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9teen!!/INFJ/mdni/biggest kokomi kin/I write during the dead of night

[starxiasstuff]

!!About me!!

I've been on Tumblr for a while and still haven't posted an about me post so here it is

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!-Star, xia, starxia, umi

!-17/09/2004

!-from-NZ

!-roots-IN

!-Lesb

!-she/they

!-fandoms-BSD, Haikyuu!, Genshin impact, Tokyo revengers, obey me, mha (I still have a few more but I don't wanna write for the other fandoms)

(this is all for now idk what else yallz need to know about me)

[starxiasstuff]

HIIIIII

I meant to post smth and finish it yesterday(i did but only one chara, it was long and honestly really cringy.)

It was a rq from @the-witch-of-one-piece who asked me to do kid scenes for tr charas, i did wakasa yesterday and left it to finish it later but rereading it made me cringe🤩

So im redoing it but with hcs instead

I hope you like it val and other luvs who stumble across this post.

How tr characters(mikey, kazutora, wakasa, chifuyu, sanzu, rindou, ran) would react to meeting their kid amd holding them for the first time<3

(Final time for every1 but mikey, sanzu, rindou and ran. Those three are gonna be in the bonten timeline cause why not)

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Mikey

<3-The only reason he’s alive is cause of you keeping together that tiny bit of sanity. But finding out that you’re gonna be the mother to his child just pulled at his heartstrings, he smiled HE FUCKING SMILED and took bonten out to drinks.

<3-he’s extra careful whenever he’s fighting(doesn’t wanna worry you in anyway)

<3-stayed by your side the whole when i say the whole i mean the whole time when you were in labour, and also when you were pushing.

(he did get really anxious atp but he couldn’t just leave his beautiful s/o and almost born child right there)

<3-after you were done pushing and gave birth he hugged you and cried a river, he has never felt so happy and so refreshed in years.

<3-he was scared to hold his baby cause his hands were rather rough and almost ice cold to the touch.

<3-So you decided to place a blanket over his hands, and carefully handed the kid onto his hands.

<3-when he felt comfortable with how the hold the baby and the posture he should be in, he cried his eyes out AGAIN he smiled and heck he even laughed, he has never felt that warm in years im telling you.

<3-he loves holding his kid sm that he wont let you unless he has(feeding, being changed and naptime)

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Same as all my posts i’ll be back for an update every now and then

Bye bye luvs

[starxiasstuff]

AHHH i’ve been dead for such a long time, but im back with things to say.

1-Happy pride month my luvs!

2-My laptop broke, but im getting a new phone tmrw so i’ll post smth (rn im on my sister ipad to get this thru)

3-SEND ME ANONS, im not going through writers’ block but it would be nice to know what you guys want. You can send me requests for

.genshin impact

.tokyo revengers

.haikyuu!

.obey me

4-I’ll be more busy with my education so i’ll post every sunday and saturday from next week. (ist)

[rainiishowers]

Happy 300~

I don't know if you can, can you do a reaction to the demon bros + Diavolo and Barbatos slow blinking/purring at MC while they're hanging out? Apparently when cats do it, it's a sign of trust and they're content, so yeah! :3

Lucifer

You were helping Lucifer lessen his workload in his office

He wouldn't say it but he really did appreciate it and how you worked diligently

You soon started hearing slight rumbling, coming from Lucifer

Rumbling? It sounded more like....

Purring!

You give a small smile, not daring to point it out, lest this grumpy demon stops

"What are you smiling about?"

