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THE BIRTH AND DEATH OF THE DAY||STAISAAC

Isaac: breathed out a sigh of relief, letting it go once she agreed. Isaac nodded, agreeing with her that Camdyn definitely was their miracle baby. When she started crying, Isaac ran his hand up and down her arm, comforting her. "I can't imagine the loss your parents felt. I know how hard it was loosing a brother, and I know it couldn't compare. I mean look what it did to my father. It was the final straw for him. I know that he wasn't born yet, but I still loved him. I can't even imagine what would have happened if he had been born. If we had gotten to know him better. And I know your loss was worse than mine because you felt him. You had that bond with him that I couldn't have yet. But we have to be strong for our twins and for Camdyn. They still need us."

Stassi: "He was yours too so I hope you loved him." She was lucky to have Isaac by her side throughout everything, even if things were intense. She let out a deep breath, "If he had been born, and we actually got to know him and then we lost him..." She stopped, mid sentence, "I wouldn't be here right now, we wouldn't be having this conversation." She said softly. She always wondered how her parents dealt with losing her sister because just having lost their son was killing her and she had no idea how or why she was still here. She looked up, biting her lower lip, "You're it." She said, realizing she was vocalizing her thoughts. "You're the reason I'm still here, Camdyn, our boys. You're..You're it."

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“I don’t need a boy to handle my shit.”

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PHONE CALLS||JAX

Stassi: [Climbs out of bed, hearing it vibrate and seeing her cousins name on the caller ID] Hi.

Jax: Hey, I wanted to talk to you about Remy.

Stassi: I'm doing great thanks for asking

Jax: I'm sorry. You sure you're okay?

Stassi: I just said I was.

Jax: So I know a friend, an old member, OG, he's taking care of Remy for you.

Stassi:What? Jax, no.

Jax: Ana, you're my cousin and if you mess with my family, you're dead. You know once my mind is made up there is no changing it.

Stassi: [she sighed, he was right] Yeah, I know.

Jax: It'll get done, I promise. I'll talk to you later, alright? Love you. [Before Stassi could say anything, she heard the disconnect tone and groaned, locking her phone]

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THE BIRTH AND DEATH OF THE DAY||STAISAAC

Isaac: He sighed, shaking his head. "I know, I know. Just promise me okay. Please. I won't talk about it any more, just promise me." Isaac smiled thinking about his little angel cupcake. "Ive never heard that but she is a rainbow baby. The twins will be too you know." He said, it was still hard thinking about loosing one of the triplets, but there was so much to look forward too from their boys that it was hard to dwell on the sadness.

Stassi: As much as she didn't want to, she nodded her head. "Yeah, okay." She spoke softly. She smiled and nodded her head, "Yeah. She's mine and she's one of the best things that ever happened to me." She frowned when he mentioned the twins. She let out a deep breath and sighed, unable to keep the tears from falling. "I never wanted to be the parent that knows what it's like to lose a child but I've lost two. But now I understand why my sister's was so hard on my mom and when people say that losing their child is the worst thing in the world and why so many say they wanted to end it because I did. I felt like that. Like they weren't even born yet but I wanted to end it, especially after losing one of the triplets. It's so hard."

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THE BIRTH AND DEATH OF THE DAY||STAISAAC

Isaac: sighed looking at his wife. "Promise me you will kill me if I ever hurt one of our children okay?" He asked her, eyes pleading for her to agree. He didn't think he ever would but he didn't know what would happen in the future. Isaac smiled, placing his hand on top of hers on her belly. He gave her a puzzled look, unsure of what she meant. "What do you mean rainbow baby?"

Stassi: At his words, Stassi frowned. She let the words register before wiping away tears that had started to fall, "What? You would never hurt our children, Isaac. I know people say we can't predict the future and stuff like that but I know you. You would never hurt them. You love them so much." She said, shaking her head. She quickly wiped her tears away and flashed him a smile. "It's a baby born after the loss of a previous baby. She's my rainbow baby."

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THE BIRTH AND DEATH OF THE DAY||STAISAAC

Isaac: nodded, letting it go. He still felt like he could have done something, but a part of him knew Stassi was right. "Yeah, but I still shouldn't have happened. I should have kept control." He wished he wasn't like his father, but when his anger got strong he was terrified that some day he would loose control of it all. "Since when have I been innocent?" He replied, giving her a smirk. "Speaking of which though, how are the boys? The doctors didn't really tell me much except that they were okay, but I mean, mother knows best right."

