#stelina

[stelintheskyy]

Happy Halloween from me and my ugly ahh bangs

[eda11y]

Red flower by yu_kon

[stelintheskyy]

Just dropped a new community for my evil girlies over 16 and up 🫡

https://www.tumblr.com/join/50n1hR6r

[stelintheskyy]

[stelintheskyy]

There’s a pit in my stomach when I think of the simple IDEA that I won’t be able to do everything I want to.. thank god I will.

[stelintheskyy]

I’m starting to forget what it feels like to be loved by you. The freedom in our existence together. When moonlight reflects in the water, when there’s a slight chill in the air and this- the feeling in my chest, I’ve always known it wouldn’t last forever. Yet it felt like I could breathe when you were here.

I miss you every day, and everywhere.

I miss you when I try to get out of the thoughts I destroy myself in, even tho I used to find comfort in the way we’d lay in our sick ways together.

You are with me when I do my hair, the strands tangled and unmanageable. I yank out chunks of the brittle ends. Pulling at the scalp and letting tears fall. I’ve scratched my skin- the itch of anxiety never stopping, and begging to come out. Drops of blood that trickle at the openings.

I have faith for us to bandage ours scars and stitch our wounds. Love is nothing without change and wanting better for us at the end of the day.

[stelintheskyy]

Everyday you shed a piece of who u used to be, it’s only time before you’re something else completely.

[stelintheskyy]

would you rather be an abandoned doll or a worm getting fed to the fishes (i have no idea why i asked too dw..)

HELPPP I LOVE UR BRAIN I’m so random too dw ml💞

I’d be an abandoned doll i think.. bc as a worm do I even see anything? (I’m sorry I have no words rm knowledge) Do I just get ripped apart and die 💔😭😭😭 if I was a doll ATLEAST I’d look cute