"Oh nothing~"

Mammon

A movie night with Mammon was always fun, no matter how many times it has happened

You two were just watching a movie, picking apart some of the inaccuracies and making fun of some of the decisions the characters make

It wasn't long before you heard soft yet noticeable purring coming from Mammon, as he leans on you

You lean on him in return and close your eyes to listen to him purring

You could practically feel the blush radiating off him as he seems to purr only louder

Leviathan

You were gaming with Levi in his room

The only sound was you two furiously mashing buttons and the game's music/sound effects

During a cutscene however, you noticed Levi looking at you, slowly blinking while a light blush was evident on his cheeks

You give him a smile and continue with the game, it took a second for Levi to collect himself before continuing as well

His small bits of affection continued, as he gathered up the confidence to scoot a little closer to you

Satan

Whether you two would be reading or doing some studying, whenever this cat obsessed romantic is with you, he feels at peace, and thus he does both of these quite often

On rare occasions when he would fall asleep before you during studying or reading, you can hear him softly purring or he gives you a slow, tired blink before drifting off to snooze land

He trusts you, a lot. And it is quite easy to tell

Satan doesn't deny it, but he is quite flustered when asked about it

Asmodeus

Much different then Satan, is Asmo.

He has zero shame is showing his affection and trust for you

Asmo will coo, purr and cling onto your arm in public (or just the first two if you don't like PDA, he respects boundaries!)

However, in more closed doors, he is more calm

An occurrence that has happened more then a few times, is that he would be painting your nails in his or your room, and he would just look up at you, with an expression of trust before giving you a smile and blinking softly a few times

Of course you give him a smile back

He stares back at your half painted nails with a more thoughtful look

"Hun.. Can you promise me something?"

"What's up, Asmo?"

"Well.. I'm not afraid to admit that I trust you, a lot actually.. But.. Can you promise me not to break that trust... please..?"

"Of course!"

"Good, I'll be holding you to that~"

Beelzebub

Beel isn't shy about showing the world how much he trusts you

But it is more often that you two would be in the kitchen, or binging a show that he would slowly blink at you

His purring isn't the most subtle, so you might catch onto that first before noticing him slowly blinking

When he notices you looking at him, he'll smile happily before offering some of the snacks he has on hand

Belphegor

Belphie and trust aren't two things that typically goes together, even after you came along and helped him

It took a bit, after Lesson 16 to decide on whether he should fully trust you or not

It was a typical day, the youngest was using your lap as a pillow while you scrolled through your phone

It didn't take long for you to notice him purring as he laid on your lap, he held more of a grip on you as well, as if scared someone would take away his comfy pillow

If you mention it later on, he'll grow a bit flustered

"Well... Yea.. That's because I trust you..."

Diavolo

If you thought Beel's purrs weren't subtle, wait till you hear Diavolo's

This prince is typically one to not keep his cards far away from his chest ~~so to speak~~ from people that aren't his close companions

And lucky for you, you happen to be one of those close companions!

You were going over plans for a RAD event with Dia, and this man was looking at you with so much fondness and attention

And that's when you heard loud purring and saw him slowly blinking at you

You couldn't deny it was cute, this giant puppy of a man looking at you with so much trust, no wonder he put you in charge of this event!

You give a smile before continuing explaining your plans

Barbatos

Similar to Belphie, Barbatos giving his trust to people is rare, but not unheard of (but he refuses to give his trust to Solomon, RIP)

He shows it in subtle ways, yet if you were observant enough, you'd catch onto them

You two had just finished a trip to the human world tea shop, and now he was just making tea for the two of you

When he finished, he gives you your cup and takes his own cup in his hands before sitting beside you

Comfortable silence filled the air, with small bits of chatter and a bit of noise coming from other places in the castle

Eventually, you start to hear purring coming from the butler, it took everything in you not to squeal of happiness, so you just gave a smile

When he notices your wide grin, he gives a small chuckle and sips his tea, but that doesn't cover up his rosy pink cheeks

[the-witch-of-one-piece]

Daddy Tokyo Revengers : Having an Overly Shy Daughter Ft: Ran, Rindou, Hakkai, Kokonoi, Taiju, Sanzu, Draken and Hanma WC: 2000+TW: Kids, Pure Fluff (makes you feel all giggly) A/N: I felt fluffy literally it started with an idea with Ran and then each one popped into my mind one after another. My ovaries enjoy this cuteness overload.