Stassi: She sighed, placing a hand on his cheek, "Its okay. I promise you it's okay baby. You didn't kill him," She said softly. She hated seeing Isaac beat himself like this. She scooted over and patted an open space on the bed next to her. She laughed, "That is true. There isn't an innocent bone in your body," She teased. She smiled, patting her belly. "The doctor said they are in distress because of when I fell but they are fine. Perfect." She sad with a bright smile. She looked down at her blankets then back up at him, "Camdyn is our rainbow baby." She said softly.

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THE BIRTH AND DEATH OF THE DAY||STAISAAC

Isaac: Nodded his head, greatful for her promise. "Its hard not to blame myself though. There are so many things I could have done different that might have stopped this whole thing from happening." He sighed, pulling up the chair behind him to the bed so he could sit next to Stassi. "Well I'm glad you fought for us. Because Camdyn needs her mom and I need my wife. In case you didn't know, you're it for me. There will never be anyone else." Isaac nodded his head, an ashamed look on his face. "I know you're dissappointed. I shouldn't have gotten violent, I just go so overcome with rage that all I saw was anger. Nothing else. I didn't think through my actions."

Stassi: She sighed shaking her head, "Regardless of what you did, it was Remy. He would have gotten to me. You couldn't have stopped him, baby. It's who he is." She shrugged her shoulders. Stassi giggled, "You're it for me too." She said, her smile never leaving her face. She shook her head, frowning. "I am not disappointed in you. I could never be disappointed in you, silly. You were protecting our daughter." She knew what was going through his head, and she took his hand, squeezing it, "You are nothing like your father. You hurt someone protecting your family, your father hurt you to hurt you. You would never hurt me, or Camdyn or our boys." She flashed him a smile, "I will admit I am bummed that you are no longer innocent."

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THE BIRTH AND DEATH OF THE DAY||STAISAAC

Isaac: scrunched his eye brows at Stassi "just please do not scare me like that ever again babe." He listened intently as Stassi recounted what had happen. He should have known Remy was the stalker but he hadn't been paying enough to attention to it, and he mentally berated himself for not taking better care of his family. If he had been home instead of with Travis then Stassi might not be hurt. "You're lucky you survived. Most people who have their throat cut can't live to tell about it." He looked at his hand again, instinctively trying to hide it. "Let's just say Remy will be spending some time in the hospital before heading to prison." Isaac said, ashamed of himself for getting violent. "Im sorry babe I just couldn't stop myself. It took about 4 officers to pull me off him"

Stassi: "I promise. I'm sorry for scaring you." She frowned looking over at him, she knew him well enough to know what he was doing. "Don't blame yourself. Don't you dare. It's Remy. He told me when I broke up with him to come to Ohio for spring break that I would regret it. He'd find me, whether you were home with me or not. As far as the notes go, I told you to ignore those. This is not your fault, okay?" She said, rubbing his cheek with her thumb. She smiled when he told her how lucky she was, "I have a family to fight for. You, Camdyn and the boys are my reasons for everything you know." Listening to him, she tried not to laugh, "You beat him up? You're supposed to be my innocent puppy husband who can give off the look of you could kick someone's ass but not actually do it." She smirked, "I think this calls for sometime apart when I get out of here because being with me has clearly corrupted you." She teased.

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THE BIRTH AND DEATH OF THE DAY||STAISAAC

Isaac: breathed out a sigh of relif at her words, giving her a look of mock anger, "Don't ever scare me like that again okay? Not cool." he smiled, placing his hand on hers, "Of course I was worried about you, there was so much blood." He looked down at the floor, trying not to imagine the blood stained carpets. He looked at his own hand resting on top of hers, the knuckles a deep shade of purple bruising. He'd washed the blood off, but the bruising would probably be there for a while. "Yeah, she's okay. She's with your mom back at the house."

