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△Theoretical because you have no way to know if he still wants you. Even if he does he'll have no way of knowing, why not just do what you want?

...can't argue there. I've been gone longer than we dated.

also can't... say I haven't been unfaithful. anymore. I guess.

△How many people have you looked at lately, wished you could be with and then remembered your theoretical boyfriend back home?

... based on looks? none. what's this "theoretical" thing anyway?? don't think a guy like me can get it??

△ How much have you thought about just venting yourself out of the airlock?

I. I don't like how specific that is.

not as much, lately. I guess.

sorry, V.

Wis is more aggressive than I thought.

lthere's no way he thinks I'm still alive.

what if I get home and Vivek has a new boyfriend?

guess I shoot better with my wonky eye. don't like that.

“I feel that I’m losing the most beautiful years of my life.”

— Nikos Kazantzakis, from a letter to his sister written c. March 1912

the coolest thing abour blogs like these is how you only have to post what you want everyone else to see.

Hurry Home

Hurry home my love. I miss you and I can't wait to hold you❤️

I don't know if I can say the same yet.

maybe I'm just not as charming as I used to be.

was looking forward to having somebody to talk to. guess not.

no ome gets to touch me without my permission ever again.

i wonder if they tihnk I'm dead

I miss my family.

boldly going nowhere