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Ran

His 4 year old who was overly shy when meeting anyone even with him at times. She had a hard time asking her father something she would often be stuttering or second guessing herself. She was sitting on  the couch from a distance and she could see the cookie jar  on the kitchen counter. She would look at the cookie jar then back at her program she was watching. Ran looked at his little one and he thought she must have saw something but the more he paid attention he saw where her eyes were looking. He could see her fiddling with her fingers unsure if she should ask for a cookie. Ran knew it was hard as she tried to come out of her shell. He has been trying to help her break this small habit although he thought it was super cute. Getting up from the couch he walked to the kitchen grabbing the cookie jar. Bringing it back to the couch  “These cookies sure do look good huh princess?” opening the jar holding a yummy cookie in his hand. She looked at her dad then at the cookie giving a bashful nod. “Would you like a cookie princess?” 

“Y..yes please.” she was cupping her own cheeks as she asked. Ran giving her the cookie he could see the cute little smile on her face. “Th-ank you daddy.”

“You can always ask me to get you something. You don't ever need to think I wouldn't be able to be princess” Ran smiled seeing her taking a bite of the cookie. 

Rindou

Holding his small child in his arms, he had forgotten something in his office and he needed to grab it. His daughter hardly came into his work but this time it was just in and out situation, he didn’t want her to be exposed to anything if something was going on. But since mommy was busy today papa Rin was on daddy duty.. “Papa needs to just grab something really quick okay?” 

“Kay” she softly whispered. Her eyes wandered around looking at the lobby. She noticed someone approaching and she buried her face into her dad’s shoulder. Rin rubbing his daughters head she saw the assistant approach “what is it?” he asked “Sir we need you to sign these.” They spoke with a clipboard and pen. Letting out an annoyed sigh grabbing the pen, he scribbled his signature on the front page. They noticed  the little ones eyes peeking at them then buried her face once. “ Aww she is cute, is she shy?” 

“No, your face just scared her so she is hiding it.” he spoke in a monotone voice, handing them the pen and walking to his office. The assistant's mouth dropped as he passed them. Getting into his office his daughter picked up her head. “You okay sweetheart?” brushing the strands of hair out of her face seeing her cute little chubby cheeks. She briefly looked into her fathers eyes then looking down, she nodded. Kissing her chubby cheek he picked up the item he needed “let's get going.”

Hakkai 

When he would be back in town his daughter was thrilled to see him. Taking her out to have a good time was a little bit hard because of the paparazzi. Going to dinner was at times challenging. Anytime going out to eat, cameras flashed and at times she didn’t want to eat. Getting the car parked he could already see some paparazzi outside the restaurant. His daughter looked out the window to see the many people with cameras, knowing they wanted to see her father. He didn’t want to make her uncomfortable because he knows what it's like,  still at times he would still be awkward around women (unless it's his wife and Yuzuha). “Do you want to go honey?” Hakkai asked her. “You know we don’t have to.” “It’s- it’s okay daddy I can go in.” she gave a weary smile. She wanted to show her father she was gonna put on her bravo face to do this for him. 

He leaned over the driver seat and patted her head who was in the back booster  seat “why don’t we come back when mommy and Aunt Yuzuha  are not working. We can order pizza tonight.”  He admired how she tried to do this for him but he would have to agree he would rather eat in his own home in peace and his daughter enjoying her food.

“Really?” her head perked up. 

“Yeah let’s get going.” He started the car up and began to head home. Looking through the rear view mirror he could see the relax expression of his daughter as they both were driving farther and farther away from the restaurant. 

Hanma “Do you want to play with the other kids?” he asked as he crouched down at eye level to his daughter. She shook her head. “Why?” “Cause ..” she was playing with the hem of her shirt. 

