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19 (they/she) TW: ed related blog

[starvingsydnee]

💛🤍💛 Stats post 💛🤍💛

HW/starting weight : 220 lbs / 100 kg

CW/LW : 128 lbs / 58 kg

Height : 5’8 / 172.8 cm

GW 1 : 170 ✅

GW 2 : 150 ✅

GW 3 : 145 ✅

GW 4 : 130 ✅

GW5: 120

UGW:110

[starvingsydnee]

Got stopped by the police but honestly all I can think about is how good my jawline and collar bones look!! I know I should care buttttt who gives a fuck when your ticket says 122 lbs??

To be fair i’ve been obese most of my life prior to ana, I havent been 120 since 6th or 7th grade!!

[starvingsydnee]

Absolutely insane that just A YEAR AGO these fit…tight!!! If nothing else shows me it’s worth it, these jeans do!!!! Don’t give up!!!!

[starvingsydnee]

I just realized @na has literally saved me!!

I started at 100kg/220lbs and im literally back in my honeymoon phase at 62kg/138lbs!

I was feeling so discouraged and i felt like i wasn’t making any progress but even just running my old/current bmi literally is insane to me (33.5 vs 21?!?!)

Ugh anywayssss newfound exercise motivation for sure (:

[workinprogressangel]

controversial opinion: yes, 4n4blr encourages disordered behavior, but it's still 100x better than most of society, which also encourages it and then refuses to admit disordered behavior is disordered. at least 4n4blr acknowledges it's a disorder, at least 4n4blr talks about harm reduction, at least 4n4blr talks about the negative side effects, at least 4n4blr acknowledges disordered eating as disordered instead of normalizing diet culture, models being forced on an0rexic diets, "girl dinner" that's 80 calories, normalizing fatshaming, etc.

"Take electrolytes" "Throwing up too much can hurt you" "700 calories a day is unhealthy" "Skipping meals/fasting is unhealthy" are all things I've NEVER heard about before Tumblr. You know what I HAVE heard before? "Skip meals" "Eat less" "Your thighs look fatter" "You look prettier when you starve" "Sleep, don't eat." "Drink, don't eat."

Every toxic mindset on 4n4blr I've heard countless times in real life as a child, from parents, society, other girls, etc. 4n4blr is the ONLY PLACE I've ever seen those ideas with the acknowledgement that they're harmful and disordered.

[starvingsydnee]

THIS!!!

[starvingsydnee]

Finally seeing it!

(Down 29.8 lbs in a month!!!)

[iwillreachmydream2-deactivated2]

REMINDER 💗

IF YOU’RE CONSIDERING RECOVERY THEN GO FOR IT, LOVE

there’s a whole life outside of this d1sorder waiting for you ❤️‍🩹

[sparklingskinny]

[starvingsydnee]

Getting there (:

Down 30 lbs in 37 days!!!

[susuax-deactivated20241128]

that’s true.

[reekme23]

Lowering your cal intake slowly does more than you think it does

[doe-lost-control]

Yess i never noticed my apetite getting smaller until i went back to restaurants i used to frequent and couldn’t finish 1/4 of my meal when i used to eat the whole thing! It happens gradually over time

[romanticizedsuicid3]

I need thin arms.

[princessofwallachia]

summer wishlist:

a gun

ozempic

prozac

1 million cans of coke zero

ozempic

long healthy hair down to my ass

did i mention ozempic?

can the gun be pink?

[ghostgirlhead-deactivated202404]

I should be giving head to someone pretty rn

[lightlikeapinkfeather]

If you want to be skinny but you also want to die, smash that reblog button.

[javarisx-fightingthosedemons]

[starvingsydnee]

my cvts arnt enough anymore. I need something better.

[heymamona]

please reblog this if it is okay to anonymously confess something to you.

[they-call-me-sicker]

Confess something to me