Stelina

[stelintheskyy]

A glimpse of my life, love, soul, poetry, expression and existence. Melodramatic and characteristic. 🖤

If ur cool youll join my girly pop community (pm for link)😝

Insta: str4wbb7

[stelintheskyy]

Im gonna start making sourdough again, reading and living life in my own head. I’m so back

[coolnormalgirl]

just a little reminder on where i stand

[stelintheskyy]

!!!

[stelintheskyy]

There’s a pit in my stomach when I think of the simple IDEA that I won’t be able to do everything I want to.. thank god I will.

[stelintheskyy]

Ok so like hypothetically what if I spend of my money on concerts then what

[stelintheskyy]

I’m starting to forget what it feels like to be loved by you. The freedom in our existence together. When moonlight reflects in the water, when there’s a slight chill in the air and this- the feeling in my chest, I’ve always known it wouldn’t last forever. Yet it felt like I could breathe when you were here.

I miss you every day, and everywhere.

I miss you when I try to get out of the thoughts I destroy myself in, even tho I used to find comfort in the way we’d lay in our sick ways together.

You are with me when I do my hair, the strands tangled and unmanageable. I yank out chunks of the brittle ends. Pulling at the scalp and letting tears fall. I’ve scratched my skin- the itch of anxiety never stopping, and begging to come out. Drops of blood that trickle at the openings.

I have faith for us to bandage ours scars and stitch our wounds. Love is nothing without change and wanting better for us at the end of the day.

[stelintheskyy]

I’m prolly manic Rn with the way that I genuinely do not care

[stelintheskyy]

What’s crazy to me is getting everything I put my mind too

[stelintheskyy]

Just dropped a new community for my evil girlies over 16 and up 🫡

https://www.tumblr.com/join/50n1hR6r

[fawnangel09]

can't believe men pay for nudes when they could look in the mirror and see a pussy for free

[fatalfragility]

this is biblical to me

[schuylerpeck]

always emotional about the line can I handle the seasons of my life? but in a heavier way right now, feeling winter’s imminence and knowing the worst version of myself will follow.

[shitbl0gger]

[stelintheskyy]

Everyday you shed a piece of who u used to be, it’s only time before you’re something else completely.

[stelintheskyy]

would you rather be an abandoned doll or a worm getting fed to the fishes (i have no idea why i asked too dw..)

HELPPP I LOVE UR BRAIN I’m so random too dw ml💞

I’d be an abandoned doll i think.. bc as a worm do I even see anything? (I’m sorry I have no words rm knowledge) Do I just get ripped apart and die 💔😭😭😭 if I was a doll ATLEAST I’d look cute

[stelintheskyy]

I’m rlly sick obviously since I’m sleep deprived there’s a lot on my mind😭

I wonder how much value my life will have when I pass. Not just as a human (that itself gives value- to be something that has feelings and thoughts.. something that was alive) just a passing thought! like have my words, and actions… impacted someone enough that they’ll carry it with them for years on?

I don’t want it to be a question I want it to be a statementtttttt

This is why your supposed to live life how you want to guys🙏🏻

[stelintheskyy]

What does a "perfect day" actually look like for you, from start to finish? ♡

Basking in the sun with love in my heart, and good poetry on my mind. And I would take naps throught the day and WOULDNT feel restless in my mind.

[stelintheskyy]

If your memories were erased and replaced would you still be you?

Mm, I feel my soul would be the same but also… if we add on replaced? We kind of are what our lives have given us, if my memories got replaced I’d be reflection of that😭 but idc I’d still be a strawberry loving, insane and a diva, that couldn’t be drilled out of me 🙏🏻🙏🏻

It’s kinda scary to think about the idea that your memories could actually be taken away from you 😰😰😰