“Cause is not a good reason, my little doll.” Hanma said. This was completely different to him, he swore he was going to get served karma for being a bad ass kid. But it was the opposite: his daughter was quiet and overly shy. He kinda wanted her to get into trouble or just live as a kid, make mistakes, yell and scream from the top of her lungs. But then again if he had a kid that was as bad as him he would be pulling his hair out.  “Look there are some kids around your age, go introduce yourself.” he pointed at a group of kids running around.

“But but.” she quietly said.

“No buts just try.” 

“What if they don’t like me?”  She looked at the ground.

“Then daddy will scare the shit out of those little shits  if they are mean to you…. But if they aren’t you will have fun like the kid you are.” his hand on her back giving her a nudge towards the group of kids. Hanma stood as his daughter began walking towards the group of kids. Now he was waiting to see if he was going to chill out and relax or scare the shit out of some kids.

Taiju

He was going to have an opening at a new restaurant in the morning. He was finishing the final preparations and his daughter was sitting next to him the entire time. He was thankful she was well behaved but noticed her shy behavior took control of her majority of the time. His daughter hardly came with him to openings for his new restaurants; she didn’t like large crowds. Over the years Taiju grew more patience and didn’t have  a lot of outbursts like he did in his teens. The one time it happened in front of his daughter, she didn’t go anywhere near him for a while. He never wanted her to feel uncomfortable when he was around.  When he knew a lot of the stuff was ready for tomorrow he would always let her explore the new restaurant freely when there were no people there. She walked around the tables and she was barely able to see the top of the tables. 

“What do you think toots?” he asked, following her around.

“It’s pwetty.” sheepishly speaking  she noticed the large tank and all the different fishes and sea creatures in it. She stood in front of the tank amazed at the large fish in front of her. Picking her up “what is the big one called?” She was still learning about sea creatures. 

Blinking a few times she tried to remember the name of the large fish “shawk.”  she questionably responded with her cheeks slightly red. 

“Shark.” he pronounced slowly.

“Shhhawwwk,” she tried to pronounce it.

“At a girl.” kissing her temple. “What about the small orange one?” he pointed.

“Nemo!” she startled herself then covered her mouth.

Her little fingers still on her mouth looking up at her dad. “It is Nemo.” He honestly forgot that species'  of fish name.

Kokonoi

He loved taking his daughter out with him whether it was on a trip, shopping, or going out for a while.  He  wanted a new wardrobe for his daughter for the trip they were planning this weekend. Holding her hand as they entered the boutique shop, she could see the pretty dresses on the racks. No matter the price on the item he would get it for her. “Do you see anything you like?” he asked.

Bringing her finger to her lips she looked around until she saw a pretty yellow dress. She looked at her father, her hand pointed to the yellow dress. She didn’t walk until her father did. At times he wanted to be a little more excited and say something. She appreciated every single thing her daddy bought for her. Koko did his own research on how to make her open up a bit more. He was a confident man and he wanted to show his daughter she could do it too. Plucking the dress from the rack so she could take it to the dressing room. “Remember sweetie, ask them  you want to try it on.” 

She nodded and he followed close behind. She made her way to the fitting room “excuse me… may I try this on?” Her cheeks were flushed looking at the sales lady.” 

The lady nodded and escorted them to the fitting room. He was proud she managed to ask herself this time. Making baby step was positive progress in his eyes. 

 He waited outside the door where she was at when she had the dress on. “ you look so beautiful..” he crouched down, taking both of his daughter's hands. “ I’m very proud you were able to ask to try on the dress. I knew you could do it. That’s my girl.” Koko praised the progress she did, he literally bought everything in the store. 

Draken 

It’s not that his daughter didn’t like anyone she loved them all but when giving her compliments on how cute she is or adorable the daughter of Draken was. She got super shy. Some of the Toman members thought it was cute how Draken was  her protector. “ awww she ran to her daddy” Mikey teased the small copy and paste of Draken just as a little girl.