Stassi: laughed again, "I haven't played a joke on you in a while so I figured why not in the worst of situations?" She asked before wincing again, scratching at the bandage on her throat, "I hate this." She frowned, "I'm sorry baby." She sighed, thinking back to what happened, "He was there when I walked in and he gave me permission to take Camdyn upstairs and I called 911 from my phone and then I noticed your phone as I was leaving her room so I texted Travis and when I got downstairs I realized that he was my stalker. Leaving the notes, the flowers. And I tried to get away but I tripped and there was nothing within reach and he grabbed me and I begged him not to do it and I felt the knife against my throat and I tried so hard not to panic because I knew that the more I panicked, the more blood I'd lose but I couldn't help it.." She frowned. "I'm sorry." Noticing the bruising on his knuckles, she sat up, "What happened?"

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THE BIRTH AND DEATH OF THE DAY||STAISAAC

Isaac: Had spent hours waiting for Stassi to come out of surgery. He didn't know what had really happened, or even if she was gonna make it out alive, bu he had to believe she would because without that hope he wouldn't have survived. Stassi's parents had showed up a few hours ago, taking Camdyn back to the house, and they would probably clean up the mess of what had gone on, but Isaac refused to let Stassi out of his sight. As he heard her waking up, he stood up immediately, panic washing over his face. "Babe, you know who I am. Please tell me you know who I am."

Stassi: She smiled looking up at him, "Of course I do." She laughed then winced, "That was really mean. I shouldn't have done that. I'm sorry, baby." She rubbed her hand up and down his arm, "You were worried about me?" She asked softly. She was sure she looked like a mess. She let out a deep breath as she fought back tears, "Is Camdyn okay?"

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THE BIRTH AND DEATH OF THE DAY||STAISAAC

Stassi: It felt like hours. It was hours. On the table, the only thing she could think about was Camdyn. Was she okay? Was Isaac okay? Her thoughts were interrupted by the beeping of the heart monitor and she opened her eyes. She was safe. Her throat hurt...a lot. A small smile appeared on her face smelling Isaac's cologne. "What year is it?" She asked, then turned in his direction, a confused look on her face, "Who...who are you?" She asked.

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SHOULDNT HAVE BEEN ALONE||SELF PARA

Undoing Camdyn's car seat, Stassi picked her up and took her in her arms and grabbed the newest things she bought for the nursery and went inside. Isaac was out with Travis and Olivia so as soon as she got Camdyn to bed, Stassi would head to bed herself. She walked inside and turned on the light in the kitchen and the sight before startled her, resulting in her dropping the things in her hands, tightening her grip on Camdyn, "R-Remy. Hi." She said, a lump forming in her throat.

"Take her upstairs, Stass." Stassi shook her head. She couldn't move, she was terrified. She saw the look in his eyes and quickly rushed upstairs into Camdyn's room, putting Camdyn in her crib. She pulled her phone out of her pocket and dialed 911. When the dispatcher answered, she could feel her stomach knot up, "There's a man who's going to hurt mommy. I love you, sweetheart." She put her phone under the mattress and walked out of Camdyn's room when she noticed Isaac's phone, she grabbed it, rushed back into the nursery and pinched Camdyn, and let out a sigh of relief when she started to cry. She quickly went to Travis' number and sent a quick text with their code; Snowflake. She quickly calmed Camdyn down and went back downstairs.

She was terrified. She knew him and there would be no way in hell that she would make it out. "Sorry. She started crying and I needed to calm her down so it wouldn't bother the neighbors." She spoke softly. She was trying to remain calm but it was difficult. "You're smart," He said with a smirk and taking a step towards her. She couldn't breathe. "How did you get in here? How did you..."That's when it all started to come together, "You're..You're the one who left me and Isaac those notes. I..." Her suspicions were confirmed when he nodded his head. She turned to run, but instantly slipped. There was nothing within arms reach for her to hit him with. Lovely.

Stassi could hear his feet on the floor, as she turned to look at him. She saw a knife and the first thought was the twins and her second thought was Camdyn. "Remy, no. Don't. Please." She said as he grabbed her by the hair and she let out a scream, "Please. Do-" Before the words could get out, she felt the knife along her throat and Remy toss her aside. Her hand flew other throat and she tried to breathe, but couldn't. She knew the more she panicked, the faster she lost blood but she couldn't help it. She was terrified. The last thing she saw before her world going black was Remy standing over her. This was it, she was over.

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