated20210115]

my brain before i eat something: nooo don’t starve yourself you’re so sexy aha

my brain after i eat something: this is for you, u big fat nasty smellin fat bitch why u put that in yo muthafuckin mouth wit cho triflin dirty ass big fat bitch oompa loompa body ass bitch I’m comin up there and I’m gon beat the fuck outta you bitch

[anxi4ty-deactivated20200131]

i really♡

♡ hate

myself ♡