His daughter burying her face into his shirt “knock it off with the  teasing her you know we are trying to break the shyness .” Draken said he rubbed her back and glared at Mikey.

“Okay okay we will stop.” Mikey gave a grin. He gave his niece a hard time all her uncles did.

 As they continued the conversation, she removed her face from her father's shirt. She has made a lot of progress in the past few weeks. She would have had  her face still covered but now she was feeling more comfortable when the groups weren’t too large. Slowly Draken would have her join in the conversation he knew she would be able to talk about. The whole conversation was about the fair coming up. “Tell them which ride you are excited to go on.” “The ferris wheel.” speaking in a soft voice. “It’s so big and you can see everything when your on top.” 

“Literally the cutest response  I’ve ever heard.”  Kazutora spoke. They all saw her cheeks burning. Draken glaring at his direction. 

“Her protector is ready to attack.” Mikey smirked. 

Sanzu 

“That’s my baby right there!” Sanzu shouts as his daughter walks onto the stage for her dance recital.. He did blame himself for how shy she was because he really never wanted his own child to be exposed to anything he was doing, as she was getting older he could see how it was affecting her.  Putting her in a big activity was hard in the beginning; she held onto Sanzus hand the entire time. Sanzu had worked with her for many days on her routine. Even ways of trying to help overcome shyness.  The more she went to the classes the more she began to enjoy it. Hearing her father yell for her as she was on the stage. She has her pretty pink tutu on with a little tiara on. As the music began she was trying not to look at the crowded audience, when she did try and look at her dad she missed a few steps. 

Even though she was missing a few steps, a lot of other little girls were missing steps. The parents giggling through the audience. As they did their final poses the crowd cheered for them. When the recital was done he found his daughter and he had a small bouquet of flowers in his hand. When his daughter saw he she immediately ran to his clinging onto her fathers leg. “You did amazing out there baby!” kneeling down as he handed her the flowers. Her little cheeks burning seeing the pretty flower. “But I messed up.” She had a small frown. She tried her hardest and wanted to show her dad she could do it. 

“Shit happens and you did great. You were the best out there.” Cupping her cheeks. “The more you practice the more you will get it down”  he brought a small smile on his his precious child’s face. 

[starxiasstuff]

This post has my heart<333

[starxiasstuff]

A rant ig

Honestly I've been seeing sm homophobic stuff everywhere it makes me sick.

I came out to both my cousins yesterday and one was super supportive and the other just called me a disgrace and just ran off to watch yuri on ice, the hipocrisy was so fucking tangible.

[starxiasstuff]

Spotify is being bitchy today.

[starxiasstuff]

!!ANGER ISSUES

A Satan/nb!mc angsty fluffy oneshot refer here for more context

WARNINGS!!

Foul language, depictions of fictional violence, depictions of physical violence, gore. I hope these are all warnings please lmk if there are more to be added

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It was a long weekend in the Devildom and what better way then to spend these three beautiful days out and exploring the beauty that is the devildom.

You were at the gate of the HoL returning after a long day of shopping, you even picked up a new book on cats for your beloved Satan, as you opened the gate a pit began to form in your stomach all the 7 brothers were obviously at HoL but it was deadly quiet, it suddenly put you on edge, you kicked your shoes off and ran into the living room to a terrible sight.

You let out a gasp and dropped your bags to the floor it was a gut wrenching sight for you take in, all 6 brothers in a circle surrounding Satan, chanting what appears to be a spell, satan was on the floor straining against the spell, a thousand thoughts running through your mind ("what the-?, WHY ARE THEY DOING THIS TO HIM!?!, is his temper really this bad?, should I interfere- NO i could be making a stupid mistake.., Satan..please be okay").

It appears that your presence has finally been acknowledged as the closest to Satan, Asmo looked up from his concentration gave you a pitiful look and then went back to chanting the spell, your knees felt weak and you fell to the floor with a silent thud. The spell the brothers seemed to be chanting appeared to be getting stronger as black and purple chains started to form around Satan, he was still continuing to strain/resist the spell while you tried to stifle a scream of yours.

Then suddenly you heard a snap like chains being broken followed by a purple light and screams/yelps of the 6 brothers..the worst case scenario, Satan looked furious as he glared at his brothers in his demon form. As his 6 brothers fumbled and stumbled to get back up. Satan was already busy by chanting various spells and shooting stuff across the room, his aim was quite sloppy when it came to his other brothers but when it came to mammon he had pin point accuracy.

Asmo signalled Beel towards you, to get you somewhere safe ofc, all you could do is just stare mouth agape at the most brutally hellish situation ever. But before Beel could reach you were unfortunately hit by a misdirected spell, this bolt of indoor lighting hit you like a truck to the stomach the pressure and spell sent you all over the HoL like a pin ball. The brothers were in shock seeing you hit by the spell, your scream was bloodcurdling it even pulled Satan out of his current state of wrath/rage??.

"MC!!" they all yelled in unison as they heard you crash somewhere into a wall near the kitchen.

"SATAN, this all your fucking fault now mc's hurt because of your insatiable wrath.. I can't believe you did this because of abook page" the 5 brothers including belphie and asmo were throwing curses and yelling at him while Lucifer just stayed quite.

"wtf... was i really hit by a misdirected spell.."

you were lying flat in your stomach against the cold hard marble, your vision was getting hazy and blood was pouring out of your head and trickling down all the way to your eyes and lips. Before loosing consciousness you heard the wall above you crack and the very concerned yells of the 7 brothers screaming in panic and yelling your name.

The last thing you could recall before loosing it was the feeling of being picked up and hearing the words "I'm so sorry mc... so, so sorry..".

You could feel some warmth as you slowly start to wake up, you stir and groan at the sudden pain you're feeling while the seven demon brothers stare at you with tears welling up in their eyes.

"huh..what's going on.." you let out a feeble sigh and closed your eyes again trying your best to recall what happened

"ok so, shopping, mad satan, spells, hit!?! now I'm here"

As you started to make sense of what happened you finally opened your eyes again and glanced at the 7, paying more attention to satan as he was staring at the ground fighting back tears. Everyone in the room knew satan had terrible temper, but his true intent was to never hurt his beloved.

To break the silence you ask to be left alone with satan, the brothers left the room but stayed close by as to prevent another outburst.

It was just you and satan in the room now, noone there to judge you both but yourselves. Satan was still staring at the floor, this time letting a few tears drop and he shamefully walked over to you.

"mc.. I'm so so so SORRY I never meant to hurt you in anyway I was just in the heat of the mom-"

"Satan, you're rambling again.. and besides you don't have to say sorry againg.. heh, I already heard you the first time 'round"

you propped yourself on the the bed leaning on the headboard looking at Satan with a soft smile.

His heart melted at the sight before him, this time he couldn't hold back he tears.

You held Satan in a comforting embrace, his arms gently wrapped around you as he cried into your shoulder.

"so..sorry"

"it's, okay Satan, we'll work on your temper, hm?"

"mkay.. I'm just glad your alive.."

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AYY I haven't written in like a year, this is the closest I can get to writing a fic

Started-2:46am

Ended-3:43am

[starxiasstuff]

I should really get some sleep-

BUT NO, i love satan sm and can't get him outta my head. so I thought of this one shot thing where we walk in on him being a bitch to his brothers because mammon accidentally tore a page of his book, and in his fit of rage he misdirected a spell at you and sent you flying across the hol and onto a wall causing you to get hurt and a wall to collapse, it's gonna be angst and fluff idk if I'm gonna write it today since I'm busy playing prsk (i love kanade sm)

[astaroth1357]

Demonic Adjustments:

Content Warning: (fantasy) body dsymorphia

Lucifer: Had to get used to the extra weight on his skull added by the horns. His head would keep tipping from side to side for several days after the Fall as he worked out how to unconsciously keep them balanced. Dia thought it looked hilarious. He also kept getting wing cramps because he unconsciously raised them whenever he was anxious or irritated.

Mammon: Thought the straps over his shoulders and chest would dig into him too much so he'd just walk around completely bare-chested until Barbs made him stop. Discovered that if he got scared by something, he'd squawk REALLY loud. He had to task Belphie and Levi to pop out at him from around corners until he could get it under control.

Levi: Felt like his newly extended tongue was going to choke him if he kept it in his mouth, so he'd let it just droop out for the longest time. He'd have to wet it down to keep it from drying out too, so he would literally do the snake-tongue thing until Asmo got onto him for how creepy it looked. He had no idea how to sit on things with his tail so he would either sit on the floor or sideways in his chair until Barbatos coached him on big-tail etiquette.

Satan: Had a straight up baby giraffe moment when he first can into existence. Couldn't figure out how his limbs were supposed to work and flailed/flopped around for about ten minutes while growling and hissing at anyone who tried to help him.

Asmo: Originally had a scorpion tail, but it horrified him so much that he begged Lucifer to ask Diavolo to remove it for him. Dia eventually relented and ordered Barbatos to remove it and replace it with wings afterwards because that's what he's more used to having. Keeping the wings small and cute looking was Asmo's idea, of course.

Beel: Constant. Buzzing. He had restless wings when he first fell and being around him was like standing next to a buzzsaw. He eventually discovered that exercise was a good way to expend his body's extra energy and burn through his anxiety, so Barbatos set up a gym in the Castle for him. The buzzing stopped shortly after that.

Belphie: Would regularly wake up wrapped up in his own tail, so he took to clutching onto it in the night to "keep it under control." He had the hardest time walking/lifting his head due to the size of his horns. He would regularly get his head stuck in things because he would fall alseep in odd places and then his horns would get caught whenever his body shifted.

[softshuji]

You're washing up when Hanma comes home.

There's a subdued and tired 'where's my princess?' echoing in the hallway as he slips off his shoes, tossing them haphazardly onto the rack to trip over in the morning, by which he'll curse out loud as he slips over them, his lanky body leaning against the wall.

You don't answer, and it strikes him as odd that you're not there to run and jump into his arms the second he walks in like he's used to, all eagerness and love that has you pressed to the wall in a heated kiss on instinct.

'Princess?' he says, and his head comes around the door to the kitchen where you stand with your back to him, the clean dishes neatly piled as you scrub with a determination that has your hands sore.

He knows.

'You good?' and his arms come around you, his mouth finding your neck, your jaw, your cheek, cold and tense and he stiffens in unison with you.

'yeah.' clipped, and he frowns, the crease of his perfect brows tickling your collarbone. His hands slip further down to your tummy, where the cold water drenching your skin has him shivering.

'Pretty girl? Your shirts wet.' matter of factly, and he's reaching over to switch off the taps and turn you around to face him.

You still, a minor resistance and you're pulling back to keep at your chore. 'It always gets wet when I'm washing up.'

He searches your eyes, finds the answer there in the unwavering gaze still locked onto the soapy water in the sink, your hands roughened by the water.

'I'll go get you some fresh clothes.'

'You don't need to.'

'I'm not asking you permission sweetheart,' he says, firmness and love that has him understanding you wordlessly. 'How long have you been standing here?'

'I'm not sure. A few hours maybe.'

'I see.'

A wordless hum, and he strokes your cheek, bloodied knuckles that have your eyes welling despite your inner protestations.

You're not sure how it happens. He dries your hands, holding them firmly as he leads you to the bedroom where you stand, a little adrift, a little confused as you always are when this happens, and reaches into the wardrobe to fish out a fresh shirt of his and shorts of yours. You watch him, still in his suit, his gun flashing every so often as he bends to pull your shorts down. Socks too, your favourite ones, that he slips onto your feet, a kiss to each ankle that has your eyes pricking with tears.

He's more serious than usual at times like this. He asks if you're sick and you reply in the negative. He feels your forehead and pulls your shorts on, his hands gentle, skimming along your sides, a firm and reassuring touch along your back, his fingertips tracing your spine.

'arms up sweetheart.'

You lift them and pulls your wet shirt off, replaces it with one of his own, fresh and clean. The relief is palpable and you nearly sag against him when he pulls you, just like that, to his body. As if you could melt, as if you could fall right through him.

'Something happen while I was gone?' he says and strokes your hair, one big hand that's warm on your cold skin, the other resting on the nape of your neck.

'no, no it didn't.'

'And you're not sick?' he says, his lips to your forehead, your arms rising to rest on his back, so big and beautiful.

'I'm not sick.'

'Hm. Just one of those days?'

'Maybe.'

'I see.' And he reaches behind you for hand cream, squeezes it out before massaging it onto your skin.

You cry. And he never mentions it, never says anything as your tears slip down the grazes on his skin, bruised knuckles now hot, the red of previous grazes stinging slightly from your tears. He hums, massages your hands, kisses the back of each one before holding the bed covers open, inviting, wordless.

You slide in, still crying and he strips before he slips in behind you, warm covers tucked up to your chin. He always waits and you love that about him, love that he's patient enough to hold out till it makes more sense, that he takes direction, initiative that comes from love without you asking.

You fall asleep soon after, your tired sniffles giving way to soft sighs, and he slips out of the bed again, for the kitchen, where he rearranges the cutlery and cleans, discarding your wet shirt And dirty laundry, ready for you when you wake again.

Reblogs appreciated!

[itzchasee]

*+:｡.｡ 𝐋𝐄𝐓'𝐒 𝐁𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐊 𝐔𝐏 - obey me!

✍︎sypnosis: you want to prank your bf by telling him that you want to break up, but the things doesn't go as planned.

✍︎includes: Lucifer, Mammon, Leviathan, Satan, Asmodeus, Beelzebub, Belphegor.

[starxiasstuff]

The plain kinnie bingos from this post

𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐱𝐢𝐚

I decided to play kinnie bingo with some of my biggest kins! I'll post the plain kinnie bingos right after! I think I ended up kinning aku

[starxiasstuff]

I decided to play kinnie bingo with some of my biggest kins!

I'll post the plain kinnie bingos right after!

I think I ended up kinning akutagawa more then I think same with ayato and shinobu :,)

[starxiasstuff]

Hi! I just found your blog and just read your 'female gang leader x mikey and Izana'

ITS SO GOOD! I love your writing so much already!!

AEHH YOURE SO SWEET

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[whorutora]

I just know sex with Mitsuya has to be so powerful! His natural scent is a mixture of vanilla, and ocean breeze, The way he places wet dizzying kisses along your jawline and down your neck and chest. The way he whispers sweet nothings into your ear to soothe you while he’s slowly rocking his hips back and forth in you to make sure you’re okay. The way he stares down at you while you have your arms wrapped around his neck. Your pretty breasts with hickeys all over and down your neck from his addictive suckling on your skin. He takes in your beautiful form and sight and stares directly into your beautiful sparkling eyes. He gets lost into them so easily. He swears you’re the most beautiful girl he has ever seen in his life.

Y’all I’ve been simping hella hard for Mitsuya lately. Also it’s early asf in the morning and I’m horny asf rn. I had to… 🫣

[starxiasstuff]

I've read a lot of smut. BUT this is the only one that put blush on my face.

[starxiasstuff]

nah cause if ppl like my posts they should follow, I mean, I do that why can't yallz /satire